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My Summer with Erica, Chapter 3

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 1:19 pm

By Nellie of Sweden

The summer holidays were coming to an end and I didn’t want to go back to town to live with my parents and sister again. I wished the summer would go on forever and that I could keep living in Grandma’s little one-room guest house with Erica, my cousin who had made me her girlfriend and taught me about love and sex. It was just a week left before school would start again and we would have to part.

I had been alone with Grandma for a few days since Erica had gone on a boat trip to Finland with her mother, and I was bored sick and longing for her warm embrace and her kisses.

And just after Grandma and me had lunch I heard the sound of a car coming. The wining sound of breaks which is typical for older Volvos. And when I looked up my heart started pounding hard seeing the old red car that Erica’s parents owned. And behind Aunt Monica in the back seat I saw blond curls and arms and hands waving like crazy. When Erica came out I just wanted to run into her arms but I managed to keep calm. She smiled with her whole face and her eyes sparkled.

“Hi Nellie! Good to see you again! Did you miss me?”

“Well… yeah, maybe a little,” I said with a smile.

That was the understatement of that year. I’d thought of nothing else but being in her arms while she was away.

“Wanna help me with the luggage?” Erica said, winking at me with one eye.

“Sure,” I said and grabbed one of her bags.

Walking towards the guest house, Erica whispered to me so her mother and Grandma wouldn’t hear. “Come on, baby, hurry up! I can’t wait to kiss you again!” I almost died from missing my girlfriend these few days.

Inside the guest house we fell into each other’s arms and I couldn’t help crying from happiness. Erica’s tongue was deep in my mouth, and her hand squeezed my pussy through my panties.

“Oh, God, my darling Nel, I’ve missed you like crazy!”

“I’ve missed you too,” I sobbed. “I’ve been crying myself to sleep every night!”

“Oh, baby, my poor, poor darling! But tonight you won’t have to cry! Tonight I’ll tuck you in! And fuck you to sleep with my tongue and fingers. Oh, God, I love you!”

Sadly we hade to break our embrace because Aunt Monica called. She wanted to say goodbye to Erica before she went back to town. Right after she left Mrs. Johansson came over and wanted Grandma to go shopping with her. At first Grandma said no. She said she didn’t want to leave us alone since Erica just had got back. But Erica and I assured her it was perfectly OK.

“Go if you want to, Erica said. I’ll watch that little brat. She giggled and pointed at me and I laughed as well. Grandma smiled.

“Are you sure?” she said with a wry look on her face. “You know, she can be quite a handful.”

Erica laughed again. “If she gives me any trouble, I’ll just spank her until she obeys.”

They both laughed and Grandma stroked my hair with a smile. “You know she’s only joking, don’t you, honey?”

“Yes, Grandma,” I said. “And if she should try, I’ll spank her instead!”

Mrs Johansson and Grandma took their handbags and Grandma started her little Toyota and Erica and I stood on the front porch waving goodbye to them.

As the little blue car disappeared behind the trees, Erica put her arm around my shoulders. I leaned my head against her shoulder so happy she was back at last. She held me closer and kissed my head.

“Guess what, sweetheart! Aunt Erica has a surprise for her little girlfriend.”

I got curious, of course.

“What, Erica? What is it? Tell me, please!”

She embraced me and kissed me again and again whispering into my mouth.

“Let’s go inside, darling! I want to undress you and kiss you all over! And then when we’re naked I’ll show you my surprise!”

We went inside and Erica locked the door. Then she took me in her loving arms again and we kissed and kissed and her hands were all over me. She pulled my T-shirt over my head and started kissing my little pink nipples making them hard while her hand found its way down into my shorts and inside my panties. I moaned from excitement.

“Oh, Erica, it feels so nice,” I whispered. “I’ve missed you so much!”

“Yeah, baby, I can feel that! You’re soaking wet, darling! It makes me feel welcome back. Nothing like a wet little girl cunt to make me feel welcome…”

“Yes, Eri… You are sooo welcome! Welcome back and welcome inside my panties… and in my… my cunt!”

Our clothes all tumbled around us and soon we both were naked and Erica gently pushed me towards the bed.

“Now baby,” she whispered. “Now it’s time for your surprise. I wanna fuck you! Really fuck you! Look what I’ve stolen.”

She put her hand down into her suitcase and picked up something I’d never seen before. In my eyes it was a plastic penis with some straps on it. A strap-on-dildo of course, but at first I didn’t really comprehend what she planned to do with it.

“What’s that?” I said with a light blush on my face.

“I got it from a lady who left her purse open while standing in line to get off the boat from Finland,” Erica said.

“You mean you stole it?”

“Yea… I know I’m a terrible girl but I couldn’t resist it when I got the chance. And I really, really want to use it with you! Can I, Nel darling? Please! Will you let me pop your cherry and fuck you?”

“Won’t it hurt? It’s so big and my pussy is so small and tight!”

For a few seconds Erica didn’t say anything at all. But then she looked me in my eyes and answered.

“Well… yes.. at first it might hurt a little! But only for a little while, I promise! Then you’re gonna love it! I know I did the first time. But in my case it was a candle about the same size as this cock. Please Nel, let’s do it!”

I was a little scared but I whispered a yes and Erica started to put on the sex toy. We both giggled at the sight of the plastic penis pointing out from Erica’s lovely teen body and she told me to lie down on my back.

“Spread your legs, baby! I wanna eat that little baby pussy first. I wanna lick your cunt till you cum in my mouth.”

I pulled my legs wide apart and closed my eyes. I sighed loudly as I felt Erica’s soft lips kissing my pussy. Her tongue in my wet slit and then the fingers penetrating both my openings while she sucked my stiff little pink clit. I almost screamed from excitement.

“Oh, Erica, it feels so good! Please don’t stop!”

And she didn’t stop. She kept licking, kissing and sucking till I screamed out my orgasm. This time the feeling was so intense that I almost fainted and being so relaxed in my whole body after cumming Erica decided it was time to penetrate me with the dildo.

The pain was really terrible and I cried out loud when she broke my hymen, but as she’d said it was over in less than a minute and I relaxed again letting my cousin fuck me with the big strap-on. Erica looked down on me and smiled.

“Good girl,” she whispered. “God, what a good girl you are! Right now I wish I was a boy and could feel that tight little cunt squeezing my dick!”

“I don’t want a boy,” I said. “I only want you! Fuck me, Erica!”

And she fucked me and rubbed my clit with her fingers till I came again. This time even harder than the first and I probably was unconscious for a minute or so.

Then it was my turn to wear the strap-on and fuck Erica and that was almost as exciting as being fucked.

We finished our love making with a nice sixty-nine session and then we rested a bit in each other’s arms til’ we heard Grandma’s car coming back. Very quickly we got our clothes back on and Erica told me to put some toilet paper in my panties.

“You might bleed a little,” she said. “And Grandma might be suspicious if there’s blood in your panties when she does the laundry.”

“Nope, I said. I won’t have any paper in my panties cause they’re gonna stay right here. As will my shorts! The rest of today I’ll wear my yellow dress and NO panties! So that’s not a problem! And if my pussy is naked underneath the dress you can touch it anytime you want to.”

Erica laughed and told me that she would leave her panties off too.

“Let’s just hope Grandma doesn’t notice!”

Grandma didn’t and it was a very exciting feeling being naked under the dress and knowing Erica was too. When Grandma went out to the garden to get some strawberries for desert, Erica stuck her hand up under my dress. I was a little sore but still I liked the feeling of her hand on my pussy. We kissed and she whispered in my ear that as soon we were back in bed she would fuck me again.

And she did… But that’s another story!

Continue on to Chapter 4

 

My Summer with Erica, Chapter 2

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 1:04 pm

By Nellie of Sweden

After that first day when Erica seduced me we were lovers for the rest of the summer. The very same evening Erica had promised she would give me an orgasm before we went to sleep. But when we went to bed we were both so exhausted that we fell asleep almost immediately. The next morning Erica woke me up with a kiss on the tip of my nose.

“Hey there, sleeping beauty, wake up, will you?”

I had a lovely dream right then and didn’t want to get up but Erica didn’t give up. When I opened my eyes she was in my bed with me smiling and with those lovely green eyes sparkling.

“Wanna go to the lake for a morning swim? In the nude, of course…”

She giggled and so did I.

“What if someone comes and sees us,” I said a bit worried.

“Yeah, and who would that be? There are only two houses here and our neighbour and Grandma were drinking wine last night so they’ll sleep for another couple of hours. Come on, Nellie! Let’s bring a bar of soap and wash each other all over. And then we can make love on the beach.”

Erica kissed me before I had the time to answer. Her tongue deep inside my mouth and I felt my pussy tingling. When she broke the kiss she looked at me and laughed.

“I bet that kiss made your little pussy soaking wet, didn’t it!”

I blushed from embarrassment and denied it which only made Erica laugh even more.

“Don’t lie to me, Nellie! I can read you like an open book. In my wallet there is about 150 kronor (Swedish money – about 15 British pounds) and it’s all yours if your slit is dry! Let me feel!”

I blushed again but couldn’t help laughing too.

“No, you can’t feel,” I said although a part of me wanted nothing more than to feel her hand between my legs.

We put on our beach robes and walked barefoot down to the lake. The water was absolutely still, no wind at all and the sun was shining from a clear blue sky.

Just to be totally sure no one was watching I looked around before I let the robe fall on the sand. Erica smiled at me.

“Last one in the water is a chicken,” she said and we ran like crazy into the water.

The water was surprisingly warm and we swam around for a bit. Then Erica took me in her arms and kissed me again. Then she looked deep into my eyes and smiled again.

“Hey, baby, thank you for yesterday! You’ll never know how much I had longed for touching and kissing and making love to you! Do you want to know a secret?”

I nodded my head yes and Erica actually blushed a little.

“Yesterday wasn’t the first time I kissed your pussy! I did it several times when you were a baby. Grandma sometimes left me to watch you if she had to go to the store or something. I was about your age and you were a baby. A very pretty baby too. I used to open your diaper and look at you and some times I gave you a little kiss. I had learned about girl sex from my best friend Angela and wanted to make you feel as good as she made me feel.”

I was all tingly and my legs were trembling from listening to Erica’s confessions.

“Are you angry with me?” she whispered with a tear in her eye.

“No… no, of course not! I didn’t know how you felt about me. How could I?”

“I love you, Nellie-baby,” she said. “I love you most of all in the whole world. I wish you would be my girlfriend! Will you?”

She took me in her arms and I put my face between her soft breasts and closed my eyes.

“Yes, Erica, I love you too and I would love to be your girlfriend. Now take me back up on the beach. Lay me down on the blanket and make love to me again.”

I don’t remember how we got there but soon we were in the blanket in a sixty-nine position eating each other’s soaking pussies. I even managed to give Erica an orgasm and felt very happy about that. Erica finger fucked me in both my pussy and asshole and I loved every moment of it.

After maybe an hour we heard a voice calling loudly. “Erica! Nellie! Girls, where are you?”

“We’re coming, Grandma!” we both yelled at the top of our voices.

Quickly we collected our things and started walking back hand in hand.

“Fucking always makes me hungry,” Erica said and I laughed.

“Yeah… but I bet Grandma can’t make anything more delicious than what I just ate at the beach,” I replied with a giggle.

Erica laughed too and blinked at me.

“Anytime baby! Anytime!”

Continue on to Chapter 3

 

My Summer with Erica, Chapter 1

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 1:03 pm

By Nellie of Sweden

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in January 2010 }

To my darling Erica, remembered with love…

I want to share a true story with you. It’s from my own childhood, quite a while ago since I now am over 40. I was eight years old and it was summer.

I spent the summer at my grandmother’s summer cottage a few miles outside the town where we lived. Also spending the summer there was my seven-years-older cousin Erica. She was always nice to me, nothing like my sister who was a year older than Erica. Michaela, my sister, thought I was the biggest pain in the ass ever.

But Erica was always nice to me. She played with me despite the difference in age. She took me on little boat trips on the little lake and played badminton and croquet and other games with me.

So, naturally, I adored her. Worshiped the ground she walked on. She was more of a big sister to me than my real sister.

My parents sometimes came out for the weekend but they spent the weekdays in town working. Grandma Agnes was (and still is) a nice little lady who was glad to have Erica there babysitting me.

That made it possible for her to go away with the lady next door for a few hours almost every day. They took Grandma’s car and went shopping or to play bingo while Erica and I spent our days on the beach and in the water swimming and playing around.

One day in the middle of the summer we were alone as usual and it started to rain heavily while we were by the lake. We ran like crazy to Grandma’s house and put dry clothes on.

We both were a bit bored and I decided to lie down on the old sofa in the living room. On the side table there was a large pile of old magazines so I started to look in them just to pass the time. Suddenly Erica came and asked me to move my feet to give her some room to sit down. She sat down in the other end of the sofa and I put my feet in her lap and kept reading about celebrities and how to make cherry pie or how to knit a sweater.

I looked up at Erica and saw she was smiling in an odd way that I’d never seen before. She looked at me and her eyes were sparkling.

“Hey, Nellie, you have real cute feet! Do you know that?”

I giggled and maybe I blushed a little.

“Cute feet? Yeah, sure…”

“No really! I mean it! Can I caress them a little? And… kiss them?”

I laughed out loud.

“Are you crazy or something? You wanna kiss my feet? Really?”

Erica smiled and looked at me with love in her eyes.

“No….. ehhh… well, yes, I suppose I am crazy! About cute little girls with cute feet. Especially you, Nellie!”

I didn’t say anything so Erica kept talking.

“Come on, Nell, it won’t hurt you! I promise!”

She took my right foot in both her hands and caressed it softly. “See, that didn’t kill you, did it?”

There was something in the air that I didn’t understand but I could feel that something was about to happen.

Erica lifted my foot slowly to her face and I giggled again. Then she gently placed a very light kiss under my foot. One more… and another one.

Very gently she kissed her way to my toes and started kissing them as well. I remember that I shivered from some sort of excitement when Erica suddenly started sucking on my toes. That sent a tickling feeling through my stomach and I giggled again.

She put my foot down and lifted the other one and gave it the same treatment as the first.

And then I felt her soft hands gently caressing my ankles and up towards my knees and thighs. She looked at me and smiled again.

“You’re not scared, are you?” she whispered.

I shook my head no, feeling a little embarrassed.

“Good, ’cause I’m not gonna hurt you, I promise! I just want to make you feel really good. Can I do that Nellie? Will you let me?”

“I guess…” was all I could say.

Somehow, deep down, I think I had some kind of a hunch what she wanted to do with me but it didn’t scare me at all.

Erica’s hand had reached the bottom of my dress and I felt them slipping in under my dress. She smiled at me as her hands reached my little white panties. Then she caressed down again and removed her hands. She smiled at me and stood up on the floor. But only to lie down again immediately. On top of me.

“Can I kiss you, Nellie? Please say yes! I want it so bad…”

She didn’t wait for me to answer. But I didn’t resist when her soft lips found mine. She kissed me again and again although with lips closed. But it was the only way of kissing I knew until then so there wasn’t anything strange about that.

“Oh, God, you’re so gorgeous, Nellie,” Erica whispered. “Will you let me give you a special kiss? A lover’s kiss?”

I hesitated a bit.

“I don’t know… what’s that?”

“I’ll show you. Open your mouth a little and just do what I do.”

“Okay…”

As Erica came closer I opened my mouth a little and when our lips met I felt her tongue coming inside my mouth. She found mine and started to play with it. I tried to do as she had said and it felt really nice.

Erica broke the kiss and looked at me again with loving eyes. “Don’t tell me you’ve never been kissed! ‘Cause if it’s true you must be an extremely talented learner. You kiss like a pro! Please let me kiss you some more! My tongue wants to dance with yours!”

We kissed again and again and soon I felt Erica’s hand on my knee. She moved slowly upwards under my dress and reached my panties again.

“I want you, baby,” she whispered. “Oh, God I want you so much!”

I laughed out loud again.

“What? You’ve already got me, silly? I’m right here. See! Right under you.”

Erica looked deep into my eyes and slowly shook her head.

“No, sweetheart, that’s not what I meant. I meant that I WANT YOU!”

In that moment I suddenly realized what my cousin was saying and I my face got all red from embarrassment.

“Oh… you mean…”

Erica saw in my face that I understood and slowly nodded her head yes.

“Yes, my little princess, that’s exactly what I meant! And I promise, you will love it almost as much as I will.”

She started to unbutton my dress and I got a little worried.

“What if someone comes in?” I whispered. “What if Grandma comes home?”

“No, baby. There’s nobody around and Grandma is at the bingo hall with Mrs. Johansson next door. They won’t be back for hours. And the door is locked. In case somebody’s car breaks down up on the highway and they come looking for a phone.”

The top of my dress was unbuttoned and Erica opened it and looked at my flat chest.

“God, Nellie darling! You’re so damned cute and sexy.”

She leaned forward and started to kiss my little pink nipples. It made me shiver and I felt my body trembling. Erica sucked my nipples till they popped out. Then she stood up on her knees and smiled.

“Wanna see mine?”

I nodded my head yes but couldn’t make the smallest sound. With a big smile Erica pulled her tank top over her head and opened her bra but left it on. She took my hand and put them on her small breasts.

“You take it off,” she said with a smile.

I pulled her bra off and exposed her pretty young breasts. Erica took them in her own hand and smiled at me.

“Do you like them, baby? Do you like my tits?”

“Yeah, they’re beautiful,” I whispered.

She took my hands again and put them back on her breasts. They were very firm. Not very big but nicely shaped and the skin on them was so soft and wonderful.

Erica kissed me again and we rolled around and around in Grandma’s big old sofa kissing and cuddling. She kept telling me how sexy and beautiful I was and how much she had longed for making love to me.

“I’ve wanted you for years, you know,” she said between the kisses. “Almost all your life! And now at last you’re mine! Let’s get you naked so I can kiss you all over. Oh, I’m so hot and wet!”

My dress was on the floor and Erica leaned down to my crotch and grabbed my little panties with her teeth and started pulling them down. I giggled again but when she asked me to lift my butt up a little I did and she pulled my panties off.

Erica stood on her knees by my feet and looked at my naked body.

“Spread your legs for me, sweetheart,” she said with a trembling voice. “Spread them wide open and let me see that cute little pussy.”

I blushed again but pulled my legs wide apart.

“Close your eyes baby,” Erica said. “Close your eyes and let me take you to paradise! Just relax and enjoy it.”

I did so and right after I felt Erica’s warm breath on my hairless pussy lips. She put her hands on my thighs and opened my legs as much as it was possible and then…..

Then, my friends, she made me shiver all over when I felt her tongue in my moist slit. She licked me, kissed me, sucked me and I just kept begging her not to stop. After only a minute or so I felt a kind of cramps inside. The feeling was very intense and it scared me because I wasn’t at all prepared for such a sensation. I started crying and Erica stopped and took me in her arms. She was worried she had hurt me but when I described the feeling inside she laughed.

“Oh, honey, that’s nothing to worry about. It was an orgasm! Haven’t you ever had one before?”

“No…”

I was still sobbing but Erica helped me to calm down and she kissed my tears from my cheeks.

“Hopefully you’ll have thousands and thousands of orgasms from now on,” she whispered. “Let’s try to give you another one right now!”

Before I understood what she said she was back between my legs licking, sucking and kissing. But this time she also used her fingers. I remember a little pain when her finger started to enter my tight little vagina. But the pain was over in a flash and Erica slowly finger fucked my little-girl cunt and soon she also stuck a finger up my ass hole. I screamed out loud when my second orgasm came.

Erica laughed at me and said, “I only know one way to shut little horny girls up when they’re being fucked!”

Next second she was standing with one knee on each side of my head and pressed her wet pussy to my face.

I stuck my tongue into Erica’s soaking slit and tickled her clit a little bit. She was licking me and I tried to give her the same pleasure she had given to me.

That was my first sexual encounter with another person and I still cherish the memory. I had at least 6 orgasms that day before Grandma came back. I remember Grandma looking at us asking if we had been out running, being so red in our faces and so sweaty!

Erica and I were lovers the whole summer and we kept making love when possible for years and years. Probably we still would have but unfortunately Erica passed away in a car crash four years ago. I put fresh flowers on her grave every week and hope we will be able to make love again some day. In heaven!

Continue on to Chapter 2

 

Amy’s New Friend

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 12:56 pm

By Bad Fred

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in October 2009 }

I sat against a tree by the bus stop, with my legs curled up, reading an old mystery novel. My hair was a mess from the heat. My dress clung to me uncomfortably. The cars driving by were loud, horrible, and stank of exhaust.

I had lost all of my friends. Nicole and Sarah usually drove me home, but Nicole said she hated me now. Sarah went along with her, like she always did. I’d practically begged Courtney for a ride, but she’d told me to go fuck myself.

It was a stupid fight. It was only half my fault, but I was paying all of the price. Pretty much everyone listened to Nicole. She was pretty. Her boyfriend was awesome. Hanging out with her was really the only reason I’d had any friends in this school. I had been an idiot to cross her.

I tried reading my book, but I couldn’t focus. It was just a jumble of words.

The bus wasn’t coming. It was thirty minutes late. I’d wait a few more minutes, then I’d have to start the long walk home. I sighed. The sun was getting low, but the heat still lingered in the air.

A truck pulled by in front of me, honking its horn and locking up its breaks. A dozen other horns blared out. More cars stopped. Then a beat up old Buick crossed abruptly through the traffic and parked at the Circle K.

That new girl got out.

She had crazy magenta hair, obviously dyed. It hung down just past her shoulders and was kind of messy. She wore a little rose colored skirt and a tight emerald green sweater. The outfit was cute. She was more or less medium height and build, and moved with a certain suppleness. She was very pretty.

She was also kind of nuts. Since starting school last month, she’d been in at least two fights that I knew of, one against a boy. She’d called Nicole a cunt to her face, and really did everything she could to have no friends at all.

I hadn’t spoken to her. None of us would have dared.

They said her name was Veronica.

She bought a slushie and came out, looking around confidently. She saw me and came over.

“Hey,” she said, “Don’t you usually get a ride with that Nicole bitch and her friends?”

“Yeah,” I said.

“Hmm. And they stranded you today?”

“Yeah.”

She had violet eye shadow, and really pretty blue eyes. I assumed they were contacts, because they looked just way too nice to be real.

“Is that Margaret Millar?” she asked, looking at my book.

“Yeah,” I said, turning the book over and looking at it.

“That’s impressive! Most of the dumb bitches in this school just read those crap vampire books… well… if they read anything at all.”

“Uh, thanks. It was my dad’s. He had a bunch of these.”

“So, you like stories with crazy endings?”

“Yeah I guess. Anyways, I like these.”

“That’s pretty cool. So look, I saw the bus broken down up on Pine Street, so it isn’t coming.”

“I figured.”

“So, yeah,” she went on, “I can give you a lift home if you want. I mean, if you don’t mind committing social suicide by being seen with me.”

I didn’t mind. I’d left social suicide behind many miles ago.

“Yes, thanks,” I said, “I’d love a ride.”

She smiled.

“I’m Veronica, by the way.”

“Yeah, I know. I’m Amy.”

“Well, Amy, let’s go.”

*****

We got into her car. It was big and rusty. At one point it had probably been olive green, but now was mostly just grey. It had a beige vinyl bench seat, with several strips of duct tape where I sat down.

The air conditioner didn’t work, of course.

“Sorry the car stinks,” she said, “the window on your side doesn’t work any more, so I just leave it down.”

It didn’t really smell any worse than anything else it this town.

“Beats walking,” I said.

“Yeah it does!”

As she started the car, she asked, “So, unless it’s none of my business, why are they making you take the bus? Did you piss them off?”

Before I answered, she backed into traffic, and quickly shifted into drive, pealing away. We barely avoided an oncoming truck. There was no seatbelt on my side, so I grabbed the dashboard in a futile gesture of safety.

I answered her, “Yeah, I pissed them off. Big time.”

“That sucks. Where do you live, anyway?”

“On Apple Court. You know, behind the Walmart.”

“I know it,” she said.

She didn’t say anything else; she just drove with her eyes on the road. Her mouth was slightly open, and she was biting the end of her tongue. I went on with my story.

“You know Nicole’s friend Brenda?”

“Redhead with freckles?”

“Yeah, her. She borrowed one of my dresses without asking me, when they were over at my house. Anyway, she wore it the next day and I got pissed at her. We were fighting about it and shit…”

“Like really fighting?” she asked, mimicking a punching motion.

“No. Just arguing. Anyway, things got really bad and I tried to get Nicole to help me, but she took Brenda’s side. So, I got pissed at her and called her a bitch. Nicole, I mean. I called Nicole a bitch. She told me to fuck off, and things just got bad.”

She just drove for a few seconds, looking forward, then said, “Well good for you. She is a fucking bitch.”

“Yeah, I guess. She was my friend, though.”

“She’s nobody’s friend,” she said, looking over at me, kind of ignoring the road. “I knew a girl just like her back in Chicago. Thinks she runs the whole school. You try to be her friend, but she just wants followers. You know, toadies. It’s all for her fucking ego.”

She paused, then continued, “I tried to do what you were doing, back home. You know, be one of the popular kids, but it never works. If you’re at all… you know… a real person, you can’t be one of them. Don’t even try. That shit is bad for your soul.”

I wondered, was it worse than having no friends?

“Is that why you called her a cunt when you met her?” I asked.

“Yeah, I knew the deal with her right when I fucking met her. I wasn’t even going to start playing her game.”

I thought about that.

“I think it gets really lonely,” I said.

She smiled at me, and said, “It doesn’t have to.”

We stopped at a light in front of the Walmart. Two guys in shorts crossed in front of us, holding hands. They were obviously queer.

“Holy shit!” she said, “Those two have some balls walking around like that in this cow town.”

“Yeah. I’ve seen them around. I think they get messed with a lot.”

After they passed she leaned out the window and shouted, “Hey you!”

They turned around quickly. They looked ready for trouble.

“You’re fucking awesome!” she shouted.

“Huh?” one of them said. They let go of each other’s hand, ready to run or fight.

“You’re fucking awesome!” she shouted again.

They seemed to calm down. One of them called back, “Thanks, sweetie.”

He looked at her, then me. “You two are fucking awesome as well,” he exclaimed.

The light changed and we pulled away. I watched them as we passed. They grasped hands and walked off.

She drove on, mostly watching the road, but kept glancing at me. She was so pretty. I felt like she could just look right through me. I felt really awkward.

We turned into my neighborhood.

“Which house?” she asked.

“The blue one, on the end.”

She parked in front of my house. It was small and shabby.

“Thanks for the ride,” I said, and leaned to open the door.

She reached over and put her hand on my leg. I just fucking froze.

She just sat there, leaning toward me, and ran her fingers… up.

“Amy, I think you’re really pretty. I’d like to kiss you.”

“No!” I exclaimed, “I don’t do that!”

I got my wits back, and shoved the door open. I got out quickly.

“I’m not fucking into that! Sorry.”

She just looked up at me from within the car. She arched her eyebrows, like she was disappointed.

“Sorry,” she said, “I just thought… well… never mind. You know what I thought.”

I just hurried away. I had no idea what to say. I went inside, closed and locked the door, and went into my bedroom. I lay down on my bed, my dress still clinging to me. I was breathing heavily.

What just happened?

I couldn’t be with a girl. I mean… no way! I hadn’t even been with a boy yet.

I lay there, staring at the ceiling.

Could I, with a girl? I tried to push the thought out of my mind. I had too much horrible shit to deal with now to be thinking about something crazy like that.

I noticed a beam of sunlight crossing my room. Motes of dust lazily drifted through it.

I couldn’t stop thinking. I thought about what it would have felt like to kiss her. I thought about her hand going up my leg. My skinny, pale leg.

Her legs were so sexy compared to mine. Her little rose colored skirt! Her crazy magenta hair! Those blue eyes! She just seemed so… intensely physical.

There was a mirror in my room above my desk. I looked over at myself, laying in my bed. I was skinny, undeveloped. I had boring brown hair. My dress was fucking beige.

How could someone like her could actually like me?

*****

The next day at school, there was a note from her in my locker. It read:

Amy,

I’m really sorry. I know that was fucked up. I should have talked to you before I touched you like that.

I’ve noticed you before. I’ve watched you hanging out with them, and I could tell you were different. I thought you were so super pretty. Not that fake-horrible-bitch pretty like Nicole. Really pretty, all the way down. I love when you smile.

So anyway, when I saw you waiting for the bus I just had to talk to you. Since you weren’t like them, I hoped that maybe you were like me. You know what I mean by that, I think.

You’re right about being lonely. I don’t ever admit it to anyone, but I am. I can’t stand phony people, and this school is fucking full of them. I mean, the popular kids are phony everywhere. Here is seems like everyone is just so full of shit all of the time, even the crazy loner kids that I should get along with. I just can’t seem to make any friends here.

Anyway, I hope you’ll forgive me for coming on to you like that. I’d really love to be your friend, even if it is ‘just friends’ friends. I promise I won’t try anything like that again. I mean, I’ll want to, but I’ll be cool about it. I’ll hold back.

Please let me know.

Veronica

It was written out longhand on cream colored parchment paper. The writing was really neat, like she’d taken a long time on it.

I read it three times, then folded it up and put it in my clutch bag.

I looked around the hall, at the other kids passing me, ignoring me. I’d tried to dress pretty today. I was wearing a lavender and lilac floral skirt, a yellow t-shirt, and cute little sneakers. Yet still, I felt small and stupid.

A couple of pretty girls passed by laughing, Nicole’s friends. They didn’t even look at me. Last week, I’d been to a party at one of their houses. Now, I didn’t exist.

I took out her note and read it again. Then again.

*****

I found her during lunch. I had to ask three people where she was. Finally, one guy said she was hanging out in the baseball dugout.

She was sitting there on the bench all alone, wearing another cute little skirt and blouse. Her legs were curled up under her, and she was just gazing out across the field. She saw me come up.

“Hi Amy,” she said.

“Hi.”

“I guess you got my note. I really am sorry.”

I came into the dugout, and sat on the bench next to her.

“So, you like girls?” I asked, after a few seconds.

“Yeah. I had a great girlfriend back in Chicago. She was so cool. Like, I think we were really in love and shit.”

“Really? Do you still talk to her?”

“Yeah. I called her a few days ago. Turns out she is already seeing another girl. I mean, I’m glad for her. There is no way we could make something work this far apart.”

“That sucks.”

“Well, yeah I guess.”

We just sat there for a while.

“Are those contact lenses?” I asked, looking at her eyes.

“No fucking way!” she said, “I hate phony shit like that.”

I glanced at her hair. She noticed.

“Yeah, the hair! But the hair obvious. It’s how I tell the world that I do things my own way, and fuck ’em if they don’t like it. Your eyes, though, you see the world through your eyes. If they’re fake, everything you see in the world is fake. Fuck that shit.”

I didn’t say anything. I just gazed out over the baseball field.

We sat for a while, myself sitting up straight. She was still curled up with her legs under her. She seemed really relaxed and cool.

She got a big smile on her face. “You like to be quiet, don’t you?”

“Yeah.”

“That’s cool.”

The dragonflies were out, and several dozen of them were flitting around the grass, just in front of the dugout.

I scooted over, and sat real close to her. I was so nervous. She turned toward me, still smiling. I leaned into her, putting my head on her shoulder. My arms were wrapped tightly against my chest. I just relaxed.

I heard her breath deeply. She didn’t say a word; she just reached one arm around me. I snuggled in closer.

“Someone changed her mind,” she whispered.

I glanced up at her. She was so pretty. She was giving me a quizzical, but eager, look. I parted my lips, just a bit, and drew my face closer to hers.

She smiled. “Can I?” she asked, “Is it alright if I kiss you?”

“Yeah.”

We kissed. I unfolded my arms, and reached around her neck. She grasped me with both of hers, pulling our bodies together. We embraced, our mouths locked together, kissing deeply.

I felt my heart beat. A tingling sensation passed down my body.

I was really doing this!

Her tongue slipped gently into my mouth, pressing against mine. I squeezed her tight, pulling her as close as I could. We kissed more. I ran my tongue over hers. It felt so soft.

We separated. She reached down and stroked my legs, pushing the hem of my skirt up, just a bit.

“I didn’t want to say it before,” she said, “but I think that is the sexiest little skirt I have ever seen.”

I felt so excited. She was gazing hungrily down at my body. She ran a hand gently up my chest, passing lightly over my nipples. A thrill passed through me. She looked into my eyes. I melted.

“We can’t really do anything here,” she said, “Plus, you’ve never done anything like this before, right?”

“No, that was my first kiss.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

“Did you like it?”

“Yeah!” I gasped out.

She pulled me in and kissed me again.

“Amy,” she said, “I… uh… wow.”

“What? Is something wrong?”

“No. Nothing is wrong, but if we keep going like this we’re going to have a problem.”

“What’s that?”

“I’m going to tear your clothes off right here.”

I sat back a bit, passively. I think I would have let her do it.

She just looked at me. She breathed deeply. She stretched her body out, tensing her muscles.

“Oh god!” she said, “I feel so fucking good right now. I really feel… like… fucking amazing.”

“Me too.”

I really did. I felt like I was soaring through the air.

She looked at me for a bit, like she was thinking. I waited, and just smiled at her. She reached forward and wrapped her arms around me. I breathed heavily, embracing her, feeling her. Something was boiling up inside me.

We kissed again, deeply, and for a long time. Then we relaxed, just holding each other. A cool breeze drifted through the dugout. The dragonflies lifted up, and let the wind carry them away.

We sat like that, clinging to each other, kissing when we felt like it, until we heard the bell ring.

*****

We agreed to meet by her car after school. I was squirming the whole day. I couldn’t wait to see her again. My classes dragged on, and all the stupid people ignored me, but they didn’t matter anymore.

“Hey sweetie,” she said when I met her in the parking lot.

“Hi,” I responded, smiling at her.

“So, my mom is meeting my dad for dinner after he gets off from work. We could go over to my house and hang out. We’d be alone.”

“OK,” I said.

We had some time to kill, and we were hungry, so we went to a diner near her house. As we walked across the parking lot, she took my hand. I felt so anxious. She strutted forward, pulling me along. She stared defiantly as we entered.

We got a booth.

“So,” she whispered to me, “Should we sit across, so we can look at each other, or together, so we can touch each other?”

I felt a thrill. I imagined all of the shocked looks we’d get sitting close together, being affectionate. I got a big, wicked grin on my face.

“Together, of course,” I said.

“Cool.”

I sat down first. She slid in, next to me, and held my hand.

A waitress came up to us, giving us a baleful stare. She took our order.

We didn’t say anything, as we waited for our food. We just sat there, our fingers locked together.

I started thinking about what was about to happen. We were going to be alone, at her house. I knew that she was experienced, that she’d want to do things. To me.

I looked over at her, and glanced down at her body. She had smallish breasts, but I could see the shape of her nipples through her thin blouse. I couldn’t believe how much that excited me.

She caught me looking, and smiled.

“Are you ready for this?” she asked.

“I don’t know.”

Was I? Should things really go this fast?

Suddenly the door of the diner opened, and Nicole and Sarah came in. Veronica saw them before they saw us.

“Well, sweetie,” she said, “What do you want to do now? I don’t want to hide this.”

It was really too late. They saw us before we could change seats or anything.

Nicole was a tall, thin girl. She was wearing tight jeans and a black sweater, which made her chest look really nice. Her hair was long and blonde. Sarah was smaller, with black hair. She was wearing a little yellow dress. She looked cute.

I’d always thought they were both pretty sexy. I began to wonder if, deep inside, I’d always liked girls.

“What the fuck?” Nicole said when she saw us. “So you’re hanging out with this bitch now, huh Amy?”

I felt Veronica loosen her grip on my hand. I thought about letting it go, but just for a second. I didn’t. I grasped it tightly, and leaned against her.

Veronica got a huge smile on her face. “Do you have a fucking problem with me or my girlfriend?” she said.

The look on their faces was priceless. Sarah gasped. Nicole just looked horrified.

“So you’re a fucking dyke now?” she practically shouted at me, “Were you always a dyke? All those nights when you stayed at my house, what kind of crazy, perverted shit were you thinking of? I knew there was something wrong with you!”

I expected Veronica to say something. I’m sure she wanted to. However, she just sat there, tensed up, like she was ready to strike. “This is your show,” she whispered to me.

“Veronica and I are together,” I said, calmly, “So I guess, yes, that makes me a dyke. And no, I never thought of ‘perverted shit’ when I was at your house. I wouldn’t touch you. Never. Not in a million years.”

“Fucking cunt dyke!” she shouted back.

The waitress came over and told us to settle down, and for Nicole and Sarah to take a seat. She whispered something to them, and gave us a hostile look.

“Well, if you let perverts like that in here, we’re leaving anyhow,” Nicole said.

The waitress looked at them, then over at the manager who had come out to see what was happening. He was a big fat guy in a blue shirt. He looked us over, then looked at Nicole and Sarah.

“You two need to leave,” he said, referring to us. To Nicole and Sarah he said, “You other two, please sit anywhere you like.”

Veronica looked at him, looked at Nicole and Sarah, then just said, “Fuck it. We’ll leave. Come on, Amy.”

I could tell she wanted to hit someone. I could tell she was fighting to hold it back. She took my hand, and we headed for the exit.

“God I wanted to kick her ass,” she said when we got outside.

“I’m glad you didn’t. Nothing good would come of that.”

She kicked the side of her car when we got to it. She looked at me. Her eyes were on fire.

“You’d just get arrested, or something,” I said.

“Yeah, I know. Let’s go to my house.”

We got in the car and she looked over at me. She leaned to me, and grabbed me and kissed me hard on the mouth.

“I hope you’re ready, because I’m going to fuck the hell out of you!”

I said nothing. I just sat there, imagining what was about to happen to me.

*****

We got to her house just as her mom was going out to her car. She was taller and thinner than Veronica, but I could see the same grace in her movement, and she had the same shocking blue eyes. Her hair was light brown in a pageboy cut. She was wearing a short, but stylish burgundy dress.

“Hi Veronica,” her mother said, “Who is your friend?”

“Hey mom. This is Amy.”

“Well hello, Amy,” her mom said to me, reaching out her hand.

I took it. She grasped firmly, and looked boldly at me. Veronica looked a bit uncomfortable.

“I’m so glad Veronica is finally making some friends. It is a shame I have to leave. Tom and I… Tom is Veronica’s father… have a function we have to attend. You must come sometime for dinner, though. Will you do that?”

She was still holding my hand. I felt drawn to her. She was magnetic.

“Yes,” I mumbled out.

“Mom please!” Veronica said, “Can we go inside?”

“Sure, dear,” her mother said.

We went inside. “God she is embarrassing,” Veronica exclaimed.

Her house was modest, but looked comfortable. It had old, wood paneled walls, and some lovely vintage furniture that looked well used. I could see dirty dishes were still piled up in the sink.

She strutted across the living room, beckoning me to follow her.

“Let’s go to my room,” she said.

I followed. I tried to stay calm, to act like this was normal, but my heart was beating a million miles an hour.

We went down a long hallway and passed through her door.

Her room was messy, with clothes strewn about everywhere. There was a big poster of an artistically styled skull on the wall, and there were fliers from bands I had never heard of. She had a desk, a couple of chairs, and a big, comfy looking bed with a light blue blanket. She sat down on it, looking at me.

I stood sheepishly, halfway across the room.

She just waited for me, starring at me intensely. I noticed the hem of her skirt and her legs. I saw her hard nipples, poking out under her blouse. They were so fucking sexy.

I was afraid.

She waited. She cocked her head to the side a bit.

“Will you sit next to me?” she asked.

I walked over and sat next to her. My arms hung by my side. I breathed deeply as my heart hammered in my chest. She stroked me gently, up and down my back. She kissed my neck, slowly. I turned to her, and we embraced.

“I was really scared my first time,” she said, “I was with Jennifer, my old girlfriend. Neither of us had any idea what to do. We just knew we wanted to touch each other, and feel really good. We took forever, the first time. Just touching and kissing and stuff.”

“You just touched and kissed?”

“Well, yeah to start with. Then we did other stuff.”

She paused.

“OK look,” she went on, “I want it to be like that for you. Let’s go really slow. My parents won’t be home for hours. We have plenty of time. Does that sound good?”

“Yeah. It does.”

I relaxed a bit, and lay one hand tentatively on her thigh. Her skin was very soft.

She smiled, and said, “I’m just going to lie down here, and you can just touch me, or do whatever you want.”

She lay back next to me, and reached up with one hand stroking my face.

I crawled up onto the bed, and sat on my knees next to her. She waited. I reached down and slowly unbuttoned her blouse. I opened it, exposing her breasts. Her nipples were dark and swollen, and very pointy. I reached out and pinched one. She let out a long, gentle sigh, but didn’t say a word. I played with her nipples, watching her face. Her eyes closed, and she cooed.

It was incredible. Such small touches gave her so much delight.

I reached around her back, hugging her and pulling her up a bit. She halfway sat up, leaning on her arms. I leaned down and took a nipple into my mouth, sucking gently on it. She smiled and quietly moaned.

She sat up completely, bringing her breasts close to me. I sucked and licked them. She wrapped her arms around me, holding my head to her chest.

After a while, she started to squirm.

“That feels so good,” she said.

I began to get really passionate. Feeling her writhe around in my arms was the most amazing thing. I started moving my hands around, touching her. I leaned back, pulling her on top of me. I felt her weight. Her knee slipped in between my legs, and I felt her thigh press against me.

I rocked my hips, rubbing and pressing. I couldn’t help it. It felt so good. Delightful little tingles passed up my body, from down there. I clamped my mouth firmly around a nipple and sucked, rocking my hips up and down.

My pussy felt so good.

She noticed what was happening, and began to move her leg up and down. The fabric of my skirt was sliding up and down over my panties. It was amazing. I hoped that it would never stop.

I moaned deeply. I had no idea my pussy could feel like that.

I reached down behind her and pulled her skirt up, trying to feel her panties beneath it. I rubbed her butt, then reached further, pressing my fingers up between her legs, stroking her. It was damp there.

She separated from me, pulling away. I reached out, trying to keep her close, to keep the pleasure happening.

Oh my god it was amazing!

She pulled away, pushing me back gently. “Lie back, sweetie,” she said, “I think you’re ready for this.”

She got off of the bed, and pulled me over so that my legs hung off the side. She pushed my skirt up… my little lavender and lilac skirt that I loved so much… and pulled my panties down and off.

I spread my legs wide. I guessed what she wanted to do, and I couldn’t wait.

At first, she stroked me with her fingers. I felt shocks of pleasure shoot up my body. The muscles in my legs twitched. My mouth opened and I cooed. Then she leaned in and licked. Her tongue was soft and wet. I felt her press it inside of me, into my hole. I felt her run it up the length of my pussy, and then she closed her mouth around my clit, teasing it with her tongue.

The pleasure was intense. My clit was… I can’t even put it into words. Every time I thought my pussy felt as good as it possibly could, she did something to make it feel even better.

I moaned. I looked down at her head between my legs, and stroked her shocking, beautiful magenta hair.

Then something changed, and I felt like I was in heaven.

“Oh Veronica, something is happening to me,” I gasped out, just trying to breath.

She didn’t say anything, she just kept licking, now harder and rhythmically.

It wasn’t just my pussy anymore. It was like my whole body was overcome with delight. Every single part of me felt intensely good. Every nerve was sensitive, tingling. Then something started happening in my head, in my brain. An overpowering hum of perfect pleasure! I slammed back into the bed, my body rigid. My eyes rolled back into my head.

I couldn’t think. I couldn’t sense anything at all, except how fucking good my pussy felt.

I cried out in ecstasy. I thrashed around. I felt a brief moment of calm. Then another wave of intense pleasure hit me. I moaned deeply. I reached down and grabbed Veronica’s head, pulling her closer, rocking my pussy against her face.

It happened again. I was overcome.

Then my muscled relaxed, and the intensity passed. I lay back, glowing with an amazing sense of warmth. I could feel her, still squatting between my legs, gently stroking the inner part of my thighs, kissing them.

“Veronica,” I said softly.

“Yes, my love,” she answered.

“That was the most amazing thing I’ve ever felt.”

“That’s the whole idea,” she said.

“I need to relax a bit.”

“Take all the time you need.”

She got up onto the bed, and lay next to me. She gently stroked my chest through my t-shirt, pinching my nipples, and softly kissed my mouth.

After a while she said, “I guess I didn’t keep my promise. I didn’t do a very good job of going slow.”

I giggled. The warmth of the orgasm still clung to me. “I don’t really mind,” I said.

“So, shall we return to what we were doing?” she asked, “Where were we again? Oh yes, you were playing with my body.”

“Let’s take off our clothes,” I said.

We got up off the bed. Her blouse still hung from her shoulders unbuttoned, so I reached forward and helped her slip it off. The I dropped to my knees and undid her skirt, and let it fall to the floor. Her panties were turquoise and sheer. I slowly pulled them down.

I can’t believe how eager I felt.

I stood back up and pulled my t-shirt off while she loosened my skirt and lowered it.

“Did I mention how fucking sexy that skirt is?” she said.

“Yeah. You did.”

We kissed again, our bare breasts pressing against each other. Then she lay back down on the bed.

I pulled her legs to the edge like she had done to me. I squatted down before her and parted her legs.

“Fuck yeah!” she said.

Her pussy was beautiful. Her labia were large and pink, and looked like petals. With one hand, I gently spread them. I leaned forward slowly, gazing up at her. She sat up a bit, and our eyes locked. She waited, breathing heavily.

I did it. I licked her. I ran my tongue up from her hole to her clit. I kissed, gently. She lay back down, and pressed her hips forward. I grasped her, wrapping my arms around both legs from below. I licked again, and then some more.

She moaned. I felt her body writhe. I continued, running my tongue around, pressing it into her hole. I did to her the things that she’d done to me. She reached down and gently stroked my hair. I wanted to make her feel how I felt. I wanted to make her come.

I could tell when it began. She started breathing really heavily.

“Oh god Amy! Right there! Keep doing that!”

I ran my tongue around her clit, over and over again with a sharp rhythm. Her body tensed up. She cried out, and grabbed my hair, pulling hard. She thrashed about. She cried out again.

“Oh god, don’t stop!” she said.

It was amazing. God I loved making her come. I kept licking, and she slammed back into the bed again. She moaned deeply. I kissed her clit, sucking on it.

“Oh oh oh! Stop! That’s enough! Oh god!”

She pushed my head back from her pussy, then fell back into the bed giggling.

“Oh Amy, thank you!”

I wanted to lick more. I loved it. I loved licking her pussy. It was so amazing that I could make her feel that way! She stopped me.

“It’s too sensitive now, sweetie,” she said, “That was so good, I need to relax.”

I kissed her legs, licking up and down her thighs. I crawled up next to her. I pulled her to me, and kissed her passionately.

Oh my god I loved it! I couldn’t get enough. I simply had to make her come again. I pushed her down, and leaned over her, sucking hard on her nipples while she recovered.

“Tell me when you’re ready for more,” I said.

“Amy, love, I need to relax. After coming so hard I can’t just go again. Anyhow, it’s your turn.”

“Later. I want to make you come again.”

“Alright, but give me a few seconds at least.”

I licked her nipples. I pushed her hair aside, and kissed her neck. I was going crazy with desire. It was like the old shy, frightened, stupid Amy was gone. The new Amy wanted to fuck Veronica, and nothing else.

I got down between her legs again and kissed her thighs. I didn’t touch her pussy, but I rubbed my fingers around its edges.

After a while she said, “OK, I’m ready, but please, be slow and gentle.”

I felt like a racehorse ready to burst out of the gate. I was about to charge in again, then I got an idea.

“Can I fuck it with my fingers?” I asked.

“Yeah, but slowly.”

I slipped a finger into her hole, then another one. I felt around, pressing up against the sides.

“Gently! Please!”

I forced myself to slow down. Oh god it was difficult. I began to slowly pump my fingers in and out of her. Then I lightly ran my tongue over her clit.

It didn’t take her long. She came, loud and hard.

“Oh Amy! Oh Amy! Oh Amy!” she cried out. It was the most wonderful thing I could ever hear. Something happened inside of me. I felt pure bliss.

“Now you need to let me relax,” she said, panting, “I don’t think I could handle any more.”

I was satisfied. I was amazed.

When she got her wits back, we played more. Then it was my turn again, and she fucked me with her fingers like I’d done to her. I had another orgasm. Bolts of utter pleasure spread from my pussy, all across my body. My mind exploded.

I would never be the same girl again.

*****

Afterward, we lay together in her bed, naked and clinging to each other. She put a CD on her stereo, and we listened to the dreamy, gentle music. Outside, the sun went down, and her room grew dark.

We didn’t say anything. What could we say after that?

Before her parents returned, we dressed and she drove me home. We kissed goodnight. I walked into my house.

Veronica was from that moment, and forever, my dearest love.

 

Short Ride

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 12:55 pm

By Karen Cypher

Fall was just around the corner… finally!

Samantha got up in the morning looking forward to her new life, the new ‘Samantha’. She wasn’t exactly anxious to go to work, far from it. But she felt confident in a desire to put more into her vocation. She would try to be there more for her coworkers, and really start exerting her knowledge and ability. She’d try harder to rekindle a relationship with her old friends, and stop looking at every picture her friends put up in their cubicles as a potential lover. Yes, she would free herself from the confinements of her sexual desire.

She was certain.

That was her resolution… almost a mantra she chanted in her head every morning, and she had been able to live up to it for three days in a row.

As she left her house and walked the short distance to the light-rail station, the air was crisp and clear. Soft footfalls padded behind her, but she wasn’t worried. The sun was just coming up, slightly softening the barren, gray, mist-shrouded environment of the city.

God, summer is almost over; when will it cool off?

She arrived at the platform with the other early morning rushers. There were a smattering of cleaning service people, loads of business men and women in tailored outfits and light coats, and the girls riding the train to St. Mary’s Preparatory School. She had counted many times… 23 this year.

The platform was crowded as the train pulled up. She saw that it was going to be one of those days when she had to cram herself into the car.

This would be the hardest part, the thing her resolution would make her miss the most. But as before, Samantha felt her resolve firming and purposely selected a car away from the teeming, laughing gaggle of teens and smartly dressed women. She squeezed through the throng and pushed her way to the area by the door that separates the cars, leaning her back against the closed door for support.

As the car started moving, Samantha noticed a very beautiful young woman standing near to her. She was slightly taller than average, with a soft, full face, gorgeously long straight brown hair, and a presence that positively owned the space she occupied. She guessed the girl’s age at 12 or 13.

Younger? Older? It was hard to tell.

Even under the skirt, even through the brilliant white blouse showing through the unbuttoned sweater, the girl was a beauty.

Stop checking her out! Samantha screamed silently.

She knew she was transfixed. The girl had gorgeous legs encased in grey stockings, with just the hint of boots peeking. She couldn’t see much lower than the girl’s knees because of the angle and the way the girl held her bag, but…

Wow! Samantha thought.

Instantly, she shook her wayward thoughts, shoring her resolve once again as she recognized her mental slip.

The car moved hypnotically and bodies swayed. Still, I can’t help looking. Samantha mused, her eyes once again caressing the girl. I mean, she’s right in front of me. That’s not so bad, is it?

Soon the train slowed and stopped to let out a few people; taking in even more as the remaining bodies shuffled to accommodate. Samantha saw that her young friend got pushed in closer, and was standing with her lovely but small chest crushed up against her arm. She stiffened with embarrassment, but also secretly felt delighted.

The train moved on.

She was immediately aware as the girl’s breast started rubbing up and down against her with the bouncing of the train. She closed her eyes and breathed deeply, feeling her newfound will to suppress her mental thoughts slipping further.

The girl smelled fresh from a morning shower. Her hair radiated a flowery-shampoo fragrance, and Samantha found herself wanting the girl to move against her as she listened to the click-uh–click-uh–click-uh of the train.

She recognized the feeling… she was getting warm.

While absorbing these sensations, she imagined that the girl had adjusted her position. Opening her eyes, Samantha saw that what she felt had been true; the girl was facing her squarely… bodies shoved together, front to front. The girl smiled knowingly, commandingly, and Samantha felt her face redden deeply, sure that the girl sensed every wayward thought.

Then she felt something on her outer thigh. She’s touching me with her hand, Samantha thought. Oh, glorious, wonderful life! Resolve forgotten, she knew then that the girl probably did know her depraved little mind… and maybe had one like it?

Brazenly, she put her own hand over the girl’s to stop the flirtatious behavior. She looked around and noticed for the first time that a loose semi-circle of about five young girls was standing around them; facing Samantha and this bold youngster.

Samantha caught her breath. She inhaled long and deeply as the strange girl made her intentions known. The two hands snaked over her hip and began to move up and down the front of her jeans, dipping in between her legs. Still leaning against the door, she spread her legs a little wider.

They bounced with the movement of the train.

Looking each other in the eye, Samantha… giggled. She couldn’t help it.

The noise of the train clattering down the tracks seemed to be getting louder.

Samantha felt giddy as the girl pressed her body hard against her and continued to rub her crotch. Her clit was titillated and extremely sensitive and she began to rock against the motion, bodies grinding together quietly.

Fuck resolve, she thought as a sudden pang of arousal made itself known.

She felt her underpants getting wet… her ‘wanted’ self slipping away with the intensity of her needs as her normal submissive side took over.

The train came to another stop, shuffling people slightly about as it did. The girl had been pushed away with the deceleration, but as everyone regained their balance, she was back in her original position. Samantha felt abandonment course through her… felt desire at this unexpected yet immediate encounter of her fantasies. She felt slutty as she spread her legs a little wider and the girl’s fingers explored the waistband of her pants. Several people were now looking over the shoulders of the girls trying to shield their actions. It was a silly notion to think that any privacy would be had. With one movement, while pushing up against her, she felt those deft fingers slide underneath the elastic band of her panties. They were now flesh on flesh. The girl made a slight noise, exhaling air quickly as her fingers found the ring, and Samantha began to sweat and tingle all over.

The train started with a jolt, and those fingers continued to press hard against her sex.

She jerked with the shot of pure pleasure that ran through her. The girl’s index (?) finger was through the ring piercing her labia. She imagined her jewelry sliding onto the girl’s finger in a perfect fit; tugging and pulling as the train moved jerkily again. And those same fingers kept twisting to maintain their hold against her clit, with the rest of the hand cupping her smooth mound.

Samantha felt the pain, let it course inside her until she held it in a tight ball at her center. The girl’s finger through the ring hurt, and the fingernails on her clit were rough, but she was already slipping away; sliding outside her body until the discomfort mixed in a phantom collage of pressure and need. As the train rocked, hand and body moved up and down; pressing and relaxing in rhythm to her desires.

She felt her body respond, felt her pussy throbbing; betraying her. Above all, she felt the demanding rush coming on.

Oh God, please don’t stop! Samantha thought, so damn close. She began to tremble; her knees growing weak.

She wanted to pull the girl… tightly… forcing more contact… jump up and down on her hand.

Grunting noises escaped her throat, only to be drowned out by the ambient noise around her as water dripped from her armpits and brow.

Samantha knew her thrusting movements were becoming more pronounced, and people looked away in disgust, but she didn’t care. She trusted this girl. She had no idea why, but she trusted her. She held on to the door of the car with her hands; the noise of the moving train and the screaming of her stimulated cunt seemed to pound into her skull with unrelenting force.

Suddenly, the train screeched to a halt. At that moment, the girl pushed hard… expertly knowing and pinching. She was moving her hand with unabated rapidity and force against the saturated groin at her fingertips.

Samantha exploded. A flash went through her and she just… exploded; shuddering all over, her legs and cunt twitching with the exertion of her climax. The hot sensation of mounting pleasure drained her as she clenched her teeth and groaned softly. Shivering, she somehow managed to use the girl’s hand against her cunt as leverage, and caught herself from sliding to the floor of the dirty car.

As the train resumed its journey, she felt the girl slowly pull her wet, shaking hand from her center. The girl brought it first to her own lips. Then those same fingers, now delicate in their motion, traced a circular pattern across Samantha’s own.

“Taste yourself.” The girl said in a monotone. “Taste yourself while it’s fresh, because all my friends will.”

She lost herself for a moment as she imagined her pink tongue peeking out, licking those delicately cruel fingers, but sanity returned.

Regaining her composure, Samantha moved back as far as the space allowed and looked around nonchalantly. She tried to determine from people’s faces whether they had noticed anything. But she didn’t really care. Although a few surely did notice, everyone seemed to be looking away or downward, and gave no indication of interest in her or her friend.

But she still knew that some might have seen it all.

The rational part of her mind knew that she’d probably never see any of them again.

Maybe that would be true.

She hoped.

The cynical part of her brain knew that the young girl who just fucked her might very well be her boss in a few short years. The thought warmed her anew as she gazed into her mystery-lover’s eyes. Those brown eyes were dancing as she smiled and blushed.

Samantha wanted to say something, wanted to tell the girl… something.

But she was still trying to find the words when the train lurched again; her stop.

“Thank you.” Samantha said; realizing these were the first words she had spoken.

“Have fun in school.” she finished lamely… wanting to say more.

The girl turned her head, smiled fully before stepping off the train with her friends and walking away.

“Any time.”

 

Love is in the Rain

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 12:52 pm

By a2b

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in July 2008 }

Ten-year-old Sarah Jones padded into the girls changing rooms, roughly towelling her wet brown hair. She sat down on one of the wooden benches and watched her toned legs shake up and down.

“How many lengths did you do?” came a sweet voice from the showers.

“Fourteen, I think.” replied Sarah, pulling a key from her dark blue one-piece.

“Fourteen!? What are you a mermaid?”

Samantha Hardy, or Summer as she preferred to be called, came out of the shower. She carried a towel but didn’t bother to wear it, instead letting her long blonde hair cling to her body as water poured off her deeply tanned skin.

The two girls had known each other their whole lives, just as their mothers had before them. They hardly ever went a week without staying over at each other’s home. They knew everything about each other.

Well, there was something about Sarah that Summer didn’t know, but how do you tell your best friend that you love her more than anything else in the world?

“How many did you do?” asked Sarah, grabbing both Summer’s and her own bag from the locker.

“I barely did four,” said Summer, taking off her pink bikini top “But then I’m not half fish.”

Sarah replied by showing Summer her tongue and continued towelling herself dry. When she was done she pulled the straps down off her arms and pulled a white cotton dress from her bag. She slipped it over her body. All the while, Sarah sneaked peaks at Summer as she pushed her pink bottoms down her long legs and stood nude while she dried herself. Summer wasn’t the only one naked in the changing room, there were many other both older and younger, but Sarah couldn’t tear her eyes away from her friend for more than a few minutes.

Although both girls were the same age, puberty had apparently met up with Summer early. Her breasts were already budding out, not large enough yet to need a bra but big enough to be noticeable, with puffy pink nipples capping them off.

Sarah could just about make out the blonde fuzz forming at the top off her friend’s slit, and was more than a little dismayed when it was covered in a pair of panties.

“Want to stop off at the park on the way home?” asked Summer, pulling a yellow pair of shorts and matching t-shirt from her bag.

“Yeah, okay.” said Sarah, her voice sounding distant to her own ears.

Shaking her head to clear her thoughts, she pulled off her swimsuit from under her dress and wrapped it in her towel and began searching through her bag.

“Oh no.” she said quietly after a good rummage.

“What’s wrong?”

“I forgot to pack my underwear.” she whispered.

“Oh,” said Summer, with the faintest of smiles, “Just wear your swimsuit, then.”

“I can’t, it’s still wet.”

“Well then, go without,” Summer said. “No one’s going to be able to see under your dress.”

“You sure?”

“Definitely. Nobody’s gonna notice.”

***

The clouds were faint, barely noticeable as the two friends walked down the street, but they gathered quickly, casting a shadow over the young girls as they chatted to each other. The wind came first, teasing with the hem of Sarah’s dress, threatening to whip it up.

“Maybe we should forget about the park.” said Summer, watching her friend closely.

“Good idea.” agreed Sarah, holding the front and back of her dress down.

The storm broke, drops of rain falling like bullets, the wind picking and swirling round, the two girls shrieking in surprise.

Sarah and Summer broke into a run as the rain came down heavily. Sarah was forced to let go of her dress in order to keep up with Summer and she could feel it flipping up past her waist with every step. It didn’t help matters either that her swimming bag hung low and was slapping against her butt.

Summer led the way into the park — stopping to play or not, it was still a shortcut to the street they lived on. Summer suddenly turned off the cobbled path and ran across the grass. Sarah followed with a puzzled expression on her face, which quickly cleared when she saw the large oak they were running to.

“We should have stayed at the stupid pool,” complained Summer, rubbing her arms and the tiny goose bumps that had appeared on her skin.

Sarah nodded in agreement and leant back against the tree. The leaves didn’t block off all the rain, but it was better than nothing.

“Maybe you should put your swimsuit back on.” said Summer.

“It’s okay. I’m not really that cold.” Which was the truth; she was wet but the rain wasn’t that cold.

“Um… I wasn’t really talking about the cold,” Summer replied, nodding downwards at her friend’s dress.

Sarah looked down and saw the heavy rain had soaked her cotton garment right through. The white material had turned almost completely transparent, her pointy nipples and the bald crease between her legs were as clear as if she was naked.

“Ohhh…” Sarah groaned, dropping her bag on the wet grass and opening it up.

“Airy itty.” Sarah heard, just barely, over the falling rain.

“What?” asked Sarah, looking up at her friend.

“I said ‘you’re very pretty’.” replied Summer.

Sarah looked up at her friend with a smile, but something caught her eye.

“Hey, wait! You’ve got underwear on under your shorts.”

“So?”

“So, let me wear them.”

“What?” exclaimed Summer with a grin, “Get your own panties!”

“Aw c’mon, I can’t go walking around like this.”

“If you want them, you’re gonna have to catch them!” laughed Summer as she ran out into the rain.

Sarah felt herself charged with energy and took off in pursuit. The girls chased each other, each laughing whenever the other slipped on the wet grass. Summer turned a couple of cartwheels and then looked at Sarah with ‘beat that’ look on her face.

Sarah did, copying both the cartwheels and then adding a backfip at the end, not caring anymore when the wet dress slipped straight down to her armpits whenever she was on her hands.

“Ha!” she said triumphantly, “Beat that!”

But when she looked up, Summer was back at the tree, leaning against it and watching with a smile. Sarah was confused for a moment before going up to join her.

“Given up, have ya?”

Summer’s yellow t-shirt clung tightly to her young body, and Sarah could make out her friend’s swollen nipples rising up and down.

“What’s up?”

The next thing she knew, Sarah was on the ground. Summer was laughing as the two girls rolled over one another, and Sarah couldn’t help but join in with her.

They eventually stopped, with Summer holding herself over Sarah.

“Iloveyou.” Summer suddenly blurted out.

“What?” asked Sarah, with Summer’s blonde hair covering the girl’s face; Sarah wasn’t sure she was being serious.

“I love you.” she said, slower this time.

Sarah reached with a shaking hand and parted Summer’s long golden locks. She gasped as she saw the girl had tears in her eyes, her bottom lip shaking. Without thinking about what she was doing, Sarah pushed herself up, closer to her best friend’s wet face.

Her mouth was warm and moist, the kiss tender and loving. All the intimacy and mutual adoration the pair had for each other was blending together; intoxicating, incredible, slowly growing more passionate.

Summer opened her mouth for Sarah’s tongue, and they wrestled in the hot cavern of her mouth. Sarah’s eyes went wide in shock at what was happening, but they slowly fluttered shut and she pulled Summer closer to her.

Summer broke the kiss and looked at Sarah; first her face, then her whole body, the wet dress bunched up at the girl’s waist. Sarah’s legs were bent back, exposing her pink sex and tiny puckered asshole.

“Do you know what you’re doing?” Summer asked.

Sarah shook her head and pulled Summer down for more kisses. The blonde girl sighed softly into Sarah’s mouth as she felt hands sliding down her back, making their way under her drenched t-shirt and pushing it up.

“Are you sure you don’t know what you’re doing?” asked Summer as Sarah tugged the garment off Summer completely and dropped it on the grass next to her.

Sarah said “No,” and put her hands on Summer’s breasts, squeezing the hard orbs and relishing in the feel of her nipples tightening between her fingers.

“Don’t squeeze them so hard.” Summer panted, closing her eyes at the sensation.

The girls held each other as the rain coursed down their skin, little rivulets of water running between their bodies, down their stomachs, drops of rain impacting like little shots of pleasure on their aroused flesh.

Sarah leaned up and took one of Summer’s nipples into her mouth. Summer’s hand clenched in the grass, digging little trenches with her fingers. She let out small moans which grew deeper and louder with every suck, until she felt a bubble of heat burst inside of her and her young body climaxing for the first time.

The girls lay together for several minutes, Sarah holding Summer’s shaking body.

“Are you okay?” she asked, stroking the girl’s back.

“I’ve… never felt… better…” said Summer breathlessly.

“What happened to you?”

“I-I don’t know. It felt like something inside me went pop, you know?” When Sarah shook her head, Summer broke out into a devious smile, “Well then, I guess I better show you.”

Summer reached down and took the dress straps off of Sarah’s shoulders. The brunette sat up and helped her take her dress completely off, exposing her slender, toned body to her in an open field with rain falling around and on them.

She leaned over and licked Sarah’s small nipples, eventually taking one then the other completely into her mouth, like Sarah had done to her. The feeling that washed over Sarah from the way her friend’s tongue slid over them was incredible.

The girls sat up and started kissing again. Sarah held Summer close to her, pressing their chests together. Summer broke away and started kissing neck and chest. Her hand slid down Sarah’s side, found her leg and made its way up the thigh. Instinctively, Sarah leant back, opening her legs to give Summer access to her wet pussy.

“Do you know what you’re doing?” asked Sarah, to which Summer nodded with a smile.

Her fingers played around the young lips for awhile, and then went up to her hardened clit. Thunder crashed overhead, completely overwhelming Sarah’s cries of pleasure as Summer thrust her fingers deep inside her, the delicate fingers carrying her lover to new heights of pleasure, her long, toned body writhing on the grass as the rain pounded down on the couple, covering them in a glistening sheen of rainwater.

The young girl arched up in pleasure, a climax overtaking her quickly as Summer’s fingers worked their magic inside her, curling in her, stretching her wide as she thrashed in pleasure, her muscles clenching in orgasm.

Summer’s tongue slid across the skin of her lover, tasting the rainwater that soaked both of them, across her stomach, unceasing in motion until her mouth reached her lover’s dripping sex, tongue licking up the thick juices, eagerly tasting Sarah’s essence.

The tiny girl sucked her lover’s clit into her mouth, gripping it gently with her teeth as she rubbed the tip of her tongue against it, feeling Sarah’s hips jerk at the slightest contact, hands trying to hold her steady as she suckled on the hard bud, sliding her fingers into her lover’s damp passage again, moaning out softly as the rain pounded down on her back.

Sarah arched completely up from the ground, her entire body shaking in ecstasy as she hit her second climax, juices gushing into Summer’s mouth as that warm tongue moved inside her, prolonging her orgasm, drawing it out, urging every bit of pleasure from the orgasm that could be had.

***

Sarah and Summer sat on one of the park benches, their arms around each other, their wet, nude bodies pressed together. The rain was still falling, but it was easing off, the sun peeking out through the clouds.

“Where did you learn to do that?” Sarah asked quietly.

“My mom,” replied Sarah, “Some nights she has friends of hers staying over. I snuck out of bed one night and saw what they were doing. My mom says it ’cause they’re lesbians.”

“Does that make us lesbians, then?”

“I suppose.”

“Cool.”

The girls leant closer together and kissed again, tongues wrapping around each other.

“Hey,” said Summer when they stopped for air, “When I said ‘I love you’, you didn’t answer.”

“Race you to the tree!”

Sarah hopped off the bench and ran out onto the grass, Summer followed behind shouting out to her. Sarah reached the tree first and turned to face her.

“I LOVE YOU!” she shouted, “FOREVER!”

The End

 

Report of the “Leslita” Project

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 9:39 am

By HardJulia

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in August 2013 }

REPORT OF THE STUDY OF SEXUAL ATTRACTION AND SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN WOMEN AND PRETEEN GIRLS

 

Introduction

This study, conducted by the Faculty of Social Science, has become known to many as the “Leslita Project”. It owes its origins to a more general study of human sexual response conducted by the faculty in 2008 which appeared to reveal that a significant minority of women found themselves sexually attracted to girls in the preteen age group. The earlier study recoomended more work to establish the full extent and nature of this attraction and the extent to which it was acted upon and reciprocated by preteens. That work was finally begun in 2011 when funds became available from an anonymous sponsor.

The age groups chosen for study were women 21-50 and girls younger than 12. The omission of individuals in the 13-20 age group was deliberate and arises from the need to consider two distinct and recognisable populations.

 

Methods

The major problem as always was identifying a sufficiently large sample of females in the target age groups who would particpate . This was exacerbated by the fact that the study needed to establish the extent of actual physical relationships, which are illegal.

An attempt to conduct an anonymous internet-based study was soon abandoned when it became apparent that more than 30% of participants were men posing as women and girls. The method finally adopted was to place 50 computer booths in public places such as shopping malls in various cities around the country. The booths offered a small free gift in return for participation in an unrelated consumer survey. The participants were asked to enter their emai addresses in order to recieve the gift. Hidden cameras in the booths took photographs of the participants which were later correlated with email addresses by project staff in order to indentify genuine members of the target groups, based on their appearance.

This method identified around 2000 women and 1500 preteen girls in the target groups, all of whom were sent emails explaining the purposes of the study and how their anonymity would be safeguarded. There was a gift of $10 worth of internet purchase vouchers offered for participation, which was the major expense incurred by the project. Postive responses were high, particularly from the girls, and eventually 1000 women and 1000 girls were selected to recive a questionaire. The 100 questions were related to the prevalence and nature of any sexual attraction between the groups and any relevant sexual acts which had taken place. The results are discussed later.

From the 2000, those who had relevant sexual feelings or experience were invited to join a Focus Group who would be invited to come to the campus for further questioning and physical tests. This yielded around 100 volunteers from the women. In the case of the girls, ptoject staff negotiated with parents and guardians, sometimes offering additional finacial inducements. Parents were mostly unaware that their girls had admitted to having sexual feelings for women and were told that the study would focus on attitudes of preteens towards sexual matters generally. This statement was judged to be sufficiently close to the truth by the faculty ethics committee. 100 girls were recruited to the focus group in this way.

Finally, based on testing of the focus group members, 10 women and 10 girls were selected who had the highest mutual sexual attraction. These were invited to the end-of-project party and introduced to one another. Events taking place at the party were extensively recorded by both covert cameras and hand-held cameras operated by project staff.

* * *

The online questionnaire completed by the preteen group was very different from the one the women were sent. The questions were often picture-based. After basic information had been entered the girls were presented with a series of pictures of two men and two women and asked to select the two they found most attractive.

The pictures were of a group of models of various age groups hired by the project who had been chosen for their physical attractiveness, based on the opinions of the project team. . Girls who consistently chose men were directed to the completion screen and took no furthrt part in the study. They only accounted for 20% of the group, mainly the 12-year-olds. The rest were asked to review the pictures again and choose the adult they would most like to see naked. There was a tickbox for those who did not want to view nudity. Almost all the girls chose a woman and the few who chose men, or elected not to choose, were eliminated.

The rest, 75%, were shown nude pictures of the model they had chosen, front and rear views, and asked if they would like to touch or kiss her. Those answering ‘yes’ were allowed 5 mouse-clicks to indicate parts of her body they would like to touch and 5 more to indicate parts they would like to kiss. The touches and kisses were to be placed in order of preference. The clicks left behind a small letter ‘o’ for touches and an ‘x’ for kisses so the girls themselves could see their choices. Those answering ‘no’ were eliminated, leaving around 70%.

Later the results of the girls’ choices were printed out on a life-size composite picture and studied in great detail. The majority of the touches were in sexual positions with the breast area accounting for 50% of all touch mouse-clicks. The legs and buttocks scored around 20% with 10% for the genital region and 10% elsewhere.

On the other hand over 50% of kisses were placed on the lips or face and 30% on breasts, usually both. Kisses in the genital region accounted for 10% and the buttocks 5%. Feet, neck and lower leg kisses were among the other choices.

Interestingly, of the 70% of girls remaining in the study, 10% elected to kiss their model’s genitals as a first choice.

* * *

The questionnare sent to the Women had more conventional questions such as “Do you consider youself a lesbian?”. The results were in line with previous studies, such as Kinsey, with 10% practising lesbians, rising to 30% when occasional experiences or fantasies were taken into account. Only 2% admitted to attraction to, or sexual experience with preteen girls.

The project team were at first concerned that there would be insufficient women to form the focus group. However when the 30% were invited and advised that they would be meeting little girls who were sexually attracted to women there were more than enough applicants.

The team were left to ponder why 70% of girls appeared to have lesbian tendencies but this figure declined to 30% in adults. A popular theory suggested that the results were directly related to how close the girls felt to their mothers. It seemed likely that, as with boys, the girls first sexual feelings were directed towards their mothers and that this shaped their preteen sexuality generally and their feelings for other adult women.

The focus groups were selected and, in batches of 30 or so over a period of a month, 200 women and girls were invited to the university campus for more questions and physical tests. The participants were all photographed professionally, providing facial portraits and full-length poses. Those who were willing were also photographed nude.

All the girls were questioned by female members of the project team. This time the objective was to find out how many had experienced sexual contact with a woman. They were asked what parts of a woman’s body they had actually touched, and where they had been touched, followed by more explicit questions.

Of the 100 girls questioned, 30 said they had touched a woman’s bare breasts. Of these 23 had also touched an adult woman’s genitals. In almost all of the 23, this had led to insertion of one finger or more into the woman’s vagina. Of these, 7 had also put their fingers in a woman’s anus. Almost all of the 70 who were inexperienced expressed a desire to do one or more of these things.

Questions on oral/genital contact were also asked. It seemed that genital touching amost always led to oral sex with 20 girls reporting that they had either kissed or licked a woman’s genital area. 9 said they had actually inserted their tongues into the vagina.

32 girls reported that their own genital area had been touched by a woman. The low incidence of contact being one-way suggests that sexual contact was overwhelmingly mutual and consensual.

Interviews with the women showed a lower incidence (18/100) of sexual contact with preteem girls, although most of these had had multiple multiple partners. One woman reported sex with 98 different girls, contrasting with the most experienced of the preteens, who had been with 12 different women.

All 200 participants took part in a test in which temperature sensors were placed on the clitoris to indicate the rate of blood flow to this region. Increase in clitoral blood supply has been found to be a reliable indicator of sexual arousal. In private booths, the girls were shown pictures nude and scantily-clad women in sexually provocative poses while the strength of their clitoral response was measured. A similar process was undertaken with the women, who were shown pictures of girls. One woman, who was inexperienced and had never seen pictures of this kind, recorded a very powerful response. It later emerged that she had experienced an orgasm.

In the next phase of the experiment the participating women were shown the photographs of the paricipating girls for the first time, and asked to select the 10 they found most attractive. The girls were similarly asked to select the 10 most attractive women. This was done over a period of some weeks, largely using email communication. Eventually the results were compiled and and an attractiveness index for both women and girls was developed based on the numbers of votes received. This became known as the A-rating.

Analysis of the women receiving high A-ratings from the girls showed that large breasts were very popular, but not exclusively so. There was a large age distribution among the top 10 A-rated women with the youngest at 27 and the oldest at 52 years. The top 10 A-rated girls on the other hand ranged from 9 to 11. The girls A-rating data was more difficult to analyse but it seemed that a pretty face was the key requirement for a high score. The data was skewed somewhat in that girls who had been photographed nude almost invariably recived the higher A-scores. Of these, it appeared that a well-defined genital region had been an important factor in the selection.

The researchers then combined the A-rating with the clitoral response data gathered previously indicating the strength of their sexual feelings (the C-rating). The combined quotient was called the AC index, being the product of the A and C scores.

The woman and the girl with the highest AC index results were invited to the campus to meet one another. The woman, who will be known as Alice, turned out to be a successful businesswoman in her mid-forties with short prematurely-grey hair and a statuesque figure. The girl “Abi” was 10 years old with mid-length blonde hair in a ponytail. Abi was typical of top 10 A-rated girls and was described by researchers as strikingly pretty.

The researcher who introduced Alice to Abi describes an immediate and very powerful sexual tension developing between the two, to the extent that conducting a joint interview with them proved difficult. The couple seemed unable to concentrate on anything, apart from one another, and further questioning was abandoned for the day.

The university keeps a number of hotel-style suites for important guests and Alice and Abi were invited to spend the night together in one of these. They agreed immediately and were advised that the suite was equipped with numerous cameras and microphoes so that behaviour could continue to be monitored. This did not appear to worry either of them, but one researcher later expressed concern that they may not have been paying much attention to what they were being told by this time.

The records show that Alice and Abi decided to retire early that evening, saying that they were both tired from their respective journeys. They were taken to their suite at 7:30 pm, around forty minutes after their first meeting, and left “alone”.

The researcher who reviewed the video and audio records the following day made brief notes on what happened in the suite for immediate distribution to the rearch team. Her initial observation was that the first activity which could be described as sexual happened only thirty seconds from closure of the outer door to the suite. Highlights from the notes are transcribed below, with timings:

7:35 Subjects observed mouth-to-mouth kissing

7:41 Kissing continues (seated on bed)

7:45 Abi’s hand observed to be on Alice’s leg (under skirt)

7:50 Alice’s breasts are exposed. Suckling by Abi begins immediately

7:55 Alice is standing. Abi is removing her panties

7:57 Alice lying on bed. First oral/genital contact (Abi/Alice)

***

8:05 Abi has been completely undressed

8:06 Second oral/genital contact (Alice/Abi). Tongue insertion appears to be taking place (first penetration of subject Abi logged at 8:07:32)

8:10 First vaginal penetration of Alice (two fingers) logged at 8:10:15

***

8:19 Alice is naked

8:20 Alice has assumed a position on hands and knees. Oral/anal contact (Abi/Alice) may be about to occur at Alice’s strong request. Abi is clearly consenting

8:21 Oral/anal contact (Abi/Alice) is taking place. Unclear if tongue insertion has occurred as Abi’s face is deeply buried between Alice’s buttocks

8:23 Vaginal penetration of Alice has taken place again (appears to be whole hand) while oral/anal stimulation continues

8:25 Alice appears to have climaxed (first orgasm logged at 8:25:05)

 

The Trouble with Mom

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 9:38 am

By Rebecka

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in December 2009 }

Joy was 12 at the time. I was 14. Mom was 30.

Mom’s name is Julie and she is divorced from Joy’s father. Mom never talks about my dad. I’ve only met him once, and that was by chance at a Wal-Mart. Mom was aggravated that I had met him and griped about it for days afterward. Joy was 6, and doesn’t remember.

We live in Chicago now. When this story took place, we were still living in Indiana, 200 miles away from where we are now. Mom was an assistant manager at a wholesale outlet (you’d recognize the name if I said it), and worked crazy hours. Joy and I got into constant trouble, but no more than a couple of adolescents living with a single parent.

What happened was this: Mom came home unexpectedly one night and caught Joy and me in bed together. We had been having sex with each other for about a year, and Mom had never suspected. How she hadn’t guessed in all that time, what with the guilty behavior, the sudden explosions of giggling when one of us would look at the other, the times she came home in the morning to find us in the same bed together, stuff like that; well, it’s a mystery to me.

“Brandi! Joy!” Shocked silence, and then frenetic squealing and scrambling as Joy and I erupted out of our sixty-nine positions and tried to get as far away from each other as possible. Joy fell out of the bed; I almost did. I yanked the sheet up to my chin, hiding myself; Joy landed in a sprawl on the floor, completely exposing herself before jumping up and running out of the bedroom. Mom stared after her for a moment, then at me, open-mouthed.

“Mom, it’s not what you think!” I said stupidly.

“What is it, then?” she croaked back at me. One hand was at her throat, the other didn’t seem to know what to do with itself and just fluttered before her. Her purse was on the floor. She still had her coat on. It was January, and freezing outside.

“Not what you think,” I persisted. I felt alternately flushed red to the roots of my hair, and bleached white as a sheet. I don’t know what I was, other than terrified.

Mom swallowed, sort of a strangled sound. “How long has this been going on?” She looked again at the open door, and then back to me.

“About a year,” I admitted.

She repeated the words, dully. “Why?” she wanted to know.

“I don’t know. It just happened. It wasn’t Joy. It was me.” Try to save one of us, anyway.

Shaking her head, Mom stood in the doorway for another ten seconds, her eyes unfocused, blinking in rapid bursts. “Go to bed” she said suddenly. She backed out and closed the door. I sat there, numb, wondering if she’d remember her purse. She did, and the door opened again. “Don’t talk about this with your little sister,” she surprised me by saying. I guess she was as scramble-minded as I was. She closed the door again and I laid down and pulled the sheets up around me and didn’t even put on my nightshirt. Sleep was a long time coming.

The next morning, Mom was quiet. Joy and I were quiet. Breakfast was a quiet affair. Whenever Mom wasn’t looking, Joy or I would raise our eyebrows questioningly at each other and shrug because neither of us had an answer for what was going on. I expected to be grounded for life. I wasn’t. I expected to be spanked over my mother’s knee. I wasn’t. I expected Joy to be spanked, at least, because she was two years younger than me, and still technically within Mom’s spanking for punishment-age group, but she wasn’t. In fact, Mom said nothing and did nothing. When she left for work and Joy and I headed for the bus stop, both of us were bursting with questions.

“Did she say anything to you?”

“No. You?”

“No. Do you think she’s mad?”

“Of course she’s mad. Didn’t you see her face?”

“She looked really confused to me. I expected to be spanked.”

“So did I. I expected us both to be. I kept expecting her to come in during the night and drag me over her knee.”

“Would you have let her?” Joy asked curiously.

“I couldn’t have stopped her. I had it coming.”

“So did I,” Joy admitted. “I can’t believe we didn’t get spanked.”

We had spoken too soon.

When we got home that afternoon, we straightened up the house, made our beds, did our homework, made Mom her favorite dinner, and otherwise acted like repentant little waifs. It did no good. The minute Mom walked in the door, she marched into the kitchen, grabbed me by the arm, and dragged me off to the living room. “Keep cooking,” she ordered Joy.

Stumbling along behind Mom, I looked back at Joy, who stood at the stove with a wooden paddle in her hand, eyes big as dinner plates. “Oh, no!” we mouthed together. Then I was through the dining room and into the living room and . . . well, I’d rather not describe what happened next. Suffice it to say it was humiliating. Joy went next.

Later that night, I texted Joy on her cell phone. We weren’t allowed to talk.

RU OK?

BUTT HURTS. U?

ME 2. MOM RLY MAD

TMSIDK-OW!

TTLY

(Continuing in English, for the texting impaired)

Brandi: What did she say to you? She told me I had let her down and disappointed her totally.

Joy: Me too.

Brandi: She threatened to send me away to live with my father. That’s how upset she was.

Joy: She said the same thing to me. She doesn’t mean it, but I’m terrified she’ll tell Dad.

Brandi: She doesn’t know where my dad is (I don’t think), so I don’t have to worry about that. I’m grounded until the end of the school year though. Bullshit!

Joy: Me too. I am so depressed.

Brandi: It’s just not fair.

Joy: It’s not. Let’s run away and go to California.

Brandi: I’m for that. How much cash you got?

Joy: That could be a problem. You?

Brandi: We’ll steal it from Mom.

We didn’t of course. We behaved ourselves and were perfect little angels for the next two months. Every day without Joy got worse until I was ready to bust into tears just seeing her. Joy was the same. We didn’t dare do anything after school and couldn’t do anything at night because Mom worked only days now, threatening to quit if she had to work nights. She kept her position but gave up the differential pay that went along with working 4 to 12, and midnight to eight. She made sure we knew the reason bills got harder to pay and why there was less good stuff to eat. And forget allowances: that went to buying milk and bread every week. It really sucked.

“Joy,” I said one afternoon. We were walking home from the bus stop. It was raining and miserable and we both had our hoods up and our hands stuffed in our pockets.

She waited for me to go on, and when I didn’t, she said: “Yeah?”

It took a while to say the words. Finally, they came out. “I don’t know how much longer I can take this, Joy.”

She didn’t ask what “this” was. She knew what “this” was. Plaintively, she asked: “What can we do about it?”

“I don’t know,” I admitted miserably. “I just know I have to kiss you when we get home or I’m gonna die!”

I heard Joy give a strangled little cry from inside her hood. “This is so unfair,” she sobbed. “I want you more than anything in the world. Mom just doesn’t understand.”

Against my better sense I pulled my right hand out of my jacket pocket and shoved it into the left pocket of Joy’s coat. Who cared if anyone saw. No one would think anything of it. We were young. We were sisters. It was OK. Desperately, we intertwined our fingers and gripped each other’s hand tightly. It was the first time we’d touched in two months.

“I don’t care what Mom does to us,” Joy muttered bitterly.

“Neither do I,” I agreed hotly. “She can go fuck herself.” The comment hardened my resolve and I pressed my lips together into a straight line. “When we get home-” I shut up just in time to keep from humiliating myself as Johnny Kincaid and his friend Steve came running up from behind and grabbed us. Caught off-guard, both Joy and I stumbled forward and squealed.

“You jerk!” I yelled, punching at Johnny and missing. Johnny lived across the street and two houses down. Laughing, he knocked back my hood and gave a fake “oof!” when I caught him with a second punch in the ribs. Like I could hurt anyone. I laughed, despite myself. I had the hots for him too. Joy looked embarrassed and somewhat put out.

“You guys wanna come over?” Johnny asked.

“No!” Joy and I chimed in together. I blushed a little, but Joy just looked mad. As much as I might want to mess around with Johnny Kincaid (he had just started showing an interest in me while I had been lusting after him for years), I wanted to be with Joy a whole lot more and told Johnny we might come over tomorrow instead. We walked the half-block to our house while Johnny and Steve crossed the street at an angle, continuing to call to us and clown around

“What?” I protested weakly as we walked up the sidewalk. “You like boys too.” Joy looked at me acidly. “Well, you do,” I complained. The minute we walked through the door, all thoughts of boys were wiped from our minds. I pushed the door closed with my foot and didn’t even bother dropping my backpack to the floor before I had Joy pulled tight up against me, her head tilted back, and my mouth glued to hers.

“Oh, Brandi,” she moaned.

“Oh, Joy,” I moaned back. I didn’t care when her cold hand yanked out my shirt and ran up the gooseflesh of my stomach to my left booby and grabbed hold of it. I just forced my tongue deeper into her mouth and kissed her harder and moaned in ecstasy when she pushed up under my bra and touched my bare breast and hard nipple for the first time in two months. I forced my hand inside her shirt-she giggled at the cold touch of my fingertips–and laid claim to her own small booby, twisted her left nipple with my fingertips until it was hard as a pebble. God, how I wanted it in my mouth.

“I want to do it right here,” she panted.

Between kisses I told her she was crazy.

“Please?” she begged. “We did it before!”

“That was different,” I explained, kissing the side of her neck. Despite what I said, I was two seconds away from forcing her to the floor and ripping her clothes off. And I mean that literally. I gasped as she shoved her hand down the front of my jeans.

“Joy!” I gasped again as a finger pushed its way inside of me. I struggled to get my legs apart at the same time that I struggled to get her hand out of my panties. “Are you crazy? Stop it!”

Panting, she ripped the coat back over my shoulders, went to work on the buttons of my shirt, even as she tried to get her right hand back down the front of my jeans. Failing that, she yanked free the tongue of my belt, got it undone, and went to work on my button and zipper.

“Oh, what the hell!” I grunted, giving up. Helping get my jeans off of my hips, she trust them down to my knees and reinserted her middle finger while yanking my coat down my back and off me with the other hand. It felt like I was being raped. It made me want to giggle. I was breathless with relief, consumed by need. I wanted her naked on the hard foyer tiles, squirming under me as I ate her out-she would definitely be the one on the bottom today; I meant to ravage her completely-yet my little sister was the unexpected aggressor, telling me that she was even more desperately horny than I was.

“We need to lock the door,” I panted as she yanked my shirt back over my shoulders and attacked the base of my neck. She loved the base of my neck. I had to worry about hickies when she attacked my neck.

“Fuck the door,” she grunted.

I shimmied out of my shirt and helped her free hand find the clasp of my bra and pop it open. My bra was off me a moment later. Her left hand grabbed my right breast and started to knead it roughly. I groaned, and then flinched when her fingertips tried to disconnect my nipple.

“Ow, Joy! That hurts.” My shoulders drew forward protectively as giggling, she really twisted my nipple. Gasping, I balled my hands into fists and ground my teeth together. She had never hurt me tike this before. I liked it. But then she released my nipple and placed her hand over my breast and squeezed it lovingly, while her tongue went into my mouth again. It occurred to me that I was naked from the knees up and I hadn’t so much as gotten a button open on Joy’s shirt. Her fingers inside me–and now there were three of them–had me squirming relentlessly.

“This really has me hot,” I admitted breathlessly. “You taking charge like this. I like being the girlfriend.” Her middle finger was intent on working its way into my uterus. I could feel it massaging the nub of my cervix. It felt really good. I was splay-legged and hunched with my chin over her shoulder and my hands bunched into fists against her waist. She kept kissing the side and nape of my neck, making me crazy. “I want out of my jeans,” I huffed.

“I like you the way you are,” she disagreed. Her left hand released my breast and clamped onto my right butt cheek, helping move my hips in a counter-rhythm to the probing fingers inside me. She was really driving me crazy. I stopped thinking about being the one on top and wanted her atop me on the floor, holding my legs tight against my sides as her tongue did unspeakable things to my insides. Joy was usually the gentlest of lovers; today I could imagine her using her teeth on my defenseless-

“Oh!” I gasped as the fingers of her left hand slid between my butt cheeks and found the button of my asshole. “Joy! What are you doing?” In the past, our assholes had always been an off-limits, though enticing treasure. No longer true, evidently, as her middle finger slid effortlessly into me up to the second knuckle.

“You like that?” she asked unnecessarily. My gasp of pleasure had thoroughly embarrassed me. I was glad I couldn’t see my face. It must be beet red. My hips now squirmed uncontrollably from competing directions of attack.

“You are so bad,” I panted. I spread my legs as she put her foot between them and forced my panties and jeans down around my ankles. Somehow, I managed to kick out of my tennies and she helped me out of my jeans by stepping on the bottoms of my pant-legs. I stood there completely naked now, except for my half-off, twisted ankle socks. If Mom could see me now, I thought wryly.

Joy forced me onto my back on the floor-I gasped as my flesh came into contact with the cold ceramic tiles-smilingly removed her panties and knelt over me in a sixty-nine position. She intended to eat me out completely clothed, shoes and coat and all. She removed my ankle socks before folding my legs back against my sides, so that I was completely naked and vulnerable. I was shivering continually and convulsively, and not from the cold tiles against my back. My hormones were in estrogen-overdrive. Settling into position, Joy said to me: “I bet you won’t ever forget this afternoon, will you, Brandi, ever?”

I answered by raising my head and kissing her soft, hairless lips.

* * *

“What are we going to do about Mom?” I asked. It was an hour later and we were in bed. Joy was naked except for her skirt. I liked that she still had it on, through everything we had done. I could taste her on my tongue, every time I swallowed. My tongue ached from all the exertion I’d put it through. My jaw muscles ached as well. Between my legs felt raw. A wonderful feeling.

“I don’t know,” she sighed. “But I’m not going back to the way it was. I’ll run away from home first.”

“Joy!” I exclaimed, shocked. The was no kidding in her voice. “You’d leave me here?”

Now she was shocked. “No way! We’d run away together, silly.”

“Oh,” I answered, relieved. “You know what happens to young girls that run away, though, right?”

She nodded morosely. Neither of us wanted to end up a prostitute. “So what do we do?”

I considered the problem while I played with her tiny nipples. She was on her back with me curled up beside her and tucked under her left arm. Normally it would be me holding her. I liked it this way. It made me feel secure.

“I’m not letting her keep us apart again,” Joy said forcefully. I leaned over her and put her small pink nipple in my mouth and sucked it gently. She ran her left hand through my hair, stroking the side of my face with her other hand. I kissed her left breast, barely a third the size of my own, all around the nipple and placed my mouth over the purple bruise that I’d given her earlier. I had a huge hickey of my own on my right shoulder: payback for the one I’d given her. She shivered delightedly and broke out in gooseflesh when I teased her nipple into painful hardness with my tongue. Joy loved having her nipples sucked. I sucked her left one again.

“Do you think I’ll start soon?” she asked.

I looked up, surprised. “Why’d you ask that?” Joy was only twelve. I hadn’t started my period until I was thirteen and a half. I hoped she wasn’t looking forward to it, as I’d looked forward to mine. What a pain in the ass.

“I don’t know.” She shrugged. “I’ve just been feeling kinda funny the last few days. Kinda cranky. You get cranky before your period.”

I giggled, which made her giggle in response. “I can tell you definitively that you have not started yet,” I assured her, giggling again, which made her giggle again, which sent us off into a giggle fest. The truth was, Joy was lucky not to have tackled me three days before, or I’d have completely grossed her out. I bleed a lot on my period.

I leaned farther over, switching my attention to her right nipple. At the same time, I let my left hand drift down her right side, up and over her stomach, my fingertips finding the hem of her skirt and pulling it up over her waist. She spread her legs in anticipation, bringing her heels together. I slipped my middle finger inside her and played with the bump of cervix. She shuddered convulsively and moaned. I wanted back between her legs with my lips and tongue-God, I wanted so badly to kiss her wet lips and suck on her tiny clitoris–but knew we hadn’t the time. Mom would be home in less than an hour.

“Mmmm,” Joy moaned. Her back arched and she moved in every direction at once, spasmodically. I’d moved that way quite a few times myself; Joy and I knew exactly how to give the other the most pleasure. I inserted a second finger inside her and worked her hard little nipple with my teeth. She jumped and yelped when I bit down on her a little too hard.

“Payback,” I whispered, laughing. She banged the back of my head with her fist and called me an asshole. I kissed her nipple and then bit it again, not so hard this time; she moaned and writhed beneath me, her breathing becoming strenuous. I could see the thud of her heartbeat against her rib cage. Her hips scribed the same circle as the tips of my fingers. If I kept this up, in thirty seconds I’d be atop her with her legs trapped beneath my arms. Oh, what I would do to her helpless little thing then.

“Please,” she moaned. “I want you inside me.”

I sucked her nipple and rotated her hips for another ten seconds, and then moved into position atop her, pulling her legs up and under me and spreading her wide with my fingertips. She was so wet, glistening pink and pretty, waiting for my tongue. I trapped her thighs more tightly against my sides, spreading her impossibly wide, and ran my tongue the entire length of her slit, from clitoris to asshole. A moment later, her face was buried between my own lips, her tongue delving deep inside me, making me shudder even as my mouth sucking on her clitoris made her shudder violently beneath me. I pushed my tongue as deeply inside her as it would go, and kept it there, licking her humped little mound of flesh while she did the same to me. And this was how Mom found us two minutes later when she walked into Joy’s bedroom.

* * *

“I can not believe you two girls!” Mom ranted. It was ten minutes later and Joy and I sat on either end of her bed, wrapped in our robes. Joy’s hair was a disaster, and I guess mine was too. Mom marched back and forth from one end of the bed to the other, her face crimson and looking ready to explode.

“You’re sisters for God’s sakes!” she yelled.

Both of us flinched. “Mom-” Joy said defensively.

“Don’t you Mom me, young lady! Don’t you dare Mom me!” Her arms were clamped over her chest, her hands fisted against her ribs. Each step she took was a threatening thud. My heartbeat and breathing were both erratic. How, I wondered, had we let her catch us again? As scared as I was, however, I just went ahead and said it.

“Mom. Joy and I are lovers. Nothing you can say or do is going to change that. If you try to keep us apart again, we’ll run away from home.”

Startled, Mom almost tripped over her feet. “Wh-what?” she stammered.

I looked at Joy to see if she would back me on this. With her lips pressed together into an almost invisible line, she nodded curtly and stood up. To my astonishment, she unbelted her robe and let it fall off onto the floor. Shoulders squared, her back arched defiantly, her small proud breasts thrust forward valiantly, she brought tears to my eyes. I joined her in standing up and proudly displaying my body.

Mom gawked. She blinked rapidly. A blush rose out of her chest and progressed right to the roots of her hair. “How…I don’t…you…” Still blinking, she closed her inoperative mouth and looked back and forth between the two of us uncomprehendingly.

An idea began to form, but even before it took on more than a ghostly outline, I saw Joy move forward out the corner of my eye, and knew exactly what she planned. I held back, knowing that Mom would almost certainly panic as it was. Grim-faced, Joy moved to within a foot of our mother, took her right hand in both of hers and placed it gently atop her left breast. Mom appeared to have an aneurism.

“Joy!” she choked out. Joy resolutely held her hand in place. It was an event I wish I had a picture of: Mom’s disbelief, and Joy’s utter calmness and determination.

“I never thought I would ever actually say this, Mom,” Joy said in a soft voice. “But Brandi and I have talked a hundred times about how to get you in bed with us.”

Mom just stared at Joy, open-mouthed. I don’t think she was even breathing. Her eyes were so big. Slowly, cautiously, Joy removed her right hand from atop Mom’s and reached out. Mom shrank away but did not take the step backward to put herself out of reach. Instead, she watched in dumbfounded amazement as the hand coming toward her hovered above, and then settled onto her left breast. She made a noise in her throat something like a human mouse-squeak. Encouraged, Joy cupped Mom’s left breast possessively.

“Will you have a cow if I kiss you?” Joy asked.

Mom made that noise again, louder. I watched a shiver run down her spine. She was breathing through her mouth, her chest rising and falling as though she’d just run up the stairs to the second floor. Her eyes were huge, her face crimson. Joy leaned forward, tilted her head to the side, and brought her lips into contact with Mom’s. Mom’s mouth finally closed. Her eyes were anything but closed, but though I couldn’t see them because of her position, I knew Joy’s were.

It was surreal: my little sister kissing my mother. I gulped loudly, aware suddenly that I was a bystander, not sure if I was a participant or spectator in this, not sure what to do next. I felt like an intruder. My face began to flush and a stabbing pain of rejection hit my heart. Tears filled my eyes. I wanted to run to my bedroom. Somehow, Joy sensed this.

Suddenly, so suddenly that it caught Mom and I both by surprise, Joy broke the kiss and turned her head to look at me. Her eyes became alarmed. “No!” she said in a hiss. “Don’t you think that, silly! Get over here.” She flicked her head and I scurried forward, relieved, but also mortified that she had read my distress so clearly. I wiped my eyes with the backs of my hands and smiled bravely as I stopped beside her. Joy’s hand left Mom’s breast, found my left hand and gripped it tightly. “You dummy,” she scolded, kissing me gently. The next thing I knew, I was kissing Mom.

* * *

At seven-thirty that evening, we all sat around the dining room table, eating a makeshift dinner. Joy wore her usual nightshirt and panties, I had on my tank top and pajama shorts, Mom wore a lavender robe over her silk pajamas. The pajamas Joy and I had combined on for her last birthday. We all were quiet. I now had the taste of both my sister and my mom on my tongue. It was delicious. I smiled to myself, deliciously.

The truth was this: Incest ran in the family. Mom had been in an incestuous relationship with her sister Angie growing up, starting when she was twelve and her older sister fourteen, just as Joy and I had done. The same as us, her mother had found out and took the same measures Mom had with us. The difference was, Mom and her sister were too cowed by my strong-willed Gram to get back together again. For eighteen years, she’d lived with a hole in her heart.

“You know that’s why I had you,” Mom said glumly.

I stopped with a forkful of macaroni and cheese at my mouth. We had each made our own dinner. Confused, though aware she was talking to me, I said: “What?”

Mom pushed a slice of carrot around her plate. She’d made a Caesar’s Salad for herself. Her expression was so sorrowful.

“I became very rebellious. Angie handled it a lot better than I did. The first opportunity I got, I let a boy jam me in the back seat of his car and fuck the living daylights out of me.”

“Mom!” I protested. Joy’s eyes, staring down at her bowl of Chef Boy-ar-dee Mini Ravioli, were as big as dinner plates.

“Don’t worry,” Mom said with a little smile, “It wasn’t your father. I didn’t fuck him until three years later.”

Joy choked on her mouthful of ravioli and coughed explosively into her hand. I gawked at Mom, open-mouthed. Mom maintained her sorrowful little smile and concentrated on the slice of carrot.

“I won’t bore you with all the trivialities of my sex life,” Mom said, her tiny smile widening. “The point is, I haven’t been happy since the day Mom caught me and Angie in bed. What’s maddening is that I acted in the exact same manner with you two.” Her smile was gone. Her lips were trembling. She put down her fork and picked up her cup of coffee with a hand that trembled also. Reaching out, I ran my hand down the length of her left arm and gripped her hand in mine.

“It’ll be all right,” I whispered. Joy made her put down her cup of coffee and took her right hand on both of hers and squeezed it tightly. Mom was crying openly now, tears flowing down her cheeks, sobbing pitifully. Knowing exactly what she needed from us, I stood up and motioned for Joy to help me get her upstairs and into bed, where we made love to her all the rest of the night.

* * *

It was Saturday afternoon, two days later. The three of us had just returned from seeing Brokeback Mountain. We had argued all the way home about who was hotter: Heather Ledger, or Jake Gyllenhaal. Personally, though I didn’t say it, I thought Michelle Williams was the hottest person in the movie. I love Michelle Williams.

There was an unfamiliar car in the driveway when we got home. Scowling, Mom parked behind it and then looked at the house. The car was obviously a rental.

“Who is this?” Mom asked, mystified. I fought with everything I had to make my expression as mystified as hers.

“I don’t know. Did you invite someone over?” I sensed, rather than saw, Joy eyeing me suspiciously. She wasn’t in on the plan. This was all my idea. God, I hoped it didn’t backfire on me. Getting out of the car, I scanned the front windows to make sure someone wasn’t looking out at us. I should have told her to park on the street, not in the driveway.

Falling in behind Mom, Joy and I walked to the foreign car and inspected the inside through the windows. Either her luggage was in the trunk, or she’d already taken it inside.

“I don’t understand this,” Mom said. Joy, her brow furrowed and her head canted to the side, stared at me remorselessly. I smile back at her tightly, and eyed the house. She understood instantly. Her eyes got so big. Wow, she mouthed.

Irritated and baffled, Mom lead the way to the front door, digging her keys back out of her purse. Mom always puts her keys in her purse and has to dig them back out again. She was just putting her key into the knob when the front door opened and swung wide to display our Aunt Angie standing there, a discreet, tentative smile on her face. My mom was shocked.

“Angela?”

“Hello, little sister. Long time, no see.” Aunt Angie lived in Mexico City. She worked at the embassy there. She is divorced, also. Except for her longer, slightly darker hair, and the fact that she was two inches taller, she looked like a two year older version of Mom.

Mom blinked rapidly. She shook her head. She was too shocked to be joyful yet. “Angie, what are you doing here?” Suddenly she became alarmed. “Did something happen? Are Mom and Dad all right? Are you-?”

Laughing, Aunt Angie shook her head and took Mom’s arm and drew her into the house. “Nothing’s wrong,” she said.

Breathless, knowing my face was turning crimson, I quickly closed the door and bolted the deadlock. Mom didn’t notice, but Joy certainly did. Wide-eyed, open-mouthed, she looked from me, to Mom, to Aunt Angie in a continuous closed loop.

“Then why are you here?” Mom asked. Already, I could see the hope dawning in her eyes. Her face began to flush expectantly.

“Brandi called me.” Aunt Angie’s eyes flicked over to mine and she smiled. “She related quite a tale of family intrigue and begged me to fly up here and set things right with you.”

“Set things right with me?” Mom echoed. Her voice cracked like a thirteen year boy’s. She was blinking again. And to her amazement, Aunt Angie put her hands on her shoulders, drew Mom to her and kissed her like a long lost lover.

* * *

This was four years ago. I’m 18 now, Joy 16 and Mom and her sister 34 and 36, respectively. Aunt Angie quit her job with the State Department and now works for a big public relations firm downtown. Mom got a promotion at her job and is now the manager of her store. She makes almost as much as Aunt Angie.

There are four bedrooms in our house. For propriety’s sake, each is occupied by the clothing and essentials of the four occupants of the house. Only two of those bedrooms are occupied at night, however: Mom’s or Aunt Angie’s; mine or Joy’s. We alternate week on and week off. This week Joy is sleeping with me, Mom with Aunt Angie. Occasionally, not as often as myself or Joy would like it, only one bedroom is occupied at night.

Have you ever seen four women making love? No, neither have we. We usually don’t have the lights on when we do it. The best, of course, is when Mom and Aunt Angie allow us to lay them side by side on the bed, and have us make love to them between their legs. Joy and I enjoy this almost as much as we enjoy eating each other. You never really know your Mom, however, until you sixty-nine with her.

 

A Small Flirt

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 9:36 am

By Thom

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in July 2006 }

I stared at her beautiful face as I usually do when I see a pretty little girl at a restaurant that I’m eating at or if I’m shopping, walking along the sidewalk, or in a store when a family comes in with a preteen in tow. Almost always, they turn away from my gaze, my ogling really, unabashedly. Which allows me to continue to stare without their knowing it. Continue to admire them and dream about them without their knowing that I am. On rare occasions, they might look a second time at me but the result is the same, they immediately turn away from my gaze.

If a mother catches me ogling their daughters, and they sometimes do, I always remark how pretty the little girl is, which of course is the truth, and the mother typically is flattered. This little girl though returned my stare so steadily, so intensely that it was I who turned away first, embarrassed I think. But I soon returned, not able to resist my temptation, to find her still there staring at me. And she was so lovely, I so wanted to take her in with my eyes. Let me absorb all of her, so that my fantasy life could have a fresh one to toss around. To get me through the meal that I was suffering with my dull husband. To get me through the nearly sleepless night that was approaching. To get me over the next time I was able to touch myself.

Flirting with the eyes is usually an adult thing but what this girl was doing was definitely that, there was no mistaking it. She forced me to look away a second time and to scope out her parents and her older sister as I did to see if there was a clue in their faces that would explain the adventure I was having with the little girl between the salad course and the entrée. Had she been sexualized by all of them, some of them?

The third time I looked back she was still there, staring at me and this time she smiled with a twinkle in her eye. Was that a wink I saw? No couldn’t have been. She was ten or maybe eleven. Just the age I prefer. It’s just tucked between things, isn’t it? The childhood is behind them. The hormone induced petulant teens are ahead of them. Sometimes there is the beginning of some puberty by then, but typically not. If their breasts have begun to form, there usually isn’t any body hair yet. I prefer it that way. Maybe the nubs but not the hair. The mound still smooth, bare, tight, puffy.

This time, we were fully engaged. I wasn’t letting up. I needed to soak her in to keep me steady. Another victim of my secret life. I’m like a vampire that way. Needing the blood of another in order to stay alive. She wanted me, this little girl, as much as I wanted her. But how could she? How could she know? Was she taught to stare down someone staring at her in order to foil them? No, I didn’t think so. She was too circumspect. I saw her glance occasionally at her sister and father who were across from her and to her left at her mother who, if she had been paying attention, would have caught us.

I had a little girl once, all to myself. It’s been ten years now, I was in my 20’s. A nanny arrangement for an extended period of time. Going into it, I didn’t know I liked little girls. I knew I liked girls, or at least I thought I did part of the time, guys were okay too. This little girl and I though were to be inseparable for months. I had no other responsibilities and her family was not going to be around, even for a minute. Of course that doesn’t mean you need to seduce someone in that situation. Or take advantage of them just because you are pretty much the only person around that is going to take care of them. At least while their family was away.

In reality, it was the little girl, in that case, that seduced me. She was ten and it seems, as it turns out, that several members of her family had taken advantage of her innocence and beauty to serve their own needs. I gathered afterward, no one more so than her mother who, as a female, I was substituting for. But there had been slightly older male and female cousins and an aunt who had discovered the truth about her and mom and bribery set in.

What that little girl was used to in her relationship with her mother, took some getting used to as I came to understand what had become routine for her. And what, due to the overwhelming addiction sex is, in general, had become necessary for her to experience in order to stay centered in other parts of her life.

Mother would join her naked at bedtime. Dad had typically turned in earlier, an older, very busy businessman that had married mom young and beautiful, as a trophy. As an infant, mom had nursed my little girl in the nursery (how old-fashioned) instead of bringing the baby into the master bedroom as has become the modern practice. Since there wasn’t any particular compelling reason to return to her husband’s bed, at least during the week, mom often didn’t. There was a full sized bed in the nursery and mom usually slept there overnight.

As my little girl got old enough to graduate out of her crib and into that bed, mom was still there often, spending the night. The evening ritual of nursing, which was no longer necessary but continued nevertheless, was supplemented with additional comforting activities that involved the mouth and the hands and not having any clothes on. At the end of those activities, that had become rituals in and of themselves, mom and my little girl would fall asleep in each others arms, touching skin to skin, caressing each other. Perhaps their lips together.

It must have been emotionally wrenching the event that took mommy away from that. It certainly was for my little girl. What was the mother to do though? She was obliged to fulfill a wifely function elsewhere that taking her daughter, my little girl, with her would have been dangerous for the child. So stay she did and with me she did and with some help from others, we survived, some might say, even thrived.

I took my orders from my little girl but I believe that after some small amount of instruction, I had pretty much picked up where the mother left off and the little girl settled into a routine that was as anxiety free and comforting as the one she had before her mother and father left.

Our bedtime ritual would begin with a bath or a shower. At her age, a shower was more useful but sometimes she would insist on a bath because we would do it together. I mean we would be in the tub together. We would do showers together too but in the tub we could cuddle, be close. I could hold her between my legs. She could lean back on my chest.

After drying off each other with large, fluffy towels we would hold hands and walk naked into the little girl’s room. Climbing into the bed together, there was a chapter or two of a book we were reading together, taking turns reading to each other. Her little body would be nestled next to mine. Our skin touching as much as possible, able to make a smooth transition when the book was laid to rest for the evening. My little girl would roll up onto me, cupping a breast in her hands and putting her mouth on it.

She would stretch her legs out straight, putting a knee on either side of my thigh and push her center into it, humping me. The first time she did was magical. I could feel the contours of her mound on my leg. Even after I began to expect it as part of what we were in the evening, it along with her sweet little lips pulling on my nipples never failed to arouse me.

Early on, as I was learning about this special relationship between my little girl and her mommy, my arousal would control me and I would need to pleasure myself, the urge was so tremendously overwhelming. The huge taboo that I was breaking was pushing me so over the edge. After a few times though of messing up the scene, of being selfish and not honoring the special relationship that I was becoming privileged to, I forced myself to be patient. My turn was coming.

After nursing, my little girl would come fully on to me her substitute mommy and our lips would meet. Small pecks to start but then we would become fully engaged. If I rocked my hips up, and I was instructed to, pulling my heels up to my bum, our pussies would just touch. Gently we would stimulate each other this way while our kisses intensified in their passion.

Then my little girl would bring her precious sex up to my mouth to love for her. Butterfly kisses to begin of course, mommy just extending her love and affection for her little girl only slightly beyond propriety. But shortly, the little girl would be pushing her slit into my mouth, wanting, expecting, desiring more. direct contact, my lips on hers. My lips creating a tight seal around her clitty and sucking it into mouth. My little girl writhing over me. Her juices flowing freely onto my face. I could get away with touching myself now. Did her mommy touch herself then? We don’t know. How could she have managed not to?

The little girl would pleasure herself on my face for quite awhile, coming easily and comfortably. Quickly but assuredly. Nothing tentative about it. Like this little one that was sitting just beyond me at a nearby table. Nothing tentative about it. She was staring at me, ogling me, I was letting down in my panties her eyes so intently meeting mine and thinking about my little girl lover again. I wondered if there would be a puddle when I arose? Would my husband notice when we undressed for bed, how wet my panties were. and would he think that it was for him?

I have to go to the bathroom, I said to my husband but slowly enough so that the little girl could read my lips. She said the same thing to her mother and her mother got up to let her out. I let her pass and was only a step behind her. We were going the wrong way though. I knew it but she didn’t. She had walked toward me, the restroom was the other way. But I could do nothing but follow her. I couldn’t give us away by correcting her. How would I know that she was going to the bath room if I hadn’t been watching her so intently? Of course, where else would she be going? To the bar to get a drink?

Must have been the last thing mommy taught my little girl was how to pleasure her. The last barrier crossed. The taboo finally fully engaged. Fully fulfilled. Taking pleasure from your daughter, that you might have found elsewhere but didn’t. Wasn’t forthcoming from the obvious places. How does it begin? Can I do that to you mommy? Is there something I can do for you mommy? Will you do this for me honey? Can I show you what I like, little one?

My little girl would scoot down off of my face and lower herself to my middle. She would part my labia and knew where to find my clit without poking and probing around. Without any assistance from me. She was so very gentle with me. No lover I have ever had, ever treated me so well. So considerate of my sensibilities. Her hands so soft, her mouth so effective, her lips so sensuous, her tongue so engaging.

After a little bit, she would spin around. She knew just when I was satisfied enough to want the extra stimulation of her bottom on my mouth. It was so juicy by then. Even for a little her odor was scrumptious. Just the beginning of being pungent, adult like. She was erect again by this time. She was doing both of us a favor by spinning her bottom my way. I licked from the back forward and when I got past her rose bud, I inserted a finger using her wetness for a lubricant. I clamped myself onto her clit. She sucked on mine as an expert. We came in waves, she and I. Every night I was with her it was the same. We were insatiable, she and I. I wouldn’t have changed a moment of it.

We were headed to the bar, the little one and I. I was going to set us going in the right direction with as little embarrassment and fuss to either one of us. Once we were far enough away from her family’s table, our conspiracy would not be revealed. The bathroom is the other way. Why didn’t you say so earlier? Oh, because. I thought maybe we would walk this way awhile so it would seem neither one of us knew where we were going. I still don’t but I’ll follow you. Do we have to go back by my family? Nope. It’s that way but let’s go all the way to the bar so that we can pretend we asked directions. Good plan. Already a full blown conspiracy and I didn’t know this girl, did I?

We would snuggle in a heap, trying to catch our breath. Ashamed I think of how much pleasure we derived from one another. Night after night. Was it worse or better for her, not being her mother? Was it worse or better for me, not being her mother? Weren’t we just two strangers now, who had become lovers? Was I really her mother? Did she think so? All of this would remain unspoken forever.

Passing out, we would sleep soundly in each other’s arms. The morning would bring a new day filled with child carrying, child entertainment, child functions like school and sports and birthday parties. The night time would repeat itself infinitely. Was it too much responsibility for my little girl? She never complained. Was it too much responsibility for me? I never complained.

Luckily we were the only ones in the bathroom when we finally got there. You are very pretty she said. I couldn’t stop looking at you. You are very pretty too, and I couldn’t stop looking at you either. We faced the mirrors in the bathroom, still staring at each other but as a reflection instead of the real thing, not having family and distance to protect ourselves from what might happen next. What I was thinking I wanted to happen next. What was she thinking? What could she be thinking? She was so young. But so was my little and look at what she must have been thinking.

The mother returned. Earlier than expected. Earlier than we both expected. What had we been up to? What stories had our little one told? Not only stories mommy. We acted them out. Oh, you did? Yes and we still do. Every night. Oh, you do? Well I’m back now. What should we do so that we don’t make a mess of this I wanted to know? We’ll be together for awhile. The three of us. We owe it to her. You owe it to me. I owe it to you? You started this, I just pretended to be you and it wasn’t easy at first and now it’s impossible to imagine life without it. What am I to do now, without a little girl? You’ll just have to deal, she’s my little girl, you know? Yes, of course I know, she learned from you. I learned from her.

The three of us were lovers for several months. I was the meat of a sandwich between the bread of the two of them. The little girl was very fond of me, maybe more than of her mommy who had disappeared on a strong wind in the middle of the night, and then reappeared with its return. I had been there, I had been different. I had been very aroused by her. It could not have gone unnoticed. So was mommy, all of those things. I had learned how to love girls from the daughter and I applied it to the mommy. The mommy thought I was a good learner. That I was a good lover of little girls and big girls too.

I have to pee, she said. Me too. In here. We entered a stall together. You first. She pulled her jeans and panties down. I knelt before her as she squatted on the toilet. She leaned forward and brought her lips to mine. Her pee, a steady, strong stream into the water in the toilet. We had a firm kiss. How do you know how to do that honey? My mother kissed me. Like that? Well maybe not like that but I felt like kissing you like that. You can pee, I’m done.

She stood up, but left her pants down around her ankles. I picked up my skirt and pulled down my panties before I sat down. As I did, she touched me and touched herself. I released my pee. What do you know about all of that? A lot, why? Because you are so young? I talk to my friends. I touch myself, masturbate mommy calls it. We kissed again. I touched her. She moaned and pushed into my hand. How do I reach you? How do I talk to you again? On line, she gave me her email address.

We kissed again, still touching each other intimately. One additional moment and it would have been beyond my ability to control it, to end it. I would have had to steal away with her. Maybe that would have been the best thing for both of us. But we didn’t. We pulled ourselves together, kissed one more time, more passionately this time, and left the restroom.

On line then I whispered I love you as she walked ahead of me to our respective tables. I saw her mouth the words as she got back to her seat beside her mother, staring intently back at me.

The End

 

Pyrotechnics, Part One

  • Posted on July 14, 2015 at 9:32 am

By StarSapphire

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in April 2005 }

Every day for a week now I had seen her in the park as I sat eating my lunch. I don’t know why she attracted me so, but she did. I guessed her age at 10 or 11. Ten proved to be correct. She was a vivacious healthy young girl with collar length dark hair and the warmest brown eyes I’d ever seen and for some reason I didn’t understand I felt a burning sexual desire every time I looked at her.

I had never been attracted to someone so young before. I am happily bisexual and had a childhood full of sexual activity, but only with boys and girls my own age. I’d never before lusted after a 10-year-old even if her tight little butt was just too arousing for words. It was also her face and her grown-up sense of self-assurance that attracted me. Her eyes were to die for and her pretty pink lips were just oh so kissable. Altogether Cheryl was quite a package.

After a week of watching her come by my bench in the park I approached her for the first time the following Monday. It was summer and Cheryl was out of school. On Thursday and Friday I had made eye contact with her and we’d both smiled at each other in recognition. I finally gathered the courage to ask for her name.

“Cheryl” she told me with a bright little smile. “I’ve seen you here lots. What’s yours?” she boldly asked.

“I’m Star” I said. I saw her about to laugh. “I know, it’s a funny name. My parents were hippies, what can I say?”

“I love your name!” she exclaimed with a giggle that sent shivers up and down my body. With the introductions over she sat down beside me and we talked. I told her I was a social worker and my office was only two blocks away. I explained that I worked with alcoholics and drug addicts, which she seemed to find fascinating.

She told me in turn that she had just finished grade 6 and came to the park every noon hour to buy a pizza slice and some grapes that she mostly fed to the hungry seagulls. She loved the birds she told me. I found her oddly reluctant to talk much about her home life, so I left that subject alone.

Every day that first week we sat and talked, then I would go and help her feed the seagulls. She entranced me. At night I would masturbate to fantasies of her then feel guilty for having such thoughts. I was 28, a professional woman with a whole career at stake if I ever carried out my designs on young Cheryl. My feelings seemed out of control and their intensity frightened me.

I would look at Cheryl’s slim young body dressed always in a pair of cotton shorts and a loose top that failed to hide the fact that her breasts had started developing. She never wore a bra and I actually caught myself trying to peek down her top when she bent over. I felt like some kind of horny teenaged boy hoping to cop a look! I also noticed her sneaking looks at my breasts too which drove me nuts. I’m a good 36C and have a trim figure that I’m proud of so I started wearing more revealing tops and tighter clothing hoping to entice more of her interest. It seemed to work.

On the job I would wear a light sweater or shirt to be more appropriate, but I’d take that off in the park when I met with Cheryl. It was a week before a big fireworks display that was going to happen at the beach nearby and I asked her if she would like to go with me, with her parent’s permission of course.

“Gosh yes!” Cheryl exclaimed. “My mom won’t mind. She’s working that night so she won’t need a babysitter,” she told me. “She gets home around 2:00 am. Can I stay with you till then?” she asked.

Could she ever! I gave Cheryl my work and home phone number and asked her to have her mother call me if she liked. She never did. It seems she never took a lot of interest in her daughter’s life, which I found tragic. Apparently her mother agreed without even talking to me on the phone, relieved only that she didn’t need to pay a babysitter. Poor Cheryl, I thought.

The first night of the fireworks I went to her apartment to pick her up. She lived only a few blocks away from me and the beach so we walked together and found a good spot to watch the show. The night was beautiful and clear but with a slight cooling breeze coming in off the ocean. It was perfect.

I had brought some blankets, cushions and some snacks for us, so we settled into our little corner of the universe and snugly awaited the `Symphony of Fire’ we were promised. Having Cheryl sitting so close to me was turning me on and I could feel my wetness building in my aching pussy. Like her I wore a pair of tight cotton shorts. I also added a spandex yellow top that I wore without a bra knowing that Cheryl would notice my nipples growing hard. She wore a plain white cotton blouse that also gave me tantalizing glimpses of her own pretty pink nipples through the light fabric. I pretended a calmness I truly did not feel.

At precisely 10:00pm the show began with a single rocket blazing its way straight up in to the air for hundreds of feet before exploding into a gigantic multi-colored flower. The half million or so of us gathered together gave off a collective `Ooo’ and `Ahh’ as the music started over the many loud speakers set up along the beach. Cheryl snuggled close into me as the sky lit up with a massive series of colorful explosions all set to coordinate with the Mozart concerto that played in the background. I put my arm around her and felt a wondrous rush flow through me every bit the equal in strength to the pyrotechnical display we were watching.

As the show went on each crack and bang of the rockets made Cheryl shiver a little and move closer in to me. Then she took my arm from around her shoulder and brought it across her body. “You have beautiful hands,” she told me as she held my hand up in hers. I looked over at her and kissed her on the cheek.

“So do you princess. In fact you are a very beautiful young girl,” I said with a slight quiver in my voice. Oh my! Was I getting turned on!

Cheryl gently laid her cheek against mine and we stayed that way until the demonstration was over. The finale had red, green, white, blue and yellow fire exploding across the sky just like the orgasm I was soon going to have masturbating when we got to my place. I would excuse myself and go in to the bathroom and do the dirty deed before I did something I might regret.

I held Cheryl’s small hand as we made our way through the exiting crowd to my condo just a few blocks away. The night was gorgeous and cool and everyone was in a good mood. It felt wonderful to be alive and holding Cheryl’s dear hand in mine. I opened the front door of my building and took her into the elevator to my 5th floor condo and let us in.

“Wow!” she exclaimed when she saw my place. I took pride in my living space and had it decorated in soft colors of white and gold. Odd bits of colour came out through the oil paintings I had collected and some of the small mementos and knick-knacks I had placed around the rooms. “Your place is beautiful! Can I use your bathroom?” she asked urgently.

So much for that plan. “Of course, honey. It’s at the end of the hall there, see it?” Cheryl nodded and ran down the hall and closed the door.

As I awaited her return I put my hand down beneath my shorts and between my legs. I was sopping wet. What on earth was I going to do?

When Cheryl returned all smiles and compliments about my bathroom I told her to get ready for bed while I took a shower. After, we’d have a snack before turning in. Cheryl’s mother had agreed that she could sleep over rather than return half awake at 2:00 am.

I got into the bathroom and stripped off my clothes. My nipples were aching with desire and my pussy practically dripping with arousal. Just a few seconds under the water and one hand found my breasts and the other my clit. I came rapidly and hard. Shudders of pleasure shot through my body in waves. With the immediate tension eased I leisurely finished my shower and dried myself off.

Wrapping a towel around myself I headed for my bedroom and caught sight of Cheryl staring at me as I emerged from the bathroom. She had changed into a white T-shirt and (I presumed) panties underneath, exactly what I was about to don. I quickly changed in my room and came back out to join her in my kitchen.

My dark hair was short and dried quickly so I’d just towel-dried it for now and combed it out. I was wearing a thin white cotton T-shirt extra large, white cotton panties and no bra. I wanted to see Cheryl’s reaction to my unbound boobs as my nipples clearly stood out against my shirt. The hem of it came to the tops of my thighs.

“Ooo, you have such nice legs!” Cheryl cooed at me as I sat down at the kitchen table.
“Thank you, and so do you young lady,” I said with a laugh then patted her knee. That touch was electric. “Would you like some ice cream?” I inquired a little shakily.

Cheryl looked up at me with something like wonder in her eyes then gazed down at my erect nipples poking through my thin T-shirt. She simply nodded yes. Wow, was she interested! I gave my ass a little roll as I headed for the fridge. As I returned with the ice cream her eyes again took in my body before settling on my face.

“Do you like what you see?” I asked her playfully yet full of lust.

Cheryl turned beet red “I-I’m sorry Star, but you have such a nice figure,” she murmured guiltily.

“Oh honey! Please! I like you looking at me! I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable. I like looking at you too. You are a very pretty girl, do you know that?” I asked her.

“Really?” she replied. “Nobody’s ever told me that before,” she said with some astonishment.

“Yes you are. Hasn’t your mom ever told you that?” I asked her.

“N-no. My mom doesn’t seem to care about me much. She only tells me to be good and behave myself. She never says she loves me or that I look nice or anything.” A tear fell from her eye then more tears came silently flooding out. My heart ached for her.

As she told it to me Cheryl’s mother had never married and worked nights as a bartender at a downtown club. Her mother just never seemed to have time for her. She was never cruel and she earned enough to keep them both in reasonable comfort materially. She was just absent emotionally to Cheryl, who had gotten what nurturing she could from the many babysitters her mother had provided over the years. She had no idea who her father was nor did she know of any other family.

“Oh Cheryl!” I exclaimed and hugged her close to me. “I love you. I love you dearly, little one.” I said as I rocked her in my arms. The poor child. How could anyone emotionally neglect a young girl like this? “I want you to know that I will always love you sweetheart. I’m here for you. I am your true friend.” I gently stroked her silky dark hair and held her head against my chest. My love fought with my lust for her.

Then Cheryl did something completely unexpected. She pulled back a little, looked up at me then kissed me full on the lips. It was a brief kiss but I definitely felt the fullness of her lips and that soft erotic pressure that signaled more to come. I also tasted her salty tears and tried wiping then away with my fingers.

“I know you are,” Cheryl whispered to me then moved back to her chair and became suddenly interested in her bowl of ice cream. A little shaken by events I followed suit and scooped in a couple of mouthfuls myself.

“Cheryl honey, where would you like to sleep? I can fix you up all nice and cozy on the couch or you can bunk in with me in my big old bed. There’s lots of room.” I held my breath.

“Gosh, can I sleep with you? That would be so cool!” Cheryl burst out.

“Yes, baby. And every night your mom works if you like,” I told her gently. She rushed into my arms and hugged me close.

“Oh thank you, Star! I love you too. A whole lot. More than anyone I’ve ever known!” she declared into my shoulder. Waves of lust collided with surges of compassion within me as I felt her solid young body close to mine.

“Okay, little one. Let’s go to bed now,” I said abruptly as I felt control over my own feelings starting to slip. Our ice cream was finished and I could tell she was tired. I put the bowls in the dishwasher then took her hand and led her into my sanctum sanctorum.

Cheryl was so sweet. She praised my room and found my bed wonderful to fall into. I let her get used to the space then lifted up the covers and settled in. She quickly followed me and we both lay on our sides facing each other and grinning like Cheshire Cats. Then she did it again. She kissed me. It was a light kiss but hinted at something more.

“I love you so much, Star,” she said gazing with her deep brown eyes into mine.

This time I took the initiative. I brought her head close to me then kissed her deeply and directly this time and letting it linger for just a few seconds longer than hers had, a few seconds longer than a friendly peck on the lips.

“Mmm, that was nice,” Cheryl purred as we drew apart.

My heart was beating loudly in my chest by this time. “Would you like me to kiss you some more?” I asked her.

“Please!” Cheryl said then brought her lips in direct contact with mine. This time neither of us wanted to end it. Finally I dared try putting my tongue against her lips.

“W-would you like to kiss this way?” I murmured against her swollen lips. She simply moaned in reply and opened her mouth to allow in my probing tongue. I was in heaven! We kissed passionately for at least a quarter hour. Our tongues danced together and our jaws stretched wide as we sought almost to devour each other. The feel of her soft young lips against mine was exquisite as our mouths slid around in, out and over each other. I softly bit her puffy lower lip then bathed it with my tongue. I repeated it with her upper lip then sought to force my tongue all the way inside her mouth, something that made her groan out loud in ecstasy. Then I stopped. Conscience time!

“Cheryl honey, we need to talk here, okay?” I said gently as my pulse raced a mile a minute.

“Everything’s okay, isn’t it? Did I do something wrong?” she asked urgently.

“No, no, no! You are wonderful. It’s just well, I’m having all these grown-up feelings about you,” I stammered. “I mean, do you know about sex, honey?”

“Yes, you mean like boys and girls making babies and that stuff? Oh sure.”

“Not just that stuff,” I said to her as plainly as I could. “Do you know that if I touch you in certain places they could put me in jail?”

“Oh Gosh, I’d never tell anyone, I promise!” She blurted out.

Cheryl put her hands to her mouth as if to seal her lips in perpetuity. Then I saw a far away look in her eye and I had to ask.

“Have you ever done this before, Cheryl? It’s okay. You can tell me and I won’t try to put anyone else in jail either,” I said as gently as I could.

She hummed and hawed at first but then began to tell me that one of her babysitters last year had taught her how to masturbate and this had moved on to kissing, some finger fucking and eventually oral sex with this twenty year old girl. But Cheryl had been so needy and the girl didn’t realize that Cheryl had fallen in love with her. When the babysitter abruptly stopped coming by Cheryl was devastated.

“My poor child,” I cried as I gathered her into my breast. “I would never hurt you like that. Ever.”

What was I saying? Was I offering her an unlimited relationship? The rational part of my mind screamed at me to back off but every emotion in my body led me straight back to little Cheryl and her tragic childhood. My feelings of lust warred against my common sense and I agonized over the course our relationship could now take. I loved Cheryl deeply and with all my heart but not just as a child but as the woman inside her that was forced to emerge amidst the emotional, uncaring chaos that was her home life.

Cheryl was quietly sobbing against my shoulder after her story was told. “Was I bad?” she asked me earnestly.

“Honey no! Of course not!” I told her. “It’s that babysitter who was bad, hurting you the way she did! Sex isn’t bad, it’s how we treat each other before during and after that makes it good or bad. Sex just IS, honey. It’s up to us to make each experience meaningful and precious. Like kissing you. I love you so much I don’t want to take you anywhere you don’t want to go. I wanted to talk to you about that, that’s all.”

“Star, I really love you,” Cheryl said. “I mean I’m like IN love with you, do you know what I mean?”

“Gosh, honey, yes I do. I feel the same way about you. I think I have since I first saw you,” I answered truthfully.

“Star, is it okay that we’re both girls? I get awful confused sometimes about my feelings. Aren’t I supposed to like boys?” she asked me plaintively.

“Baby doll, you can like whoever you want. I used to like boys but now I only like girls, especially this girl!” I said, giving her a little poke. Cheryl giggled.

“Does that mean it’s okay then, that I like girls? Especially this girl?” She laughed and poked me back.

“You betcha!” I exclaimed and hugged her tightly.

“Okay,” Cheryl boldly asserted. “Can I see your titties, then?” She asked me with an embarrassed little giggle.

“You like my boobs, huh?” I said cupping each one in my hand and feeling the desire flow through them like fire. I was crossing the line but nothing had ever felt more right I dropped my hands down to the hem then lifted my T-shirt over my head baring my breasts for the first time to my new lover. “Do you want to touch them?” I asked her as I lightly stroked my already erect nipples.

Cheryl’s eyes looked big as saucers as she stared at my tits. Then both her hands reached out and covered my nipples. I took her hands and pressed them in harder and she caught on to the idea and started massaging them like a pro, a look of sheer delight on her face. Oh, the tingling waves that shot through my body at her touch!

“Tell you what,” I said as she eagerly felt me up. “Let’s get naked, okay?”

Cheryl laughed and surrendered my breast flesh long enough to remove her T-shirt and white cotton panties. I got out of bed to remove mine, giving her a full view of my naked body, especially now the tightly trimmed dark fur of my pussy and the pink lips that showed through my light forest of hair. Cheryl’s mouth literally hung open looking at me. I had never received such a compliment before, believe me! I could now see her own swollen little breast buds capped by small coral-pink nipples that stood as erect as they could for their size. Her bare little slit looked so darling I had to restrain myself from diving headfirst between her lovely young legs and eating it all up.

I climbed back onto the bed and we embraced, this time naked, this time as lovers. We kissed deeply and passionately as our hands roamed freely over each other’s bodies. I felt her squeezing my breast as I cupped the tight little cheeks of her ass then moved my fingers up to play with her hard little nipple. She moaned her pleasure into my mouth as I tweaked and twirled her soft little tits then moved my hand lower, down across her stomach to finally cup her virgin slit in my hand.

“Baby doll,” I whispered against her swollen lips “I’m gonna rock your world!” I declared passionately. My hand performed slow circles around Cheryl’s hard little clit as my mouth moved down to capture each of her nipples in turn. She moaned and writhed with excitement as my mouth moved lower and my tongue toyed briefly with her cute little belly button before moving all the way down to claim its prize… Cheryl’s swollen pink labia and distended little clit now flowing with her juices and my saliva.

I moved between her legs and kept my head buried in her pussy. I was sucking and lapping her in delicious mouthfuls as my own hand went between my legs and I began to masturbate as I ate Cheryl’s scrumptious little pussy. She tasted wonderful! So clean and girlish I savored every drop of juice from her adorable cunt. As my tongue worked its way in and out of her vagina my own fingers were busy between my own legs. I could feel Cheryl start to come.

At first it was a little tremor then a spasm followed by a huge contraction that lifted her firm young hips clear off the bed. I glued my mouth to her cunny and drank in her juice that to me was sweet as nectar, and rode out her orgasm with my mouth in place. Cheryl cried out in pleasure and broke into tears as her climax slowly subsided.

“Oh God Star! You made me come! I… I`ve never come like that before! I only thought I came all those times!” she wailed. Her tears turned to laughter as I moved up to embrace her. “Hold me, please, Star?” she pleaded.

I held her tight and rocked her slowly in my arms for what seemed like hours. Finally pulling apart I looked into her big brown eyes.

“Was that, well, alright for you honey?” I asked her anxiously. “Did I go too far, baby doll?”

Cheryl just looked at my anxious face and laughed out loud. “That was the most wonderful experience of my whole life!” she exclaimed, then threw herself at me.

Cheryl and I fell together onto the bed with her firmly positioned atop me, flattening my mammaries as she scooched around a bit, reveling, as was I, in the feel of our naked skin in such close erotic contact. Then she kissed me sweetly on the lips.

“Were you playing with yourself while you licked me?” she asked in open wonder.

“Oh yes honey. That’s how much you turned me on. Is it okay if I do that? You can too, you know,” I added.

“No… I mean Yes! I liked watching you doing it to yourself. I mean I, uh , play with myself too, ever since last year. It’s okay if you want to. Is it okay if I watch you?” she asked me tentatively.

Oh yes it was okay. I hadn’t masturbated with somebody for years and here Cheryl was inviting me. “I’m very close to coming baby doll, so watch me closely!” I moved my hand down between my legs as my forefinger dipped into my slit and felt my drenching wetness. Quickly I found my clit and began to work away at it.

Cheryl sat with her mouth open and her eyes wide open and staring at my busy hand at work on my aching cunt. I was finger-fucking myself with two fingers rapidly in and out while I circled my engorged little clit with the other hand. I opened my eyes to stare at her naked, staring at me and my orgasm exploded inside me. It literally felt like one of those rockets at the beach it was so hot and intense. Wave after pulsing wave washed through me as Cheryl stood mesmerized by my autoerotic demonstration.

“Star, that was so hot!” Cheryl exclaimed.

She threw herself into my arms and we held each other tight as we let our passion ebb just a little. “Honey, you can play with yourself all you want with me. It’s natural and a great way to relieve tension!” I murmured into her dark hair. She chuckled a little.

“Can I do it now?” she asked me earnestly.

“Cheryl, honey, you never need to ask my permission to do that. If it feels good and the time is right, then go ahead!” I proclaimed.

We sat facing each other Indian style, so Cheryl’s hot pink slit was on full display as mine was to her. She first licked her fingers then brought them down to begin circling her tiny clit. She started slowly but began to speed up. She put her head back then opened her eyes and asked me if I would play with my tits for her as she watched.

She surprised me with her request, especially when she said `tits’. It seemed so grown up somehow but I could certainly do that. “No problem, sweetness. You like to watch a bit too, do you?” I asked her as I began to massage my breasts hard and strong, pulling on my pink-brown nipples, making them so erect I thought they might burst. Her hand meanwhile became almost a blur between her legs as she stared at me fondling myself for her. I was marveling at her sexual energy when her second orgasm of the night overtook her.

Cheryl’s second climax was every bit the equal of the first. Her body arched off my bed as her fingers stayed buried deep inside her virgin pussy. I was only about two feet away from her throbbing vulva so I saw the juices come out of her to coat her fingers. As she slowly came back to earth I scooped her up in my arms, then took her busy little fingers and sucked them clean in my mouth. Cheryl smiled up at me with a look of glowing contentment then curled up sweetly into my arms.

That night Cheryl and I forged an amazing bond and found an almost divine sexual chemistry that would sometimes leave us both panting for each other at any time of the day or night, either separated or together. Her mother’s odd hours meant that Cheryl stayed at my place at least four times a week that summer and when school began it just seemed natural that Cheryl would come barreling in through my doorway when I got home from work.

Continue on to Part Two