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I Was the Daughter of a Porn Star, Chapter 53

  • Posted on October 15, 2016 at 3:21 pm

Poolside Sex and Plans Are Made

By Cheryl Taggert 

If you need help keeping up with the characters, you may go here.

When Saturday arrived, Jenna was beside herself with anticipation. I got so nervous from her inability to settle down and find something to help her pass the time until Gwen arrived and we placed the call that I finally called Marie to see if she could come over for a swim.

It wasn’t that I didn’t sympathize with my sister and how much she longed to see her mother. It was just that her nervousness made mine worse.

Marie arrived and we went out back to our pool. We stripped off all our clothes and dove into the cool, refreshing water. The pool was secluded and we also had a privacy fence that prevented nosy neighbors from seeing what went on there. And plenty went on, I can assure you. Deanna, Marie, and I had enjoyed many orgasms either in the pool or lying beside it. Jenna, too, had enjoyed the privacy with her special friends, like Carmen.

“Where’s Jenna?” Marie asked.

“Inside.”

“Doesn’t she want to swim with us?”

I grinned at my lover. “You thinking about a threesome?”

Marie smiled back at me, her leer obvious. “Am I that transparent?”

I laughed. “Not always, but you are this time.”

“You never answered my question, though. Do you think she’d like to swim with us?”

“I kinda doubt it. She’s on pins and needles about a phone call.”

“Oh? A secret admirer?”

“No. Nothing like that. Her mother.”

Marie’s eyes shot wide open and her mouth hung open, gaping. “You mean her real mother?”

I nodded. “Yeah. She’s supposed to talk to her mom later today. We’re calling her this afternoon.”

“Wow. How long has this been going on? I thought you said you guys didn’t know where she was.”

“We didn’t. A friend of ours managed to find her.”

“Why doesn’t she just come here instead of call?”

“It’s a long story,” I said.

Marie looked around, emphasizing how alone we were. “I don’t see any other pressing business.”

“Okay, but you have to promise not to tell anyone. If the wrong people find out we know where Cindy is, bad things could happen.”

“Geez, you sound like someone could be killed or something,” she said, chuckling. My look silenced her. “Oh my God, really? Someone could, like, die?”

“I know that sounds melodramatic, but yeah. You’ll understand what I mean when I tell you.”

She moved closer to me where I was hanging from the edge of the pool.

“Let’s get out for this,” I said. “I don’t want to tell you while clinging to a wall. Too much appropriate symbolism for me.”

When we were seated at the table near the pool and the table’s umbrella was opened to provide some shade, I scooted my seat to be closer to Marie. I didn’t even want to talk loud enough for someone nearby to hear, even though we were completely alone.

“Jenna’s mom, Cindy, is being held at a compound in Colombia, not far from Bogota.”

“You mean like held as in against her will?”

“Yeah.”

“By who?”

It was a fair question, but I really couldn’t answer it except to give a name. “His name is Pablo Peligro. He’s apparently a really bad dude, and if he knew we had found Cindy and were already planning to get her out of there, he would make sure that didn’t happen, even if it meant killing the woman who located Cindy — and maybe even my mom.”

Tears burned my eyes and the look of love and caring coming from Marie warmed my heart in the midst of my fear. She leaned in and hugged me.

“That’s not gonna happen. Don’t think about that,” she said, holding me as I got control of myself again.

When I’d regained my composure, I looked at Marie. “You see why you can’t tell anyone, don’t you? I wasn’t kidding about people could die.”

“Yeah, I understand. I won’t tell a soul. I swear.”

We sat there in silence for a moment until Marie leaned in towards me and kissed me softly on the lips. She quickly ended that kiss only to move in for another one, pressing her lips to mine with a bit more urgency. When she pulled back and came in for a third kiss, I opened my mouth and my tongue sought hers.

“Let’s move to the big lounger,” she said. We had a lounger big enough for two adults that we often enjoyed while outside swimming. It was great for some intimate sex between two fifteen-year-old girls.

As we lay back, her hand went to my pussy and began to rub me gently, coaxing my clit to peek out from beneath her hood of flesh. My hand went to her boobs, hefting them and pinching the nipples lightly, tweaking them until they had puckered.

Soon, my mouth had replaced my hand and I was sucking first one nipple then the other. My teeth would also take hold of the pointy tips and nibble on them while my tongue flicked them back and forth. Judging from her small moans, she was enjoying this attention quite a bit.

Then she was laying me back and moving toward my own swelling mounds of flesh, bringing my nipples to excited attention.

I looked over to the sliding glass doors. Danni was there, smiling at us. She was dressed in sweatpants and a sports bra. She had one hand between her legs, squeezing her pussy from outside the cotton of the pants. Her other hand was similarly occupied with her breasts, which remained covered for now. I signaled for her to join us, but she slowly shook her head. I knew she liked to watch, and I was happy to let her.

I returned my attention to Marie and what she was doing. She had left my boobs behind and was busy working her way down my tummy. Her hand was still softy rubbing my pussy slit, using her fingers to separate the folds of my labia, dip down to gather some of my juices, then move back up to lubricate my clit.

Then she was there. Her face hovered over my mound for a second as she glanced up into my eyes.

“I love you,” she said and I watched as she inhaled my scent, her eyes closing as she enjoyed the fragrance.

Then her head was moving, her mouth seeking my pussy, her tongue extended to lick me.

At the first contact, I felt a shiver run throughout my body. I glanced again at the sliding doors, and Danni was now naked, one hand at her pussy, the other squeezing her breast while pinching her nipple.

I noticed Jenna in the room behind her, sitting on the sofa and barely taking notice of what was going on. In fact, based on her posture, she looked as if she were completely unaware that Danni was masturbating only a few feet away from her. Instead, she was shuffling a deck of cards, something I knew she did when she was nervous and just needed to do something.

Suddenly, I wished I had a camera to photograph this erotic tableau. It would have made an amazing picture. A sexy woman in her twenties masturbating while a naked pubescent girl sat a few feet away shuffling cards and basically ignoring the sexual activity around her. I assumed from Jenna’s bare shoulders that she was naked. I wasn’t sure if it would be an illegal picture or not since I couldn’t see any personal areas of her body, just her shoulders and head, but I wanted that picture anyway.

A jolt from my pussy reminded me to keep my attention on what was going on down there. I could feel my pussy getting creamier and creamier as my glands produced the warm, delicious fluids that could make my pussy so slippery fingers would glide among the folds of flesh with ease.

Marie was starting to do her little nibbling trick where she would chew my inner labia softly without letting her teeth get even close to meeting, while her tongue danced on my clit, which was, to say the least, a very willing dance partner. My clit felt as though it wanted to move about on its own and remain in contact with my lover’s fleshy tongue, completing the two-partner dance.

But my clit was incapable of that, so instead I moaned my desire for Marie to keep her tongue firmly in place on my little girl.

Marie knew me and my pussy well. She knew the intense orgasm she was building would depend on some direct contact and some maddening journeys to other parts of my cunt. Still, the millions of nerve endings in my clit begged for contact.

I was squirming my butt into the soft cloth of the chair, doing my best to move closer to my orgasm.

Looking once more at the glass doors, I saw that Danni now had both hands at her pussy, and based on how she was squatting slightly, I thought she might have a finger of one hand in her butt. Jenna had stopped shuffling the cards to take notice now, and she was casually staring at Danni while my former teacher masturbated herself to her approaching orgasm. Jenna looked as if she had come upon an interesting exhibit in the zoo. The casual nature of how we in our house treated masturbation occurred to me as I watched how Jenna was reacting in such a nonchalant manner.

Then I realized that Jenna had one hand in her lap, though I couldn’t see it from where I was. However, based on the angle of her elbow that rested on the sofa’s arm, I knew her hand was there. I could also see tiny movements that led me to know she was also touching herself.

As I approached my orgasm, seeming to sneak up on it to capture it and make it mine, Jenna rose from the sofa. She was naked, as I’d suspected, and she moved to Danni, where she went to her knees and buried her face into the soft flesh of Danni’s butt.

My sister was rimming Danni.

That was all I needed. Marie, sensing how close I was, had begun pressing her tongue directly onto my clit without moving away from it, though she licked my clit back and forth with her lovely tongue.

My body erupted into a massive orgasm that seized me from the inside out, shaking my flesh into an erotic trembling. My moans escaped my throat with a staccato rhythm as the climax seemed unwilling to let go of me until I had experienced one of the best orgasms I’d had in a while, which was certainly saying something, since I’d had some really fabulous ones recently.

Once my body settled down some, Marie moved to lie beside me, where she held me and whispered to me how much she loved me.

Being held by her and whispered to that way was pure bliss.

Finally, I moved to return the wonderful favor. My mouth watered for her, and it didn’t take much time to begin licking and sucking her pussy toward its joy.

Even though I’ve been eating pussy since I was six, I still didn’t think myself as good at it as Marie was. She seemed to be born to lick and suck pussy. I did my best, though, and soon she was reaching her own crescendo and her body heaved with the magnificence of the wonderful ‘O’ and its aftermath.

We lay back together and caught our breath before delving once more into our lovemaking.

“Jenna and Danni were watching,” Marie said.

“Yeah, I know.”

“Jenna was rimming Danni when she came,” she continued.

“Yeah, I saw.”

“That was really hot to watch,” she concluded.

“Yeah, it was,” I said.

Taking a deep breath, I leaned over and kissed my lover so we could each taste our juices on the other’s mouth. The kiss took us on the same journey the first one of that day had, and soon we were wallowing in our mutual orgasms as we enjoyed our sixty-nine on the double chair.

At one point in our ecstatic journey, I noticed that Danni was now on her knees and licking Jenna to an orgasm. It made me happy to know Jenna had become involved in such a delightful distraction from her nervousness and anxiety about her mother.

Later, Marie had to leave so she got dressed. I remained naked. I’d grown into quite the nudist since starting my job.

Marie’s sister Linda arrived to pick up an obviously exhausted Marie.

“I can see you two had fun,” she said. I had dared to accompany my friend to the car sans clothing. People would have to be looking down our driveway at just the precise moment to see me through the gate that opened through the stone wall that separated our property from the street.

I grinned at Linda. “We had a blast!”

“A blast OFF,” Marie said, correcting me with a chuckle.

After they left I went back into the house and used the bathroom to pee. I had just sat down to do some reading when the doorbell rang.

Checking the security peephole, I saw it was Gwen. I opened the door and let her in.

“We’re placing the call in about ten minutes. Where’s your mom?” she asked.

“I’ll get her,” I said.

My mom had told us she would be busy with something in her room all day and to let her know when Gwen arrived. Aunt Emmy, her sister, was with her and they both dropped the papers they were going over when I told them Gwen was here.

When we had all gathered near the phone, Gwen said, “I actually spoke to Cindy yesterday. She wants us to start planning to come get her soon. Today, she will tell us the date and time. We will need to use a private aircraft, since getting her out of the country could be tricky since she no longer has access to her passport.”

The tension was thick when Gwen said that. The reality of the situation hit us all. We were going to attempt a daring rescue. One that was on one side illegal — the movement of a person from one country to another without going through the proper channels — yet on the other side it was morally correct.

I realized suddenly the truthfulness of my high school freshman year civics teacher when he said, “There is no right or wrong, just varying shades of gray.”

Gwen lifted the receiver and placed the call.

********

“Are you insane?” Carlo asked Cindy as she sat before him on her bed.

They had made plans to get her out of the compound to meet friends who were going to hire a private plane and pilot. The plan had been discussed several times by now, making sure they had addressed every possible problem that could arise.

He was going to say his mother was very ill and he needed to go see her. He would have to convince Pablo to allow him to borrow what the evil man referred to as ‘the work car,’ which was a Buick with a large trunk. It was not used often, only when a large cargo needed to be transported in the spacious cargo area. Carlo would ask for this car because it was so rarely used, and that way Pablo would have what he referred to as ‘the luxury car’ available for his use. Carlo would suggest Antonio, one of the other workers at the complex, to serve as chauffeur in Carlo’s absence.

Carlo had even taken the precaution of getting his sister to stay at his mother’s house during the crucial time and to make sure she answered all incoming calls. She was told to say their mother was indeed very ill and Carlo needed to come see her before she died.

Meanwhile, Cindy was to run to a designated place on the property and wait for Carlo to arrive at the spot, where she would hide in the spacious trunk. She would have arranged for such an escape before now, but she had not trusted anyone enough to request their help.

The one thing they were trusting to luck was that Pablo would not notice Cindy’s disappearance until it was too late.

What had caused Carlo to question Cindy’s sanity was that she had just said she would not leave without the twin eight-year-old girls, Sophia and Sonia.

“I’m not leaving without them,” she said again. “They are so young. Their lives will be ruined forever. If I can get them away from this monster, they may have a happy life.”

“Who will care for them?”

“I will.”

“You have no job. What prospects do you have in the United States?” he asked.

That was true, but she felt she might be able to get some help from Kayleigh, who had taken over raising Cindy’s daughter, Jenna, without so much as one complaint or question.

“I will manage,” she said. “All I know is I can’t leave them here.”

“Where will they ride in the car?”

“In the trunk with me. They are tiny girls, they will fit.”

“Have you spoken to them about this?”

She had. They had been doubtful about whether or not it could ever happen, but she had assured them it would, and soon. She told Carlo they were aware of her plans to escape with them, but not when. “That I will tell them at the proper time,” she said.

Carlo looked at this woman he had come to know and, yes, love. He knew he was risking his life to get her away from here, and he knew he would miss her terribly, but he also knew that unless she was freed soon, she would die here, still a young woman. He loved her enough to want her to live, even if that life were far away, rather than watch her die here at the hands of the person he thought of as the world’s most evil man.

It was then his cell phone rang. He lifted the large thing from its holster on his belt and answered. “Esto es Carlo.”

“Carlo! Como estas? Esto es Gwen!” She did this to make sure it was truly Carlo on the line, and not someone pretending to be him.

They had discussed this on their previous call, and he said in English, “Perhaps we could meet tonight.”

Gwen sighed in relief. This was their prearranged response to let her know it was indeed Carlo.

Then Carlo said, “She is here with me. We haven’t much time. Here she is, and she has some… news to share.”

He handed the phone to Cindy. “Gwen?” she asked, feeling her heart pound against her ribs.

“Yes. What is the news?”

Cindy took a deep breath.

“There are these children,” she began. “They are twin girls, only eight-years-old, and… well… and–“

“You want to bring them with you,” Gwen finished for her.

Cindy said, “Yes. Otherwise, their lives will be miserable. They will be old women by the time they are sixteen. Pablo forces them to… to ‘perform’ for him.”

Gwen looked at the questioning looks around her.

“Bring who with her?” Kayleigh asked.

“Cindy, talk to your daughter and Cheryl while I talk to Kayleigh, okay?”

“Gladly!” Cindy said.

Gwen pulled Kayleigh and the other adults aside while the girls talked to Cindy.

“There are these twin girls, only eight-years-old, and she wants to bring them with her.”

“That’s fine,” said Kayleigh without hesitation. “If Cindy doesn’t want to leave them there, that’s good enough for me.”

“Pablo forces them to have sex with each other for his enjoyment.”

“Then they definitely come.” Kayleigh’s pronouncement was final.

“That’s fine, but you need to be aware of the added risks involved with that. This increases the likelihood their absence will be discovered before we have the chance to get them fully away. Plus, the more people we are rescuing, the more likely something will go wrong.”

Kayleigh thought about this for a minute before saying, “That’s a chance we’ll have to take. I trust Cindy’s judgment in this. If she needs them out, then out they will be.”

Gwen looked at Kayleigh. The determination in her eyes was enough to tell her it was useless to argue.

They moved back toward the girls and Kayleigh took the phone.

“Cindy?”

“God, it’s good to hear your voice,” Cindy said.

“It’s good to hear yours. I wanted to tell you that bringing the twins will be fine. Just understand the increased danger of doing that. I don’t want all three of you to get killed, which would definitely happen if you don’t make it.”

“We’ll be careful,” Cindy said.

“When will the rescue take place?” Kayleigh asked.

“Two weeks from tomorrow,” Cindy said. “Carlo has already mailed a map showing how to get to the field where the plane can land. You should receive it within a week. We can talk one week from today at the same time to make the final plans.”

“Are the twins aware of the plans?”

At that moment, Cindy and Carlo heard Pablo’s loud voice as he entered the main house where she stayed. Without saying good-bye, she hit the disconnect button on the phone and tossed it to Carlo, who managed to get it back into its holster less than a second before Pablo entered the room.

“It is going to be–.” Pablo stopped in mid-sentence, surprised to see Carlo in the room.

“What are you doing in here?” he said to Carlo in Spanish, suspicion clear in his voice.

“I apologize, señor. I was, well, I was thinking about your offer the other day.”

“Offer?”

“Yes. You offered me, well, some time with your woman.”

“Woman? No, Carlo, she is a whore. Nothing more. You are thinking of having some fun with her?”

“Yes, if it is still okay with you.”

Pablo looked the two over and said, “That is fine, but you must always be sure it is okay with me. Do not ever help yourself to something that is mine, even if I have offered it before. Understand?”

“Yes, sir. I understand.”

Cindy had sat with her head down, looking at the floor and praying during this exchange between Carlo and the devil. She loved Carlo, was in love with him, but she knew it would never work out for them. She had thought of him during the few times now that this beast was rutting away on top of her. She felt such fantasies were the only things that could help her maintain her sanity.

“So,” said Pablo, taking a seat, “go ahead and take her.”

“Here? Now?” Carlo asked, clearly shocked by the idea of having sex with Cindy while Pablo watched.

“Yes, señor. Here and now,” Pablo said. Standing, Pablo began to remove his clothes. Carlo noticed he was already half erect.

Carlo looked at Cindy. Both felt they had no choice in the matter.

Cindy looked into Carlo’s eyes. She knew he had thought quickly when caught in her room, but now it looked as though the first time they made love was going to be witnessed by the monster who was the cause of all her pain.

“You will take her, and I will watch. Then when I am ready, she will finish me with her mouth,” Pablo said with the air of a man whose wishes were always granted. “And while she does, you will watch.”

Pablo sat and was absently fondling his penis, bringing it fully erect.

“So strip,” he said to Carlo, who was now the only one in the room with clothing on.

Carlo looked at Cindy and there was a request for forgiveness in his eyes. She had wanted this, but not in this manner, not with Pablo watching them.

Once Carlo was naked, he stepped toward Cindy, who took him into her mouth to get him hard.

Pablo sat back with a satisfied smile on his face. He loved it when circumstances led him to a pleasure he hadn’t considered before.

He had long thought Carlo was falling in love with Cindy. He knew they talked, and he intended to put an end to it soon. He wondered which one he would have killed and quickly decided it would be Cindy. After all, he had thought, a woman is much easier to find than a good chauffeur.

Continue on to Chapter 54

 

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  • Posted on October 14, 2016 at 2:30 pm

By JetBoy

I’d like to bring up a subject that is very near and dear to my partners and me: your comments and feedback, and how crucially important it is to us — and this site.

We three have addressed this topic many times over in our various blog entries, comments, statements of purpose and story introductions — but always as an aside. Now, the time feels right to explain why the gift of your words and thoughts means so very much to us.

First, a few words about what goes into making Juicy Secrets what it is.

Without even asking, I can speak for Naughty Mommy, Cheryl and myself in saying that the running of this site is a genuine labor of love. Read our first-year anniversary blog post to get an inkling of the satisfaction and outright joy we’ve derived from planning Juicy Secrets, bringing it to life and watching it grow.

But when you click onto our link and navigate around the site, exploring its nooks and crannies, what you’re seeing is the result of work. A lot of work. Adding new posts and stories (which often includes considerable reformatting from the original source), hunting for thrilling images to accompany them, making necessary changes to the site pages to present and catalogue these posts, penning notes and comments for each other’s writing, doing the back-and-forth with our guest authors (even the ones that don’t make the cut), trawling through Leslita’s vast repository of lesbian fiction for stories to add to our archive, etc.

Not to mention writing our own stories, which requires a heaping helping of time in itself.

Finally, there’s the hours my partners and I spend hashing ideas, problems, planning and logistics between us. You might find this difficult to believe, but we exchange emails about what’s happening with the site almost every single day, holidays included.

Needless to say, we don’t make a cent doing this. Actually, it’s not even possible to make a living writing the kind of fiction that we do. I’d estimate that ninety-eight percent of our content consists of stories that no publisher (actual or virtual) would touch with a ten-foot pole — and the lion’s share of them wouldn’t be accepted by any of the big erotica sites, either.

Which brings us to the million-dollar question: why do we do this? Well, there’s the pride my cohorts and I feel at having created Juicy Secrets, and the security of having a safe space for our work. But there’s also the enormous pleasure of having that work noticed and acknowledged, particularly in the words of praise and the thoughtful comments that some of you are kind enough to leave after you read.

It’s hard to describe just how good it feels, that giddy surge of delight that we experience when a reader compliments our writing. It’s a friendly pat on the back, an assuring smile, a hug of encouragement that tells us our work has value — and all the time, effort and occasional frustration that went into it was worthwhile. The warm regard of an audience is a better high than any drug, no question.

On the other hand, it’s a major downer to pay a visit to a recently posted story, one that you put your heart and soul into, and find no more than a single comment, or nothing at all. I’ve known authors of erotic stories — good stories — who’ve simply abandoned their craft in defeat, convinced that barely anyone gives a damn about their work.

Don’t misunderstand, dear readers — your Boy Author is not throwing a woe-unto-us pity party here. Cheryl, Naughty Mommy and I derive a great deal of satisfaction from doing what we do. But your comments add so much to that satisfaction that I’m willing to put aside my pride — indeed, even my dignity! — to plead with you good people: spare a thought for us when you especially enjoy reading a Juicy Secrets story, and leave a comment.

It should be added here that, much as we crave your praise, it’s even more important that you leave comments for our guest authors. Doing so will increase the likelihood that they’ll continue to write — a winning situation for both Juicy Secrets and its readers!

One final point: we are not — emphatically not — asking anyone to offer praise for our work if we haven’t earned it. As the great comedian Flip Wilson once said, “If you didn’t intend to applaud, don’t applaud. Keep your damn hands to yourself!” On the other hand, if the story moved your soul, got you feeling warm and tingly all over, or spurred you into a “happy ending” of your own… why not take sixty seconds out of your life to tell us so? Thirty seconds, even. Hell, you can type “Great story!” in less than ten. And it honestly does mean the world to us.

Thanks for indulging my shameless pandering, and for being a part of this site’s extended family. (You must be, if you’ve read this far.) May the road always rise with you.

Love, JetBoy

 

Secrets, Chapter 13

  • Posted on October 13, 2016 at 11:12 pm

By Naughty Mommy

The elevator door opened at the 6th floor of the hotel, and we stepped out. But then I stopped for a moment in the hall, placing a hand on Tina’s arm, and said, “Now, are you absolutely positive you want to do this? We can still change our minds. I can, you know, just take you home or whatever.”

“Are you kidding?” she giggled. “Of course I want to. It’s all I’ve been thinking about all week.”

“All right. As long as you’re sure.”

“I am.”

“Good.”

The room was clean, fairly spacious, and nicely appointed. Nothing fancy, but pleasant. I’d selected a small, mid-range business hotel for our clandestine meeting, and it seemed just right. Most important, of course, it was totally private. We could say and do anything inside that room, and no one would ever know, unless we told them.

“So, um, are you hungry?” I asked, after making sure the door was securely locked. “Because I thought maybe we could order a room service lunch, and then talk for a while. I’ll tell you anything you want to know about, well, everything. And after that we can, you know, do whatever.”

“Sure,” she nodded, wagging her eyebrows teasingly, “whatever.”

It surprised me somewhat how nonchalant the girl appeared to be. I, the supposed adult, was the one who was nervous and fidgety. Shouldn’t it be the other way around?

Tina seemed to sense my edginess. She set her backpack down, then came to me, taking both my hands in hers. “It’s okay, Ms. Drisc — um, I mean Shelly. I promise that whatever you tell me, no one will ever know. I won’t tell a soul. Honest, you can trust me. You really can.”

“Thank you,” I smiled, taking a deep breath and slowly letting it out. “I, uh, I appreciate that.”

“Is it okay if I kiss you now?”

I giggled, feeling most of the tension drain away. “Yes, I’d like that.”

I was perhaps an inch or so taller than Tina, but with me in heels, albeit low, and her in little sneakers, she had to tip her face up, bringing her mouth to mine. I gazed into her lovely blue eyes, smelled her flowery perfume, then closed my eyes and we kissed.

It was gentle and tender, no tongues, simply soft lips on soft lips. And it took my breath away. I was crazy for this girl.

One kiss is all I got then. A nice, long, slow, soft kiss — but only one. She finished kissing me, then stepped back, smiling, her pretty face aglow. “I really like you, Shelly. I’m so glad you wanted to do this, you know, meet here today.”

“Me too,” I nodded. Then I picked up the room service menu. “Now, what do you feel like having?”

Tina said she wasn’t very hungry. She ordered a fruit plate, and I had a BLT, but ate only half of a it. I didn’t want to look like a pig in front of this slim little 105-pound teenager (I weighed about 140, and was trying constantly to lose).

Before lunch was delivered, and as we were eating, we talked mostly about subjects that were personal, but not especially intimate. There was no hurry. We had the whole afternoon to become better acquainted. Tina wasn’t expected home until around 5:00, and neither was I.

I learned about her childhood, about the games she liked to play, and I told her about myself as a girl. We had a lot in common, both being bright but mostly shy, preferring to amuse ourselves most of the time instead of joining big group activities. We liked some of the same kinds of music, and had read and enjoyed many of the same books.

I learned that her father, who was quite a bit older than her mother, had passed away when Tina was 9 years old, dying of a sudden heart attack. Since then, her mother had never come close to remarrying, and in fact hadn’t dated at all for several years. She seemed content, according to Tina, to spend her home at home with her daughters.

“Does she work?” I asked at one point. “I mean, does she have a job?”

“No, she got, like, enough money after my dad died that she doesn’t have to work now. Sometimes she does volunteer stuff, but not a paying job or anything like that.”

I told her that both my parents had died a few years earlier, in an auto accident. The only real family I had now was my big sister Jae.

“Are you guys close? Oh, but I guess you must be,” she giggled, “after what I heard you saying to her on the phone.”

“Yes, we are,” I smiled. “We always have been. Jae’s my best friend.”

“Do you, um, do you do the same kind of stuff with her that you do with your daughter?”

“Uh, well…”

We were both done eating by then. After wiping my hands on a napkin, I got up from the small table where we’d been sitting, and suggested, “It might be more comfortable talking if we sat on the bed.”

“Yeah, or maybe in the bed.”

That made me laugh, and as Tina stood, I said, “Are you sure you haven’t done anything with anyone? I mean, you seem awfully confident for, you know, for a novice or something.”

“Well, I’m pretty good at acting,” she grinned, eyes twinkling. “I guess I am kind of scared and nervous inside, but not really that much. You make me feel, um, like everything’s okay, like I’m safe with you.”

“You are,” I nodded. “But not too safe.”

“Okay,” she giggled.

As Tina had proposed, I pulled back the covers so we could sit inside the bed and talk some more. We both took off our shoes, and then, after hesitating a moment, I said, “My slacks will get all wrinkly if I wear them in bed. You don’t mind if I take them off, do you?”

“No, I don’t mind.”

“And, uh, my sweater too, same thing.”

“Sure, all right.”

I pulled my sweater over my head and folded it, placing it on a chair. Then I unbuttoned my slacks and pushed them down, stepping out of them, carefully laying them over the arm of the chair. I was wearing knee-high nylons, so I sat on the edge of the bed and removed those as well. And last, I lifted my shell top off. I was left in only a bra and panties.

Tina had been simply watching the whole time, standing beside the open bed. I smiled at her, then got in, propping a pillow behind myself, leaning against the headboard.

“Well, uh… my skirt,” she pointed. “It might get wrinkled.”

“Probably right. Better take it off.”

She did, letting me see her ultra-cute Hello Kitty panties.

“And, like, my top too.”

“Can’t be too careful,” I nodded.

She removed the tank top. Her bra was pink, with yellow trim, probably an A-cup. At 15, Tina was still developing, but was off to a very nice start. She climbed in bed next to me. We pulled the covers up to our waists, sitting side by side.

“Now,” I said, “last week I promised that I would tell you whatever you wanted to know about me and my daughter, Kerie, and I will. Also, you just asked about Jae, about what I’ve done with her, if anything. The answer to that is, not very much. Not as much as with Kerie, anyway. Jae and I have done some kissing, and we’ve masturbated together a couple of times, but that’s basically all.”

“Okay.”

“So, is there anything special you’d like to ask about me and Kerie?”

“Well, I mean, all you’ve told me about her so far is that you sleep together, you know, in the same bed. That you sleep naked, and that sometimes she gets on top of you and kind of slides around or something.”

“Uh-huh.”

“But, um,” she continued, “I actually heard a lot more than that, when you were talking on the phone last week.”

“What did you hear?”

“Well, I heard you say something about, um, having her fingers inside you, a little girl’s fingers. That was — you meant Kerie’s fingers, right?”

“Yes,” I nodded, “that’s right.” My voice was husky.

“And um, and then after that you said she was fucking you, and that she came on top of you.”

Tina had been looking down at her hands as she spoke. Now she turned toward me. The girl was blushing deeply, her cheeks bright red, but her eyes shone with curiosity and excitement.

“Is that really true?” she asked. “I mean, did that really happen, honestly?”

I took a deep breath, licking my lips. “Yes, it’s true, that really happened. And we, uh, we’ve done it more since then, a lot more, many times. She… she climaxes on top of me, when we’re having sex. Or when I’m on top of her, fucking her.”

“Oh my god.” I saw Tina’s hand moving under the covers, between her legs.

“That’s what I think about,” she told me, “all the time now, at night when I masturbate. I think about you and her, your little girl, doing that. It makes me, I mean, it makes me come so hard.”

I smiled. “Well, I’m glad to hear that it turns you on, instead of, you know, freaking you out or something.”

“It totally turns me on. Tell me more, okay?”

Tina was openly masturbating now, not trying to hide it at all, her fingers moving fast. I did the same, sliding my hand inside my panties, rubbing myself.

“You want to hear more?” I teased.

“Yeah, I do.”

“Okay, well, my sister Jae had asked me a while back if I would let her have sex with Kerie too, after I told her what I was doing. Then last week, Kerie asked me the same thing, if she could do it with Jae. So, a few days ago, on Sunday afternoon, that’s what we did. We were in Kerie’s bedroom, all three of us naked, and I watched them kiss for a while, and then Kerie started fucking my sister, sliding up and down on top of her, until they both came.”

“Oh my god…”

“Uh-huh, it was really hot, incredibly hot. Then Jae got on top of Kerie and lifted her leg up, you know, so they were scissoring, and Jae fucked her. She fucked my 8-year-old daughter pussy to pussy while I was watching.”

“Jesus.”

“And she was talking dirty to her too, saying all kinds of stuff like, ‘I’m fucking your pussy’ or ‘I’m rubbing my cunt on you.’ I was masturbating too, of course, while I watched them. It was just so fucking hot.”

“God, I, um… is it okay if I come?” Tina asked. “You don’t mind, do you?”

“No, I don’t mind at all, not one bit.”

I shifted down slightly in the bed, and leaned toward the girl, bringing my mouth almost to hers. “Are you getting close?”

“Uh-huh. Pretty close.”

“Is it all right if I kiss you when you come?”

“Yeah, that’d be nice. But, um, can you keep talking too? I want to hear more about Kerie. I really like hearing that. It turns me on.”

“Okay. What do you want to hear?”

“Tell me about when, um, when she had her fingers inside you.”

“All right, I will.”

She continued masturbating, and I rubbed my clit as I described for her all the forbidden things my daughter had done with me. “It was so hot, Tina, especially the first time she did that. It almost drove me crazy it felt so good. Now we do it all the time, every night, sometimes just after I get home from work. It feels so great to have my little girl fuck me with her fingers. She rubs my clit too, and fucks my cunt, and —”

“UNH!! AAHH!!”

Tina was coming. I’d really wanted to kiss her as she climaxed, but she hadn’t given me any warning. She just suddenly erupted, her whole body jerking wildly, grunting and groaning with each powerful spasm. Her chest and face were flushed, eyes squeezed tightly shut.

The orgasm didn’t last very long. It ended almost as quickly as it had begun. She let out a long moan and then completely relaxed, hands falling to her sides, head leaning back.

She slowly opened her eyes. “Oh my god…”

“You okay?”

“Yeah,” she giggled, turning to look at me. “Better than okay.”

I smiled at the girl. “I’m glad.”

After kissing her softly on the lips, I asked, “Do you need to rest a little while now, or…?”

“Uh-uh.” She shook her head. “I don’t need to rest. I’m good.”

“Okay. So, how would you feel about doing more than just masturbating together?”

Her big eyes widened, but she said, “Yeah, um, I think I want to. I think I’m ready for that.”

“Good.” I kissed her again, then said, “Will you take your bra off for me, so I can see you?”

Tina grinned, “I will if you will.”

“It’s a deal,” I chuckled.

We both reached behind our backs and unhooked our bras, letting them fall away at the same time.

Her breasts were lovely, not very large yet but nicely rounded, with pert nipples. I could hardly wait to get my mouth on them.

Tina stared at my boobs, her eyes going back and forth. She licked her lips. “Wow, they’re, um… I like ‘em, Shelly. They’re so big.”

I’m a C-cup, bordering on D, depending on the bra style. “Thank you,” I said. “I’m glad you like them.”

As she continued to stare at my breasts, the natural result occurred. My nipples stiffened and grew longer.

“Oh my god,” said Tina. “Look at that.”

“Uh-huh,” I nodded, fondling my erect nipples with my fingers. “They like attention.”

“I guess so.”

Then I said, “How about, um, how about panties next? Are you ready for that?”

“Sure, okay.”

“You take mine off first, then I’ll take yours off, all right?”

“Okay.”

We pushed the covers all the way down. Tina knelt between my legs and slipped her fingers into the waistband of my lacy black panties. As she started to tug them down, I lifted my butt, making it easier for her to slide them off.

When she saw that I was completely shaved, bald as a baby, she smiled and nodded. “Nice, really pretty.”

“Thank you.”

Tina set my panties aside. I wondered if she might sniff them, as I knew some women and girls enjoyed doing, but she didn’t. Instead she quickly crawled back into place, leaning against the headboard with her legs out straight, giggling like a schoolgirl. She was waiting for me to take off her undies.

I was happy to oblige. And as I pulled down her Hello Kitty panties, I was pleased to find that she too was fully shaved. Being a brunette, her pubic hair was darker and I could see sort of a shadow, but not much. She’d obviously shaved recently, probably just that morning.

“Mmm, you look good,” I said.

“Thank you.”

As I knelt between Tina’s legs, I placed my hands on her knees, and gently spread them far apart, opening her wide. Her labia separated. She was gleaming wet inside. Her breath quickened.

“You look good,” I repeated, licking my lips as I studied the teen’s beautiful pussy. I raised my eyes to meet hers for a moment, then looked down again at her sex. “Good enough to eat.”

“Okay,” she chuckled, “h-help yourself.” The stutter gave away her tension and her arousal.

“All right, I think I will.”

I lay down flat on the bed, my hands near the tops of her smooth thighs, my face only inches from her center. I closed my eyes, inhaling deeply. The scent of a girl, a hint of perfume, and the delicious aroma of pussy. My mouth watered.

It occurred me then that perhaps I should ask her permission once again, make sure she truly was ready for this. But no, we’d already talked about it. I’d asked her several times. This is what Tina wanted, and I wanted it too.

I brought my lips close to her lips. Before kissing her, I blew softly, my warm breath caressing her sex. The girl shivered all over. Her vagina seemed to clench, puckering, then opened wider. I leaned in still closer and kissed her pussy. She gasped.

I licked my lips, now wet with her juices. She tasted good. I kissed her again, this time extending my tongue, letting it circle around the rim of her vagina.

“Ohh!” she groaned. I saw her hands tightly grasping the bedsheets, knuckles turning white.

I kissed her sweet pussy, pressing my face in, sliding around, coating my nose and mouth and chin with the girl’s wetness. Moving a bit higher within her furrow, I nuzzled at her clit. She jumped and squeaked. I kissed her there, taking the fleshy skin between my lips, sucking, gently nibbling.

Tina was breathing fast now, almost gasping, whimpering, her young body atremble. I sucked at the skin around her clit, then used my tongue to burrow in a little deeper, finding the precious nub. She squealed. I didn’t think she was quite ready to come, but she was nearing a peak of arousal.

I kissed her clit a few more times, and then placed the tip of one finger at the opening of her vagina. I ran my fingertip around the rim. “Yes,” she moaned, “yes!”

My finger went inside, up to the first knuckle. She was tight, and wet, and very warm, but there was no sign of a hymen that I could detect. I pushed the finger in deeper, up to the second knuckle, then past it. She moaned, still more loudly.

Returning my attention to her clit, I nuzzled her there, licking again until my tongue located the little bud. Sliding my finger slowly in and out of her slippery pussy, I sucked and kissed her clit.

Tina gasped. She seemed to hold her breath, then gasped a second time. I heard a series of grunts, felt her body shiver, and then suddenly it happened — she came, hard. The muscles of her vagina clamped down tight around my finger, squeezing and releasing in rhythmic contractions. She shuddered violently, and howled, almost screaming.

I kept sucking her clit. It wasn’t easy to do, the way she was thrashing around, and I wasn’t sure how much she could take, but I didn’t stop. I wouldn’t stop until she begged me to. I sucked her clit and fucked her pussy, making her come again and again.

Finally she’d had enough. It was all she could stand. With a cry and a sob, the girl frantically grabbed my head, pushing me away. I let my finger slip out of her. As I sat up, smiling, I sucked it into my mouth, savoring the taste.

Tina rolled onto her side, both hands clasped between her legs. She was trembling all over, breath coming fast, body sometimes jerking with residual spasms.

I waited a few moments, letting her settle down a bit, then lay next to her, behind her, spooning. I stroked her arm and kissed her shoulder.

After perhaps half a minute, she took a deep breath, then let it out. “Oh my god,” she sighed, “what did you do to me?”

“We made love,” I chuckled. “Or I made love to you. And you know what?”

“What?”

“This is, um, only the second time I’ve done it, been with another girl, I mean — except for my daughter, of course, but in a way that doesn’t count since she’s so little. But anyway, the other time, with the other girl, her name was Vicky, and, um, she did most of it. I was kind of the receiving end, so this is really the first time that I, well, that I really got to spend much time doing it, doing the licking and all that. And I’m glad that, you know, that you seemed to like what I was doing.”

Tina laughed. As I’d been babbling away, she’d calmed down and was breathing almost normally now. “Liked it?” she giggled. “You wrecked me. I don’t think I’ll ever walk again.”

I laughed too. “All right, well, after a while, if you feel up to it, maybe you can return the favor — and then we’ll have to call an ambulance to take us both away!”

She shifted around in the bed, turning to face me. Her eyes were filled with tears. She laid a hand on my cheek and softly kissed my lips. Then, in a voice choked with emotion, she said, “Thank you. I wanted my first time to be, you know, to be really special. To be something I’ll always remember. And with you it was. Thank you.”

“Oh, Tina.”

I took her in my arms and we hugged. My eyes were wet too. I felt incredibly lucky to be able to share such an important, memorable experience with this lovely teenage girl.

After we finished our long, warm hug and enjoyed a few more kisses, Tina said, “Um, want me to do you now?”

I looked closely at her, studying her face. “Is that what you want?”

“Uh-huh,” she nodded.

“All right. If you want to, I would love it.”

With a cute little laugh, she scooted down between my legs. I pushed myself up, leaning against some pillows. I wanted to watch this as much as I could.

Tina was on her tummy, looking at my crotch. She licked her lips. “I’m not really sure, like, what I’m supposed to do. But I’ll try.”

“Well, I’m no expert either,” I chuckled. “We’re both learning. So, I guess, you know, just do whatever you feel like. Whatever seems natural.”

“Okay.” She settled in a bit, took a deep breath, then began by kissing my pussy, the way I had with her.

I shivered with excitement. It felt wonderful, her soft lips on my sex. “Mmm,” I sighed, “don’t stop.”

“I just started,” she giggled.

“I know, but keep doing it. Do it more. I can’t wait.”

“Okay.”

Over the next fifteen or twenty minutes, Tina licked and kissed and sucked… she slid a finger inside my vagina, then two fingers… she found my clit, teasing it and licking it and sucking it… she kissed me everywhere, even on my butthole, fingering me there too.

I enjoyed every bit of this, though it took longer for my arousal to build than I’d thought it might. I suppose that’s because I was nervous — and of course Tina was too. Sometimes she seemed unsure about what she was doing.

Finally, however, when she was fucking me with two fingers while sucking my clit, I felt that jittery stirring inside that told me I was getting ready.

“Don’t stop,” I urged, “keep doing that, don’t stop!”

“Mm-hm,” she nodded.

I held the teen’s head in my hands, looking down at her. Such a pretty girl, eating my pussy. And soon I was going to come, come right in her face.

I said that to her. “I’m gonna come in your face, come in your —”

Then I did. I climaxed. It wasn’t the biggest orgasm I’ve ever had, but it was wonderful, as they all are. I held Tina’s head, pulling her against me, groaning and shuddering. I’d wanted to keep looking, keep watching her while I came, but the feelings were too intense. I had to close my eyes as waves of pleasure surged through me.

When it was over, I pulled her up. We lay together, kissing. I tasted my pussy on her lips. We kissed passionately for a couple of minutes, until I paused, panting.

“That was so good,” I whispered, my forehead on hers.

“I’m glad,” Tina smiled. “Thanks for letting me, you know, have the chance.”

“Mmm, I think you’re a natural at this. You’re gonna make a lot of women and girls very happy.”

“Maybe.”

After we kissed a few more times, she said, “Can I, um, ask you something?”

“Sure, of course. You can ask me anything.”

“Well, you said before that I, you know, that this was your second time with a girl, right? Except for Kerie?”

“Uh-huh, that’s right.”

“How old was the other girl? What was her name, Vicky?”

“Yeah, it was Vicky. She was, well, I guess I really shouldn’t call her a girl. She was only a couple of years younger than me, in her early twenties. It was about a year and a half ago. I was 25 then.”

“Okay. Was she, like, your girlfriend or something?”

I shook my head. “No, in fact I only met her once, saw her that one time. It was a one-night stand. Quite a night, but that’s all there ever was.”

“And nobody since then?”

“Nope, nobody. No sex at all with anyone. Well, except for…”

“Except for Kerie.”

“Right.”

Except for my daughter.

Continue on to Chapter 14

 

Happenstance, Chapter 5

  • Posted on October 12, 2016 at 1:27 pm

By No One

Melina was lying on Abbie’s bed, her friend’s head resting on her belly. She idly played with the girl’s blond hair while listening to her talk about her weekend at her mom’s.

Such tenderness had become common for them over the summer. Little caresses, even little kisses had sneaked into their habits when they were alone, even when they didn’t intend to take things further.

At first, it had caused a lot of uncertainty and soul-searching for Melina, but she had since decided to stop questioning and overcomplicating things. Now, a few months after they’d started fooling around, she was completely comfortable with the situation. So they were a bit more intimate than most friends, so what? It wasn’t anyone else’s business, and it didn’t need to have a deep meaning for their relationship or her life. She just went along with whatever felt right and natural, and was much happier for it.

“So, Mom said maybe I could get a new laptop for my birthday, since that one is getting really old and crappy,” Abbie was saying, gesturing towards the computer on her nightstand.

“Oh, that’s cool,” Melina replied as she was toying with a strand of Abbie’s hair, braiding and unbraiding it. “Hey, that’s right, it’s your birthday next week.”

“Uh-huh. Don’t you forget it,” the blonde girl said, giving Melina a poke in the ribs.

Melina giggled, swatting her friend’s hand away. “So you’ll be officially a teenager, huh?”

“Yep,” Abbie said, then sighed. “Still don’t look like one, though. It’s not fair, how come I’m the older one but you grow way faster?” she asked, reaching out above her head to grab one of Melina’s boobs to illustrate her point.

Melina let out a surprised laugh, then caught her friend’s wrist to stave off the assault. She’d had a bit of a growth spurt over the summer, and was quite happy with the results. “Oh yeah, you’re older by like a month,” she reminded Abbie. “And anyway, I thought you liked these,” she added, pushing the girl’s hand back against her chest.

Abbie laughed with her. “Well, yeah I do,” she admitted, giving the breast a playful squeeze. “I just wish mine would grow some too, or at least that I’d get a bit taller.”

“You’re fine. You’re still a hottie,” Melina tried to reassure her.

Abbie turned over suddenly to look up at her, eyebrows raised. “Really? You think so?”

“Well yeah, of course…” Melina said hesitantly, a bit surprised at her friend’s reaction.

“You just… never really said it before.”

“Oh, really? Well, I mean… I guess I thought you knew,” Melina explained awkwardly. She hadn’t really meant to make a big deal about it, but now Abbie was beaming at the compliment. Had she really never told the girl how pretty she was? She supposed she’d been too shy at first, and then afterwards it might have slipped her mind. This was getting a bit embarrassing, though, so she tried to change the subject. “So, what do you want for your birthday? Other than a laptop, I mean. I don’t have money for that.”

“Hmmm,” Abbie made a show of pondering the question for a moment. “Scarlett Johansson in my bed?” she finally suggested with a hopeful smile.

Melina snorted, eyeing her friend’s poster of the actress on the wall. “Oh yeah, sure, let me just give her a call.”

“You’re the best.” Abbie grinned, then lifted up Melina’s shirt a little to deposit a kiss on her stomach. “Or, you know… maybe you in my bed would also be acceptable.”

Melina chuckled. She didn’t feel too bad about being second fiddle to the admittedly gorgeous actress. Besides, Abbie had a much better chance with her than with Scarlett. “I’m already in your bed,” she pointed out.

“Mmm, good point!” Abbie said, as if the realization had just hit her. She crawled on top of Melina and straddled her hips. “What am I gonna do with you then?  Any ideas, straight girl?”

Abbie still liked to tease her about that, even though after months of fooling around, it was quite clear that, at the very least, Melina wasn’t wholly straight. She stuck out her tongue at the girl in response.

Abbie giggled. “Oh? Is that your idea?” she asked, before she bent down and sucked the offered tongue into her mouth, just as Melina had hoped she would.

Their tongues tangled with some passion, and soon Abbie’s hand came up to caress those breasts she envied, making Melina moan into her mouth.

Reaching out behind her friend’s back, Melina pulled on the hem of her shirt until it was blocked by her arms.

Abbie broke the kiss to smile at her. “In a hurry?”

“Yeah,” Melina replied huskily. She’d been a bit horny ever since she got to Abbie’s, but now the kiss had kicked her lust into overdrive.

She pulled her friend’s shirt completely off when Abbie raised her arms to allow it. The girl wasn’t wearing a bra, as was usual for her when she wasn’t at school, much to Melina’s delight.

Their mouths met again, then Melina’s drifted off to kiss the other girl’s neck, her collarbone, then finally her revealed breasts. Her tongue teased one nipple, already stiff with excitement, making Abbie gasp and shiver in pleasure. Her boobs might be small, but Melina knew they were quite sensitive. She had learned to put that to good use.

“Mmm, Mel,” Abbie moaned as Melina’s tongue continued its caresses.

It was at this moment that they were interrupted by a phone ringing. They exchanged an annoyed look.

“Ignore it?” Melina suggested hopefully.

Abbie peered at the screen of the phone on her bedside table, and sighed. “It’s my dad, hold on,” she said as she reluctantly got off Melina’s body to pick up the phone. “Hi, Dad.”

Melina could vaguely hear a voice replying but couldn’t make out what he was saying.

“What? Can’t you use your phone to—” Abbie began, then paused. “Okay, okay, hold on,” she continued after listening for a moment. She opened her laptop and seemed to be looking up something on the Internet.

Melina, a little annoyed at having been interrupted, decided to put the time to good use and took off her shirt, then her bra. She caught Abbie’s eye, and the girl grinned at her, momentarily distracted from her search.

Enjoying diverting her friend’s attention, Melina unbuttoned her jeans and pushed them down along with her panties, leaving her entirely naked. She was very pleased with the lustful look the other girl was giving her.

Abbie eyed her body up and down, biting her bottom lip, until the voice from the phone reminded her she was in the middle of something. “Uh, yeah, just a sec,” she said quickly, turning her attention back to the computer.

Melina crawled up to her friend and sat behind her, pressing her naked body against Abbie’s back. She reached around and undid the button on the girl’s shorts, then pulled down the zipper.

Abbie had a hard time trying to stifle her giggles. “No, I’m not laughing at you,” she said into the phone. “Mel is being, um, funny,” she added, elbowing Melina. Finally, she seemed to find what she was looking for. “Okay, here it is,” she announced and gave her dad an address. “Sure. Yeah, later.”

Abbie threw her phone on her pillow, and leaned back into Melina’s arms, letting out a sigh of contentment. “He forgot the address and didn’t want to use data on his phone,” she explained. Though Melina couldn’t see Abbie’s face, she could almost hear the eye roll in her voice. 

But Melina didn’t really care about the reason for the call, as long as it was over. Her hands still at Abbie waist, she gave a suggestive tug on her friend’s shorts.

Abbie giggled and helped her take off the garment, her panties along with it. “Well, aren’t you horny,” she said, turning her head to give Melina a kiss.

“Yeah, well, you were gone all weekend,” Melina complained.

“Aww, missed me? Had no one to take care of your… needs?” Abbie teased.

As a reply, Melina raised her hands to her friend’s chest, caressing that lovely flesh, and gently pinching her sensitive nipples.

“Mmmm. Okay, I missed you too,” Abbie admitted amid little gasps and moans. “Oh, hey, since we have this here, want some… inspiration?” she asked, nodding towards her laptop.

Melina chuckled. Occasionally they looked at naughty sites while fooling around. It’s not that they really needed the inspiration, but still, it was fun and exciting from time to time. “Um, sure, if you want,” she answered.

Abbie opened her favorite site, navigating with some difficulty due to Melina’s busy hands still pleasuring her. “Um, ‘two redheads love pussy,’ maybe?” she asked, reading the title of one video.

“Hmm, dunno. I like blondes,” Melina replied, kissing her friend’s hair.

Abbie turned her head to smile at her. “Maybe something with a blonde and a brunette then,” she suggested, twisting one of Melina’s brown curls around her finger. She scrolled down until she found something suitable and clicked on it, then leaned back against Melina.

On the screen, the two women in question were sitting on a bed, idly chatting in an awkwardly acted scene. Melina didn’t pay them much attention, instead concentrating on kissing Abbie’s neck while continuing to caress her nascent breasts. Her friend’s little moans never failed to turn her on even more. She let one of her hands veer south on a slow journey across the other girl’s belly, until it reached the treasure between her legs.

Abbie moaned loudly at the contact, pushing her pussy against Melina’s hand. She was already very wet. Her squirming around didn’t leave Melina indifferent either: Abbie’s back rubbing against her stiff nipples, the girl’s butt bumping against her sex; Melina was soon just as worked up.

In the video, the women had wasted no time taking their clothes off, and were now making out passionately. The blonde had her hand between the brunette’s legs, fondling her slippery-looking pussy, much to the latter’s vocal delight. She stopped her ministrations suddenly and brought her slick fingers to the mouth of her lover, who enthusiastically licked her own arousal off them. Giving her partner a teasing smile, the blonde woman then got up and walked off camera for a moment.

It had been a very sexy display, and Melina wondered how Abbie would react if she tried something like that. Her hand started moving up as soon as the thought entered her head, but she stopped herself halfway, hesitating.

Abbie took hold of her hand and, turning to look straight into Melina’s eyes, brought it to her mouth. She slowly sucked on two fingers, using her tongue to carefully clean up every trace of her honey. “Didn’t think I’d do it?” she asked once she was done, grinning.

Melina shivered at the erotic sight, her lust inflamed even more. She leaned forward for a hungry kiss, but it was soon broken by a sudden gasp when she felt Abbie’s hand slip between her legs.

The girl flashed that sexy, naughty smile of hers as she pressed her fingers into the folds of Melina’s sex. She then brought her hand back to her mouth and slowly licked her index finger clean. “Yum,” she said, then offered her equally slick middle finger to Melina.

Turned on as she was, Melina didn’t hesitate. She took the offered digit into her mouth and sucked on her own juices while looking into her friend’s eyes. She saw that Abbie seemed just as excited by the display as she’d been. They grinned at each other.

“Well, don’t stop what you were doing, though,” Abbie said, grabbing Melina’s hand and putting it firmly back on her yearning sex.

Melina got the message and resumed her caresses on her friend’s slick pussy, drawing a satisfied moan from the girl. She wasn’t left wanting either, as Abbie soon returned the favor, her hand moving between Melina’s thighs in very similar motions.

As they played with each other’s sex, Melina glanced back at the laptop screen and saw that the blonde woman was back, holding some sort of pink cylinder. “What’s that?” she asked breathily.

Abbie turned towards the computer to take a look. “I think it’s… a vibrator,” she said slowly.

Indeed, the woman on screen turned a knob on the device and it started buzzing. Smiling, she pressed it against her lover’s pussy, forcing a long, low moan out of her.

“Oh, wow,” Melina said, wide-eyed. She had vaguely heard of vibrators before, but had no concept of what they were actually like until now.

“Well, that looks fun!” Abbie said cheerfully.

Still with a busy hand between each other’s legs, they watched on for a while as the woman with the vibrator pleasured her partner. First she rubbed the toy along the brunette’s slit, teasing her clit with it on the way up, then she slipped it inside her lover’s pussy. All the while, the brown-haired woman was letting out blissful moans.

“Now I kinda want one of those,” Melina said, getting a little out of breath from watching the sexy video and the wonderful things her friend’s hand was doing to her.

“If you get me something cool for my birthday, maybe I’ll get you a vibrator for yours next month,” Abbie offered.

Melina snorted. “Oh sure. Who’s gonna sell that to a 12-year-old?”

“Excuse me, I’ll be thirteen. They’re, like, obligated to sell to me, or something.”

Pretty sure that’s not true,” Melina pointed out, amused.

“Well, fine, maybe not,” Abbie admitted. “But I’ll see what I can do. Only if you’re nice, though… and only if you share,” she added with a wink.

Melina laughed. There was no way her friend could really deliver on that, she thought, but it was a fun fantasy. “Oh, how nice do I have to be then?” she asked huskily.

Abbie turned to face her and grinned. Once more, she brought her hand, fingers slick with arousal, to Melina’s mouth.

Obediently sucking each finger clean in turn, Melina gave the other girl what she hoped was a very sultry look. She figured she’d succeeded pretty well at turning her friend on when she saw Abbie biting her bottom lip, returning a lust-filled gaze. She couldn’t deny she was quite excited herself by the naughty act of licking her own love juices.

As soon as she was done, Abbie pushed her down on the bed, and pressed her lips against hers. Their tongues joined in a very passionate kiss that sent a thrill through Melina’s body. She really loved kissing her friend, she had to admit. It never failed to make her all tingly inside.

When the kiss broke, they smiled at each other, then Abbie straightened up. Looking pointedly at Melina’s sex, she said, “now it’s my turn to taste you.”

Melina giggled and dutifully spread her legs for the other girl. “Isn’t that you being nice, though?” she asked teasingly. “I thought it was supposed to be the other way around.” Over the summer, she’d learned very well that it could be as enjoyable to give as to receive. Making Abbie moan sexily in response to her tongue movements had quickly climbed the list of her biggest turn-ons.

“Well, nobody’s stopping you,” Abbie replied as she casually rotated around and straddled Melina’s face. The invitation was quite clear.

With Abbie’s enticing pussy mere inches above her face, Melina could smell the girl’s arousal. A few short months ago, she would have never imagined taking pleasure in another girl’s intimate aroma, yet here she was, inhaling deeply of the erotic scent before lifting her head and giving her best friend’s nether lips a deep, passionate kiss.

Abbie let out a long moan as she enjoyed the feel of a tongue exploring her folds for a moment, then lowered her mouth to Melina’s sex to return the favor with much enthusiasm.

Melina groaned into her friend’s pussy as she felt that familiar-yet-always-amazing sensation emanating from between her thighs and spreading through her body. Abbie had a really talented tongue, she thought, not for the first time.

The position was called a 69, Melina had learned. They’d done it a few times before, and she found it very intimate and sensual. As she was reminded at that moment, though, it also sometimes made it hard to concentrate on your task when your partner was making you feel so good at the same time.

Trying to remain focused through the haze of pleasure, she lapped at Abbie’s sex as best as she could, giving long licks the length of her slit and pausing to tease her clit on each pass. Judging by the muffled moans she heard, she was doing a satisfactory job of it. 

She certainly had no complaints about her friend’s dextrous tongue either. She couldn’t concentrate on the specifics of what Abbie was doing to her, but she knew it was quickly bringing her near ecstasy. When she felt the girl’s lips clamp down to suck on her clit, a loud moan was forced out of her and her head fell back on the bed.

“Ah! Abbie!” she managed to shout before her orgasm reduced her to incoherent mewling. She was taken by surprise by the intensity of it, which made her squeeze her eyes shut in a long moment of bliss, then left her panting.

She slowly opened her eyes when she felt movement on the bed, and saw Abbie turning around to face her while still straddling her head.

Grinning down at her, her friend said, “Well? Finish the job, you lazy bum.”

Melina didn’t have much choice in the matter when Abbie knelt lower and pushed her pussy against her mouth. Her eyes widened in surprise for a moment. This was certainly new… but hey, she was quite willing to go along with it.

She slid her tongue out to roam deep into the folds of Abbie’s sex, paying special attention to her pleasure button, of course. Looking up from this angle, she had a very sexy view of her friend’s beautiful body. She saw that Abbie was looking down at her as well, and they held each other’s gaze as Melina’s tongue made the girl pant faster and faster.

“Oh yeah, Mel. Yes. Yes!” Abbie moaned as she gently rocked her hips back and forth against Melina’s mouth.

Sensing the other girl was getting very close, Melina grabbed her butt to hold her in place while she licked at her clit for all she was worth.

“Oh! Fuck!” Abbie shouted, arching her back. She lost her balance and toppled forward, ending up on all fours as she broke her fall with her hands.

Melina smiled inwardly, pleased with herself. It always excited her when Abbie was turned on enough to say dirty words—though she herself was still usually too embarrassed for dirty talk. She held on to Abbie and kept up the assault of her tongue unrelentingly while the girl cried out her pleasure for long moments. It sounded like a really good one. She only let up when Abbie rolled away and collapsed on her back next to her.

Remembering the laptop, she glanced over and saw the video had finished while they were otherwise occupied. That was usually what happened in these situations.

“God… that was so good,” Abbie said haltingly, trying to catch her breath.

Smiling, Melina crawled up to her friend and gave her a sweet kiss.

Abbie smiled back, then giggled once she took a good look at Melina. “Um, sorry, I kinda messed up your face there,” she said, sounding at once guilty and amused. She leaned in again for another quick kiss, then used her tongue to clean up her juices around Melina’s mouth and cheeks, making her giggle as well.

“Um, that was okay, right?” Abbie asked uncertainly after she was done. “Like, over your face like that?”

“Yeah. It was, um… kinda fun,” Melina replied, giggling again.

Abbie grinned and kissed her once more. “I…” she began as they looked into each other’s eyes afterwards, then shook her head. “Um, nah, nothing.”

Melina gave her a weird look, but shrugged it off. Instead, she snuggled up close to Abbie and laid her head on the girl’s chest. They were both still rather sweaty, but she didn’t care. She loved this part. Sex was amazing, of course, but cuddling afterwards was also very special. So warm and intimate, like they were the only two people in the world. She had never felt so close to someone as she did to Abbie in these moments, and she felt like she could stay like this forever. A small voice in the back of her mind pointed out that these were not the kind of feelings you had for a friend, but she ignored it.

They remained in that position for a while, Melina idly tracing circles on her friend’s belly, while Abbie played with her hair. After some time, Melina glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table and reluctantly sat up.

“I should probably go. I still have some homework left and I promised Mom I’d get back early to do it,” she said sadly.

“Aww, but I was comfy,” Abbie complained as she got up as well. Both of them began to put their clothes back on.

Melina smiled. “Yeah, me too. Hey, are you coming over tomorrow night? My mom has that weird… flower arrangement class, or whatever.”

“Oh, um…” Abbie hesitated. “Sorry, I kinda promised I’d go over to Anna’s…”

Melina blinked at her, confused and disappointed. “Who?”

“Anna. You know, that new girl who just moved here? She’s in math with us.”

“Oh, right, her.” Melina vaguely recalled the girl. Glasses, brown hair. Kind of cute, she supposed. “What, you guys are BFF’s already?”

Abbie laughed. “Relax, she’s not replacing you,” she said with a wink. “She just missed the first week of school and she’s a bit lost, asked me to explain some stuff.”

“Aaah, I see,” Melina said, nodding sagely. “The old ‘help with the math stuff and put the moves on the new girl’ routine, right?” she teased.

For a brief instant, Abbie gave her a sidelong thoughtful look, then she turned cheerful and said, “Hey, maybe I will! She looked kind of interested.”

Melina blinked again, unsure if her friend was being serious. “Wait, what? R-really?”

“Yeah, she was kinda… flirty, I guess? What can I say, I’m a hottie, you said it yourself,” Abbie said smugly, shrugging helplessly at her own attractiveness.

Melina wasn’t finding this very funny anymore. “So, you’re going to… with her?”

“We’ll see. Maybe,” Abbie replied nonchalantly. “Unless… that’s a problem?” she added, waiting for Melina’s reaction.

“I… well, I mean…” Melina had no idea what the roiling emotions she was experiencing meant, let alone how to express them. Inexplicably, though, it felt like she’d been kicked in the stomach.

“Doesn’t mean we have to stop doing it,” Abbie reassured her with a smile.

“Better not,” Melina mumbled. “I… I… I guess it’s okay then… Not really my business. I guess,” she finally said with a half-hearted shrug. If it didn’t change anything between them, why should she care what Abbie did? The terrible feeling wasn’t going away, though.

Abbie gave her an unreadable look for a moment, then nodded. “Okay, then,” she said simply.

They finished dressing up in rather awkward silence, then Melina made her way to the front door.

“Hey, hold on there, not so fast,” Abbie called out.

Turning to face her friend, Melina found Abbie’s lips suddenly upon hers. She wasn’t really in the mood for this anymore, but the other girl proved insistent, and she let herself be drawn into a long and admittedly very nice kiss. Mollified a little, she rewarded Abbie with a small smile.

“See you at school,” Abbie said, smiling back.

“Yeah. Bye,” Melina said before going out the door.

On the walk home, she tried to analyze her feelings. Part of it was anger. She was mad at Abbie. Why should she be, though? It’s not like they had ever agreed to be, well, anything really. They were best friends, and they fooled around. If Abbie wanted to do it with someone else too, it didn’t change that. Why should it bother her so much?

What if Abbie started to like this other girl more, though? What if they started dating? Then she’d be left alone. Well, they could still be friends but… After getting used to having wonderful sex regularly, it would be very hard to adjust.

No, that wasn’t it, though. Even if things didn’t get serious between Abbie and Anna… Just the thought of her friend being with someone else was making her blood boil. The intimacy she shared with Abbie, their connection, that was something special between them. She didn’t want to share that with anyone else. Abbie was hers. Really, how dare this skank try to come between them?

Melina stopped short mid-step, surprised at the strength of her emotions. She was jealous, she realized. Very jealous. What did it mean, though? She and Abbie weren’t girlfriends… Were they? Was she… in love with her best friend? She didn’t know what to think anymore. How did you know if you were in love?

Maybe if… you want to be with the other person all the time, and you feel an intense closeness to her like with no one else, and you have amazing sex and want to cuddle forever afterwards, and you feel incomplete when you’re separated? Any of this sounds familiar? said the little voice in her mind, the one she’d been ignoring all summer. It was getting its revenge with dripping sarcasm.

Shut up, she told the voice, feeling like an idiot.

She’d been content to just let things happen, to go along with the flow. She’d even refused to think things through when the line of thought had made her uncomfortable. And now, if she didn’t figure out how she really felt and acted on it, she would risk losing it all.

“I think… I need to have a talk with Abbie,” she said out loud to herself.

Continue on to Chapter 6

 

Snow Angels, Part One

  • Posted on October 11, 2016 at 3:58 pm

By Rebecka

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in January 2010 }

God, I hate the snow. When I was fourteen years old, my best friend and I were trapped on a bus in a snow storm. It was the middle of January, the temperature was arctic (even before the snow), and I’d already seen more snow than an Atlanta girl was used to seeing in a decade. The problem was, I was no longer in Georgia.

“Minnesota sucks,” I grumbled.

Paul, the boy who sat beside me and who was my de-facto boyfriend, laughed condescendingly. “Wuss. You haven’t lived until you do it on the side of a ten foot snowdrift.”

I showed my disapproval by elbowing him in the ribs. “Asshole,” I added, when he laughed again. The truth was, I was utterly miserable being cold.

The snow had begun as a gentle flurry around ten, and had grown into a howling monster by the time school let out early at two-thirty. I was totally miffed that they would even have school on a day where a foot or more of snow was predicted by three o’clock. Only in Minnesota.

“Actually,” he said, gazing out the window at the brutal white out. “This is pretty radical, even for Minnesota.”

A lake-effect storm gone psycho; they were now predicting up to four feet with snow-drifts eight feet high by midnight. Unbelievable.

Twenty minutes later, Paul got off the bus half a block from his house — reluctantly; he liked leaving me on the bus no more than I liked being left — waited in the whirlwind until the bus pulled away, waving at me unhappily, and then trudged toward home with his shoulders hunched and his hands jammed into the pockets of his parka. It bothered me seeing him so miserable; I was really getting to like Paul.

For the next hour and forty-five minutes, the bus crept forward a foot at a time, discharging students lucky enough not to live in Mesaba Estates, while I ran my battery down to a flashing outline relentlessly texting Paul and my other friends, barely paying attention as the ridership of Bus 9899 dwindled to fewer than a handful of students. Scowling out the window into the now perfect darkness, I clamped my arms across my chest, pressed my lips into a straight line, balled my fists against my ribs and tried to keep my nostrils from flaring unattractively. Not that anyone would look at me and see. The driver was too wrapped in driving to look anywhere but out the icy front windshield.

Twenty minutes later, the only other passenger on the bus beside myself was Agnes Ahlberg, the one person on the route who lived farther from the school than myself. As she always did, Agnes sat alone by the window, five rows from the back, on the opposite side of the bus.

Agnes was peculiar. She wasn’t pretty, but neither was she ugly. The truth was, Agnes could be cute if she wanted to be. However, she always wore her dark hair parted in the middle, chose drab, out of fashion clothes, and looked totally devoid of makeup, even when she had some on. She was a seriously blah girl that boys either ignored or ridiculed, and who girls made fun of. In the half-year I’d been at school, I’d talked to her maybe twice, three times at the most. We’d never had a real conversation.

Looking at her reflection in the glass, I felt guiltily sorry for her. Like me, she had her arms crossed over her chest, and was staring out the window, unseeing, by the look of her reflected face. I watched her out the corner of my eye, afraid to be caught looking.

Two things happened at once. The driver, a string bean balding man in his late fifties,yelled “Shit!” and then suddenly the bus was sliding sideways, the front end going right and the rear end going left, the tires on the locked wheels making a grinding sound as they plowed through the built-up snow and ice, the noise becoming twice as loud as the bus, going nearly perpendicular to the road now, extended both sets of wheels into the gravel shoulders.

I grabbed the top of the seat ahead, sensed Agnes doing the same thing behind me. I was too afraid to speak, too shocked to cry out. Looking back, I locked eyes with a wide-eyed Agnes.

We hit something with a sickening jolt, and suddenly the bus was no longer going sideways but backwards. Agnes and I screamed at the same time and so did the driver, though his scream was more an angry denial than an expression of fear. I watched as he twisted the wheel first one way and then the other, having no effect whatsoever on the attitude or direction of the bus. It slid off the road and headed down the embankment, which thankfully wasn’t steep enough to tip the bus over onto its side. It was steep enough, however, to pitch me off my seat into the isle and fling Agnes against the side of the bus. I grimaced as I heard what could only be her head smacking the window. Being thrown around as I was, I was unable to look back and see if she was injured.

“No! No, goddammit, no!” The driver, still fighting the wheel as though it could make any possible difference, had finally found his voice. More profanities spewed from his mouth as the bus took a particularly hard lurch crashing through a line of saplings planted on the hillside. The impact bounced him off the ungiving wall, and halfway off his seat. He kept one hand on the wheel while planting the other on an outcrop of the dashboard. Nothing he did had the slightest effect on the bus’s trajectory. And then suddenly it was over.

Oh, my God, I thought frantically. We’ve stopped. I looked out the windows to make sure this assumption was in fact, correct. It was. To my amazement the bus had remained upright, coming to rest on almost perfectly level ground. Listing only slightly, it apparently had the right front tire on the highest ground, and the left rear tire on the lowest. How in the name of God we hadn’t tipped over, I didn’t know.

The driver coughed explosively. Pushing back into his seat, he twisted around to look back at us. Still coughing, he choked out, “Are you girls okay?”

I looked back at Agnes, who looked on the verge of hyperventilating. She was fingering the left side of her head gingerly. She winced, but nodded.

“We’re all right,” I confirmed. “What about you?”

“Okay,” he answered. His coughing fit had subsided. I wondered if it had been a reaction to fear, because I felt like I should be coughing too. In fact, I think I was seriously close to throwing up. I looked back at Agnes.

“Are you okay?” I said. I asked this not in the way of a curious bystander, but as a friend. Peculiar or not, Agnes had just gone through the same horrible experience that I had. I felt an instant bond with her, if not of friendship, then at least of camaraderie. We had survived.

Carefully, I got up and brushed off the back of my jeans. My elbow hurt, and so did both of my butt cheeks. So did the outside of my left thigh, where I must have hit it against the opposite seat going down. My back also felt stiff, as though I’d almost thrown it out of whack.

Wincing as she examined the extent of her lump, Agnes smiled tentatively. “Where are we?” she asked. “Do you know?”

I had to admit that I had no idea. Turning to the driver — his back was giving him problems too, from the looks of it — I asked the same question of him that Agnes had asked of me. He looked dubious.

“Well, I think we’re off Broad Neck Road.”

Anxiety shot through my chest at the question mark in his voice. “You think? You don’t know?”

Rather painfully, the driver shrugged. “I know we turned off Route 3. The trouble is, it was snowing so hard when we turned that I couldn’t make out the sign. There were no landmarks that I could identify either. It was a complete white-out, for God’s sake. I had to count off distance by the odometer and when I saw a road where Broad Neck was supposed to be, I turned. I wasn’t positive, but the turns in the road seemed right, and I knew we must have been coming up on Wentworth when we went off.” He hesitated, unsure.

“How far did you go up?” I asked. Right after we had moved in, I had idly checked the distance on Dad’s odometer from the school to home. The distance from Route 3 to Wentworth was a mile and a half. Though I hadn’t been paying close attention, I was sure that we had gone a mile and a half down Broad Neck, maybe even two miles. Oh, God. Were we lost?

“Relax,” he said, smiling tightly. “Even if we’re on the wrong road, it’s not like we’re on the backside of the moon. We didn’t slide that far, and anyone passing will see the headlights. They’re pointing right at the road.” We all looked through the front windshield at the whirling, driving snow. I wondered if the lights could be seen from twenty feet away, much less up that long hill to the road. Seemed to me anyone up there would be concentrating hard as could be on the snow-covered pavement right before him or her; not sightseeing.

“Besides…” He indicated the radiophone that he used to communicate with the dispatcher and the school. “I’ll call in and they’ll send a wrecker out for the bus and a 4×4 to get you girls home. We can’t be more than a hundred feet from the road. Nothing to worry about.”

In my old school district in Atlanta, the buses had all been equipped with GPS tracker units on the roof, and 3D displays on the dashboard. You couldn’t get lost, even if you tried. Here, you had to depend on the radiophone if something went wrong; or, on your cell phone. Remembering that mine was dead gave me a new, queasy feeling. I pulled it out and flipped back the lid to check. It was dead, completely. It had died in my pocket. I couldn’t even call my folks to tell them what was going on.

“Fuck,” I muttered. Any minute now, Mom would start having conniptions. I turned to Agnes. “Can I borrow your cell phone? Mine is dead.”

She smiled in apology and shrugged. “Sorry, I don’t have one.”

I looked at her in astonishment. “You don’t have one?”

She shook her head, blushing, lowering her eyes out of embarrassment. I didn’t know anyone, not even here in Minnesota that didn’t have a cell phone. I turned to the driver, whose name I now remembered was Mr. Sanford.

“Could I use your cell phone to call my mom? Mine’s dead,” I said, holding it out as proof.

Nodding absently, he dug in his coat pocket and came out with a cell phone, which he flipped open. Looking at the display, he wrinkled his forehead worriedly. He held the cell phone up and away from him, turned in a quarter-circle, and then turned completely around. Then he walked down the isle toward us moving the cell phone to either side of the bus, scowling more and more deeply.

“The tower must be down. I usually get three bars out here, no matter where we are.” He looked out the window in the general direction of Route 3, where the cell phone towers were. “Bad luck,” he said, holding out the display so that I could verify that he was telling the truth. The phone was a beat up old Samsung; I was amazed it worked at all. Sure enough, there were no bars showing.

Suddenly, Mr. Sanford turned around to stare at the handset of the radiotelephone. He hurried back up the isle to the front, Agnes and I right behind him.

Please! I thought. Please, please let that phone be working!

Snatching up the handset, Mr. Sanford pushed the transmit lever on the side and spoke into the handset loudly and clearly: “Dispatch? 9899. Over.”

Nothing but static answered the callout. “Dispatch? 9899 here, calling an emergency. We are off the road somewhere east of Wentworth on Broad Neck Road. Do you copy, dispatch?”

He released the transmit lever and we listened to more static. I thought, maybe, that I heard a faint voice attempting to answer. If so, it sounded from the far side of the moon.

Bending over to check the dial, Mr. Sanford called out again. When there was till no answer, he rotated the switch to a second frequency and called out on that. The results were no better. Each time his call for help went unanswered, my stomach cramped a little harder, and my hands shook a little more, until I felt right on the edge of panic.

“Are we trapped out here?” I croaked. “Please tell me we aren’t trapped out here!” I cast a frantic look at Agnes and found her staring back at me with big, slowly blinking eyes.

“It’s okay,” she muttered. “Even if we are, it’s not like we’re going to freeze to death or anything. The engine’s running, and we have plenty of gas.” She and I and Mr. Sanford all looked at the dashboard at the same time. Seeing the needle on the gas gage resting at just over half a tank, I released a shuddering sigh and relaxed. If worst came to worse, we could run the engine for a while, get things warm and toasty, and then shut it off for a while. It would surely last until we were rescued.

After trying the third and final frequency with the same result, and then going through all three channels one more time, Mr. Sanford resolutely replaced the handset into the cradle and cursed mildly under his breath.

“Either the weather is doing this, we’re too far out, which I don’t believe is possible, or something happened to the antenna when we crashed. Whatever the cause–” He folded his arms deliberately across his chest. “–we’re stranded here until the storm is over, or until they come looking for us.”

Another thought occurred to me. “What about food? What about water?”

Looking surprised, and then thoughtful, Agnes returned to her seat and grabbed her backpack off the floor. She hunted through it for a moment and brought out an unopened bottle of Dasani. It was only 12 oz, but it was something to drink. Seeing it made me remember the half-full bottle of Diet-Coke in my own backpack.

“I have a pack of cookies in here somewhere too,” she said. She located not one, but two packs of Oreo cookies in the smaller front pocket. She continued looking, but finally shrugged and said, “That’s it, sorry.”

We both looked at Mr. Sanford, who shook his head. “Worst comes to worst, we melt snow. It’s not like we’ve any shortage of frozen water.”

Snowballs for dinner; how yummy.

I told them about my half-bottle of Diet-Coke, not wanting anyone to think I was holding out on them. I only wished that I had two packages of cookies in my backpack instead of the half-ounce of pot I was holding for Paul. I guessed we could eat that if we had too. That idea made me grin, wryly.

While Mr. Sanford returned to the radiotelephone, and alternately his useless cell phone, Agnes and I sat down in a seat a few rows back and bundled our arms across our chests. Despite the heat blowing out the floor vents, it felt not much warmer than fifty degrees in the bus. I experimentally opened my mouth and blew out air. I was alarmed to see mist. It was colder than I had thought. Agnes leaned forward and looked at the floor, then up at the frost-encrusted windows. For them to be frozen over like that, the temperature outside must have really plummeted.

“This is scary,” she whispered. “I’ve never seen snow blow this hard.” She wiped the window with the heel of her hand; it did nothing whatsoever to clear the frost, only made scrape marks that, if anything, worsened things. Looking at it first, Agnes rubbed the side of her hand against her pant leg and then put it back in her pocket. It occurred to me that Agnes was no more a Minnesota native than I was.

“Where are you from?” I asked.

She sighed wistfully. “Florida. I hate it here. Where about you?”

“Atlanta,” I admitted. “What part of Florida?”

“Sarasota. You moved up over the summer?”

I nodded. Though she looked at me with quick, semi-embarrassed glances, she had beautiful, big brown eyes, the color and warmth of chocolate. Her skin, though peppered with tiny dots of acne across her forehead, was otherwise flawless. Like many girls with very dark hair, she had a hint of a mustache; it wasn’t unattractive, however, it was just there. The few times she had smiled, she had displaced a very nice set of teeth. I wondered how a girl as inherently attractive as Agnes could be so insecure, so timid, so off-putting.

“I’d give anything to be in Florida right now,” she said, shivering. I thought of bikinis and waxing, spaghetti-straps and shorts and sandals. I wondered if they even sold sandals in the state of Minnesota.

“What made your folks move up here?” I asked.

She shifted in her seat, suddenly uncomfortable. “My dad got his own congregation here. That, and it was almost like moving home again. We’re originally from Wisconsin. He hates hot weather almost as much as I love it. It’s just not fair,” she moped, thrusting out her lower lip.

I had to laugh. “What do you mean by congregation? Like a church congregation?”

She nodded. “Synagogue. He’s a rabbi. My mother teaches–”

“You’re Jewish?” I broke in, startled.

She looked at me, eyebrows raised. “Agnes? Ahlberg? Yeah,” she added, drawing out the word condescendingly. “What did you think I was?” Her lips curling up at the corners; I loved how her eyes twinkled as she smiled.

Feeling my face redden, I answered thickly: “I don’t know. I thought-”

“That I was Greek?” she interrupted teasingly. “Yugoslavian? I guess I have the coloring for a Yugoslavian. Actually, I’m from Poland, by way of Sweden. My grandparents emigrated just after the war. Mom and Dad were an arranged marriage, actually. Does it bother you that I’m Jewish?”

“Well… no,” I said uncertainly. I didn’t think it bothered me. Looking at her more closely, I didn’t understand how I could have not known she was Jewish. Suddenly, her unpopularity made more sense. There are not a lot of Jews in Minnesota.

“I’ve never had a Jewish friend before,” I admitted.

“Is that what I am now?” she asked, almost caustically. “Your friend?”

“You don’t want to be?” I countered. A smile tugged at my own lips.

Her smile broadened, began to show teeth. “You’re sure it’s allowed? I mean, after all, you are blond and beautiful. You wouldn’t want to jeopardize your good standing, or your good seat at lunch.”

Though said teasingly, her words had bite. I sat at a table jammed from one end to the other with all my friends; most of the time, Agnes ate alone or with a small group of equally nerdy friends.

In reply, I said: “There’s room for one more at my table. Or we could always start our own table. Nerds on one side, all the cool kids on the other.”

She couldn’t help herself. With a startling radiance, a smile broke across her face. My right hand rose of its own accord, and with no instruction from me whatsoever swept the hair on her left side back behind her ear. My left hand came up and did the same to the hair on her other side. Startled, she blinked and jerked slightly backwards away from me. Embarrassed, I shot a glance forward and was relieved to see Mr. Sanford bent over, examining the settings on the radio. He had the microphone in his hand.

“Sorry,” I said, looking away. “I shouldn’t have done that.” Agnes had self-consciously — or subconsciously — swept her hair back behind her ears, securing whatever I had missed. I felt my face begin to redden hotly. I looked down at my clamped-together hands, wishing I were anywhere but on that bus. Agnes sat back against the seat and looked at the window.

“I should move,” I muttered, almost unintelligibly.

“Please don’t.” Her right hand shot out and hovered just above my clasped hands. She moved it back, though left it hovering over my thigh. I was appalled. What had I done?

“Can I show you something?”

I nodded stiffly.

Picking up her backpack, Agnes unzipped the main compartment and removed a small, white laptop computer and sat it on her lap. I recognized the Apple logo. Her fingers fumbled at the catch, finally the lid into the upright position, where it displayed a sign-on screen. With visibly trembling fingers she typed in her password and hit the Return key. The desktop appeared. She paused, trembling. Suddenly she shut the lid again. “I can’t do this.”

“Do what?” I enquired. I didn’t want to admit that I was as confused as I was embarrassed.

“What I was doing.”

“What were you doing?”

“That’s what I can’t show you,” she said cryptically.

“Agnes…” I fought to keep my hand in my lap where it belonged, not across the narrow space separating her from me. “You should show me, Agnes.”

“I’m too embarrassed,” she complained. In fact, her face had gone beet red, redder even than mine had been a minute ago. She started to return the laptop to her backpack; I reached across and caught her right wrist.

“You should show me. It’s okay, I promise. We’re supposed to be friends, remember?”

She laughed bitterly. “I don’t think we’re that good of friends. Please let go of my hand.”

Instead, I forced her to return the laptop to her thighs and fought with her to reopen the lid. She resisted me with something akin to mild panic.

“It’s okayI” I assured her. “Whatever it is, I’m not gonna think bad of you.”

“Yes, you are,” she said decidedly. “You’re never gonna want to talk to me again.” Regardless, she released the lid and let me lever it into an open position.

“Type in the password,” I coaxed.

“No.”

“Please, Agnes? I want to see.”

“No, you don’t,” she said unequivocally.

“Yes, I do.”

Stubborn, she just shook her head.

Pulling the computer off her lap onto my own lap, I typed combinations of letters close to what I had seen her enter. Frowning, her forehead creased and her eyebrows pulled into a straight line, she watched while I tried combination after combination. I was just about to give up when it hit me: I typed in my last name.

“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I said.

Agnes looked away, groaning softly. I stared at her, blinking. When the desktop was firmly in place, I moved the cursor around using the touch-pad, trying to think what to do next. I looked over at Agnes again.

“Here,” I said, “show me.”

Wordlessly, she reached over and directed the cursor to the Mail icon in the toolbar at the bottom of the screen. She clicked it, and a moment later a window popped up, covering the middle of the display. I skimmed down the unfamiliar list of addresses and headers, looking for anything of interest. I saw nothing. It was just typical correspondence from friends and acquaintances of hers, interspersed with junk mail.

“I don’t understand,” I said.

Again silently, she moved the cursor so that it rested above the Drafts folder on the left side of the screen. When she removed her hand and replaced it in her lap, I clicked the link. Blinking, I gasped. Filling the Drafts folder were email after email addressed to me.

“Agnes,” I said. “What is this?” I looked at her, and her lips were trembling. Her eyes were filled with tears. Her jaw quivered as though she’d burst into sobs at any moment. Unbidden, my hand stole over to her lap and gripped her clasped hands. “Don’t,” I said very softly. I looked from her face, to the screen and back again.

The latest email in the queue, dated last night at 10:45 P.M., read:

Dear Ellen,

Another boring day. I’m sitting on my bed propped against the headboard and a stack of pillows. I’m in the pajamas you like so much (the white ones with the blue stripes?), watching a repeat of Grey’s Anatomy. Lexie just kissed McSteamy and I am absolutely livid over it! I want to throw the remote at the screen! What is wrong with that girl?

Anyway, today at lunch you glanced over at me and I managed to get my eyes away from you just in time. You were talking to Sara, who had a really nasty look on her face, the kind she gets when she’s teasing me or talking to someone when she know I can overhear. I wanted to give her the finger, but oddly enough, I don’t think it was me she was talking about.

One thing I have to give you: although you normally look at whoever she’s sniping about, you usually look as though whatever Sara’s saying bores or irritates you. Also, you are never mean when talking to un-cool people like me, like Sara and your other friends are. I like that about you. You’re different. In many ways, you’re more like me and my friends than you are like Sara and her friends. Not that I think you’re drab. You are the most un-drab person I can imagine. It just hurts me to see you hang around those B’s and know I’ll never be a part of your group, never be good enough for you.

She went on to describe her evening, including an argument with her mom, a yelling match she’d gotten into with her brother — I couldn’t imagine Agnes yelling at anyone, brother included — and difficulties with her homework. I also read about the ten times she had wanted to call me on the telephone and hadn’t the nerve, the heartbreaking hopelessness she felt, knowing that I’d never in a million years call her.

It made me want to cry, and at the same time, go sit at the back of the bus, as far away from her as I could get. Never once, had I ever suspected anything.

“I don’t understand,” I muttered honestly. “We don’t even know each other. How could…?” The improbabilities made my head spin. There were so many emails.

Scrolling down the list I realized that a day hadn’t passed in the last month that she hadn’t written me something. Often, there were two or three, even four emails in one day. Turning my head, I looked at her, dumbfounded. Then I pushed the laptop away and stumbled out of the seat and made my way to the back of the bus.

I didn’t understand. Worse, I didn’t understand my reaction. No, that’s a lie; I understood my reaction fully well: I had freaked. I was overwhelmed. Floored by the unexpectedness of the discovery as well as by the significance of it. This girl was in love with me. In love, or hopelessly infatuated, which for a teenager amounts to the same thing. It was so totally not what I expected.

Confounded, I sat with my arms clamped over my chest, my legs clamped together, staring at the window. Ahead of me, Agnes remained where I had left her in her seat. Although I paid no attention to her at all, I could tell without looking that she was really shaken up, possibly even crying. Peripherally, I could see her hunched over, looking at the floor.

Why had she showed me the laptop? Why had she led me to the emails? Was she crazy? What was she thinking about? How could she possibly think I was interested in her? I wanted to jump up and scream Lezzie! Freak! Dyke! Go get your pussy somewhere else!

The question, unbidden and coming out of nowhere, rocked me back in my seat:  Then why the hell did you touch her hair?

What? I demanded, almost aloud.

You touched her hair, tucked it behind her ears. What the hell did you think would happen?

I didn’t do that, I objected.

The hell you didn’t! You led her on, and then freaked when she responded to your advances.

I sat bolt upright. Indignantly I set that voice straight right away. Bullshit! No action of mine resulted in that girl filling her head and her computer with nonsense! Did you see that shit? She’s been writing to me since the start of school. When did I ever so much as smile at her or say more than hi? Today was the first time we ever said more than ten words to each other. The only time I even notice her is when she says or does something stupid. She’s nothing to me.

Really, the voice asked. You think that’s true?

I sat, fuming. Where the hell did this voice get off telling me I didn’t know my own mind? Since when had I ever thought, or cared about Agnes Ahlberg? God damned little cunt-licker.

For another ten minutes I remained rigidly in denial. Then, slowly, as my anger drained away, I began to experience doubt. If I was to be truthful with myself, wasn’t it true that I was unusually aware of someone I claimed to have no interest in? Although we shared no classes, why did I always seem to notice what clothes she wore, the state of her hair, her lack of makeup and who, if anyone, she was conversing with? Anyway, I had to ask myself, was I sometimes bothered seeing her crack a smile or have her dullness otherwise lifted talking with another girl? (I had never, that I could remember, seen her talking to a guy.) And why did the face looking back at me from the frosted over window, though blurry and somewhat distorted, look so miserable?

With a suddenness that made me jump, the engine died and the lights went out. Ten rows ahead of me, Agnes gasped and started out of her hunched-over position. Mr. Sanford muttered, “What the hell?” and looked around the interior of the bus, now lit only by an emergency light mounted front and rear on the ceiling.

I stood up, uncertainly, and then sat back down again. Now what? I wondered.

Setting aside her backpack, which she had been holding in her lap, Agnes slid off her seat and walked cautiously forward, stopping right behind the driver’s seat. Mr. Sanford was trying to restart the engine, but it wasn’t even turning over. It made no noise at all, not even the clicking noise my dad’s car made when the battery had died. I wrapped my arms tightly around my chest and looked down at the floor. With the engine stopped, heat no longer blew out of the vents. I began to shiver.

“What’s the matter?” Agnes croaked, alarm in her voice. “Why won’t it start?”

“I don’t know, honey,” Mr. Sanford said distractedly. “We have plenty of fuel.” He tapped the gas gauge, and then examined all the other gauges on the dashboard, his finger following his eyes. “I’m afraid it could be electrical.”

“Isn’t the engine a diesel?” Agnes surprised me by asking.

Mr. Sanford grunted disagreement. “Propane. It needs electricity, just like a regular gasoline engine.” He stared at the dashboard, muttering, thinking hard. “The only thing I can think of is the alternator went out when we hit that stranded car.” So that was what the impact had been that spun us completely around. He half rose out of his seat to look out over the hood. “We hit on the left side, where the alternator is. If it was damaged or the belt came loose…” He shrugged and sat back down. “The engine would run on the battery for a while, until it ran out. I think that’s what happened.” He did not sound happy. It fact, he sounded very worried.

“How long will the emergency lights work?” Agnes wanted to know. She looked at the fixture above the windshield, then at the one above the rear door. Our eyes met for an instant. I looked away, half a second too late.

“Eight hours,” Mr. Sanford said. “More or less. They work off a separate battery.” He looked over his shoulder at Agnes. “Don’t worry. We’ll be out of here way before then. I promise you.”

Agnes shook her head forcefully. “How can you promise that? We’re stranded here. We’re not even sure we’re on the right road. You weren’t able to raise anybody, and now we don’t even have lights to show anybody where we are.”

The rising panic in her voice was unmistakable. Shaking off my stupor, I slid off the seat and shuffled up the isle. She had just begun to speak again in a high, cracking voice when I touched her shoulder. She jumped and screamed sharply.

“It’s okay,” I told her. “The bus is insulated, right, Mr. Sanford? It shouldn’t get below freezing in here. We can easily hold out until someone finds us. We have your water, and my Diet-Coke, and like Mr. Sanford said, we can always eat snow if we really get thirsty.” I squeezed her shoulder reassuringly. “We’ll be fine.” Her fear I could handle, but I wanted to flinch away from the look of pain and betrayal in her eyes. I smiled. It felt horribly forced and wooden.

“The trouble is–” We both looked at Mr. Sanford. “No matter how well the insulated the bus is….” He paused to look at the already glazing-over windshield. “The temperature is going to continue to drop until it gets quite uncomfortable in here. I’m sure they’ll find us before the drop in temperature becomes life-threatening–” He held up his hands defensively. “But I don’t think I can take that chance.”

“What do you mean?” I asked dubiously. He didn’t expect us to leave the bus, did he? That seemed suicidal.

“I have to go for help. I’ll–”

“No!” Agnes and I wailed in tandem.

“You can’t go out there!”

“You’ll freeze to death!” Agnes cried.

“You won’t even be able to find the road!”

“And what if no one comes along? There’s hardly any houses along that stretch of road.”

“Even if it’s Broad Neck,” I persisted. “Which we’re not sure it is.”

“You’ll freeze to death!” Agnes repeated.

Sanford stood up. “I have a responsibility to you kids. To make sure you’re safe. You won’t be safe as long as we’re stranded in this bus without heat. I have boots, I have a heavy winter coat; my ski cap and woolen gloves will keep me plenty warm. I’ll be fine,” he assured us.

“Bullshit!” I shot back. “You’ll kill yourself, and leave us here alone to freeze. You’re shirking your responsibility, not honoring it!” ”

Looking pained that I would use such language, Mr. Sanford shook his head and pulled his parka off the back of his seat. Agnes looked close to panic again, but also undecided, biting her lower lip. She looked from me to Mr. Sanford and back, plaintively. I shrugged. If Mr. Sanford wanted kill himself, what could I do about it?

“This is really stupid,” I grumped.

“Really stupid,” Agnes echoed. I noticed a plume of steam in front of her mouth, and tried not to think about that.

Mr. Sanford said: “Inside that compartment are blankets.” He pointed to a large square door built into the bottom of the dashboard. “Wrap yourselves up in them. There are flares in there as well. I’ll mark my path up to the road so that I can find my way back. They burn for fifteen minutes each. I’ll take half and leave half here with you. When the one closest to the bus go out, pitch out a fresh one. Even in the snow storm I’ll be able to find my way back.”

He squatted and flipped back the catches holding the door closed. Right in the front was a stack of plastic wrapped blankets. He grabbed one and tossed it to Agnes, another to me, and two more, one for each of us. Taking one out of the plastic bag, I shook it out and wrapped it around my shoulders. The other I clutched under my right arm. Agnes held her own against her chest, looking very unhappy.

“This is really stupid, Mr. Sanford.”

Mr. Sanford pulled out a red plastic box, flipped open the top and removed a package of flares. There were three of them side by side in the package, protected by a plastic blister pack. Examining them for a long moment, he stuffed the package into his pocket, and then removed the others. There were four packs altogether, twelve flares in all. He pitched the box back into the compartment, resealed the hatch and stood up.

“Do you know how to light a flare?” He looked from one to the other of us.

“I’ve seen it done on television,” Agnes admitted doubtfully. “You scratch the top of the cap across the top of the flare.” She pantomimed the action, her movements no more certain than her voice.

“Exactly,” Mr. Sanford agreed. He separated the top flaps of the blister pack, took the plastic tabs in the fingers of each hand, and pulled the packaging apart. Indented plastic buttons on either side held it together. He held out one of the flares to Agnes, but she shied away. I took it instead.

“Show me,” he said.

Clumsily, I peeled the red fabric band holding the plastic top to the flare and dropped it on the floor. The cap slid off easily, revealing a red button atop the flare that would ignite when struck by the rough surface on the cap. I would not want to ignite it on the bus.

“Not here,” Mr. Sanford said, grinning. To my surprise, he winked at me. Despite knowing that it was simply an effort to ease my mind, I blushed a little bit, looking away in embarrassment.

“Okay. Let’s give this a go.” Mr. Sanford showed Agnes how to lever the doors open with the emergency handle, then had me step down into the well, where he joined me. “Go ahead,” he said.

Looking very unhappy about it, Agnes struggled with the lever until the doors inched apart and let in a blast of frigid air and snow. Flakes peppered my face, making me blink. I held my hands up for protection, squinting my eyes, which teared almost immediately. My unprotected hands began to sting.

“Do it quickly. You don’t want more cold air getting in than you absolutely have to.”

Taking a deep breath, still squinting, I held the flare outside the open doors and clumsily struck it with the top of the cap. Nothing happened.

“Damn it!” I cried, striking the top of the flare again with the same result. From behind me, Mr. Sanford reached around and took each of my hands in one of his and, after holding them steady a moment, deliberately and forcefully dragged the striker patch across the chemical bottom. With a whoosh, and a stink of sulfur, the flare ignited.

“Oh, my God!” I cried, looking away, blinded. I hadn’t expected it to be so bright. Still holding my hand, Mr. Sanford pitched the flare fifteen feet out into the snow. It’s own weight and the spewing fan of brilliantly burning gases made it sink immediately out of sight. I hadn’t expected that either.

“Dammit! That’s no good!”

“Just wait, sweetie.”

A moment later, the snow began to glow red and suddenly there was an erupting volcano fifteen feet from the bus.

“The flare is made of sodium chlorate. It burns anywhere, even under water. Nothing can put it out.” He had let go of my hands and backed up the stairs, where he took the lever from Agnes and closed the doors against the snow. “It’ll burn for fifteen minutes. When it dies you strike another one and throw it out. You have six flares, which means I have an hour and a half to find help and get back here.”

“What if you don’t?” Agnes asked in a strangled voice. “You won’t survive out there for an hour and a half. You won’t make it fifteen minutes. Please, Mr. Sanford, please don’t go!”

For a moment, I thought Mr. Sanford might cave under her pleas, but following a moment’s indecision, he jammed his woolen ski cap down over his ears, zipped his parka up to his chin and fastened the Velcro straps, and donned his gloves.

“You kids take care of yourselves. I’ll be back before you know it. Close the door behind me and don’t forget to light the next flare.” And without further, he banged open the doors, jumped down into the well, crouched and leaped as far out into the snow as he could. Stupefied, I watched him struggle through the thigh deep snow up to and past the burning flare, watched him wave as merrily as if he was off on a skiing expedition, and finally disappear into the swirling, cascading darkness.

“Fuck!” I said angrily. Grabbing the door close mechanism, I banged the bi-fold doors closed with a vengeance.

Continue on to Part Two

 

Honey Loves – Confessions of an Incestuous Mother, Chapter 7

  • Posted on October 10, 2016 at 2:53 pm

By eloquent delinquent

For a moment I hover over my daughter’s upturned face, perched in the most provocative position imaginable, on all fours above her, between her open legs. I’m nearly nude, my small boobs jiggle slightly, hard nipples pointed straight at her. On the floor beneath me, the skirt of her green dress has flipped up, and she makes no effort to conceal her pink silky little girl cunt, now on display for me, wet and excited from the way she was grinding against my thigh just moments before.

Mother and daughter boldly examine one another’s sexuality, arousal growing.

She raises her head as I lower mine and we meet in a sloppy kiss. Our hands are busy holding us up, so for a moment only our lips and tongues can express what we’re feeling. We lick and press and move our heads, sighing into each others mouth, until too much of my hair spills across her face and we both start eating it.

We part, smacking and puffing and giggling, both precariously bracing on one hand to drag my errant wavy blonde strands out of our mouths. I usually have my hair pulled back when we do this kind of thing. I was unprepared. This angle isn’t going to work. I need to be lower, or she needs to be higher, or…. Or both.

I sit back, kneeling, and reach out to Bianca. “Come on, honey, get up. We’re gonna try something new.”

She takes my hands. She twists around, righting herself on the market’s shiny restroom floor. “New?”

The upward lilt at the end of her question reveals my six year old’s eagerness, and I’m impressed as ever with her. At times like these I wonder, how does she actually see all this? How much does she understand, how is she coping with the secrecy, and such an early erotic awakening, and her perverted mother?

But then I remind myself, those are my concerns, not hers. For Bianca, this is normal. Seeking pleasure in her childlike way, the sensuality of her body, the feeling of desire heating her, and coming to Momma to get it honeyed away. It’s how she’s grown up. Her sexuality is just another avenue to be explored, learned, experienced, like reading or tumbling or making her own breakfast.

Really, why wouldn’t she be this eager, growing bolder with me as her skills improve? I’ve treated her body with love and openness since the beginning, knowing even in my most passionate moments that her satisfaction is more important than mine. She’s my little girl. And treating her like this has given her so much confidence, knowing that even when things are bad, before too long she’ll be immersed in love, and her body will shiver in ecstasy. Every step on her journey has brought her nothing but bliss. That’s why she looks at every new stage of our incestuous life, like this one, with pure excitement.

“Up up,” I urge, and hold her hands while she struggles to her feet as best as she can with her weak knees and slippery socks. Eventually she’s standing, looking me in the eye with happy curiosity. I tug her in for a kiss, then guide her by the wrists toward the counter.

She looks over her shoulder at me, brown hair sweeping back.

“Get on the changing table, Bon-Bon,” I say, letting go of her dainty wrists. “Get up and I’ll give you more honey loves, like I did when you were little.”

Gripping the counter’s edge, Bianca pauses. “Yeah… I think I kinda remember that, a little. Not like a lot, but I remember having big lovey feelings for you after you changed me, and being all warm and glowy down there, and then being happy all day after.”

“You do?” I feel competing pangs of flattery and guilt.

“Uh-huh, but I didn’t know if it really happened, or maybe I had a dream of it, or maybe I just made it up, ’cause I wanted it to be like that.”

I must look stunned, because my daughter cocks her shoulder to her chin and gives me a reassuring smile.

She says, “I like when I think, maybe you’ve just given me honey for always and always. That you always loved me that much. I know we’re really naughty, and it’s a big secret ’cause we could be in big big trouble for being naughty. But you give me honey loves anyway, ’cause you know how much I like it. I feel special when I think that.”

My heart swells and a hot heavy lusciousness settles in my cunt. “I love you, Bon-Bon. Now get up there and let me show you.”

Her eyes twinkle and she bounces once with excitement before she jumps onto the changing center. She makes it as high as her navel, then just kind of folds over onto the counter and starts to scramble, trying to pull herself up. She reaches out but there’s nothing to grab, she bounces her tummy, her smooth sock-clad legs kick and pedal, and her little green dress rides higher and higher as her weight drags her back down over the edge.

I watch her pert, pale, wiggling butt being exposed to my hungry gaze. In her struggles she reveals her pretty little privates, that shiny crease, that winking pink pucker.

And I can’t help myself, the way I push off my haunches and onto all fours, the way I crawl toward her enticing juncture like an animal. And when my hands come up and touch her adorable ass, that silky warmth, when I stroke down her legs, stilling her efforts, I feel possessed by my lust.

I shuffle forward a bit as I part her dangling thighs, holding her open to me, holding her in place.

“Momma?”

In reply I simply press my face into her damp groin, my nose tucking into the crack of her butt while my lips close tenderly around her wet quim. Kissing her soft folds, I inhale her scent, the warm sexy playfulness of her, then I let my tongue emerge to taste and lick and pleasure her favorite little place. I close my eyes and savor her.

“Oooo…”

Her whole body seems to go soft and slack in my steadying hands, melting delight surging up her body in pulses, leaving her unable to focus on anything else. I lap and flutter in her most sensitive spots, tasting the tart cream she creates from deep inside, in that tender place I haven’t dared penetrate with more than just the tip of my tongue. My daughter’s hips and tummy start to undulate, reacting to sexual impulse, a little at first and then stronger, more urgent.

Bon-Bon grunts childishly as she moves, “Hnh! Ah! Uh, uh, nnn!” Her humping motion causes her to slide back down the counter, one thrust at a time, drawn to the sensation, more soft weight pressing into me as she tries to fuck my mouth with her pussy. My breath steams back into my face, humid and fragrant.

As my tongue slithers among her dainty folds, flicking at her hot stiff clit, her pleasure noises start to sound a bit distressed. Opening my eyes, I can see Bianca vaguely flailing to stay in place, but she’s so absorbed in her erotic excitement and the demands it’s making on her body that she’s too distracted to make a serious effort.

Finally she says, “Mm-Momma, I’m sli-slipping…”

I need to do something, and the last thing I want to do is stop now, when the hot sensations have her helplessly in their grip and love her, love her. After a second’s thought and prep, I act. Scooting my knees beneath me, I brace the toes of my sneakers. Then, slipping my hands up her legs and getting a firm grip on her hips and ass, I push myself into a standing position, lifting her with me until her cute butt is well above her head.

But my mouth never leaves her wet little cunt.

Poor little Bon-Bon is beside herself. Her legs swing free, rocking and twitching with her instinctive hump motions. Her green tartan dress slides up her body, gathers in her armpits, exposing her whole pale lovely body and the way it’s flexing. She tries to look back or into the mirror, but she can barely lift her head at this new angle, her brown hair fanning across the orange counter.

I start to shift, taking shuffling little sidesteps, pivoting her as I move around the changing station’s edge. This way I can set her on all fours without her face getting mashed against the mirror. Below me, still receiving pleasure despite this surprising turn of events, my six year old tries to squeal, tries to sigh, tries to giggle, tries to gasp. All that comes out is a breathless series of quick, incoherent sounds. She’s nearly naked and completely powerless to do anything but feel her mother’s tongue in her delighted pussy.

There’s a sharp clang when I bump the wastebasket into the wall with my hip. So I lift my head from her dripping privates, and lower her until her knees find the countertop and I can let go. She makes a little mew of disapproval when all contact is broken, but by the way she leaves her head resting on the counter, the way she heaves for breath, I think she’s actually relieved. I turn and move the wastebasket out of my way, then turn back to my beautiful, needy little girl.

Glancing down, it’s impossible not to notice her puckered pink butt hole, upthrust and revealed. And though I reach out and begin to stroke her sweaty silky body with both hands – how could I resist? – my gaze never really gets loose from her anus. I try to remember the last time I touched her there.

“How are you, Bon-Bon?”

“Hmm, so good. It feels really really really nice.”

I lick my lips. “You know what else might feel nice?”

“Hmm?”

I let one of my caressing thumbs slip through the groove of her raised ass as it smooths by, just touching her pucker. She shivers.

“Would you like that, honey?”

“I can see you,” she replies playfully.

I look up, then into the mirror, and I can see her brushing her thick hair back over an ear as she rests her cheek on the counter, revealing one big, pretty brown eye and part of a mischievous smile. She sways her hips back and forth gently, drawing my attention back to her ass.

“Are you looking at my bottom, Momma?”

I blush helplessly and nod. My own anus tingles, softly contracts, so aroused.

“Is it messy back there?”

“No honey, it’s shiny clean. You do a good job washing up this spot.” And I think I know why.

Bianca blinks. “Could you touch me there? Please?”

My hands come to a stop on her plump upturned cheeks, stroking, squeezing. My daughter takes a breath, holds it, anticipating the touch of my fingertip.

I bend at the waist instead, and lower my eager tongue onto her exposed, cute little anal bud, luxuriously swiping it all around. Sensing it’s my mouth rather than my hands playing with her butt, Bianca tenses up at first, squeaks. She tries to clench her cheeks, but I hold them open. I go “mmm-hmm,” reassuringly right into her skin and keep delivering slow, soothing licks over her sensitive pucker, over and over.

Soon, my daughter’s breathing gets deeper, heavier, like she needs more air to process the erotic feelings my wet tongue creates on her naughtiest hole. She arches her back, and shyly raises her ass, seeking more of my pleasuring mouth. It’s the most wonderful kind of encouragement for me, and I lap at her with more energy. She responds by making a noise deep in her throat.

Bon-Bon lifts her head and gets up onto her hands. It lowers the angle of her wet little anus, but I adjust by bending down a bit more. She tosses her hair over one shoulder.

“Ooooo, Momma, ohh, I can see you doing it back there.”

I open my eyes and look into the mirror at her flushed face and dreamy expression. Our gazes lock and I flutter my tongue against her asshole. Her mouth widens, she gasps and shudders, but she doesn’t break eye contact.

“So dirty, Momma,” she sighs, but the way her hips move tells me she doesn’t mind. I told her the truth before; she keeps her backside very clean. Still, as my tongue laps at her crinkly sphincter, there’s a muskiness, a bittersweet flavor, that’s different than her puss. It is a little dirty, and I love it. I think of my teenage girlfriends, the ones that let me do it, I adored licking their assholes, too. It made me feel like I was doing something slutty especially for them. And when they returned the favor, oh god it makes me quiver to remember.

Coming out of my reminiscing, I see Bianca’s gaze straying over my nude body, bent very much like hers, and I know she loves it. The mirror, the licks, the sexual delight of her own butt hole, the ecstasy on her face reflected back at her, seeing her naked mother poised behind her, face buried in the curve of her milky cheeks. Her eyes rove, she loves all of it.

She rests her head on her shoulder, hair spilling over her arm. “Do you like it too?”

I lift my head from her spit-soaked groove and kiss her butt cheek. “Mmm I love making you feel good, honey, so good when I touch you or taste you, I’ll do anything to give you honey loves, Bon-Bon.” She grins slowly and I duck back down. Telling her this makes me more eager to do it to her. I return to servicing her anus with my mouth.

My six year old’s eyes droop shut and her body sways back into the pleasure. But after a moment of luxuriating in this, she lifts her lids with something of an effort and shakily asks, “No, I mean… nnn… do you like getting touched back there? Is it… ooo… too dirty?”

“Hm-mm,” I shake my head a little, forcing her ass cheeks apart. Her eyes open a little wider, and I feel maybe that’s not enough of an explanation.

So, lifting once again from adoring her cute pucker, I rest my chin on her rump and say, “No, honey, I like that too, just like you.” I run the whole of my index finger up and down through her wet groove as I tell her, “You can touch anywhere, if it feels good. And this is naughty but it feels really nice.” I glance at the finger stroking her. “Doesn’t it?”

Her eyes sparkle. All better. But I want to show her more.

Removing my hand from her pert little butt crack, I tell her, “Look in the mirror.” I let my hand glide down my bare flank, over my generous hip, and then curl around the curve of my ass and out of her sight. But I could feel it, pulling an ample cheek aside to admit my slick fingers, and then oh! Oh yeah, touching my lonely little asshole, pressing and petting it, the sensations sound deep into my body, make me hungry for more.

Bon-Bon sees my expression soften, my body react. I’ve never anally masturbated in front of her before; she’s fascinated. “Ohh, are you touching in your bottom?”

I cuddle my cheek against her softer one. “Yeah, honey, I wanna do it too, do it with you. Is it okay if Momma touches herself there while she touches you?”

She grins at the thought, “Uh-huh.”

“Thank you honey, I really need it. I know you’ve never seen me, but I’ve always liked to do naughty things in my bottom hole.”

“Me too, but I like it when you lick more.”

She’s as subtle as she is chaste. It makes me giggle. “Only now that I’m a grown up, I like to put my finger inside and push it in and out. Ah,” Even as I tell her this I’m easing my finger into my anus, relaxing it, slicking it up.

“Really?” Her eyes get big, and keep glancing at my rump in the mirror, trying to see. “Like you do in your bonbon?”

“Momma has a pussy, honey. Call it a pussy.”

“Yeah, in and out of your pussy,” she corrects. I tingle every time her six year old mouth forms the word ‘pussy.’ She’s excited. “In and out. Are you doing it now?”

“I’m about to,” I tell her, while I’m dipping my finger into my cunt for a bit more lubrication. It’s instantly drenched. Holding my daughter’s gaze, I ease my finger into the tight entrance of my asshole, wiggling it slightly and raising incredible sensations from my anus. Squeezing past it, my finger slips deep and is wrapped in the intimate heat of my rectum, making me feel so full and nasty, waves of sympathetic bliss washing through my pussy.

When I’m in as deep as I can reach I hold it there for a moment, pressing, pressing. Then I draw it out slowly, my sphincter clutching, trying to keep it in, until only my fingertip remains inside, then wiggle it against the erotic, involuntary contractions of my anus. And when that gets to be too intense, I drive my finger back in and start fucking myself up the ass.

All this time I’m watching Bianca and she’s watching me, seeing my response to every pleasure pass across my face. Her whole face blushes a deeper and deeper pink, and her expression is something like wonder. As the excitement takes me, she glances back occasionally, but even in the reflection she can only see my wrist moving.

I realize that her curiosity’s piqued, soon she’ll want to see what I do, and I’ll have to display myself to her while I anally masturbate. Imagining this only gets me off harder.

Her body’s trembling with arousal from watching this exotic new way of playing. I give her a lewd grin as best I can around my moans, and lower my face back into her own back door, flickering my tongue on her pucker until she squeals, then pushing my face into her butt, spreading her cheeks wide, and lapping like mad at her rosebud, trying to make her feel what I’m feeling, make her feel as hot and naughty. I stiffen my tongue and start to probe her, forcing her tiny anus to yield and part to me, entering her just a little.

This drives her wild. With a look of disbelief she watches me in the mirror and cries out, “Ah! Ah! Oh Momma lick my bibi lick my bibi make me honey lick it I love you!”

Her arms give out and she drops her head back down onto the counter. At least I think that’s what happened. But after a couple writhing moments, I feel her little fingers right up next to my chin, dancing against her lovely, excited pussy.

What a pair we make. My six year old, bucking and moaning, masturbating herself while her loving Momma aggressively reams her little pucker, and all the time Momma’s quivering from the pleasure of fucking her own asshole. She breaks out in sweat only seconds before I do. I feel her tensing, stiffening up, her moans climb higher, sharper.

And then my beautiful daughter cums for me, a great big orgasm, and she mindlessly cries, “Nuh! Nuh! Momma, Momma, uhhh, hah, Ah!” as she humps her way through the glorious spasms wracking her little body. The bucking eases, and her breath is all sighs.

As she unspools, I force myself to ease up, gentle laps and kisses easing back from the passion moments before. It’s not easy, because I haven’t cum yet and I really need to now. I’m plunging my rectum deeply, steadily, lusciously, and I can’t help myself any more. I’m like a sexual freight train – with this much momentum built up, there’s no way I’m stopping on a dime.

Bianca flops onto one side on the counter, and gazes back at me through draping brown hair and heavily-lidded eyes. I notice she still has her hand clamped between her thighs. But she must not be touching herself, because she’s not screaming. Squeezing her little hip, I continue to masturbate my asshole. I imagine I must look wild and a little desperate to her, pumping and perspiring.

But as my daughter recovers, her interest in my raw lust seems to grow. Over the course of a couple minutes she regards me more and more closely, first drawing her hair out of her face, then lifting up onto her elbow a moment later. Her gaze is daunting in its blatant sexual curiosity. I straighten up, trying to regain some composure or dignity under the weight of her study. But my new posture keeps me from slipping my finger as far up my ass as I was, and my body wants that pleasure back. So I find myself rolling my hips and stretching my arm, urgently seeking an angle that sinks my finger deeper into the needy warmth of my rectum.

Sitting up completely, Bon-Bon grins at me, and I feel truly naked before her, humiliated by my dirty pleasures, and unable to resist them. In my squirming I get tangled up in my wadded jeans, and stumble two shuffling steps toward the counter, toward Bianca, before I catch myself. Now I’m less that a foot from her, and it only drives home who I am. Young Allison, jeans down at her ankles, shamefully fucking her asshole under the amused perusal of her six year old daughter.

Oh yeah, Mother of the year award. Such a dirty slut, unable to control my desires, helpless to do anything in the face of sexual pleasure but wallow in it. I’m so perverted that even these embarrassed feelings are heightening my arousal. Well, that and the fact that my stumble put me in a position where my finger can plunge deep into my slippery anus again. It’s such a relief.

Bianca sees all this on my face, in the way I hold my body. She knows me as much as she loves me. I think she likes seeing me this way, completely absorbed in my excitement, abjectly serving the demands of my naughty body. I think she sees herself in me when I act this way. It brings us closer.

She smiles, happy to find herself the one more in control. She shifts, lifting and folding one leg between us so she can move to straddle me, her knees resting just below my hips. Her hands settle lightly on my belly, and she occasionally peers around, observing the flexing of my arm where it disappears behind my rump. She’s fascinated.

“Are you touching inside your bibi, Momma? Are you pushing in and out?”

I can only nod. What an understatement. Now that the recesses of my vagina sense my penetrating digit again, it’s as if my body insists on me pumping it in. Every contraction of my anus thrills me, every thrust into my rectum strengthens the delightful glow that heats everything from my navel to my thighs. All I can do is feel. I’m overwhelmed.

“Do you feel the honey?”

At first, I can only grunt from my throat. It takes focus before I can say, “So good, I can’t stop, can’t stop… Hn, it’s so naughty, so naughty, putting my finger in there, letting you watch me. I’m so dirty, but, unnh, hah, I can’t help it.”

“It’s okay Momma,” she soothes childishly. “If it feels good it’s okay.”

“Oh, oh honey,” I choke out, emotions swirling among my sexual delights. And for a moment we’re caught up, me compelled to masturbate inches from my daughter, and her intently watching. I’m breathing deep, those groans keep escaping me, my eyes are unfocused, concentrating on the pleasure. Bianca mostly watches my face, my response, but I can see her eyes are drawn to the way my small tits jiggle with each slap of my knuckles against my butt. My nipples are achingly hard.

“Ooo,” she wiggles a bit, my excitement spurring hers. “Can you have a cummie that way, pushing in and out?”

And just like that, she gets to the heart of it. As hot and nasty as I feel, reaming my horny little ass, despite the deep, primal gratification surging through my body, as badly as I need to cum… I don’t think I’ll be able to. I could fuck my asshole all afternoon and not regret a second of it, but to climax this way is unpredictable, and neither of us wants to wait.

I shake my head, and tell her, “I think I need it like you did.”

Bon-Bon’s eyes get bigger and she stiffens a bit, panicked. I try to imagine what she thinks I’m telling her. Does she think I expect her to lick my pussy? My anus?

So I glance down at my pubic bush. Her eyes follow, and I say, “I think I need both at once.”

She gets it, nods as color rises in her cheeks. Her gaze is fixed on my pussy, watching it gently hump at the air in front of her. If she likes the way my arousal smells, she must love it right now.

Bianca absently says, “I felt so good when it was both at once. You did it and I did it, and I got so much honey feelings, it gave me cummies a lot a lot.”

There’s a twinkle of an idea in me. I feel my lopsided grin. “You did so good, baby, rubbing your bonbon. You got honey fast.” My finger thrusts lusciously into my anus, unh, unh, unh.

She giggles and shrugs. “You were already, you know…” she glances and gestures generally to everything around her pelvis, “making me happy.”

Lust and delight and perversion suddenly speak through me. “Can you help me get the honey?” I ask. “Can you show me?”

My daughter’s face goes slack. I’ve never asked her anything like this before. She’s moved and daunted, staring up at me. I can see the desires, to explore, to please, in her eyes. She just needs guidance, I tell myself.

I reach down and take her hand, both of them palm up, her little one resting in my grownup one, fingers overlapping. She draws a deep breath, she knows what’s about to happen, apprehensive, eager, as I draw our nestled hands between my legs.

“You can help me,” I murmur, and press her hand against my wet, swollen cunt for the first time. Bianca’s inhale ends in a sharp gasp as she feels me, the center of me, silky, fleshy, throbbing. I gently move, manipulating her fingers into stroking my inner lips, letting her feel. The finger in my back door has slowed, more rocking than pumping, curling my finger to caress my happy sphincter.

Bianca lets out this little groaning sigh, the most secret joy.

I steer her hand up my slit, slowly. Her fingertips press, twitch, beginning to explore on her own as she follows my lead to the apex, where I spread her fingers with mine and settle them around my clit. She rubs curiously, searching it out, and the sensation is unexpectedly wonderful, it makes me chuckle in the naughtiest way.

Her eyes flutter up to mine, and she gives me a shy smile. “Your bump is so big.”

“Is it?” I ask coyly.

She feels all over, all around, in places I can hardly get to. Her touch is electric and unpredictable, I’m going crazy from it. It occurs to me how long it’s been since I’ve been touched intimately by anyone else. Fuck oh fuck oh fuck I’ve missed it so much.

Her tiny, nimble six year old fingers begin to diddle all through the folds and magically sensitive spots in my slit, sending massive of jolts of joy through me. My eyes roll shut and I just melt into it. I’m still cupping her hand, but she’s taken the lead now, and it’s perfectly blissful to have my daughter finally playing with my sex.

“Is that good, Momma?”

I look down to see her still looking up to me, so anxious and excited. I give her my most loving, indulgent, horny grin. “Oh, oh honey, it’s beautiful. You’re making Momma feel so good. I wanted you to touch me for so long, and now you are, and mmmmm Momma loves your special touches.”

“Like honey?”

“Oh, ohhhh like honey, sweetheart, like honey…”

Bon-Bon’s smile is radiant. My comment boosts her confidence, and she starts to play with me more firmly. She gets a little crease in her brow as she attempts to really please me. Once she gets going, I’m instantly amazed by how expert her touch is. Rubbing, teasing, fondling, pinching. She’s turning me on so much, it feels like my pussy’s dancing with ecstasy.

As I reap the benefits of all of her practice, my mindfulness of this moment drifts away on a current of sensation that grows and grows from her touch. The finger in my back door ends its languid caressing, stiffens, and I start to thrust in time to the way my daughter masturbates me. I hear my inner slut crying out, Oh, oh, yeah, she’s masturbating me!

I feel her fingers probe the entrance to my vagina. I’m sure she can feel my own finger nearby, pushing into my rectum through the thin membrane.

“Do you want to go inside? Push in and out of Momma’s pussy?” I gasp, totally carried away.

Her eyes get big. She shakes her head slowly, afraid to do it, afraid to disappoint.

Squeezing her pleasuring hand to me, I breathe out, “It’s okay, it’s okay, I love it, I love you, just don’t stop don’t stop…”

She giggles wickedly and her fingertips glide back up to my clit, fondling, flicking. My body hunches, pinned between the twin, divine urgencies in my naughty places, building, building. I’m nothing but a body now, a mindless fuck socket. I love it.

“Its better with both at once, isn’t it?” she purrs, the little brat.

All I can do is nod and go “Uh! Ah, ah, Nn-Hnn!” Bianca licks her lips and smiles, intensifies her efforts.

“Ooo, Momma, you’re gonna cum,” she says, her little arm working. “I can feel it.”

Ahhhh, my inner slut moans, she’s sooo right. I’m climbing, I’m floating. All of me is focused on her clever little fingers at play in my cunt, the thick digit sinking deep into my asshole. I’m breathing like a bellows, looking down at her with a nearly predatory gaze.

She leans forward, and I feel her little plush lips close around the peak of my small breast, finding my stiff, ready nipple. She begins to nuzzle on her Momma, lovingly, naughtily. The flat of her wet tongue slips over my nipple with each suck, each exhale finds her breath warm and damp on the slope of my tit. It’s another set of sensations, mingling with the others, multiplying the others. I’m trembling, teetering on the brink.

The suspense is wonderful, terrible.

And then all at once I’m cumming, so deeply, so physically. I clutch my daughter’s hand against my gushing pussy, I’m sure she can feel the spasms in Momma’s naughty cunt. My asshole flutters, contracts around my finger. The sensations force me to jerk my hips, to clench my belly, to toss my head. Her teeth gently close over my nipple for a moment, squeezing even wilder responses from my ecstatic body. The sounds echoing to me off the bathroom walls sound debauched and abandoned and just like my favorite self.

But nothing this good can last, and even though I let my orgasm have its way with me, eventually the heat cools, I unwind, come to my senses to find Bianca tenderly kissing my breasts, my chest. She’s petting my pubic hair, and with her other hand she strokes the curve of my hip. She pulled her hand away from my sex as soon as I climaxed, probably concerned that I get as sensitive as she does. Oh god, if she only knew what she could do to me if she just kept going… Maybe someday, she will.

For now, though, I feel immersed in her sensual love. I slip my dirty finger out of my ass and wrap my arms around her. When I do this she tips her head up, and I kiss her mouth again and again. She embraces me, her little hands skim up and down my bare back. I feel her knees press my hips.

I pull her hair away from her face, tracing along her scalp, and we just beam and beam at each other until my cheeks ache and we have to kiss some more.

When we part again, I gush, “Oh honey that was so wonderful, having you do that to me. I loved it so much.”

She giggles bashfully, “It was so fun!” From the twinkle in her eyes I can tell she’s already planning on how she’ll do it next time. “I liked giving you honey loves too.”

My stomach flutters happily.

Bianca leans back slightly and says, “For you.” She offers up the fingers that she had in my pussy, holds them near my chin. I gratefully dip forward and close my lips around them, tasting myself. She intently watches me do it, her mouth hanging open, her own little tongue appearing as I suck her clean of my tangy flavor. When I release her fingertips with a pop, we both giggle and playfully stroke each other and occasionally smooch.

We lazily begin composing ourselves. I decide to freshen us up with baby wipes, but my daughter insists I stay put, plucks a few from the wall dispenser, and returns to me. At first she swabs my sweaty spots, my underarms, my throat, the bottoms of my tits. Then she poses me against the counter, nudging my knees wider until I’m kind of bowlegged, with my ankles bound in my jeans, exposed to her.

With a hugely naughty grin, she slowly, thoroughly cleanses my sloppy pussy, the sharp cool sensation of the wipe mixing with the soft, erotic warmth of her touch. She knows exactly what she’s doing to me. It’s all I can do to keep control – we can’t be locked in the family restroom all day.

Then she tugs on my hip, gets me to turn around and lean over on the counter. When I do I can see the color’s rushed right back into my cheeks. I grin at myself, such a proud little slut. Then I feel Bianca, parting my ass and using the wipes and her loving touch on my pucker, and I savor it. I glance at the reflection and see my daughter looking at my asshole with great interest as she swabs it clean. She seems reluctant to stop, but she eventually lets me go. I feel like a little girl again, pulling up my pants in front of her with the tingling sensation of the wipes still on my skin. For a moment, our roles are reversed.

What a day of discovery!

I finish dressing as Bianca flirtatiously cleans herself, displaying herself lewdly while using the wipes over her glowing little girl parts. When I’m done up again, she lets her green skirt drop, a bemused expression on her pretty face.

The stylist at the salon really knew her stuff, because when I get the brush out of my purse and start combing out Bon-Bon’s tresses, they quickly fall back into shape, right down to the part in her bangs. I’m impressed. This hairdo might last well past Thanksgiving. My own hair is a bit more of a disaster. I tease it a bit, but don’t try too hard. It’s always seemed to me that the hairstyles other women admire the most look a lot like someone who’s just been fucked silly.

My daughter puts her hated boots back on, I smooth the wrinkles in my jeans and gather her coat, and we rejoin the clamor of the market. Her tights stay stuffed in the pocket of her wool coat; we both like it better with her naked underneath that little green dress.

We find the cart right where we left it. Bon-Bon decides not to ride in the seat, instead holding my hand as we gather up the last couple items and head to the checkstand. The coat and my purse go where she sat before. We both look flush and cheerful, like we just came from playing in a park. We smile at each other a lot as we pass up the aisles, fond, secretive little smiles.

I don’t know what’s on her mind, but I can’t help but think about the future. We’ve broken through a lot of barriers today, hers and mine. The scope of what’s possible for us is so much greater. Where might we have honey loves now? In the fields by the river outside of town? On some seldom traveled stairwell at her school? On the sun-drenched deck of my parents’ cabin?

And how might we love each other? She’s so interested in penetration, what will her face look like the first time I slide into the warmth of her pussy, or her ass? What will mine look like, when she does it to me? Now that she’s seen the joy she can give me with her touch, I can only imagine how often she’ll want to see me in ecstasy. My cunt tingles at the thought.

In the checkout line, my daughter holds my hand close to her face. To the other customers in line with us, it looks like she’s occasionally kissing my fingers just as an affectionate way of passing the time. But I can feel it, so I know. She’s languorously smelling my fingers as we wait to pay, the fingers that have been in my pussy, the fingers that have been up my ass. No wonder she didn’t want me to clean myself; she wanted a souvenir.

And every once in a while, she licks my knuckles. My knees wobble. I wonder if anyone notices. But what she’s doing is so hot, my fear is nowhere to be found.

She hums to herself while I pay and get bagged, and then we’re strolling out together. This plain moment is so charged with beauty, with love, I savor it. I don’t know how long this can last, but I know no harm can come from it. I wonder what will happen if I ever take another lover, how she’ll respond. But on that front, how will I respond if she does? Other mothers would have another half decade before they had to be concerned, but I know my daughter. I suspect she won’t be able to keep the secret of her pleasure entirely to herself, and I’ve gently questioned to see if she’s initiated of her little friends to her happy sexuality. All I got was some coy reply that she and Claire and Debbie were all best friends, and had secrets of their own.

Bon-Bon knows secrets, so I feel I should respect her. And besides, if she’s introducing girls as lively and cute as Claire and Debbie to their pussies, I couldn’t bring myself to forbid it. If I’m honest, my reaction would be exactly the opposite. Maybe we could all be secret friends. God I’m terrible, but I swear I can’t help it. It’s how I was made to be.

Outside, it’s stopped raining and a rising wind makes some tears in the cloud that golden sunshine slips through. Bianca rides on the side of the cart as we cross the lot. As we near the car, a gust blows her skirt up, exposing her plump pale butt. With a storm of giggles she tucks the rebellious dress back down. I can’t help but giggle myself.

After the groceries are stowed, I usher her into her booster chair. As she climbs into the car, she looks over her shoulder at me with a smile and flips her skirt up over her ass again. With a growl my hand darts out between her legs, my finger sliding into her smooth crease, my thumb in her ass crack, and furiously masturbate her for about three seconds. Her eyebrows arch, eyes squeezed shut, mouth frozen in a surprised smile.

When I stop, she’s breathless, and submits lamb-like to being strapped into her seat. I shut her door, glance around. Everyone’s trundling their own carts, consulting shopping lists, navigating around cars. I nod. That’s right, nothing to see here, go about your nonsexy business.

When I start up the car, Bianca asks, “If I want, um… I mean, if you want honey loves, I mean, you know, you want me to give you them…”

I glance into the rearview mirror at her, eyebrows up.

“…It’s okay to ask me for it. You should be happy that way, too. And you like… I like-”

She’s thoroughly tongue-tied now.

So I just grin and say, “I like that you like it, honey.”

She sighs, grins.

On the way home, I start to consider how much my sexuality is going to change and grow just from this one trip to the supermarket. It might change as soon as we get home. If both of us can ask for sexual play whenever we want to, will we ever get anything done? I imagine an extended chain reaction, one desire triggering another then another then another… It’s so hot.

My hand steals between my legs, squeezes my heating pussy through my jeans. I glance up, ready to ask Bianca if she’ll give me honey loves as soon as we get the groceries put away, or maybe as soon as the garage door is down, or maybe in some secluded turnoff on the way home.

But when I look in the rear view mirror, I see her slumped over, already asleep, her six year old face angelically peaceful, her pale legs wide open, and her little hand resting dovelike over her bonbon, imagining naughty bliss even in her dreams.

The End

 

I Was the Daughter of a Porn Star, Chapter 52

  • Posted on October 9, 2016 at 3:22 pm

The Lesson

By Cheryl Taggert 

If you need help keeping up with the characters, you may go here.

Immediately after the phone call to California, Cindy sat in front of her mirror, grinning like a school girl. Carlo had left her room, worried about being found in there when he had no business with Cindy.

She couldn’t believe she had spoken to her daughter after five years of having no word about Jeanna’s life. Not only that, but she had also been able to let the girl know she was alive. And loved her. Her mind was in a cloud of ecstasy.

This joy didn’t last, of course. Cindy stiffened as Pablo entered her room.

“Come with me,” he said. “I wish for you train these young girls I have just purchased.”

She followed him, feeling very much as if she were going to the gallows for execution. And in a way, she was, for she knew if she didn’t get out of this place soon, she would likely die at the hands of Pablo or one of his hired men.

As Cindy entered the room where Pablo took her, she saw two young girls sitting naked on a queen-size bed. The covers were rumpled, as if someone had been sleeping there, but Cindy knew better. The disarray meant the girls had already been performing for Pablo. He had obviously enjoyed the show, but he wanted them to learn more, to become sophisticated lovers, not children playing at sex games.

When she saw them, she turned to Pablo. She wanted to kill him, but with no weapons at her disposal and a veritable army at his, she simply asked him a question before making a rare request.

“You want me to show them the ways of sex?”

“Sí,” Pablo said. “I want them to know everything there is to know about giving and receiving sexual pleasure,” he said in Spanish.

“This would work much better if we were left alone. They are too nervous in front of you to learn anything,” she answered in Spanish.

He glanced at the young girls, and thought this would be a great time to learn about subjugation to him. He looked back at Cindy and said, again in Spanish so the girls would understand, “If you want me to leave the room, come kneel before me and beg me.”

Cindy knew exactly what was going on here. She knew this was more for the girls’ benefit than his desire to be begged, though that certainly had a part in this little game of his.

She walked toward him and knelt in front of him. “Please, Senor Pablo, may the three of us have privacy so I may teach these girls how to give and receive sexual pleasure?”

Pablo smiled at her. “You are a persuasive woman. I will grant your request; however, they should be considerably better at giving and receiving pleasure. They will perform for me again at this hour tomorrow. They should be noticeably better at lesbian love.”

He turned and left the room. She noticed his erection tenting his pants as he walked away. She wished he would get a disease so it would rot off.

When the door closed, she turned to the little girls.

“Cuántos años tienen ustedes?” How old are you? She purposely used the formal of you to establish she wanted to be their friend. The conversation continued in their native language.

“We are eight,” said the one on her right, a beautiful little girl with straight black hair that fell to the middle of her back. Her sister was identical to her, but her hair was shorter, cut just below the shoulders. They were so alike she figured someone had done this to tell them apart.

“And what are your names?”

“I am Sofia, she is Sonia,” the one with the longer hair said. She seemed to be the “big sister” of the two.

“Hello, I am Cindy. Our names begin with the same sound,” she said, smiling at them. “I am very pleased to meet you both, though I think you would rather not be here.”

The girls both looked down at their naked laps.

“We don’t mind what we do,” said Sofia.

“We just don’t want to be watched,” Sonia added.

“Yes, I understand. There are many wonderful pleasures and the kind of pleasure a girl can give her sister is special indeed. I know of that pleasure.”

The girls smiled at Cindy, beginning to trust her.

“I have a little girl back where I come from, in California. She and I used to give each other the same kind of pleasure.”

“How old is she?” Sofia asked.

“What’s her name?” Sonia asked simultaneously.

Cindy smiled at them. “Her name is Jenna, and she is now twelve, but I haven’t seen her since she was seven.”

“Why not?” Sonia asked.

“Because, I am being held here. Just as you are. I am ‘owned’ by Senor Pablo, as he says. But I try to make my life as good as I can. Do you want to know how to do that too?”

Both girls nodded in unison.

“You must do what Senor Pablo tells you to do, and keep your eyes looking for a way to escape.”

The girls looked at each other, worry lines creasing their beautiful brows.

“I don’t want to scare you,” Cindy continued. “I just want you to be aware of what is going on.”

“So we must have fun with each other in front of Senor Pablo?” Sofia asked.

“Yes, and you must make it, well, erotic.”

“What is that?” asked Sonia.

“Erotic? It means that those watching the two of you should get excited — sexually — when watching you.”

“You mean the men should get hard, is that right?” Sonia asked to make sure she understood.

“Yes, and the women should get wet,” Cindy answered. “Many women enjoy watching girls your age together having sexual fun.” Cindy looked down at her own lap. “I’m one of those women,” she said, nearly a whisper.

“You used to have sex fun with your daughter?” Sonia asked.

“Yes,” Cindy said, blushing.

“Would you like to have fun with us?” Sofia asked.

“Actually, yes. I haven’t been with girls as pretty as you two in a long time.”

“We used to watch our mother with men and one time a man saw us and had us come closer to see. Our mother said it was time we learned about life. We watched them up close. My mother’s privates looked so nice, I leaned forward when she was lying back when they were done and kissed it the way I’d seen the man do,” Sonia said. “She liked what I did, so she would have us do that to her sometimes. We liked it, too.”

“Yes, our mother would tell us to touch each other while she watched and touched herself,” Sofia said. “We like doing these things with women and we don’t mind if they watch. We don’t like for men to watch, though. They bring out their big things and pull on them until some sort of cream spits out of the end.”

Cindy looked at the mostly innocent girls. She was amazed that girls who had done sexual things to each other and their mother were also so ignorant of sex. ‘Pull on their things?‘ ‘Spit?‘ Still, they were fairly accurate, though uninformed, descriptions.

“You will have to get used to that,” Cindy advised them. “It’s going to happen a lot now that you’re here. Senor Pablo often invites men and women over to watch things like the two of you. There is one mother who brings her daughter, who is twelve, and they do things together. Senor Pablo likes to put his penis, which is the correct name of a man’s thing, into the woman and her daughter. The two compete to see who can be the one to make Senor Pablo come, which is what you called spitting their cream. The cream is sperm and another fluid called semen.”

“Senor Pablo said you were to teach us. What do we have to learn?” Sonia said.

“To be erotic. You said you had kissed your mother’s pussy, which is one name for her privates. Did she teach you how to lick her there?” Cindy asked.

“Yes, we liked doing that to her.” Sonia said.

“Have you ever licked each other?” Cindy asked.

The girls looked at each other and laughed, their childish giggles a sharp contrast to the topic of their conversation.

“We never thought to do that to each other before!” Sonia said. “That’s funny because we did it to our mother a lot.”

“Have either of you come yet?”

“Girls don’t spit cream,” Sonia said.

“Yes, actually some do, but it’s a different kind of cream, not sperm.”

“So the men are coming when they grunt and their things — I mean their… penises — spit?” Sofia asked.

“Yes, and it’s what happens to girls and women too, though most girls don’t ‘spit’ anything. They just get very wet in their pussies. So, have you come yet?”

“I don’t think so,” Sofia said.

“Oh, you’d know,” Cindy said, grinning. “It’s the world’s most wonderful feeling! In fact, it’s probably the best feeling in the universe.”

The girls stared at Cindy in disbelief.

“The best feeling in the universe?” Sonia asked.

“Yes,” Cindy said. “Would you like to learn how to get that feeling?”

The girls nodded in unison once again, and Cindy was reminded how much alike they were.

“Okay, both of you lie back and spread your legs,” Cindy said. “I’m going to kiss and lick your pussies.”

The girls obeyed at once, obviously excited about the prospect of experiencing the universe’s most wonderful feeling.

“Now,” Cindy began, “I am going to continue licking and kissing your pussies until you reach an orgasm, which is that wonderful feeling I described. My daughter was having them when she was very young, younger than you. The daughter of a friend of mine back in California was having them when she was six. So I’m sure you can have them, too. Just go with the feelings. When things begin to feel so good it kind of scares you, that’s your body trying to come. Just let it, okay? No matter what you think may happen, like peeing or fainting. I promise you, you won’t. But the feeling is so good, it can make you feel a little strange, as if you’re going to faint.”

“Are you sure we won’t faint?” asked Sonia.

“Yes, I’m sure.”

“What if I really do pee?” she continued.

“Then pee. It’s okay, even if you are peeing right in my mouth. I won’t be mad or even a little upset. Believe me, worse things have happened to me since I came here.”

The girls looked at each other in fear again. Cindy rushed to assure them so they could relax for the orgasms.

“But let’s not think about that now, okay? I want us to concentrate on the universe’s most wonderful feeling. I want us to think about coming, okay?”

The girls smiled at her and nodded.

“Let’s just forget we are here for now,” Cindy continued. “Let’s pretend we are in some expensive hotel room with room service and everything. We’re just going to have fun. What do you say to that?”

“Okay!” the girls said, grinning at their new friend.

The girls lay back again and spread their legs and stretched their necks to watch what Cindy would do.

“Lie back and don’t worry about watching me while I lick. While I am licking one of you, the other can watch and learn. I am going to start with Sofia,” Cindy said. “When she has come, I will turn my attentions to Sonia.”

The girls giggled excitedly in response. Cindy leaned forward and began to kiss and lick Sofia’s bald pussy. There was already some moisture there, and she assumed it was because the young nymph had grown excited talking about what was about to happen. The response had been involuntary, Cindy was certain.

She licked and kissed the labia and coaxed the tiny clitoris out of her fleshy closet. Soon, Sofia was moving her hips involuntarily as the sensations began building to their inevitable crescendo and climax.

The petite girl began to hook the sheets into her balled up fists and pull on them as the feelings began to overwhelm the child. The fists would relax for a second before once again grasping the sheets and twisting them into her tight fists. Her breathing grew ragged and quick, tiny moans escaped her throat without her knowledge of them, and soon her chest began to heave and grunts replaced the moans.

Sofia’s twin sister watched what was happening as she lay on her side beside her sister. Sonia’s eyes were wide with wonder at the change in her sister. She felt her own privates — no, her own pussy — tingling at the sight of her sister approaching her very first orgasm, a feeling Sonia still did not know either.

All she knew was she desperately wanted to experience it. Sofia’s obvious pleasure from what was being done to her caused Sonia to yearn for the same feelings her sister was experiencing at that moment.

Sonia watched as Sofia’s eyes shot open in surprise as her first orgasm took her. Sonia felt that although Sofia’s eyes were wide open, they really saw nothing. It was as if her eyesight was focused inward on the wonderful feelings.

A small squealing scream burst from Sofia’s lungs as her body began to spasm and tremble. Cindy kept her mouth glued to the hairless pussy as the girl came. She wanted the girl to experience the full effects of a truly good orgasm.

Cindy remembered her own first orgasm, brought about by masturbation when she was ten. It was nice, but not unbelievably wonderful the way they later became. Unlike her own experience, she wanted these girls to know the ultimate limits of orgasmic tremors. In essence, she wanted them to come hard.

When Sofia was finished with her very first orgasm, she lay on the bed catching her breath and re-focusing her vision. She seemed to be struggling up from some wonderful dream that she was not in a hurry to leave, but at the same time wanting to share the experience with those in the waking world.

“Oh, my God!” the girl said as she found her voice. “You are right, Miss Cindy,” the girl said, adding the ‘Miss’ to make the name one of endearment as well as respect. “That was the best feeling ever!’

“I want to feel one!” Sonia said, lying back once again to accept the older woman’s lips and tongue on her most private area.

Cindy smiled and moved to Sonia’s soft pussy. It was, of course, identical to her sister’s. The outer labia were plump and soft while the inner labia were folded behind these larger lips of tender flesh, just thin ribbons of moist skin aching to be touched by the woman’s mouth and tongue and hiding the tiny clit that was the source of a feeling the size of a galaxy.

She clamped her mouth onto Sonia’s pussy and could instantly tell that this pussy was wetter than her sister’s had been. Of course, she had watched her sister as her pussy was eaten by the very experienced woman, which would have caused her pussy to send forth more moisture to lubricate the inner labia and clitoris to ready it for the soft touch of Cindy’s lips.

Cindy sent her tongue out in short stabs at the clit, urging the tiny pearl out of hiding. Soon, it was there, easily touched directly, with each touch of Cindy’s tongue sending currents of pleasure through the eight-year-old.

“Is that it?” Sonia asked. “Are those jolts the feeling?”

Cindy stopped long enough to say, “No, sweetheart. Those are just a hint of how good it will be. Lie back now, and let it build inside you.”

With that, Cindy returned to her joyful task. Her mouth devoured the small mound of sensitive flesh, her tongue lashing at the girl’s exposed clit, her throat swallowing the small amounts of girl honey that flowed lightly from the young pussy.

Soon, Sonia’s breathing matched her sister’s when Sofia was nearing her life’s initial climax. Her body tensed as the coming orgasm signaled the rest of the girl’s body it was on its way. Moans unheard by the small girl tumbled from her throat. Just as her sister’s fists had wrapped themselves in the bed sheets, so Sonia’s fists gripped the cotton fabric, released, gripped again.

Then, her eyes opened wide in disbelief as the orgasm finally slammed into her midsection to spread out to all points of her body. The disbelief concerned the enormity of this feeling, and how such a sensation could have escaped them until now. Had she been able to talk to the six-year-old Cheryl, the two would have understood each other perfectly. Like Cheryl from years ago, Sonia was immediately in love with this feeling and instantly decided amidst the delirium of her first orgasm that it was a feeling she would do almost anything to experience again… and again… and again.

When the child once more was completely aware of her surroundings, she smiled at Cindy and Sofia.

“Wasn’t it great?!” Sofia asked.

“Yes. It was wonderful,” Sonia answered softly. She felt like she needed a nap.

“Would the two of you like to lick me now?” Cindy asked.

The smiles, even on the seemingly exhausted Sonia, told her the answer.

She lay back and spread her labia to expose the interior of her pussy. The girls watched intently as she pointed out the various spots of pleasure, ending with the location of her stiff clitoris.

“That is where you will want to concentrate. Later, the two of you can locate each other’s clitoris, or clit for short.”

She had the girls lie along her legs and allowed them to begin bathing her pussy with their tongues, each of them dancing her tongue across the wet labia, swiping across her clit, delving into the small hole the woman had called her vagina and bringing more wetness from deep within the woman’s pussy to the surface of the inner labia and clit.

Cindy was trembling from the strong jolts of pleasure the girls were bringing from somewhere inside her. She would come soon. Just lying on the bed and chatting about sex with the girls had aroused her beyond belief. She had imagined each of them as Jenna from long ago. She missed her daughter not only as her offspring, but also as a talented sex partner.

Soon, the orgasm that had been lying in wait wormed its way to the surface and burst forth like an explosion of volcanic lava. She heaved and shuddered as the climax took her. It seemed to wrap itself around her middle and not let go. It went on for a while, sending spasms of unbelievable joy into every cell of her body.

As she calmed from the onslaught of heavenly sensations, she opened her eyes to see the two small girls smiling down at her with a mixture of apprehension and joy.

She returned the smile.

“I think the three of us are going to be very special friends. What do you two think?” she asked the happy faces above her.

The girls looked at each other and their grins grew. They nodded first at each other and then at Cindy. Then they were hugging her.

“Te amo!” Sofia said, and Sonia repeated it. I love you. Love happened so quickly at eight.

Apparently, it happened rather quickly at thirty-three as well. She told them she loved them as well.

“Now it’s time for the two of you to find each other’s clit and lick each other to another orgasm. That’s one of the wonderful things about being a woman. Most of us can experience quite a few orgasms in one session of sex with a partner or partners. Do you know what is meant by a sixty-nine?”

The girls looked at her, obviously unaware of the term.

“Here, let me situate the two of you. You’ll get the idea right away,” Cindy told them, and when she had placed their bodies in position, they did indeed understand and began to lick and kiss each other’s pussy with obvious two-fold pleasure. Each had the pleasure of giving her sister the sensations that would lead to an orgasm while at the same time receiving those feelings. Thus, they had achieved the goal set for them by Pablo.

Soon they had begun the wild dance of an approaching orgasm and they entered their respective climaxes at nearly the same moment. Cindy added another sensation by reaching for Sofia’s butt, since she was on top of Sonia, and she inserted the tip of her finger into the girl’s butthole.

When they had finally calmed from the intense act of coming, Sofia said, “Did you put a finger inside my butt?”

“Yes,” Cindy said with a small laugh. “Did you like it?”

“Yes!” Sofia said. Sonia, puzzled that such an action could feel good, reached behind herself and gently eased her index finger up to the first knuckle and wiggled it around inside her. It felt so good, she pushed to get the finger in up to the second knuckle. A slight whimper of pleasure escaped her and Cindy leaned over to kiss the girl while Sonia fucked her finger slowly in and out of her butthole.

Sofia copied what her sister was doing, and before long, the girls were very gently finger-fucking their own butts.

“Now, take your free hands and start massaging your own clits and pussy,” Cindy told them. She hadn’t steered them wrong yet, so they immediately obeyed.

The result was the building of yet another orgasm. The girls looked into each other’s eyes as they masturbated while fingering their butts, and soon they entered the third orgasm of their young lives.

Afterwards, Cindy lay with the two young beauties, holding them to her side and they fell asleep like that. Cindy was happy for a softer bed that night, but she was also happy she had met these two lovely little girls.

If I ever escape, I will have to bring them with me, she thought to herself. It was the last thought she had before drifting off to sleep with the naked girls cuddled against her own nudity, with twin hands resting on her pussy.

Tomorrow, she would teach them how to make love to a woman’s breasts.

Continue on to Chapter 53

 

Happenstance, Chapter 4

  • Posted on October 8, 2016 at 2:13 pm

By No One

A few hours later, after dinner, Melina was finally on her way to Abbie’s house. Her friend lived about 10 minutes away on foot. Her anticipation and excitement grew the closer she got to her destination.

With some difficulty, she’d decided not to masturbate when she got home from school, even though she’d needed it badly. She wanted to save it all for this evening. Images of what might happen kept popping into her mind as she walked, and by the time she reached Abbie’s house, she was once again a horny mess.

She took a deep breath to try to calm herself before ringing the doorbell. After a moment, Abbie’s dad opened the door and smiled.

“Hi, Melina. How are you?” he said pleasantly.

“Hey Mr. M. I’m pretty good,” she said, walking in when he stepped aside. “You? Heard you got a big date tonight.”

He chuckled. “I don’t know about ‘big,’ but it’s a date, yes.”

They entered the living room where Abbie was sitting on the couch, wearing a t-shirt and a skirt.

“Hey, you,” she greeted Melina with a warm smile.

“Hey,” Melina replied, sitting next to her friend and smiling back. She was already hoping that Abbie’s dad wouldn’t stick around too long. Just sitting next to Abbie was making her warm all over.

It looked like she would get her wish, as Mr. Miller was examining himself in a mirror and seemed to be making the last adjustments to his appearance before leaving the house.

“Leaving?” Abbie asked hopefully.

Seemingly satisfied with how he looked, he turned to them. “Yes,” he replied in a suspicious tone, frowning. “You seem to be in a real hurry for me to leave.”

“Well, yeah, see, my drug dealer is coming over later, so it would be kinda awkward if you were still here,” Abbie explained, straight-faced.

Melina tried to cover her laughter behind one hand.

“Funny girl,” Abbie’s dad said, making a face at his daughter. Turning to Melina, he added, “I decide that she’s old enough to stay home alone, and see how I’m repaid? You watch her, okay?”

“I’ll try to keep her from burning down the house,” Melina promised, giggling.

Abbie got up to give her dad a hug. “Love you, daddy,” she said innocently.

“Love you too, pumpkin,” he replied, returning the hug. Behind her back, though, he gestured at Melina, pointing at his eyes then at Abbie, indicating that Melina should keep an eye on her. She laughed again; these two were always funny.

Finally, Abbie’s dad left the house, and they heard his car go out of the driveway.

“Well, all alone now,” Abbie said.

“Yeah, so… what do you wanna do?” Melina asked nervously, butterflies already fluttering in her belly. She was hoping for a sexy answer.

“Oh, I thought we’d play Monopoly,” Abbie said, deadpan, nodding towards the game’s box that Melina hadn’t noticed on the coffee table.

Melina blinked at the game, then frowned at her friend, whose poker face was threatening to crack into a smile. “Uh… no?”

“Oh? Did you have a better idea?” Abbie teased, finally allowing her sexy smile to flash on her lips.

“Well… I mean… um…” Melina began, with her usual eloquence for expressing her desires. She shook her head, giving up on words. Instead, she suddenly leaned forward and pressed her lips to her friend’s.

Abbie was only too happy to return the kiss. Her lips parted and she slipped her tongue into Melina’s welcoming mouth. It was a long, needy kiss that only ended when they had to come up for air.

“Mmm, yeah okay, your idea’s better,” Abbie allowed, her voice husky, then immediately went back in for another passionate kiss.

Melina felt her body tingle all over as their tongues danced. Her nipples stood up straight against the fabric of her t-shirt, and the warmth between her legs grew ever hotter. She was pretty sure her panties were already soaked. When their lips finally parted, both of them were a little out of breath.

“God, I’ve been thinking about this non-stop for two days,” Melina admitted breathily.

“Oh yeah? Pretty weird for a straight girl,” Abbie teased.

“Yeah, yeah,” Melina said, then she shut her friend up with another long kiss.

Abbie let out a deep sigh of contentment. “Mmm, but I don’t mind,” she said. Grabbing the hem of Melina’s shirt, she grinned and added, “now take this thing off.”

Melina hesitated, looking around nervously. “Um, maybe we should go to your room first?”

“Why? We got the whole house to ourselves.”

“I guess so.” Melina giggled, feeling that intoxicating mix of bashfulness and excitement. She slowly pulled up her shirt, exposing her midriff. The hungry look in her friend’s eyes was really turning her on. Grabbing the hem of the shirt with both hands, she finished pulling it off over her head in one smooth motion, baring her small breasts.

Abbie grinned at the sight. “No bra, huh?”

Melina returned a sheepish smile. “Thought it would save time.”

“Good thinking,” Abbie said, before she suddenly leaned forward to kiss one exposed breast.

Melina gasped in surprise and delight. It was a lovely, electric feeling, which became even better when Abbie added her tongue to it. Her friend left a wet trail around the sensitive flesh of her breast before spiraling in to the even-more-sensitive nipple, giving it a few flicks of the tongue. Melina couldn’t help the little blissful cries that escaped her lips.

Abbie smiled up at Melina. She cupped the boob she’d just been teasing with one hand, while her mouth moved to the other. She repeated her kisses-and-licks maneuver there, receiving more moans of pleasure for her effort. After a moment, she slowly kissed her way up to Melina’s neck, making her shiver and leaving goosebumps in her wake.

“You like that?” she asked.

“Mmhmm,” was the only semi-coherent response Melina could give. Her mind was all hazy from arousal and excitement. She’d had no idea her boobs could even give that much pleasure—this was another level entirely from when she played with them herself—nor that her neck could be such a sensitive spot to kiss. A small part of her wondered if Abbie had learned all this stuff from porn. She’d have to ask later, when she could think more clearly.

For now, she wanted another taste of Abbie’s mouth. She leaned forward, at first softly brushing her lips against her friend’s, but soon slipped her tongue in for another passionate kiss. She felt Abbie’s weight press against her, and let herself be slowly pushed down on the couch, all the while never breaking the kiss. A hand came up to cup her breast, and she moaned into the other girl’s mouth.

Abbie’s body on top of her was nice, but Melina wanted to feel her friend’s hot, naked skin against hers directly. Reaching out behind the girl’s back, she grabbed the hem of her shirt and began tugging on it. Getting the idea, Abbie finally broke the kiss and let Melina pull the t-shirt all the way off. She was also braless.

They grinned at each other; it seemed they’d had the same idea. They started kissing once again, this time with their bare breasts pressed together. The sensation was wonderfully erotic.

Melina was thinking she couldn’t possibly get more turned on when she felt Abbie’s hand on her thigh, teasingly making its way up at a snail’s pace. Abbie broke the kiss and gazed into Melina’s eyes as she finally pushed the palm of her hand against the crotch of Melina’s shorts.

Though fully expecting the contact, Melina still couldn’t help letting out a loud moan. By reflex, she covered her mouth with one hand.

Chuckling at her bashfulness, Abbie shook her head. “Nuh-uh. All alone now, no need for that,” she said, pulling Melina’s hand off. “I want to hear you scream,” she added with a grin. To illustrate the idea, she pressed her hand harder between Melina’s thighs, forcing another moan out of her.

It seemed embarrassing to just let out her cries of pleasure like that—she’d never dared to do that at home, even alone—but it was also liberating to simply enjoy the sensations without restraint. Besides, she fully intended to make her friend scream as well.

Seemingly satisfied with the reaction, Abbie started kissing her way down Melina’s body. Beginning with the neck, she then moved on to the breasts, which she lavished with attention from both her hands and mouth. She made sure both nipples were as stiff as they could be before continuing further down. Trailing more kisses across the belly, she tickled the belly button with her tongue, teasing a giggle from Melina. Finally, she reached the treasure she sought, with only a piece of garment in the way of her goal.

Melina was going mad from anticipation. Already her hips were twitching involuntarily with every touch. She looked into Abbie’s lustful eyes as the girl undid the button and zipper of her shorts. She lifted her butt off the couch and her friend pulled the shorts all the way off her legs, then also took off her socks for good measure.

Abbie kissed her way back up one leg, making Melina squirm more and more as she reached her inner thigh. At last, she was about to experience the feeling of that hot tongue on her sex again. She hadn’t been able to stop fantasizing about it since the last time they were together.

When a soft kiss was deposited on her panty-clad pussy, Melina gave a sharp little cry in return, the contact sending out what felt like electric currents of pleasure through her body. She was only too happy to help Abbie pull her panties down to her knees. When her friend repeated the kiss on her bare sex, the sensation—and her own cry—were significantly more intense. Finally, Melina got what she truly desired as Abbie’s tongue came out and dipped into her folds, giving her a slow lick from the bottom of her slit all the way to the top.

Melina let out a long, blissful moan, now lost in pleasure. Unbelievably, it seemed to feel even better than she remembered. Abbie’s hot tongue lapping at her soaking-wet sex, carefully exploring every fold, was simply heavenly.

After a moment, she felt Abbie gently push at her thigh, coaxing her to spread her legs wider. She obeyed, then realized she hadn’t even noticed when the other girl had finished pulling off her panties to free her legs. She watched as her friend used her fingers to carefully spread her pussy lips. It was a little embarrassing, but she couldn’t argue with the feeling of a tongue on her exposed clit.

Her hips bucked on their own, pushing her yearning sex against the other girl’s mouth. Abbie didn’t seem to mind this eagerness at all, her tongue redoubling its assault. Melina’s moans were getting louder and louder, any thought of restraint flown from her mind. After being horny all day, she knew she wouldn’t last long under Abbie’s efforts.

One of her own hands had come up, seemingly of its own volition, to tease her hard nipples, adding even more to the pleasure coursing through her body. She felt the familiar tension building up within her. She was so close now. Abbie seemed to feel it too, flicking her tongue over her clit furiously.

Her other hand, as rebellious as the first one, decided on its own to push against the back of Abbie’s head, keeping her friend’s mouth firmly in place over her most sensitive spot. Melina felt every muscle in her body tense up, then, a second later, all of her conscious thoughts vanished, replaced with pure ecstasy. She was barely aware of the loud cries coming out of her own mouth.

An indeterminate span of time later, when her brain started functioning properly again, she found herself splayed limply and breathing hard. Abbie’s tongue was growing uncomfortable on her now too-sensitive sex. She realized with surprise that she was still holding the girl’s head down, and let her go in a hurry.

She sighed deeply, her eyes still closed. Feeling her friend’s body shift on the couch and come to rest lightly on top of her, she half-opened her eyes, and saw Abbie’s face looking down at her with a smile.

“Mmm, you’re amazing,” Melina murmured.

“I know, right?” Abbie replied with a grin.

Melina laughed. The girl had certainly earned the right to be smug. She kissed her, and found that Abbie’s lips were still wet with her own arousal. Somehow, that didn’t seem to matter, and she drew her friend into a long and passionate kiss.

“Oh, err… sorry, I kinda held your head down,” she said afterwards, suddenly remembering some details of the last few minutes.

“It’s okay. It was kinda hot,” Abbie said, winking. “Gotta love your enthusiasm.”

Melina laughed. “Well, I think it’s your turn now.”

“I won’t say no to that!” her friend replied with some enthusiasm of her own.

As Melina kissed Abbie again, she nudged her so that they rolled around and she ended up on top. She ran a hand up Abbie’s flank, then caressed one small breast, making the girl moan into her mouth as their tongues danced. 

Breaking the kiss, she lowered her mouth to Abbie’s other breast, running her tongue around her stiffening nipple. Her friend gasped and arched her back, pushing her boobs against Melina’s mouth, who was only too happy to shower them with licks and kisses. Making the other girl moan and gasp like this was very hot and exciting, she realized.

While her mouth was still busy with Abbie’s sensitive breasts, she trailed one hand down the girl’s body, slipping under her skirt. Expecting to find her panties, Melina was surprised when her fingers encountered only smooth skin. Puzzled, she stood back and lifted her friend’s skirt, uncovering her bare sex, with no underwear in sight.

Abbie laughed at her shocked expression. “Thought it would save time,” she explained, repeating Melina’s own line from earlier.

Melina shook her head and joined in the laughter. She couldn’t believe her friend had been sitting there without panties all this time, even when her dad was around. She wasn’t complaining though; it sure was a nice surprise. Her eyes were glued to the other girl’s sex, still hairless, with signs of her arousal already glistening on the lips. She thought it looked very inviting—and after two orgasms that Abbie had given her with her tongue in the past days, maybe it was time she returned the favor.

Melina pulled on Abbie’s skirt, and the girl lifted her butt to allow her to take it completely off. They were now equally naked. Melina leaned down and deposited a soft kiss on her friend’s flat belly, then another a little lower, and another, until she was right above Abbie’s ready sex. She hesitated a moment.

“Mel, um… You don’t have to do it just ‘cause I did,” Abbie said.

Melina was grateful for the concern, even though Abbie’s tone betrayed that she desperately wanted her to go through with it. She gave her friend a reassuring smile. “No, it’s okay. I want to try.”

She lowered her mouth to Abbie’s treasure, and gave it a soft kiss. She heard the girl gasp, and felt her body tense. Smiling at the reaction, Melina slipped her tongue out for a light, tentative lick. It didn’t seem too bad, so she dared to explore deeper and longer, plunging her tongue between her friend’s nether lips.

It really wasn’t bad, she found. She’d been a bit worried that it would taste gross, but there wasn’t much of a strong flavor. It wasn’t unpleasant at all, in fact, so she let her tongue roam within the slick folds. Abbie certainly seemed to be enjoying the experiment, letting out a long, low moan. Looking up, Melina saw that her friend was raised on her elbows and watching her.

“Oh, wow,” Abbie breathed between two moans, and Melina remembered that, despite the other girl being more knowledgeable about such things, this was still a new experience for her as well.

She gave her friend a shy smile before putting her tongue back to work. They held each other’s gaze for a moment, until the pleasure was apparently too great, and Abbie let her head fall back down to the couch.

Melina had expected their fooling around to be more like an exchange of favors, but she found that she really enjoyed pleasuring her friend this way. The little cries, gasps, and moans in response to every movement of her tongue were turning her on. She experimented with different types of motion, guided by what Abbie had done to her before, and slowly figured out what the girl seemed to like best. The increasingly loud moans sounded like a good indication that she was doing a fine job.

As Abbie grew more and more excited, her hips began bucking, erratically pushing her pussy against Melina’s mouth. It didn’t make the task very easy, so Melina grabbed hold of her friend’s thighs and kept her mouth glued to her eager sex, concentrating her tongue’s attention on her clit. A loud cry told her that was definitely appreciated.

“Mel, yes! I’m gonna come,” Abbie announced urgently a moment later.

Indeed, after a few seconds, Melina felt the girl’s entire body tense, then Abbie screamed out her orgasm. It sure sounded like it was a good one! Melina kept up her tongue’s assault on her friend’s love button until the cries began to die down, then slowed down her movements to a languorous pace, letting Abbie come down gently from the ecstatic high.

After a moment, Melina sat back up and let her eyes roam over her friend’s body, sprawled on the couch. Abbie still had her eyes closed and was breathing hard, recovering from her exertion. A few beads of sweat lingered on her small chest. One of her legs had slipped off the couch, leaving her thighs opened rather lewdly. She’s beautiful, Melina thought, not for the first time. The realization was still a bit disconcerting, but somehow she was getting used to the idea of finding her best friend attractive. Remembering the shower at school earlier, she thought that Ashley, despite her grown-up features, had nothing on the sexy girl in front of her.

Melina briefly considered telling Abbie how beautiful she thought she was, but quickly gave up on the idea. She couldn’t possibly make herself say something like that. It was all still too new and too weird.

Her thoughts were interrupted when Abbie opened her eyes, her gaze focusing on Melina. “Hey, you,” the girl said weakly.

“Hey,” Melina replied, smiling.

“Come here,” Abbie said, motioning her closer with a finger.

Melina leaned over, and Abbie grabbed her behind the neck and pulled her in for a long and delicious kiss. Despite having gone way further than kissing just a moment ago, it still made her body tingle all over.

“So I guess that means you liked it, huh?” Melina asked, chuckling as she helped her friend sit up.

“Yeah, not bad, for a beginner,” Abbie said.

“Not bad?” Melina scoffed, elbowing her friend. “It didn’t sound like just ‘not bad.’ ”

“Okay, okay, it was really, really good,” the other girl relented, laughing. “In my expert opinion, you’re a natural,” she added with a wink.

“Expert, huh?” Melina said skeptically. “All that from watching some porn?”

“Hey, it’s very, um, instructive!”

Melina laughed. “I bet. I guess you’ll have to show me some time.”

“Oh yeah? Sure, let’s do it,” Abbie agreed enthusiastically.

“What, now?”

“Sure, why not? While we’re alone.” Abbie got to her feet eagerly, then stumbled on her still shaky legs. “Whoa,” she said, spreading her arms to keep her balance.

Giggling, Melina got up as well and helped steady her friend. “You okay there?”

“Fine now that you’re here,” Abbie said in a mock dramatic tone, leaning exaggeratedly into Melina for support. “My laptop’s in my room, help me get over there.”

They took a few steps before Melina paused. “Um, should we…?” she asked vaguely, gesturing at their clothes on the floor.

“Nah, don’t need those,” Abbie said with a grin before pushing Melina forward.

Though Abbie was still playing the invalid, pushing her body against Melina, she was leading the way more than the other way around. Melina knew that the girl was just using the excuse to touch her, but she didn’t mind at all—the skin contact wasn’t exactly leaving her indifferent either! Even though she’d already had an orgasm just minutes ago, she was getting rather worked up again. Making Abbie moan using her tongue, then the nice kiss, and now the two of them pressed together… all of it had got her turned on again quite quickly. She had to admit she was excited to find out what her friend would show her on her computer as well.

They made it to Abbie’s room, where its owner grabbed her laptop and set it on the bed, then lay down on her stomach in front of it. Melina admired her friend’s backside a moment before sitting next to her. She watched as the girl opened the web browser, and typed in an address.

Melina snorted. “YouPorn? Like, YouTube for porn?”

“Exactly, nice and simple,” Abbie said with a smile.

The page loaded, and Melina felt herself blush a little as very explicit still shots of the videos appeared in front of her. She had not expected it to be quite so in-your-face. There wasn’t even anything to verify they were old enough to view this site—in their case, that was a good thing, but still.

Unsurprisingly, Abbie clicked on the lesbian section. “Let’s see,” she said, looking through the list of videos.

One that said “two schoolgirls enjoy tribbing” caught Melina’s eye. “What’s tribbing?” she asked, pointing.

“Hmm, dunno.”

“Oh? I thought you were an expert,” she teased.

“Well, I haven’t seen everything,” Abbie admitted. “Or even all that much, I guess. But let’s find out,” she added, clicking on that particular video.

The movie began playing, showing two girls sitting on a couch, just as Melina and Abbie had been not long ago. The “schoolgirls” in question were of course much older than they were. Melina wasn’t sure they were even teenagers, pigtails and girly outfits or not. In any case, they didn’t waste time before they began making out. It seemed the video didn’t really care about establishing the scene.

Melina watched with interest as the girls exchanged ardent kisses, their hands roaming over each other’s body. It didn’t take long before their clothes started to come off, and they were soon as naked as Melina and Abbie themselves. The girls’ hands slipped between each other’s legs, and lustful moans came out of the laptop’s speakers.

Melina was beginning to feel warmth between her own thighs. She wouldn’t mind doing the same as the girls in the video, she thought, glancing at her nude friend next to her. On the screen, the girls were changing position, entangling their legs for some reason: one limb over, one under. She wondered what they were getting up to, until it soon became clear when they started pushing and grinding their sexes together. From the sound of it, they seemed to be enjoying themselves a whole lot.

“Oh, wow. Didn’t know that was a thing,” Melina said. She hadn’t imagined this way to have sex before, but she supposed it made sense. Watching it now, it looked natural. “Is that the tribbing part?”

“Must be,” Abbie replied, eyes glued to the scene. They watched on in silence for a moment, then she turned to Melina, a mischievous look in her eyes, and added, “Well, that looks fun!”

Melina didn’t have to ask what the girl was thinking; she was pretty certain she was thinking the exact same thing. Abbie flashed her a wicked grin, and she returned it a bit more sheepishly.

“Okay, lie down over there,” Abbie suggested, indicating that Melina should lie back opposite to her.

Melina complied, and Abbie scooted closer, crossing her legs with hers like two pairs of scissors coming together. Looking into each other’s eyes, they pushed closer until their pussies touched. 

Both girls gasped at the contact. Melina could feel the warmth and wetness of her friend’s sex on her own. It was a very erotic sensation.

“It’s like a kiss with the other lips,” Abbie noted, making Melina giggle.

They pushed into each other, trying to find a nice rhythm. It was not as easy as the girls in the video made it seem, though, and the position was rather awkward. It felt pleasant enough, but after a couple minutes of this, Melina was getting a little frustrated. She was craving a deeper contact now, and it was difficult to maneuver adequately in their tangle of legs. She thought she might be getting a cramp as well.

“Hmm, this is nice but…” Abbie began, frowning. “Maybe if…”

Abbie sat up and studied their position. She looked like she was searching for a way to get more leverage. Hesitantly, she lifted Melina’s leg that was on top of hers, then repositioned herself so that she was up on her knees. She seemed unsure about what to do with the leg she was holding, then with a shrug and smile, she put Melina’s ankle over her shoulder and held on to her thigh. Lowering her sex to Melina’s, she rolled her hips forward and pushed against it.

Melina let out a surprised moan. “Oh! Oh yeah, that’s better,” she purred.

“Mmm yeah, this is good,” Abbie agreed. She began a rhythm of rolling her hips, grinding her pussy against Melina’s.

Melina was moaning with every thrust, and Abbie was hardly silent herself. They looked into each other’s eyes as their slick sexes mashed together. It felt like a very intimate connection.

“You like me… fucking you like this?” Abbie asked huskily, a hint of shy hesitation before the naughty word.

Melina felt herself blush at the question. Fucking. She supposed that was what they were doing. She briefly wondered if it felt the same when a boy did it to you. At that moment, though, she wouldn’t trade Abbie for anyone else in the world.

“Y-yeah, I do… Don’t stop,” she encouraged her friend.

Abbie didn’t look like she had intended to stop. In fact, she only rolled her hips faster. Both of them were breathing harder now, moaning louder. Throughout it all, they’d never broken eye contact. Looking into Abbie’s beautiful eyes, Melina felt an intense urge to kiss her friend. She tried to lift herself up to reach her, but their position made that quite difficult.

Abbie laughed, seeing what she wanted. She pushed the leg off her shoulder, and laid down on top of Melina, between her spread legs with their sexes still in contact. She pressed her mouth to Melina’s and immediately slipped her tongue in. As they kissed lustfully, she continued pushing her hips down, grinding her pussy against Melina’s. They both moaned into the other’s mouth.

“Wow. This works nice, too,” Melina breathed out when they had to come up for air. She pushed her hips back against Abbie’s. It felt wonderful.

“Yeah, works great,” Abbie moaned. She lifted herself up on her elbows, and once again they gazed into each other’s eyes as their pussies furiously rubbed against one another. 

Melina knew she couldn’t endure much more of the intense pleasure. “A-Abbie, I’m close,” she said.

“Me too, so close.”

Melina grabbed hold of the other girl’s butt and pushed herself against her even harder. Somehow, at the moment the thing she wanted the most was to watch her friend’s face as Abbie orgasmed.

“Yeah, come for me,” she blurted out, then immediately felt herself blush furiously as she realized what she’d just said.

For a brief instant, Abbie’s eyes widened in surprise at hearing those words, then they squeezed shut as her orgasm hit. Her face twisted in ecstasy and she screamed out her pleasure. Melina drank in the sight. Then a few seconds later, it was her turn. She struggled to keep her eyes opened and focused on Abbie as wave after wave of pure bliss spread out through her body. After a moment, she gave up and lost herself in the delight of her own climax.

Some time later, Melina wasn’t sure how long, she felt Abbie roll off of her. She opened her eyes slowly, and noticed the forgotten laptop next to her. The video seemed to have ended a while back, but they’d been too busy to pay attention. She figured they’d probably had more fun than the porn girls, anyway.

“Holy shit,” she heard Abbie whisper.

“Yeah,” Melina agreed simply.

They looked at each other, and smiled. Nothing really needed to be said. Abbie sighed contentedly and rested her head against Melina’s shoulder. They remained like that for some time.

Melina thought she could really get used to having sex with her best friend regularly.

Continue on to Chapter 5

 

Secrets, Chapter 12

  • Posted on October 7, 2016 at 12:04 pm

By Naughty Mommy

After Jae’s second orgasm on top of Kerie, we took a short rest. I squeezed onto the single bed beside them, with my daughter in the middle. We all caught our breath, petting each other, talking quietly.

At one point, Kerie said, “They’re different.”

“Huh?” I asked. “What’s different?”

“Your nipples. Aunt Jae’s and yours.”

She was right. My sister and I both possess nipples that will become fairly long when erect, though hers are not as fat as mine and are much darker, brown to my pink, and her areolae are smaller.

“Yeah, I guess they are different,” I said.

Kerie looked at her own narrow chest, at the pale pink circles with tiny nubs in the center. “I wish mine were big.”

“They will be someday,” I assured her.

“Mmm, but I like ‘em just the way they are now,” said Jae. She leaned down and kissed Kerie’s nipple, then licked it, flicking her tongue over the tip.

Kerie laughed and squirmed. “That tickles!”

I followed Jae’s example, licking and kissing the other small nipple. Kerie giggled and wriggled, but didn’t try to stop us.

Then I thought of something. “You know what I like to do sometimes?” I said to Jae.

“What?”

“Well, I get on top of Kerie, but I rub my pussy on her chest and on her nipples, kind of slide back and forth on her and make myself come that way.”

“I really like that,” said Kerie. “It smells good.”

“It smells good?” Jae grinned, a twinkle in her eye.

“Uh-huh. When it’s up close like that, close to my face, I like how it smells.”

“Mmm, nice,” said Jae. “So, is it okay if I try that now?”

Kerie didn’t say anything, just nodded happily.

I sat up and moved aside a bit, making room. Kerie put her arms over her head, and Jae straddled her chest. Before starting, however, she turned to me.

“Oh, um,” Jae began, “earlier, when, you know, when we were doing it, I kind of lost it and I said some… some pretty bad words. I hope that’s all right.”

“Sure, it’s fine,” I replied. “Kerie’s heard me say all those things before. She knows it’s sort of part of the game, although of course we don’t use those words around other people, like in public or anything.”

“Yeah, I hope not,” Jae chuckled.

“Just relax, have fun, and say whatever you feel like saying. Kerie won’t mind, will you, sweetie?”

“No, I don’t mind.”

“All right,” said Jae, “let’s do it.”

She took Kerie by the wrists, stretching her arms out, and then slowly began moving on top of her, rubbing her sex on my daughter’s chest. Having received my permission, and indeed my encouragement, Jae also started talking dirty.

“Mmm, you like it when I fuck you this way, honey? When I rub my pussy on you?”

“Uh-huh,” Kerie nodded.

I started playing with myself again as I watched. I wasn’t sure how soon I’d be ready to come, but who knows? This was really turning me on.

“It feels so good,” said Jae. “Your nice warm little body under me, your sexy naked body. I love little girls, they’re so fucking hot.”

Kerie giggled. She didn’t seem bothered at all by Jae’s language. Of course, as I’d just admitted, she’d heard many of the same things from me before.

My sister’s pussy was extremely wet. I could see a gleam of slippery moisture coating Kerie’s chest. That made me even hotter. I rubbed my clit faster.

Jae was moving faster now too, already starting to pant and moan. Obviously this was working for her, quickly bringing her close. She leaned over Kerie, bare breasts swinging, looking down into my daughter’s eyes, humping her chest and talking dirty.

“You like having Aunt Jae fuck you this way? Huh?”

“Yeah, I do.”

“You like it when I rub my wet pussy on you? Mmm, fuck! I’m getting close. You want me to come on you, huh? Do you? Want me to come on you, little girl?”

“Uh-huh!”

Kerie’s eyes were darting everywhere — from Jae’s face to her tits, down to her own chest where Jae was grinding on her, sometimes over at me, then all around again. She was smiling, very excited.

But then I noticed something else. Kerie was squeezing her legs together, tightly, and kind of scissoring her thighs. With her arms pinned above her head, she couldn’t touch herself, but I got the feeling she would have if she could have.

For a brief moment I wondered if I should do it for her, rub my little girl’s clit with my fingers, try to get her off. I was almost ready to do that when I heard Jae gasp.

“Unh! Yeah! Gonna come on you! Gonna fucking come on you! Gonna — UNH! UNH!!”

She was climaxing on top of my daughter, her pussy only inches away from Kerie’s face.

That did it for me. I came too, falling sideways onto the bed, grunting and groaning as tremendous spasms shook my body.

 

We were getting hungry by that time and decided to take a break, have a late lunch. After all, we still had the rest of the afternoon to play games. We each put on enough clothes so we wouldn’t shock the neighbors while walking past the front windows, and headed for the kitchen.

Kerie wanted a bologna sandwich. Jae and I both had liverwurst on rye. As we were munching on our sandwiches and eating carrot sticks, Kerie said, “Mom?”

“Yes, honey?”

“Could you guys do it too?”

“What do you mean? Do what?”

“You know, play the game like you do with me. Only you and Aunt Jae, with each other. Can grownup ladies do it too?”

“Oh, uh, well, yes, they can, I suppose. Although, um…” I wasn’t sure how to respond.

As my stammering trailed off, Kerie asked Jae, “Did you do that on your date with Ms. Beddingdon? You said you had sex with her, right? When we do it that way, Mommy say she’s having sex with me. Is that what you did with her?”

My sister grinned, arching her eyebrows, and replied “No, not exactly. Chances are we will at some point, but this time, we…”

Jae turned to me. “How much does she know about oral sex?”

I was still befuddled. “Well, I… uh, not, not that much, I don’t think. I may have mentioned it, but…”

“What’s oral sex?” Kerie asked.

Just then the phone rang, on the wall in the kitchen near where we were sitting. I got up and answered it. Saved by the bell!

“Hello?”

“Shelly? Hi, it’s Rose.”

“Oh, hi, Rose. How are you guys doing? How was the fashion show?”

“It went fine. Emily modeled three outfits. She was really cute, just adorable. But that’s all over, and now the kids want to go to a movie. They haven’t decided which one yet. You know, they have ten screens here at the mall, and they’re still debating. Anyway, we thought it might be fun if you and Kerie could come and join us. We could catch a show around 3:00, whichever one, and then maybe get some dinner afterwards? What do you think?”

“Uh, well, maybe.”

“Is Jae still there? At your house?”

“Uh-huh, yeah, she is. We were just having kind of a late lunch.”

“Okay, great, so maybe she can come along too? Unless, that is, you’ve got other plans, if you’re busy doing something else.”

What could I tell her? That we’d been fucking each other in Kerie’s bedroom and were eager to get back to it? Obviously not.

Instead I said, “Um, just a sec, Rose. Let me check with them. Hold on.”

I put my hand over the mouthpiece and explained the situation. Like a typical kid, Kerie easily and quickly switched gears. I suppose she figured you could have sex any time — as she and I did every night, and often during the day as well — but a movie and dinner with friends was something special!

Jae shrugged, evidently willing to go along with whatever decision was made. Although I suspected that her preference, like mine, would have been to return to the bedroom, neither she nor I had the heart to squelch Kerie’s enthusiasm for an outing.

To Rose, I said, “Okay, sure, that sounds great. Thanks for asking. We’ll have to, uh, get ready, but we can probably meet you there in, say, half an hour or maybe a little more. Will that work?”

She said it would.

Our delicious afternoon in bed was over, but we did have a fun time at the movie. Or at least the girls did. We ended up seeing Izzie’s Way Home, which I thought was pretty stupid. Honestly, who thinks of these things? And why would people pay good money to see them? Well, we did, so there you go.

We managed to get a booth at Applebee’s and crowded into it for dinner. Emily and Rose and Jae were seated on one side, Melissa and Kerie and I on the other. Everything went fine, but I have to admit I couldn’t stop thinking the whole time about what we might be missing at home.

Kerie’s suggestion that Jae and I ‘play the game’ together was intriguing, to say the least. What would it be like to do that with my sister, especially with Kerie there too? As we ate and chatted, images of that sexy scene kept popping into my head: naked in bed with Jae, her on top, scissoring with me, and my 8-year-old daughter right beside us, watching closely, maybe playing with herself. Mmm, so hot.

Even though it was a school night and Kerie couldn’t stay up too late, I was really hoping we might still get a chance to try that — we’d finish eating, say goodbye, then hurry home and start fucking again — except I’d forgotten about something.

The check came and Rose picked it up. Jae tried to fight her for it, but Rose said, “You did dinner last night, a wonderful dinner, so this one’s on me. I insist.”

“All right, you win, but next time it’s my turn,” said Jae. Then she looked at her phone, which had started buzzing. “Drat. Sorry to eat and run, but I really have to get going. Got a plane to catch, and I still need to pack.”

“A plane?” I asked cluelessly.

“Yeah, don’t you remember? I told you I was flying to Chicago tonight. Be there until Friday. That big client just insists on it. I can do pretty much everything for them remotely, but they like seeing my face every couple months. And they’re paying for it, quite handsomely, so why not?”

“I don’t blame them,” Rose said. “I like seeing your face too.”

“So do I,” I nodded. “I’ll miss you, honey.”

“Aw, you guys are sweet.” Jae gave Rose a hug and a long kiss on the lips, then got up from the table. She leaned over and kissed Kerie, and kissed me too. “Okay, I gotta go. You stay and enjoy. I’ll call you tomorrow.”

Jae said this last to both Rose and me. Then she was off and on her way.

The kids had just about finished their dessert, so we soon left the restaurant as well. Kerie and I hugged our friends, thanked them for dinner, then headed home from the mall, just the two of us. Any opportunity I might have for sex with my sister would just have to wait.

I took a quick bath when we got home, and this time Kerie got in with me. That was unusual. Normally she would take showers in the other bathroom, the one next to her bedroom. I liked having a special quiet time for myself, all alone, when I could think about things and masturbate after I finished bathing and shaving. But I was feeling extra close to Kerie after watching her that afternoon with Jae, so I invited her to join me in the tub. She thought that was a really neat treat.

We washed each other’s backs, and she observed as I shaved my pussy. Since I did it nearly every day, there was almost nothing there, of course. Plus, being a natural blonde, my body hair is fine and light. I’m lucky that way.

Kerie and I rubbed lotion on each other when we were done, then slipped into bed together. We kissed for quite a long time. She wanted to practice using her tongue. I think she enjoyed it as much as I did!

But then, when I was getting eager to fuck, feeling the need to have her pussy on mine, and as I moved her into position, holding her little bottom in my hands, pulling her tightly against me, she said, “Mom?”

“Yes, honey?”

“What’s oral sex?”

“Huh?”

“Aunt Jae said oral sex. What is that?”

“Oh, well, uh… oral sex is when a person uses her mouth, or his mouth if it’s a man, on another person. On, you know, on their genitals. On a woman’s pussy, or on a man’s, um, penis.”

“Their mouth?” she asked.

“Uh-huh.”

“How do they do that?”

“Well, um, licking or kissing or sucking. That sort of thing.”

“Can we do that?”

I was at a loss, caught off guard. I’d certainly thought about having oral sex with Kerie, plenty of times. I often fantasized about it when I masturbated — yet somehow I never thought we would ever actually get around to doing it with each other.

That seemed different to me in a way, as if it would be real sex as opposed to the things we’d been doing so far. I never even truly admitted to myself that I was engaging in incest with my daughter. Jae and I had used the word a few times in conversation, but I’d managed to keep the meaning of it separate from what I was doing with Kerie. She and I were just having fun, playing games, sharing our love and affection. It wasn’t incest. It wasn’t even sex!

Of course, it was sex. I knew that perfectly well. I’d only been kidding myself with all my rationalizations. And now it was time to face facts.

“Well, uh, sweetie, see, oral sex is kind of something extra special. You only do that with someone when you, well…”

I was going to say when you truly love that person. But Kerie and I did love each other, very much. And if I changed the phrase to say when you were in love with someone, she would just tell me she was in love with me, so that argument wouldn’t work either. Anyway, in real life, people who aren’t in love have oral sex all the time, just messing around, getting their kicks. So, should I tell her that? It was the truth.

But if I told Kerie oral sex is something people do simply for fun, she surely would want to know why she and I couldn’t do it for the same reason! I was stuck, no matter what I said.

“When you what?” she asked.

I took a deep breath. “Like I said, honey, it’s something very, very special, and I really need to, um, to think about it a little while first. I promise, though, that I’ll do that, and then maybe tomorrow night, or maybe later on this week, you and I can talk about it some more. Okay?”

“Okay, I guess.”

I kissed her mouth. “I love you, Kerie.”

“I love you too, Mommy.”

“But now I want you to fuck me. Fuck me hard and make me come, okay?”

“Ooh, goodie!”

She shifted down a little, placing her pussy over mine, and we began.

My orgasms that night were even more dazzling and explosive than usual, my mind teeming with fantasy images of Kerie licking my pussy, and of me eating hers. Would we do that? I was almost certain we would. The only question was how soon it might happen.

I thought about it all day the next day, of course, but still couldn’t decide what to do or what to say to my daughter. I considered asking Jae for advice, except I knew that she would simply tell me to go ahead. How was that really any different, she would ask, from what we were already doing? And she would be right. It wasn’t.

I didn’t bring up the subject with Kerie that night and fortunately she didn’t either. We had sex, naturally — warm, wonderful, extremely satisfying sex, tribbing and kissing and fingering, even sucking nipples — everything but oral. The next night was the same.

 

Then Wednesday came, the day I was planning to meet Tina downtown at 12:30. She would leave school early, with an excuse provided by me, and I would take her to a hotel room, which I’d already reserved. There, I would tell the girl all my dirty secrets and hopefully seduce her. Or maybe she would seduce me. Either way, I was pretty sure we would end up in bed, and I couldn’t wait. I was turning into a sex maniac!

Tina had stopped by my office on both Monday and Tuesday to covertly confirm our plans, probably checking to make sure I wasn’t getting cold feet. I wasn’t. I’ll admit that my conscience did nag at me from time to time. According to society’s rules, this certainly wasn’t right, an employee of the school having sexual relations with a 15-year-old student. But then I’d see Tina again, and any doubts I had would vanish.

She always dressed attractively, with style, taking more care to look appealing than many kids her age would do. And that week, it seemed to me, the girl was making an extra effort. Her skirts were a little shorter, necklines a bit lower, makeup more pronounced. Each time she came into the office, I noticed Mrs. Simmons, the harridan receptionist, frowning at her with obvious disapproval. But what did I care? Tina’s grades were excellent, her attendance record was perfect, she was in every way a model student. So what if she also happened to be cute and sexy? Was that a crime?

No, but I what I was planning to do with her might be. The age of consent in our state was 16, and I could certainly get myself in a lot of trouble. Not to mention lose my job. On the other hand, none of that would happen if no one found out. We would just have be very careful.

So, it was with a mixture of excitement and trepidation that I sat in my car near the corner of High Street, waiting for the city bus to arrive. I’d actually toned down my look for the day, dressing conservatively in slacks, low heels, and a loose cable knit sweater with a shell top underneath. No need to give Mrs. Simmons anything else to think about.

I hoped I wouldn’t keep those clothes on for long, however, once Tina and I were alone together. Was I nervous? Sure, but I was also feeling incredibly horny. It was all I could do not to start masturbating right there in public as I fantasized about what I wanted to do with the hot teenage girl.

The bus pulled to a stop just after 12:30 and a few passengers stepped out, including Tina. I waved to her from the car. She trotted over and got in, laughing, “This is so cool — like a James Bond movie!”

She was in a denim mini, a tank top, sneakers with no socks, a cardigan sweater tied around her waist and carrying a backpack. Tina looked, for once, more like a typical high school kid than an alluring temptress, and I was glad of that. I didn’t expect to see anyone we knew at the quiet hotel I’d chosen, but at least this way I might be able to make up some sort of plausible excuse if we did.

We didn’t, fortunately. I checked us in, asking Tina to wait for me in the sundries shop near the lobby. Then I retrieved the girl and we headed up to the room for our illicit meeting.

Continue on to Chapter 13

 

Honey Loves – Confessions of an Incestuous Mother, Chapter 6

  • Posted on October 6, 2016 at 3:32 pm

By eloquent delinquent

As I carry Bianca to the supermarket’s restrooms we pass an older man coming back out, and he grins politely at us. Now I’m glad for the big remodel the market did last year, despite all the inconvenience when it was going on. Because now I walk briskly past the door marked ‘Men,’ and the next one down marked ‘Ladies,’ and down to the new door, at the end of the fluorescent-lit hallway with a little placard that says ‘Family.’

That’s our door. I open it, and with one furtive glance over my shoulder, revealing no one, I take her inside. My daughter grins the whole time.

The family facility is a single large space, and its primary colors are cream and burnt orange. Handicap accessible, it has grab bars to either side of the toilet set in the nearest corner on our right. A standard pedestal sink and faucet are on our left, and directly across from the door is a five foot counter made to serve as a double changing station, with wastebaskets at either end, wall mounted baby wipe dispensers, and a mirror running its width above it. The room smells very fresh, a bit like cucumbers, and looks like it’s never been used.

I lower Bianca to the floor as she glances around. We’ve never been in here before. Confirming my suspicions, though, I turn to the door and find exactly what I hoped I would. I turn the deadbolt and lock it. I hang Bon-Bon’s coat over one of the grab bars and place my purse on top of the toilet tank. Then, I reach down and cup my girl’s little chin, turning her face up to mine and smile.

My heart’s thumping, I feel wild and naughty, scared and so turned on. The fear is what stopped me before, fear of being found out, getting caught committing incest with my adorable six year old. But I’m so wound up now I just can’t help myself. My daughter’s innocently sexual desires have fired my own, and now that I’ve made her cum in a shopping cart, there’s no way my pussy will let me stop short of satisfying its demands.

Oh god, I swore I’d never do this. But when this began, there were so many things I told myself I would never do.

I told myself I’d never disturb my daughter while she masturbated. Oh boy, I still laugh when I think about how fast that one fell. Once I decreed that playing with herself was okay, Bianca did it openly and at her whim. I’d find her petting her smooth puss on her knees on the living room floor, gleaming wet on the edge of the tub after a bath, in her chair at the kitchen table, stroking, straining. She was unavoidable. At first I tried to stay out of her way, but she would sense me there, catch my eye, grin lazily, and move to display herself and her intimate play more openly to my rapt gaze.

She did it in her bedroom when she wanted to be alone. When she touched herself elsewhere, it was because she wanted me to stumble over her, wanted to be seen, watched. Now, she’ll come home from school sometimes, hop into my lap, spread her legs and leisurely masturbate down her panties, knowing I can’t look away.

I thought that I’d never let Bianca see me naked. That was until we spent a summer weekend at my parent’s cabin, just the two of us splashing in the pool and sunbathing on the back deck. When I thought she’d drifted off under an umbrella, I popped in to shower off the sweat, and forgot to lock the bathroom door. When I rinsed my face and looked down, I saw my daughter had pulled the curtain slightly aside, watching me soap my slick nude body, while fine spray spattered her admiring face. “You’re so pretty, Momma,” she whispered.

“You look sweaty, honey,” I murmured back, sensually lathering my high riding breasts for her benefit. “Would you like to rinse off?” Her head ducked out, and I watched her shadow on the curtain as she excitedly peeled off her swimsuit. The rest of that weekend was divine.

Now, when I give her honey loves, I’ll strip on demand.

I told myself I’d never sleep in the same bed as her. But as her bed time occasionally became the time when she wanted Momma to touch her, I’d cuddle when it was over and fall asleep right alongside her in her narrow bed.

One windy night I woke to the feel of her warm weight settling onto me, and before I could open my eyes, I felt the tip of her little girl tongue lick tentatively at my lips. Drowsily, I opened my mouth to receive the pleasure of it, and we langorously made out, kissing deeply for what seemed like an hour. When I finally wrestled my arms from the blankets, I discovered her bare, excited body waiting for my touch. We didn’t sleep much that night, and I let Bon-Bon stay home from school the next day.

When she asks for special bedtime any more, we both go to my room, undress, and climb nude under the covers. She lays on top of me, her sweet-smelling warm flesh pressed against mine, nuzzling and fondling my tits, our legs intertwined. We both gently hump our pussy against the other’s soft thigh, until we both drift off, or, just as frequently, decide we want more.

I swore I wouldn’t expose Bianca to seeing her mother masturbate. But that didn’t mean that she didn’t want to see me masturbate, and wouldn’t go to devious means to catch me at it. I didn’t give her horniness nearly enough credit back then.

When I caught her peeping into my bedroom, I’d been face down on my bed, ardently grinding my hips into a pillow with my naughty hand trapped in between. It was only because I’d rolled over on my back so I could finger myself, that I saw the door I habitually kept closed had been opened slightly. Focusing my bleary fuck-drunk vision, I saw her shape in the narrow gap, one large shadowy brown eye pressed to the crack.

“Bianca!” I said sharply. After a breathless moment, the door swung open to reveal her, shamefaced and small. Just a few pointed questions later, she confessed she’d been looking in on my self-pleasure for a month, but kept on spying because she “didn’t see it good enough with all the pillows and stuff.” As she stood frozen in the doorway, I began to feel bad for her erotic curiosity, like I had failed her in not allowing her to learn from me, especially considering the things I’d done to her.

I also had to admit that my body had been interrupted in the middle of its sexual effort, and it impatiently wanted to finish. In other words, I was horny enough that I beckoned her in, had her sit cross-legged on my bed as I pushed myself into a sitting position against the pillows, and opened my legs to her. Despite my anger at her intrusion, I was more aroused by this scenario than I’d imagined. And then I played with myself, self-consciously at first, but before long working feverishly at my soaking cunt while she looked on in total, attentive wonder. She seemed particularly intrigued by the way I thrust my fingers deep and fast into my slippery pussy. As I approached an electrifying orgasm, she distractedly rubbed her quim lightly over her pajamas, her excitement in sympathy for my own.

It was such a turn on to finally show my little girl how naughty her Momma was, too. I came so hard.

I sent her out of the room afterward, even though her cheeks were burning with desire. Mother and daughter still needed boundaries, however strangely drawn. I managed to wait until the next afternoon before I had sex with her, but with the looks she kept giving me oh fuck it wasn’t easy.

One of her favorite playtimes for us now is what she calls ‘Lookie Loo,’ where the two of us face each other, thighs spread, fully exposed, close together with my legs over hers, and masturbate ourselves until we cum, watching each other. She’s invented lots of games, but she enjoys that one best, and I think part of it is because she knows how much I love it.

And even though I’d give her kisses and affection in public, it was never anything that couldn’t be excused as motherly love. I told myself that I’d never let our real feelings, our incest, however wonderful and natural it seemed to us, leave the privacy of our apartment.

But now, here we are.

“It’s all ours now,” I tell her, and she returns my smile with one of her own, beaming bright and full of naughty fun, melting me.

Her enticing smile draws me down to my knees before her, and I pull my daughter to me, her head finally level with mine. Her mouth opens as mine closes over it, and our tongues curl out and over each other, flickering and smoothing, and we make out in a release of pent-up longing. Bianca makes breathy groans into my mouth as my hands roam over her, quickly slipping underneath her green dress, and caress the gorgeous milky softness of her back, the cheeks of her sweet bottom, the firm backs of her thighs. She holds my face in both her little hands, fingertips tucked under my sensitive ear lobes.

We cling like that, soft sighs and wet smacking noises seeming loud in this bare space. I’m pressing her body tighter to mine, and she’s rubbing against me, her chest mashing warmly into my little tits. Our tongues tangle more passionately, I feel drool spilling down my chin.

Almost regretfully, I draw back from those delicate, nimble lips. She takes two parting licks at my mouth, trying to tempt me to stay there, but there’s so much more I need to do. I look at her dainty eyelids, the long doe-like lashes, and wait for them to open. When they do, her eyes smolder.

I look right into them and tell her, “I’m hot, some of these need to come off.”

She holds the tip of her tongue between her teeth as she smiles, nods.

We separate. I step over to the counter, peeling my sweater off and loosely folding it before setting it down. The perspiration on my chest and back wicks away, deliciously cool, but I’m still very warm. I reach back and unhook my teal bra.

As I do, I glance in the mirror, and see that Bon-Bon has hopped up onto the toilet behind me. I watch her as she wrenches off the pink rubber rain boots, exposing the whole of her satiny legs as she does so, and then hurls them unceremoniously at the floor. God, she hates those things. She looks at her tall white wool socks, extending her legs out straight and wiggling her toes.

I shrug off the shoulder straps, and give my breasts a sweet squeeze before I slip the cups off and set the bra on top of my sweater. I look at myself topless in the mirror, and realize that my mid-twenties self doesn’t look so different from teenage me, especially when I’m as aroused as I am now. I brush my stiff nipples, the gentle swell of my tits, the flat contours of my tummy with my fingertips, heightening my body’s growing excitement.

Looking over my shoulder, I see Bianca has left the potty and is now scooting around, watching her feet as she takes quick, shuffling steps and slides across the polished floor in her socks. She moves in random directions, chuckling each time she drifts to a stop. I want to feel miffed that she’s gotten distracted by something so silly. But come on, I tell myself, she’s six.

I admire her reflection as she plays. In so many ways, she’s just a normal kid. She plays with her Legos, has a favorite stuffed animal, hates certain green vegetables, and is enchanted by Dr Seuss. Bianca’s one of the happiest, most carefree children I know, and though she’s shy with new people, her fun attitude attracts lots of little friends.

And she loves her body, so energetic and active! I suspect if I didn’t have regular, wonderful sex with her, she’d run me ragged. She didn’t show much interest in soccer, so I enrolled her in Juniors Tumbling over the summer, and now she does cartwheels, handstands, and somersaults. The other day I saw her performing a twirling kick, her leg fully extended. I asked if she wanted to be a ballerina. She replied that she’d rather be a ninja.

I love her. She’s my baby girl, she’s my pride and joy, she’s just an amazing kid. And I also have to confess, I’m in love with her. She makes my pulse race, I adore her body, eagerly await her desire for honey loves, and delight in what I do to excite and satisfy her.

She turns me on, even when she’s doing something as dopey as slip-sliding across the floor. So I cup my breasts, turn around, and softly say, “Hey Bon-Bon.”

She stops and turns to look. Her mouth opens a little bit and she runs a hand over the front of her green dress, then curls it into a coy fist under her chin, her body twisting slightly back and forth. She’s not distracted any more. Matching her flirty twisting, I lightly caress my tits and my tummy for her, touching slowly above the waist of my jeans, a finger pausing to diddle at my navel. She starts toward me, and I think anyone who didn’t know about our shared naughtiness would be shocked by the sight of so much lust on such a young face.

I playfully back up as she approaches, and her grin gets more mischievous, her eye contact steady and assertive. My butt and shoulder blades make contact with the cold tile wall, and I gasp. I put my arms back as well, palms flat against the glossy tiles, making myself helpless to her. As I so often feel I am.

Bianca stops when we’re nearly toe to toe, so close that I imagine I can feel her warmth through my jeans, can smell the shampoo from the salon in her hair. Her chin is tilted back, still holding my gaze. I’m almost giddy with desire. Then she breaks eye contact, and her regard turns to my bare flesh, roving leisurely over my body.

Finally, she turns to what’s at her own eye level… the button of my jeans. She considers it for what seems like a long moment, then glances up at me, and I see an inquiry on her face. Bianca’s never done this before, but she’s never been so cocky before, either. I incline my chin and arch my eyebrows, allowing her but also kind of daring her to as well.

Things have come a long way from the changing table.

Her open-mouthed smile is a bit surprised, but as her hands come up and close around the fastener I realize she’s really game to undress her Momma. It takes a lot of her strength to pull the button undone (I’ve picked up a few pounds since summer ended), but once it pops, my daughter immediately reaches in for the zipper. Once she has it, though, she hesitates, and looks back up to me. I can see a little nervousness there now.

I want my little girl to be confident, don’t I? So I grin and subtly nod.

She drags the zipper down over my hypersensitized mound. The anticipation becomes almost painful. Then she reaches around to my sides, and starts forcing the waistband down. My jeans are a little tight, and soon she’s jerking them down inch by inch, over the swell of my butt and hips, and after that it doesn’t take much coaxing to slip them down my legs. With a bit of triumph Bianca forces them into a wad above my ankles. I’m absurdly grateful that I shaved my legs yesterday.

Having my butt against the cool wall has held my teal blue panties mostly in place. But Bianca is flush with her first success and doesn’t hesitate in hooking her little fingers right into the elastic at my hips. Bon-Bon whisks those damp panties down my legs and I’m thrilled. The musky smell of my excited cunt wafts up to me, and I’m sure she’s getting a noseful of my scent, too. She blinks rapidly.

Now I’m practically naked before her, only my shoes and a tangle of denim and lycra haven’t come off, and that’s more a matter of haste than modesty. She’s still clothed in the tartan dress and wool socks, completely in control as she intently looks over my body again. I want to squirm, breathless, Bianca’s stare is almost like a touch. Her gaze returns to rest on what’s right in front of her, my dark blonde patch of pubic hair.

My daughter glances up into my blushing, expectant face with a bemused smile, then she leans forward slightly, closing the last few inches between us. Her little nose nestles into my soft pubic curls, I feel it gently nudging my mons, and then she inhales deeply, smelling my earthy sexual wetness. I gasp hugely, astounded. Bianca’s always been ambivalent about her Momma’s cunt, fascinated and intimidated at the same time. But now she’s nuzzled right above my slit, and I wonder what she’s going to do next.

What she does, it turns out, is to draw back from my pussy and look up at me almost shyly.

I grin and reach out to cup her cheek in my hand, fighting the desperate urge to jam her pretty face between my legs and force her to satisfy the raging desire she’s built. But she’s still not quite ready for that. At least, not today.

“I like it when you smell this way,” she says softly. “I just wanted a sniff.”

“It’s okay, Bon-Bon,” I soothe. “We can do what we want to. Momma loves you.”

She blushes, smiles, cuddles my hand. “I love you too.”

“What do you want to do, sweetheart?” I ask, gently drawing her face back to my groin. I can’t seem to help it, I’m just so horny.

She wraps my persuading hand in both of hers, lifts it from her face, and guides it to where I was trying to lead her, placing it over my pussy, then using her fingers to curl mine along the length of my very wet crease.

“I want you to have the honey, Momma,” she says tenderly. “I already got it, but you didn’t. You should have honey loves too, just for you.”

My heart wells up and threatens to spill over for my beautiful little girl. But at the same time, I feel her gently pushing on my hand, forcing my fingers to slide over my tremendously eager pussy, sending luscious sensations pulsing up into my body. Maternal affection and sexual pleasure surge, intertwine, harmonize, each strengthening the other. And this is why incest is forbidden, I think wildly, because it can feel so good you could go crazy with it.

Taking up her delicious rhythm, I begin to masturbate for my six year old. Well, maybe not entirely for her. After so much arousal and suspense, my body basically swoons at the sudden rushes of gratification. My knees tremble, threaten to give out completely. So I slide down the tile wall into a squatting position on my heels. My ankles are still bound together, but I open my legs as wide as I can so Bianca can still watch her Momma pleasure herself.

It doesn’t matter how long we’ve been together or how many times we’ve done this before, being sexual in front of my daughter still feels very, very naughty. And doing it here, in a public restroom, feels even more transgressive. Bon-Bon stares down on me, and the way she’s engrossed by my fingers playing over my slick pink cunt, the way she blushes brightly, the way her hands absently squeeze her body through her dress, I know it’s still just as exciting for her.

All this makes my eyes roll shut with delirious lust. It’s like I can only obey the demands of my body. Leaving two fingers trapping my clit delightfully between them, I bring my left hand into play, lightly touching the soft inner lips at the dripping entrance to my vagina, teasing myself.

My daughter watches all this raptly. She’s reached between her own legs, forcing up the skirt of her green dress and clutching at her hidden little puss. She makes a tight, whining noise.

“Mmm, yeah Bon-Bon, do you like that? Do you like to watch Momma give herself the pretty touches? You like seeing Momma’s wet happy pussy when she strokes it? Do you like your Momma when she feels so naughty, when she’s doing it for her pretty girl?”

“Hnnn, yeah, yeah I like it a lot a lot a lot.”

“Does it make you want to feel pretty too, honey? Do you feel naughty for watching Momma? Does it make you wanna touch your little bonbon?”

“Uh-huh.”

“You wanna see Momma put her fingers up inside, don’t you? You wanna see them get so wet, see me get the really pretty feelings when I push them in and out?”

“Ooh yeah Momma I love it when you do that.”

“Then watch me, honey, watch me,” I say, and I slip two fingers in as deep as they will go, and my grateful cunt rewards me with a huge flare of pleasure. All the while I keep pinching my clit, and it sends bursts of melting joy into my brain. God, it’s all so good, so good, I was made for sex, to bring ecstasy to others and receive it in turn, it’s what I wanted my life to be.

As she sees my fingers thrust into myself, my response to it, her rosy face glows with sudden perspiration, and she gets an urgent, needy look on her face. Inching toward me uncertainly, she’s hiking her dress up over her pale hips and holding it to her waist with one hand, revealing that adorable little slit I long for so often.

“Momma?” she asks in a high, baby like tone. “I wanna do happy pony. Can I do happy pony with you?”

Oh fuck, she really is turned on. Happy pony was one of the earliest games my daughter gave a name to. When she was four it was her favorite, but since then and all the new games she’s learned to play, it appeals to her most now when she’s feeling very close to me, and totally uninhibited.

I quiver with how bad I want see her do happy fucking pony.

So I lift my fingers off my begging clitoris and reach out, waving her toward me. Her face lights up. She takes my right knee and bends over my leg. I feel her hot little tongue begin to lick the top of my thigh, lapping at my skin with slathering abandon, making little mewling noises as her hair drapes across either side of my leg. Resting my hand on the back of her head as it bobs with her tongue, I imagine a more intimate place she could use it, and thrust into my pussy faster.

Bianca lifts her head, straightens, and throws her hair back as sexy as any stripper. Then she takes my hand, and I steady her as she stands wide, gets up on tiptoes and straddles my thigh, lowering her hot little crotch onto the wet spot she’s made with her own spit. Feeling her creamy pussy press into my supple thigh, I think maybe the licking wasn’t necessary. Fuck it, my inner slut declares, that was hot!

She takes hold of my bare shoulder and waist, one hand on each, leaving my hand free to stroke her side from armpit to hip. That touch makes her sigh. I see Bianca looking down and slightly to one side, still observing my masturbation, and then she starts to move.

“Oooh honey, there you go, that’s my good girl.”

Her hips pump, sliding her smooth little cunt over my leg, pressing her pelvis into my flesh, straining to make contact with her love button. I’m sure that she feels the rocking of my own hips as I fuck myself, that I add something to her rhythm.

I slow my plunging fingers, ease up even though my pussy’s churning, and let myself experience Bianca as happy pony takes effect. I love the weight of her on my thigh, the slick wet heat trapped between us, the sensation I have of her hot crease as it slips along my skin. Over my own shaky breathing, I hear her little coos of pleasure. I can’t see her downturned face, but I can picture the way her eyelids are drooping a bit more with each sumptuous thrust.

But the thing I like best about happy pony is that no matter how purposeful her rubbing is at the beginning, it’s never long before she loses control. Even as I think this, I start to feel a change in the way her hips move, her thrusts shorter, sharper. Her hands squeeze my body as the sensations drive her, and then impulse takes over and suddenly she’s humping my leg like a wild little animal.

I run my hand down her back, impatiently rummaging past the skirt bundled at her waist, and cup the plump cheeks of her cute ass. I love to feel her rump flex and push as she gleefully fucks my leg. My daughter’s had plenty of sex, thanks to me and her own precocious lust for her pussy. But she’s six. She’s never seen anyone fuck, doesn’t even know what it looks like. But her body knows how, and craves it, and now her hips pump instinctively, her pussy rewarding her with erotic delight.

Oh god, oh fuck it’s so beautiful to watch my little Bon-Bon getting herself off. Withdrawing my fingers a bit from my creamy vagina, I cover the whole of my slit with my palm, the heel of my hand nudging back the hood of my clit, two fingers still curled inside the entrance to my throbbing canal. My hand and pussy are so slick, god I’m a dirty mother, so turned on!

I press in, this delicious feeling flashes through my singing body, then I start to move my hand up and down over my sex, matching my daughter’s eager, natural pace. Part of me feels like her, that innocent little girl in love with the sensations her body gives her, it’s like sex is new again as I do it just like her.

“Hhhhnnn, uh, oh honey” I moan.

My ass clenches, my hips jerk and thrust, responding. My rocking makes her thrusts against my thigh longer and harder. She arches, and rolls her head back at this exquisite pleasure, her brown hair cascading, almost obscuring her breathless, ecstatic face. We’ve never had happy pony quite like this, mirroring each other. I’m sharing her joy.

I lean my head toward Bianca until my forehead rests against hers. We’re both a little sweaty. My daughter’s eyes roll open, look up and lock onto mine, and I see all her passion there. We stare at each other as we gratify our pussies, our ragged breaths mixing in the close space between us, our hair draping together, brown and blonde, as we both shiver and rock. The intimacy of our mutual gaze lifts my pleasure, I begin to feel that familiar tightening in my middle, and my masturbating goes from want to need.

My six year old licks her lips and whispers, “Do you feel the honey, Momma?”

I exhale a throaty laugh and nod against her forehead.

“You’re so pretty,” she tells me, panting, her eyes never leaving mine. “So pretty, no clothes on, ohhh, doing it together, I feel you doing it and it’s… nnnh…. it’s like you’re doing it to me too.”

“You like rubbing on me while I rub myself, honey?”

Her eyes dip close as she says, “Mmm-hmm,” then they open to see my happy reaction. She’s so eager to see my joy, it makes the sensations from my cunt even more luscious. They’re filling me up. My eyelids droop, my breath catches.

I feel my daughter’s little hand let go of my waist, steal it’s way up my tummy, then close around my breast. She presses. It’s beautiful. One of her delicate fingers is stroking my nipple. It’s devastating. She adores my little tits, and I love that she loves them.

“Are you gonna cum, Momma? You’ll have a big cummie for me?”

Wow. She’s heard me say that word a million times, even used it herself once in a while, but she’s never said it to me, about me. Bianca’s growing so fast.

“You wanna see your Momma cum? You wanna feel my cummie in your little bonbon?”

She starts to smile wildly. “Have a big cummie and I’ll do pony real hard and then I’ll have a cummie too!”

Her saying it is getting me close to doing it. I lose control as it builds up, up. I’m sure she can see it in my face, and she nods.

“Oh honey oh fuck it’s coming I’m gonna cum, Uh! Uh! Watch me do it, watch me fuck myself for you, you’re so sexy, your hot little pussy on me, fuck me fuck me make me cum, oh fuck!” My words cut off as my head fills with glory. I’m thrusting like mad into my rubbing hand. Bianca barely has to move for my thigh to hump her furiously.

Bon-Bon chuckles knowingly, “Hm hmmm, such a naughty Momma…”

And that does it for me. My body seems to ripple then clenches tight, I’m spasming into my hand, letting a little pee go it’s so strong. I can’t breathe, I’m caught in it and it’s just fucking wringing me out, my mind’s exploding with pleasure. I want to let go but I’m pinned by this ecstasy. And my daughter’s looking into my astonished face and nodding, riding me.

Then all at once I’m unleashed, I heave and arch and cry out in a sustained, uncontrollable orgasm. I buck my hips so hard I throw my daughter off, she slides off my knee and onto the restroom floor with a look of total surprise, and I want to feel bad but I feel too good. I press my head back against the wall and shut my eyes and simply let myself feel it, my writhing body, the eruptions of pleasure from my pussy spreading out all through me.

Eventually I calm down enough to lift my head and look around. I’m breathing deep and slow, and my hand’s still soothing my tingling cunt, but I’ve swung my knees a little closer together.

And there’s little Bon-Bon in a crab walk stance on the floor in front of me, her knees open showing me her shiny bright pink cunt, looking almost like a dainty seashell. I wouldn’t be surprised if she were upset, the way her Momma literally jilted her when she had her big honey feeling. But the expression on her face is something more like awe.

“You okay, honey?”

She nods, giggles. “That was a big cummie, Momma.”

“Well, you asked me to,” I reply, blushing. “It’s because we did it together, honey. That made it really special.”

“Yeah,” she says, lowering her head shyly. “I really really like being close to you when we have honey loves, being together. It makes me happy when you cum.”

I can sense her getting used to the feel of that word.

“Now you know how I’ve felt all this time doing it to you, Bon-Bon.”

She smiles and squirms with delight when she hears this. I grin, but my eye is drawn back to that little pink crease gleaming between her pale legs. The fingers stroking my pussy suddenly trace lush pleasure into it, and move more languidly. Fresh wetness starts to form, my pulse quickens, and the look I’m giving my little girl’s body goes from admiring to predatory and I swear I can’t help any of it.

Bianca notices my gaze, and she looks down there herself. Sighing, she opens her knees a little wider to me, then looks up and meets my eye. Her expression is pure six year old seductress.

“You didn’t get a cummie, did you Bon-Bon?”

“I got one before,” she coyly replies.

“I know, but what about now?” I chide. “Your little puss is all pink and happy.”

“Maybe?”

“Don’t you still have the tingly feeling down there?”

She smirks, shrugs. “Maaaaybe.”

I chuckle, and I sound husky to myself. I let my finger slip into my tender moist crease, drifting up and down. Flickering rushes of pleasure follow my touch. My clit is still hard, it never calmed down, really. This subtle change doesn’t escape my daughter’s notice.

“Would you like Momma to give you more good feelings down there?”

She starts to rock her hips from one butt cheek to another. “Maaaaaaaaybe.”

“I love you and your little bonbon, honey,” I say, then I just have to tease. “All you have to do is ask.”

Bianca sits there for a moment, her brown eyes big and serious as she stares at me. She continues to rock, a bit plaintively. She bites her little lip in the most adorable way.

Taking a deep breath she blurts. “Momma, Momma I wanna cum.”

Ooo, that was exciting. I get this lopsided grin and tell her, “That’s not a question.”

Realizing we’re playing, her impish smile widens, and so do her creamy little thighs. “Could you give me a cummie, Momma?”

I push off the wall, dropping forward onto all fours and crawl toward her, dragging the rumpled knot of my jeans between my feet. She isn’t far, but I move oh so slowly, showing her my dirtiest stare. Her eyebrows rise, she makes breathy giggles, thrilled by my approach. I move up between her knees, put one hand on the floor to either side of her waist, and I loom over her, looking down on her wondering face with a sweet grin.

“Anything for you, honey.”

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