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Family Practice, Chapter 5

  • Posted on January 20, 2017 at 3:31 pm

By DirtyMindedMom

Mom was making breakfast when I came into the kitchen the next morning. I went about setting out the plates and silverware without saying anything. There wasn’t any awkwardness. Nothing needed to be said just then, so neither felt compelled to fill the silence.

Our lovemaking had carried on into the late afternoon and only ended because my father would be home. We needed time to shower, dress, and compose ourselves. Before that time came, we’d talked, we’d touched each other, and we’d made one another come again. We masturbated ourselves, both in turns and at the same time. We talked some more. Not about what we were doing, but about the normal things any mother and daughter might talk about, only we were naked, our fingers free to caress the other’s nipple or pussy as whim and want guided us.

I was thinking about grabbing a couple handfuls of my mom’s ass when my father arrived, drawn by the smell of bacon. The man loved his bacon! He kissed me on the cheek before sitting down and scanning the headlines on his tablet. I delivered him a cup of coffee as I listened to my parents’ morning banter. Some things never change. It could have been the same exchange I’d heard the morning before I left to go to school back in September.

I watched my mother’s lips move as she spoke and wanted them at the tips of my breasts. From the tingling I felt there, I sensed my nipples were becoming hard. The small impressions they made beneath my thin nightshirt would be easy to spot. Normally I would have covered up or gone to put on a robe or sweater. Things had changed. I wanted Mom to see I was aroused, and much to my surprise I wasn’t embarrassed by the possibility that my father might notice as well. I wasn’t a little girl, I was a woman with breasts, nipples, appetites, and desires. If he didn’t know that already, it was time for him to face what I was, and maybe even what I was becoming.

If Dad noticed, he didn’t make it obvious. He kissed Mom on his way out, his hand going suggestively to her hip as he held his lips to hers just a few seconds longer than usual. All these years and they were still in love. A little sappy, but sweet. I should be so lucky.

Mom and I cleaned up the kitchen together, and I put on the kettle for her tea. As she was drying her hands on a dish towel and looking for something else to attend to, I stepped up and took her in a hug. She made a soft noise of surprise, then wrapped her arms around me. Her body was warm and soft. I held her tighter.

“You have any plans today?” I asked.

“Nothing really. A few errands.” The kettle whistled and she went to turn off the stove. “Why do you ask?”

“Well, ah…” I suddenly felt shy about saying it aloud. “I was, ah, thinking… or wondering actually if we were going to do anything today… you know? Like yesterday?”

She was looking away from me, pouring steaming water into her cup, but I could still see the big smile come to her lips.

“Oh? I wasn’t sure if you’d want to do that again, or want to do it again so soon…”

I wasn’t exactly sure how to take that. I shrugged, trying to play it cool for some stupid reason. “It’s up to you… either way…”

My mother sat at the table, setting down a cup of tea for each of us. She picked at a piece of bacon that my father hadn’t gotten to.

“Is it cold in here, or are those telling a different story?” she nodded meaningfully toward my chest.

I looked down to see the prominent bumps my hard nipples made in my shirt. That’s when I gave up the act. “Okay, fine, it’s all I’ve been able to think about! I was up half the night fingering my pussy and replaying of all the things we did together, and the dirty, nasty, wonderful things you said while we were doing it.”

My mom looked visibly relieved. “Thank, God! I didn’t want to push you too soon or too fast, but I’ve been picturing you naked from the moment you came down, and I can’t stop thinking about everything I want to do with you.”

We shared conspiratorial smiles. We were like a couple of kids with a brand new toy.

“What kind of things are you thinking about?” I pressed, as an insistent ache began to make itself felt between my legs.

“To start with, everything we did yesterday, and…” She took a sip of her tea to excuse her hesitation.

“And…?”

“Please promise to tell me if this is too much and I’ll understand completely, but… I would love to try going down on you, if you’d let me.”

My insides did a happy somersault. “If I let you? Why wouldn’t I?

“I don’t know. I thought maybe you’d think it was too weird… having your mother lick your pussy,” she leaned forward and put a hand lightly on my knee, “and suck your clit, and slide her tongue up inside you.”

“Mom! Stop it or I’m going to come right here on the spot!”

She squeezed my leg and sat back with a self-satisfied grin. “So I take it that’s a yes?”

“On one condition. You have to let me eat your pussy, too.”

“And you’re sure about this?”

“Yes.”

“You really want to suck and lick your own mother’s cunt until I come on your face?”

“Okay, when you put it like that… then, hell yes!”

“What the fuck are we waiting for?” My mom grabbed my hand and practically dragged me toward her bedroom.

“Wait! I haven’t had a shower yet!” I warned.

“Even better.”

Mom stripped out of her robe and nightgown in no time flat, then helped me by pulling my PJ bottoms down. Standing there at the foot of her bed, she hugged me to her as soon as we were both naked. “I love this,” she gushed. “So different from a man. Everything all smooth and soft.” Her hands roamed over my back and down to my butt.

I had to agree with her. Holding a naked guy was nice, but this was way better. “God, Mom, I’m so friggin’ wet for you.”

She kissed me, then kissed me again. I pushed my tongue into her mouth and she accepted it without reservation. “I can’t wait to taste you,” she said. “Not like yesterday, licking my fingers after they’d been inside you. I mean really taste you. Your pussy is going to be right in my face.”

Hearing her psyching herself up for what we were about to do only got me more turned on, which I didn’t think was possible at that point.

I broke our increasingly passionate kiss, knowing that if it went on much longer I might very well come just from the velvety friction of my mom’s body against mine. I took her by the shoulders and turned her to face the bed. “Stand right here,” I instructed.

A guy would have most likely complained, asked a stupid question or made a dumb comment. But my mom trusted me and simply did as she was told with an expectant gleam in her eye. I climbed onto her bed, crawling away from her toward the pillows. I knew I was giving her an eyeful of my ass and everything else from behind. I never wanted to flaunt my body the way that I did with her. Would it be like this with other girls, or was it only because she was my mom?

When I reached the headboard, I arranged the pillows, then turned and settled into a half sitting position. Once I had, I spread my legs. My mother shifted, apparently eager to lunge, her tongue teasing back and forth over her bottom lip, probably without her realizing she was doing it. I waited a few more moments for dramatic effect, then reached down and slowly parted my lips just enough to expose the delicate array of fleshy delights that were hidden within.

“Is this what you want, Mom?”

She nodded, biting her lip in anticipation.

“You want to put your mouth right here? On your daughter’s horny little pussy?”

“Yesss,” she hissed, shifting her weight from foot to foot.

“It’s a sin, you know? To eat out your own daughter’s cunt. You’ll burn for eternity.”

“It’ll be worth it.”

I patted my vulva, already puffy and swollen with excitement. “Then come and get it.”

My mother followed my lead and crawled up the bed toward me. She was obviously moving slower than she truly wanted to, but she was enjoying the game as much as I was. She came all the way to me, kissed me lightly on the lips, gave each of my taut nipples a gentle suckle, kissed her way down to my mound, and nuzzled her nose in my wispy patch of pubic hair. Watching her take in my scent was beyond erotic.

“Don’t expect too much,” she warned me self-consciously as she settled down on her tummy, looking up at me from between my thighs. “I’ve only ever been on the receiving end when it comes to cunnilingus.”

“God, Mom, don’t say ‘cunnilingus.’ It sounds so… I don’t know, clinical?”

“Sorry, you’re right.” She kissed my inner thigh sending tingles all through me. “How about, I’ve only ever been the cunt-lickee, never the cunt-licker?”

“That sounds much better,” I sighed, doing everything I could to resist shoving my crotch in her face. “I’m so turned on right now that I don’t think it matters what you do down there. I’m about to come just from having your face this close to my pussy.” I squeezed my breasts and pinched my nipples. “Lick it, Mom. Lick my pussy. I want you to taste me.”

Her eyes lowered as her attention shifted to the impassioned vagina just inches in front of her. After a moment of adoring contemplation, I felt a tentative lick. Her tongue slipped along the edges of my inner lips, not quite making it to my clit. My whole body melted in an instant.

“Oh, fuck, yes. More!”

She licked my lips again like she had the first time, then on the third swipe she grazed my stiff clitty with the tip of her tongue.

“Oh, that’s good, Mom.” I twisted my nipples in expectation of her next lick. When it came, she flicked my clit a few times then followed that with a kiss. “Oh, fuuuck, yes.”

I’d had oral sex conducted on me before, but it was never anything like what I was experiencing in only the first few moments of what my mother was doing. Cunnilingus, to use the proper term, was something I romanticized, but in reality it was usually something I found to be just okay and occasionally even discomforting. What was happening between my legs in that moment was a whole new deal. This was the way I’d always fantasized it could be.

“Lower, Mom.” I was having trouble remembering to breathe. “Lick me down lower.” I shifted my hips up to give her easier access to what I wanted. I needed to feel her tongue on my hole… in my hole. Oh God, I wanted my own mother to tongue-fuck me so bad.

She might not have been ready to go there, but she licked me right on the spot. I gave a shuddering moan to make sure she knew I wanted more of that. Her tongue circled the rim of my opening. I knew she was tasting my unwashed pussy at its most potent. Was she turned off by ripe tang of it? Or disgusted by the slight hint of urine that must have been there? Her tongue penetrated me, probing as far as it could, swabbing left and right, then all around several times. If she was repulsed, she certainly wasn’t showing it.

“Is it okay, Mom?” I asked in a breathless hush, not knowing if I wanted to hear the answer.

She withdrew her tongue and gave my hole a quick parting lick. “More than okay. Honestly, this is so much better than I thought it would be, and I was expecting it to be pretty damned good.” She licked and kissed my pussy some more. “I was afraid I’d built it up in my mind over so many years that I’d be disappointed if I ever had the chance to try the real thing.” She sucked my clit for a few tantalizing seconds, before going back down to my hole. “I don’t think I’ll be able to get enough of this.”

A warm happiness filled me as I looked down between my breasts at her. “So, you like eating my pussy, Mom? You like tasting my cunt juices and sticking your tongue in my nasty little fuck hole?”

She just nodded while her mouth was busy on my pussy. “And I’m ashamed to admit that I love hearing my sweet, innocent baby talking so fucking dirty.”

“Good, because you’ll be hearing a lot of it. Now stop talking and suck my clit, you cunt-loving dyke.”

My mom’s eyebrows raised at that, but without another word she went back in, mouth first. The perverse thrill of talking to my mother like that really ramped up the illicit pleasure I was already getting from having the woman who raised me practically worshipping my pussy with her mouth. I thought back to just a few days ago when I was trying to avoid having sexual thoughts about my mom. It seemed so silly now. I had to take this lesson to heart. Denying what I truly want sexually is an exercise in futile stupidity. Instead of shying away from my desires, no matter how weird or socially unacceptable, I had to embrace them and do everything I could to fulfill them.

In the meantime, my eyes were rolling up into the back of my head as my mom continued practicing her pussy-eating technique. She was trying different things, so just when I’d get into the groove of one licking or sucking pattern she would change it up and throw me off my rhythm. I wanted to be annoyed by this, but whatever new thing she would try out was usually just as good as, or even better than, the last.

“Oh, yeah. That one’s good, Mom. Keep doing that…” I lifted my legs and held my knees, slightly changing the angle. That position also had the benefit of making me feel like a true slut, which was a fun feeling to let myself enjoy. “This is so strange,” I moaned. “My mom is sucking my pussy. God, I love it!”

I could tell she wanted to say something, but she forced herself to stay focused on my cunt. She was obviously loving this, too. My mom claimed that her sexual thoughts about me only started when she found my vibrator, but I had to wonder if that was really true. Did she have dark thoughts about her own daughter before that? Like when she suggested we try sunbathing topless on that Caribbean vacation a couple years back? Or maybe earlier when she took me shopping for my first bra? Was there something behind how she often showed up in my bedroom when I was dressing, or more often undressing? I’d always thought these were just normal family moments, but, looking back on them while my mother’s tongue fluttered over my clit, they took on a whole new significance.

I was thinking too much. I could worry later. It was time to forget everything and concentrate on the building sensation my mother was coaxing along with unexpected proficiently down between my legs.

“Okay, Mom, yeah. Do that again… oh, good… more of that.” I loved how well she took direction. I’d never been able to tell the few boys I was with what I wanted, but with her it was easy. As she licked and sucked my clit, she slipped a finger inside me. This took my breath away. What a remarkable combination. I had to wonder what it would feel like to have someone sucking my pussy while I was getting fucked by a cock. I shook my head. I needed to work on the whole lesbian sex thing before I could start thinking about threesomes.

“You’re going to make me come, Mom.” I moaned louder when she added a second finger. “I’m going to come on your face… right on your mouth. Suck my pussy, Mom. Do it… make me come!”

My universe went into free-fall for a moment that stretched with agonizing anticipation. That briefest of nothings between heartbeats when your orgasm has arrived but the intellectual part of your brain hasn’t caught up with the signals coming from the nerve endings in your pussy. That feeling passes almost before I have time to recognize it and time flows in a rush of sound and movement.

My screams are not mine to contain. My limbs are not mine to control. I have no choice but to give myself over to it and revel in the glory. The glory of the first orgasm I’ve ever received from a woman’s mouth. And given to me by my own, loving, sexy mother. It’s too fucking much all at once.

My mom is next to me, her body fitted against mine, her lips lightly touching kisses to my neck and shoulder.

“What happened?” I say in something of a daze. I know I didn’t pass out, but I also couldn’t quite remember her moving up to lie with me.

“What happened is you made me happier than I’ve ever been in bed with another person.” She kissed me on my lips, and we shared the taste of my pussy. “I’ve never made anyone come like that in my life. I feel like I could take over the world right now.”

“You certainly own my world after that.” There was more kissing and caressing. I loved that I could thumb my mom’s nipple like I was. “I had no idea sex could be that good. Seriously, Mom, am I crazy or was I just on another planet.”

“You made it to Venus and back in record time.” Her fingers brushed over my clit and made me jump. “But, I really can’t say how good it feels because I’ve never had my pussy sucked by a woman… like you have.”

I got the hint. “If I can do this even half as good as you, get ready for a wild ride.”

I pushed my mother onto her back as I rolled on top of her. I paused for a minute at her tits as I worked my way down. This was really going to happen. I was going to eat my first pussy. The fear and excitement made it hard to stay focused. My mom was already moaning even before I got all the way down there. I had a sneaking suspicion that this wasn’t going to take long at all.

I settled into position, took a calming breath, and looked straight ahead. There it was: my mom’s cunt. Right in front of my face. I’d seen it the day before, but this was different. There was no distance, no room for objectivity. As I was trying to take in the visual experience of it all, her scent was already enlivening my senses. It was a warm, almost animal smell. The natural odor of her excited pussy overwhelmed all of the floral perfumes in the lotions, soaps, and deodorants we women rely on to mask what we really are. I breathed my mother in.

My eyes traveled from the furry bush covering her mound down to her shaved outer labia. Two plump, elongated half-moons of tender flesh. They looked so smooth that they all but insisted you lick them. My mother’s prominent inner pussy lips were currently stealing the show, however. I suspected they were normally visible, but with her as excited as she was, they were swollen and parted like an erotic flower in bloom. Within that captivating cleft there was a wetness. A wetness that my tongue was eager to sample. My gaze continued downward.

Just below her slit were some stray hairs that she had missed while shaving. I don’t know why, but seeing that turned me on. This wasn’t some Photoshopped porn model on my computer screen, this was a real woman. Further down, my mom’s butt cheeks peeked out just a little. I knew within that crevice was her asshole. It was a part of the body that I didn’t normally think of in a sexual way, but I had the urge to part her cheeks and take a peek.

“Is everything okay?” Mom asked, sounding a little worried.

“Yeah, I’m just looking, that’s all…”

Mom smiled down at me. Her hands moved over her thighs. I could see her fingers trembling. She opened her legs a little wider, then spread her pussy lips for me. The simple gesture took my breath away. Her big, full lips were splayed apart, no longer concealing the hidden parts of my mother’s most private area. I could see the tiny domed tip of her pink clit peeking out from its wrinkled sheath. I could see her soft inner flesh, moist and alluring. And I could see her vagina. There it was, just inches away from my mouth. The most holy of holies. My mother’s cunt hole.

It gaped open a little, but not garishly so. It practically begged to have something inserted into it. A finger, a tongue, a hard cock. There her wetness was more obvious. Thick sex fluids gathered near the bottom, ready to trickle down toward her ass. I’d always considered women’s genitals to be strange and even a little ugly, but my thinking was completely changed in that moment. I’d never seen anything more beautiful or desirable in my life.

I gave in to the inexorable draw my mom’s pussy was exerting on me and brought my mouth to her. I kissed her clit lightly, and delighted in her little spasm in reaction. “Go slow, honey,” she moaned, still holding herself open for me. I did as she asked, not only for her sake, but also because I wanted to take in every moment of this experience so I could remember it always. I feathered kisses in a circle around her vulva. I could tell by the subtle turn of her hips that my mom wanted me to give her center some attention. I teased her just a little longer, then rewarded her with a long lick up the middle of her crease from just above her hole to just below her clit. She groaned, enjoying the pleasure but knowing there was so much more I was holding back from her.

“Lick me,” I thought I heard her whisper. “Lick Mommy’s horny pussy.” Maybe it was only what I wanted to hear, but I did lick her. Up and down then side to side. When I couldn’t resist any longer, I moved down to her opening. I dipped my tongue into her liquid essence. There was a dreamy sense of disjunction as the raw flavor of my mother’s cunt suffused my senses. I wasn’t sure if I’d ever know the taste of another woman, and never would have guessed my mother would be my first.

I lapped at her hole, slurping up more of her juices and circling my tongue inside of her has far as I could go. Her moans came to me as if from a great distance. I was underwater, far away, in my own world. I was swimming in my mother’s cunt. I licked and sucked her hole with a needful urgency. I wasn’t thinking about her pleasure, only mine. I gathered enough of her juices in my mouth and swallowed. It flowed thickly down my throat unlike anything I’d ever had before. It was sublime.

After feasting at my mom’s most womanly of orifices for a few minutes longer, I moved up to her clit. It was time to give her what she was aching for. I flicked her stiff nub experimentally with my tongue. I enjoyed when she’d done that to me, but it was also a bit maddening. I ran circles around it, pressing my tongue hard into her tiny erection with each revolution. She writhed at this, pushing herself up into my face.

“Oh, Emily, yes… you’re licking my clit…” Her voice became quieter as she spoke. She wasn’t talking to me. “My baby girl is licking my pussy…”

After just a little more tongue work, I moved to sucking. This got a gasp from her, which gave me goosebumps. I’d felt the power and control of giving a guy a blowjob, but this was so much more satisfying. I owned my mother in that moment. I owned her with my mouth.

“Oh, yes, that’s it…”

Like her with me, I tried a couple different techniques. Sucking the whole area, sucking just her clitty, sucking and licking at the same time. The last one got the most favorable reaction.

“You like this, Mom?”

“Yes…”

“You like getting your pussy sucked?”

“Oh God, yes…”

“You like getting your cunt sucked by your own daughter?”

“Ooooh, fuuuuck!” she cried out as I latched onto her clit and started going at her with a passion. “Suck me, Emily. Suck my cunt! Eat your mother’s cunt just like that, baby!” Her hands were all over her own body, roughly grabbing her tits, mercilessly squeezing and pulling at them. “Eat your mother’s slutty fucking cunt! Aaaaaahhhhh!”

She bucked up into my face, but I was able to keep my mouth on her pussy as her orgasm whipped through her. I only let go at the point that I knew I she would be too sensitive to take any more, and that seemed to be just the right time for Mom, too.

“Ooooh… ooooh… okay…” she panted. Her fingers gently teased her nipples as her tummy flexed with a few residual quakes. “Oh, my, my, my…” She giggled and sighed. “Emily, that was amazing. No one has ever given me an orgasm that good with their mouth. Not even your dad.”

I kissed her inner thighs and snuggled my nose in her puff of pubic hair. “I think I might have sprained my tongue,” I gently took one of her outer lips between my teeth, not biting down, but just holding it like that until I got a chuckle from her. “But it was worth it.”

I tested her clit with a kiss. She flinched, but not much. It was safe, I decided. I began sucking her again.

“Oh, no, not again…” she moaned, clearly not the least bit upset that I was back at it.

I took it slow and easy, but within a minute she was at the precipice yet again. “I’m going to come, Emily. Oh, fuck, I’m coming… I’m coming, baby… oh, yeesss!”

Her body went rigid as a less intense but obviously deeper orgasm seized her. We rode this one out together. I listened to the moans coming from her tight-clenched throat this time to gauge when to let up. I held on a second too long and my mom had to push my head away with a barking laugh when the pleasure turned to pain.

“Come up here, sweetheart.” She held her arms out to me.

We cuddled, and fondled, and rested together for a long time. A few loving words passed between us, but for the most part we stayed quiet, content to simply be holding one another and enjoying the feeling of sweaty skin-to-skin closeness. I don’t know exactly how long we were like that before I began dozing off. I was in that twilight between wakefulness and sleep when I heard my mother whisper something in my ear.

“Masturbate for me,” she said softly. The words created a tickle at the end of my clit that radiated out to the tips of my fingers. “I want to feel you come.”

I was too comfortable to move. My mother took my hand and put it between my legs. It took me a few seconds, but my fingers slowly began to move. Mom sighed and hugged me to her. I lightly played with my clit. I wasn’t purposefully rushing toward a climax like I normally did, but just enjoying the sensations I was giving myself and floating in the warmth of my mother’s embrace. She occasionally delivered a soft kiss or a contented sound to remind me that she was still there with me and taking her own pleasure from my pleasure.

It had to have been at least twenty minutes before I got close. “Mom…” I said in a raspy hush, “do you want me to come?”

“Mmm, yes.” Her hand moved down and rested over my own. She didn’t apply any pressure, but she was just feeling the motion of how I was touching myself. “Come for Mommy.”

It sounded strange and yet perfectly right in my ear. I hadn’t called her Mommy since I turned twelve. I was too grown up for that. But in that moment of intimacy, that’s what she was… my mommy. She held me in her arms as I masturbated. I’d never felt so free and accepted before. I was able to be myself — my whole self — and not fear being judged. My mother’s love was the most genuine thing in my life, and now I knew I would never lose it. There was no place else that I could be as safe or as cherished as I was in my mommy’s embrace.

I felt her nipple brush against my cheek. I turned my head and took it into my mouth. My world was instantly complete. I wanted for nothing. I suckled my mother’s breast and steadily edged myself closer with small movements of my middle finger on my stiff clit.

“That’s it, baby, come for me. Play with that pretty little cunt. Mommy wants to feel her baby come.”

I sucked harder on my mother’s tit and it was difficult not to bite down when the wave finally crested and crashed. I sucked, and rubbed, and wiggled within her adoring grasp.

“There you go,” she cooed. “That’s my girl.” Her voice was so low I barely heard what she was saying. “Doesn’t that feel better, now?” She traced her fingernails over my skin, tickling my arm and back. “My pretty, sexy girl…” These were the last words I heard before drifting away to a blissful sleep in bed with my mom.

*****

The remainder of my winter break went by in a blur. A blur of pussy, tits, ass, and orgasms. My mother graciously allowed me to “practice” on her as much as I wanted. In turn, I was more than happy to help her fulfill every lesbian fantasy she’d conceived of over all the years since that fateful missed opportunity.

Along with the torrid, incestuous sex, there was a lot of love and sharing. We talked more than we ever had before. No topic was off limits. Old grudges were hashed over and many of them resolved. Questions were answered, and confessions were proffered. She unburdened herself to me in a way that she wouldn’t have if she were “only” my mother. There was a new kind of bond between us, one that we were both testing and learning about as we went.

I understood her as a woman like I couldn’t have as a daughter alone. I, likewise, had become so much more than her little girl. I knew what my mom sounded like when she masturbated. I had a clear picture of the expression she would make when a third, then fourth finger was pushed inside her. I’d had her taste on my tongue, and in turn had fed her the elixir of my own orgasm. It would take more time to adjust to all the changes, but we would work through it and come out the other end closer than ever.

I returned to school feeling confident with my new skills. I understood the subtleties of a girl’s body to enough of a degree that I didn’t fear an encounter, but eagerly sought one. It was only a matter of a couple of weeks before I was able to bring Kaylee into my bed. I found it ironic that though she had played around with a girl long before me, it turned out that I was the more experienced one by the time I’d managed to seduce her. It was strange that I was the aggressor, that I was the one taking the lead, and that I ended up being the dominant one. I was even able to teach Kaylee some new tricks.

There was no way for me to thank my mom for helping me become who I truly am, but when I get home for Spring Break, I’m going to do everything I can to show her my undying appreciation.

THE END

 

My Niece Janelle, Chapter 10

  • Posted on January 19, 2017 at 2:21 pm

By Muffi

Author’s Note: To say that I had help with this chapter would be an understatement of massive proportions. I ran up against… Something. Call it writer’s block, call it lack of creativity, call it whatever, I simply found myself stuck and unable to finish this chapter when it was less than half done. My editor, the inimitable JetBoy, took on the task of completing the chapter for me — no mean feat when you consider that a second author, coming into a story late, has to try to imitate the original author’s voice. I’ve touched nothing since he sent it back to me other than formatting it for the web, I didn’t change a thing that he wrote. I owe him a debt of gratitude for helping me with this story — as do all of the loyal Janelle fans out there.


I’d never been so aroused in my life.

I was lying on the bed, propped up by several pillows so I could look down and see what was happening between my legs. My feet were drawn up, thighs splayed wide. Nine-year-old Sara was on her knees, her cute little rump raised high in the air as she licked my pussy — somewhat awkwardly, to be sure, but that didn’t alter the fact that her tongue was driving me mad with lust.

I reached down to place one hand on the back of Sara’s head, helping to guide her movements a little–though honestly, her licking felt so lovely that it didn’t matter what she did.

My other arm was curled around Janelle, hand reaching down to stroke her pert little ass. She was stretched out on her side next to me, fingers toying with one nipple, then the other; tweaking them, pinching and rolling them between her fingers. I wasn’t sure how much more of this I could take without passing out.

Then I felt the tide start to rise inside as my body began to quiver. My vision faded, became grey around the edges. It was happening, I was coming — and it was going to be huge.

I screamed out loud as the waves broke over me, causing my hips to thrust involuntarily over and over, probably smacking the hell out of poor Sara’s nose in the process. I was beyond caring, though, and couldn’t have stopped it if I wanted to.

It was one of the most intense orgasms I’d ever had. As I came, and came, and came yet again, I heard Janelle’s excited voice.

“You did it, Sara!” she exclaimed. “See? I told ya you could. You made her come!”

As yet another climax racked my body, I bolted upright, grunting loudly. As my vision cleared, I saw Janelle coming awake, blinking sleepily. I’d been dreaming.

I dreamed my way to an orgasm, I thought. A damn good one, too.

Janelle looked at me questioningly. “S’matter?” she mumbled.

“Nothing, Sweetie,” I replied. “I was just having a dream.”

“A nightmare?” she asked, suddenly concerned.

“No, just very realistic,” I said. “Go back to sleep. I’ll be fine after I pee.”

Janelle snickered at me. “Good thing ya didn’t dream you were peeing,” she said. “I did that once, and I wet the bed.”

I leaned down and kissed her softly on the lips. “Go to sleep, smartypants. I love you.”

“Love you too, Meagan.”

I got out of bed and, on shaky legs, made my way to the bathroom, where I sat down, both to pee and to relieve the sudden dizzy spell that hit me right then. My orgasm had been that powerful. I had no idea it was even possible to come so intensely without touching myself.

I wondered if I dared to confide in Janelle about what I’d dreamed, my vision of her and Sara pleasuring me at the same time.

On one hand, it would probably excite the hell out of her, and might get her thoughts moving in a very interesting direction. On the other, I didn’t want to encourage Janelle to include Sara in our lovemaking. I wasn’t ready to take that step. At least, not consciously. Subconsciously, it seemed that I craved Sara more than I was willing to admit to myself.

I wiped, shivering as tissue-covered fingers brushed against my sensitive clit, trying to retrieve more details from the dream I’d just had and coming up short. No sweet seduction, no drawn-out foreplay — just Sara going down on me, Janelle cheering her on. Oh, well, that much would be enough to fuel my masturbation fantasies for a month. Most mornings, I woke with only a few fleeting fragments of whatever I’d dreamed the night before.

I stood, yawned, stretched, then turned to flush the toilet before making my way back to bed, sidestepping Janelle’s sneakers along the way. Sara was on the left, curled into a ball beneath the blanket, only the top half of her face showing. Janelle was sprawled out in the center, her arm stretched out where I needed to be. I suspected that her leg was over on my side, too. My niece was a restless sleeper, always moving about in the night. She stole the covers, too. Good thing I loved her so desperately.

Approaching the bed, I gently took Janelle’s hand, lifting the sheet enough for me to drape her arm across her tummy. Then her eyes fluttered open.

“Hey, Meagan,” she whispered.

“Hey yourself. Scooch over some, kiddo — quit hogging the bed.”

Sticking her tongue out at me, Janelle shifted herself to the center, and I gratefully slipped beneath the blanket. The house tended to cool down in the early morning hours, and the bed’s warmth felt absolutely delicious. Having two little girls to provide extra body heat didn’t hurt, either.

I settled in, yawned again, and relaxed, savoring that divine feeling of drifting into slumber.

Suddenly I felt a hand — Janelle’s hand, gently caressing my belly. This was not the lazy, idle touch of a sleepy little girl, either. My niece was clearly awake, and in the mood to play.

I remained motionless, trying to decide how to handle this. Did Janelle really want to fool around right then, with Sara asleep next to her? More to the point, did I want that?

Weighing the risk of discovery against the thrill of furtive sex with my nine-year-old lover, I found myself… unable to decide. Golly gee, what a surprise.

Then I felt Janelle pressing herself into my side, her leg sliding over mine and down to nestle between my thighs. I swallowed hard as I detected the warmth of her vulva, moving against my skin as my niece eased herself on top of me.

Okay, I told myself, I need to stop this, right now. Bad idea, Meagan, very bad.

Naturally, I did no such thing.

With a wriggle of the hips, Janelle settled herself on me. She had her head resting on one breast, her mouth a fraction of an inch from the nipple. Her hand rested low on my belly, fingers nearly grazing the top of the mons, a thigh pressing lightly against my crotch.

Tired as I was, Janelle was bringing me to life, making me want her. I felt my pussy give a little clench as I became aware of where her leg was touching me.

Then, instead of making the big move like I was expecting her to, Janelle surprised me by relaxing with a blissful sigh.

Oh, okay. Guess she just wants snuggling, not sex. I was a little disappointed, but somewhat more relieved.

Curling an arm around Janelle’s bare back, I allowed myself to exhale, releasing the erotic tension I’d just built up. A minute of two later, I even managed to doze off.

Suddenly, I was jerked awake when I felt a mouth fasten itself to my nipple.

As she suckled, bringing a soft moan to my lips, a hand crept between my legs, fingers moving against my pussy. Oh, my fucking God — Janelle was masturbating me!

Given the inconvenient fact that Sara was asleep right next to Janelle, I knew that I should put a stop to this, but I was powerless to do anything. All this girl had to do was touch me, and I was lost.

I kept my eyes closed. I didn’t even want to know if Sara was awake for what I was now certain was going to be a live sex show, starring Meagan and Janelle. Okay, I was lying about that. Really, I was hoping she was awake. But if I didn’t open my eyes, I could pretend that I didn’t know.

Having put up my token resistance, I relaxed and let Janelle have her way with me.

She obviously wanted to be “in charge” tonight, and I was only too willing to let that happen. I felt her small body slide across mine as she moved on top of me, one leg rubbing against my pussy as she sought and found my mouth with hers. The kiss was deep, full of things we still hadn’t spoken of to each other, but we both knew existed below the surface. We would talk eventually, but for now, lips and tongues were sufficient.

I was trying to keep quiet, not wanting to rouse Sara, but when Janelle’s warm mouth returned to my nipple, I couldn’t stop a loud gasp from escaping. She drew her teeth slowly along the length of it, scraping lightly, then sucked as much of my breast into her mouth as she could. Back and forth, from one to the other she went, showering me with loving attention. I could have lain there for hours, just reveling in the sensations of her lips, tongue, fingers and breath on my breasts.

Not likely to happen. Janelle was just getting warmed up.

She began to wriggle her way downward, moving between my legs. This caused her upper thighs, then her bare mound to graze my pussy. At the instant of that divine contact, I seized Janelle’s ass and held her right where she was, grinding my vulva against hers. I still had my eyes closed, but I had no need to see. Right then, touch was everything.

I was on fire, alive with lust. The urge was there to take Janelle; roll my niece onto her back and have my way with her. But I knew that she needed to be the one in control right then, so I released her flawless little bottom and forced myself to relax.

I felt Janelle’s mouth glide down my belly, her tongue leaving long, wet trails on my skin. Some other time, I’ll have to teach her about blowing on my skin after licking it, I thought.

When the tip of her tongue touched the very top of my slit, my breath hissed sharply. Her fingers carefully pried my cunt open, then she dipped her head to lick me from bottom to top. I groaned, finally giving into the desire to look. I had to see her while she pleasured me. Lifting my head slightly, I opened my eyes and peered down to where Janelle lay between my thighs.

It was like she’d known I was going to look. Her gaze was awaiting mine, a soft, pretty smile on her face. Her fingers caressed my labia as I drank in the sight her, then she spoke.

“I wanna do somethin’ for you,” she said softly.

“Do anything you’d like, Sweetie,” I sighed. “I’m all yours.”

“You have to trust me, ‘kay?” she said.

Hesitating only briefly, I nodded. What on earth was she up to?

I was about to find out. Glancing over to where Sara lay, Janelle reached out to nudge her friend, trying to wake her up.

“Janelle!” I gasped in horror. “Don’t!”

Too late. Sara was wide awake, staring at Janelle as she played with my pussy.

I was paralyzed with fear. This is how dirty old dykes go to jail, I told myself, waiting for Sara to recoil in disgust. Instead, she scooted closer to me!

“Can I watch?” she asked Janelle, eyes dancing with excitement.

What the fuck? Could I be dreaming again?

I felt Sara’s naked hip pressing against mine and knew that I wasn’t dreaming. On the other hand, I was so stunned that all I could do was stare at her like an idiot. Then I glanced down at Janelle to find her gazing back at me, flashing a wicked grin as if she’d just gotten away with something.

That look of hers, coupled with the divine things Janelle’s fingers were doing to my pussy, put my head in a place where I simply ceased to worry, giving myself up to the moment. If this is what Janelle wants, and Sara’s into it too… then damn the consequences.

After what only seemed like hours, I felt something different. There were now three hands between my legs, caressing and stroking my pussy. I wondered idly how that could be, then let myself drift on the lovely sensations those hands were creating.

I felt the fourth hand when it came into contact with my clit, turning the mildly warm waves of pleasure I’d been experiencing into shots of molten electricity. That caused my hips to jerk violently, dislodging the fingers that had found the swollen nub. I whimpered, reaching down to grab that hand and guide it back to its rightful place.

In fumbling for the hand, though, I opened my eyes.

The image I saw at that instant will be forever burned into my mind.

Both girls were as naked as the day they were born. Janelle knelt between my splayed thighs, four fingers of one hand buried in my soaked pussy, her other hand fondling my labia. Her strawberry blonde hair was askew, floating around her head like a soft cloud. Sara’s hair was mussed as well, only hers looked dark and wild as she used the thumb of one hand to rub at my clit, the other hand imitating Janelle’s, stroking my pudenda. The girls were caressing each other’s hands, exchanging happy smiles as they brought me closer and closer to orgasm.

I felt Janelle’s fingers leaving my pussy. I briefly lamented the loss, then she propped herself on an elbow beside me. “Sara wants to be the one to make it happen,” she explained, “so I’m just gonna play with your boobies while she does.”

“What… what if I don’t want my boobies played with?” I panted.

Janelle grinned. “You do. You so know you want me to.”

“Shut up and do it, then!” I gasped. Janelle snickered at me, but moved to capture the nearest nipple with her mouth.

My attention was forced back to Sara — or more accurately, to what Sara was doing to me. Her thumb was moving in a constant circle around my clit, driving me insane with lust. With her other hand, she stroked and squeezed my vulva, then, as though she could read my thoughts, wriggled two fingers into my pussy. I moaned, pushing back against this sweet invasion, clutching at the bedding as she began to slide them in and out.

I was in heaven. I had my niece stretched out naked beside me, her mouth doing wonderful things to my nipple. I had Sara between my legs, her busy fingers about to bring me to orgasm. I stared at Sara, turned to look at Janelle, and that was when I lost it.

My pussy seemed to scream in the intensity of my climax. Somehow in that moment, Janelle managed to lock her mouth to mine in a heated kiss, and I sucked greedily at her tongue as waves of pleasure continued to shake me. I had Sara’s wrist locked in a death grip with her fingers buried in my cunt, a thumb pressed against my clit.

It seemed to go on and on and on, my orgasm… finally, my head simply shut down.

The next thing I remember is hearing whispers.

“See? I toldja you could do it. And you did, Sara. You made it happen.”

“Yeah… but is she gonna be mad?”

“Maybe. But only for a little while if she is.”

“I’m gonna be so embarrassed to look at her. I mean, I touched her… down there!”

“Don’t be embarrassed. She wanted you to. I know she did.”

“I don’t know.”

“Huh. You oughta see how she watches you when you’re not payin’ attention! Believe me, Meagan wanted you bad.

I lifted my head. “Talking about me, girls…?”

“No,” came the sing-song chorus. Janelle, the little sneak, had a look of perfect innocence on her face.

I regarded both of them, enjoying Sara’s pretty blush as my gaze fixed on her. Suddenly she didn’t seem to know where to put her hands. “I think you two owe me a little explanation, don’t you?”

“Please don’t be mad, Aunt Meagan,” said Janelle. “It was my idea… so if you’re mad, be mad at me, not Sara. She didn’t want to in the first place. I kinda made her do it.”

“Really?” I said. “For someone who didn’t want to, she sure seemed to enjoy fingering my pussy.” I watched Sara’s blush deepen.

“Well, me and Sara play like that, too. Together, I mean. With each other. But you knew that anyway. So, Sara kept asking me how I know so much about sex, and I told her someone showed me. And she was dyin’ ta know who it was, and I didn’t tell for the longest time, I swear! But I know Sara now, and I trust her. She won’t tell anybody at all — will you, Sara?”

Sara simply shook her head, wild black hair flying as she stared at me, wide-eyed. “You knew?” Sara swiveled to gape at Janelle. “She knew about us? Oh, my God!” She covered her crimson face with both hands.

“Besides,” Janelle continued, “I knew you wanted her like that, Aunt Meagan. I can tell by how you look at her. Sara didn’t believe me ’bout that, but I know it’s true. So all I did was help you guys do somethin’ that you both wanted to happen, cuz Sara’s had a crush on you for like — like ages! She told me –”

I silenced Janelle with a glare and an emphatic shake of the head. She meant well, but was only making things more awkward for poor Sara, who by then was on the verge of tears.

I touched Sara’s hand. She lifted her head to peer at me with stricken eyes, then quickly looked away.

“Sara.” I said softly, “It’s true. I knew about you and Janelle. But you have to understand, that’s what attracted me to you in the first place — knowing what the two of you were doing, and thinking that I could never experience that with you. You’re a gorgeous, sexy little girl.” I took a deep breath. “I’ll probably rot in hell for this, but… I want us to be lovers, Sara.”

She gaped at me in disbelief. “You do? Really and truly?”

I squeezed her hand. “Really and truly. You, me, and Janelle. All three of us.” I turned to give my niece a stern look. “That means just the three of us, Janelle. No more surprises like this. I mean it.” To her credit, Janelle had the good grace to look embarrassed.

As for Sara, she was giving me a look of adoration that could have defrosted a tundra. “Oh, Meagan!” she sobbed, then threw her arms around me. Naturally, Janelle had to get in on the action, and the next thing I knew I was covered in naked girls, squirming and wriggling against me in a very wonderful way.

Tempting as the prospect of staying in bed with these two sounded, I needed to get up, or Colleen would walk in to find me with two nude sex slaves at my feet, one of them her daughter. After everything she’d been through, that was one shock I didn’t want her to experience.

It was early, but not too early. I announced that I needed to go make coffee, which they both insisted they had to have as well. I told the girls to get dressed, then set off for the kitchen. As I descended the stairs, I heard one excited stage whisper, “Oh my God — sleepovers are gonna be awesome from now on!” followed by a burst of giggles.

By the time the two of them had made their way downstairs, they were greeted with one oversized pancake each. Mine was still on the griddle. I noticed that Sara moved her chair very close to mine; when I sat down with my pancake, my new sidekick was right at my elbow. I worried briefly about how Janelle might view this, but when I looked at her, she was grinning hugely at me, eyes filled with laughter. She was fine.

I’d given each of them a cup of coffee, highly over-sweetened and diluted significantly with milk so it would appeal to the palates of nine-year-olds. They thought that they were quite grown up, too. After sampling my black coffee, they both concluded that I must be either an alien invader or simply out of my mind, since no sane human would ever drink something so nasty.

The girls wanted to play outside, so I opened the garage door, telling them to stay on the driveway or the front lawn, where I could keep an eye on them from the living room. Watching the two of them play hopscotch was far from an unpleasant task, given that Janelle wore an almost non-existent pair of pink and white shorts with a cami top, and Sara had on a flowery little sundress that showed off her legs quite nicely. I poured a second cup of coffee and sat next to the window to watch them play.

As the girls got caught up in their game, I considered the events of the past few weeks.

Sara had become a fixture at my house — a good thing, too, considering what had happened this morning. I was still nervous about that, but surprisingly, not as worried as I might have been. Sara and Janelle had been doing each other long enough for me to feel certain that Sara was comfortable with sex. More importantly, she was also as much in love with Janelle as it’s possible for a nine-year-old to be — and for Janelle’s part, those feelings were mutual. I’d known my niece for her whole life, and can tell when she loves someone.

Caution was still my watchword, though. I didn’t want to know what Colleen might do if she found out I was introducing her nine-year-old daughter to the joys of lesbian sex. I was going to have to have a very serious talk with both girls about the need for discretion, at least when it came to our little ménage à trois. I hated to put that kind of pressure on them, but it couldn’t be helped.

I gazed for long, long moments at the two little lovelies cavorting in my driveway. There was no going back, I understood that now. I wasn’t quite sure what I’d become, but I knew that I couldn’t change it. I had no one to talk to about these new feelings. No one but the girls, that is, and I wasn’t sure I wanted the logic of nine-year-olds to convince me that I was normal, that the things I was doing with these two kids was okay.

It may be wrong, I reflected, but it most surely feels right.

I caught a glimpse of Sara’s sensible white cotton panties when her sundress flew up as she jumped through the hopscotch squares. That quick flash was enough to bring a small twinge of arousal to my pussy. I immediately flashed back on her bringing me to orgasm that morning, causing a trickle of wetness to seep from inside me.

Meagan, I told myself, you are a disgusting pervert. Oddly enough, the thought made me smile.

I headed to the kitchen for my third cup of coffee — yes, I’m that much of an addict. I almost made it there before the girls came bursting through the front door and pounded down the hall towards me. Janelle was shrieking my name, Sara laughing like a fool. Apparently, Sara had been taking great delight in showing off her panties for whoever might be passing by on the street. They both found this to be hilarious.

I stared at Sara, amazed. How had the frightened, painfully shy girl I’d first met at Janelle’s birthday party blossomed into this giggling, boisterous little exhibitionist?

“Careful,” I said, “that kind of behavior will make people talk about you.”

“They already do,” Janelle said.

“Yeah,” said Sara, “they call us dykes at school.”

“Oh, wait,” said Janelle, “we are dykes!” This set the two of them off into peals of laughter.

“You sound pretty sure of that,” I said. “No boys at all for you two?”

That set off a chorus of miscellaneous sounds of revulsion.

“Really?” I teased. “No boy at school makes you feel all warm and squishy in your… well, you know.”

“Ew!! That’s really disgusting, Meagan,” said Janelle. “Lettin’ a boy touch you there. That’s so gross!”

“You’re the one who brought up touching, not me,” I said, grinning.

“It’s still gross,” she shot back.

I figured I’d better give it a rest before I really pissed her off. Kids these days can’t take a joke. “Well then, if you say no boys, then no boys it is. Girls only!”

“‘Sides, who needs boys? We can have way more fun without ’em,” said Sara.

Naturally, that remark got me thinking about the kinds of fun a woman and two little girls could have without boys — and that surge of desire I’d felt moments ago reared its wicked head again. Not only a disgusting pervert, I told myself, but an insatiable one.

A glance at the clock put the brakes on my lust, though, telling me that Sara’s Mom was due to pick her up at any moment. I told the girls to take themselves upstairs and get Sara’s things ready to go. Not that this was necessary, strictly speaking. Over the past couple of months, she’d left a lot of her clothes and other items in Janelle’s room. Apparently, I’d become Sara’s daycare provider by default.

I wasn’t complaining in the least, mind you — especially now that things had taken such a lovely turn with her.

Still, much as I hungered for Sara, I was definitely looking forward to an evening alone with Janelle. With school nearly out for the summer, she’d be spending a lot more time with me. She was already at my house more than at her home, and I knew that she’d practically be living here when vacation started. It promised to be an amazing summer, without a doubt.

I heard Colleen calling from the living room and went to meet her, summoning Sara downstairs on my way. I felt a momentary pang of conscience when I first saw her, wondering what Colleen would think if she knew of the things I’d been up to with her daughter. I was relatively certain that they wouldn’t be happy thoughts.

Sara trooped downstairs with her things, Janelle bringing up the rear. “Aunt Meagan, can Sara stay again tomorrow night? Monday’s the last day of school, and we wanna go together.”

“If it’s okay with her Mom, it’s fine with me,” I replied. Perfect, I thought. A night alone with Janelle, then a night with both of them. One lesbian’s version of paradise.

“If you’re sure it’s okay,” said Colleen, “then I’ll drop her off on my way to work.”

“Of course it’s okay,” I said. “We’ll have a blast. We can call it Ladies’ Night!” This brought peals of laughter from the two girls.

After some more small talk, Colleen and Sara left for the night. As their car puttered away, I collapsed onto the couch with an exaggerated sigh.

“You two wear me right out, I swear,” I said, pretending to be grouchy.

“Well, we can stop… if ya want us to,” said Janelle, arching an eyebrow.

“Don’t even think that way,” I growled. Changing my demeanor, I asked, “Hey! How’d you like to go on a date tonight? Dinner for two, then a good movie, and then I’ll bring you back home and make love to you all night long. Sound interesting?”

Her mouth formed a perfect O. “You mean like a real date?”

“Of course, silly. Would I take you on a fake date?”

“I gotta get ready!”

“Janelle, it’s not even noon yet! You have plenty of time!” Too late, she was bounding up the stairs.

I stood at the foot of the stairs. “Janelle, do you still have your leather outfit here?” A muffled affirmative response. “Why don’t you wear that, and I’ll wear mine. We can match.” A significantly louder “WOOT” of agreement.

A short time later, I heard Janelle’s boots on the stairs. She strutted into the living room, instantly taking my breath away. I have no idea how long it was before she said, “What?”

I closed my comically gaping mouth and stared at Janelle. “Sweetie,” I said softly, “do you have even the faintest idea of how beautiful you are?” Downcast eyes and a deep blush were her only reply.

I went to her, dropped to my knees, and hugged her. “You are the most incredible girlfriend any woman could ever have. I’m so lucky you love me.”

“I do love you, Meagan — lots and lots,” she said, her arms snaking around my neck. “You make me feel so special.”

“That’s because you are special,” I whispered.

We held the embrace for a long while, then I pulled away. “Well, I need a shower — desperately. And now that you’ve gotten me all excited, so do you. If we’re going on a real date, I want you to smell pretty and be clean.”

“I’m clean,” Janelle protested.

“Did you shower yet today?” I asked.

A sheepish look. “No.”

“Then I’ve got news for you, youngster — you’re not clean,” I said. “But if you’re very good, I’d be willing to share a shower with you.”

Yes, I know — transparent as hell. But I knew it would work.

She peered thoughtfully at me. “So… do we get to wash each other and not just ourselves?”

See? What did I tell you?

I rolled my eyes. “Is there any other way for two girls to get clean?”

Janelle’s grin nearly blinded me. Seizing my hand, she practically dragged me to the stairs, not letting go until we were in the upstairs bathroom. With a dramatic flourish, she slid the shower door open and turned the water on, giving it time to warm up while we got naked. That task was accomplished in under ten seconds, then we were standing beneath the hot water.

I dropped to my knees in front of Janelle, closing my eyes as I leaned in to kiss her mouth — gently, but we let it linger. When she finally pulled away with a tiny gasp, her chest was heaving.

“Oh, baby girl, I love you so very much,” I breathed.

Janelle wrapped her arms around my neck and moved in for a close, firm embrace. “I love you, too, Meagan,” she whispered, her lips brushing my ear. “You’re gonna be my girlfriend forever an’ ever.”

Not likely, I wistfully told myself, but didn’t say so. Regardless, I loved the idea.

With a sigh, I released the slippery little girl from our embrace. After all, we only had so much time to get ourselves clean before my libido took over.

“Me first!” Janelle squealed, picking up the bottle of body wash and my trusty loofah.

“You know what, Sweetie? I think it would be much nicer if we just use our hands on each other, don’t you?”

I watched her consider this for all of two seconds, then cast the loofah aside and squirt a generous dollop of body wash into her hand.

Thirty seconds later, all thoughts of controlling my lust had flown right out the window and headed south with the birds. Looks like we’re gonna get more dirty than clean today, I thought.

Janelle’s slick little fingers were roaming freely over my body, working the sweet-scented soap into a fine lather. She made me raise my arms and washed under them, then her hands slid around to cover my breasts, playfully thumbing the nipples until they were so stiff they ached. She had no intention of stopping there, though, and a shiver raced through me when one of her hands began a slow glide down my belly.

At the first touch of her finger, a low moan escaped me. I shifted my legs, spreading them a bit to give her full access to my pussy, which I decided was in desperate need of a thorough cleanup from my little lover.

As her hand continued its journey downward, another finger joined the first between my labia, making its way towards what I knew Janelle wanted. Sure enough, she wasted no time inserting one, two, then finally three fingers into my pussy.

I came instantly, my cry absurdly loud.

Somehow, I managed to brace myself against the shower wall before my legs gave out completely. My head was spinning, like it always did when an orgasm hit before I expected it to. It hadn’t been an earth-shaker, but it rocked my little world.

When my pleasure subsided and I could breathe again, I stared down at Janelle, who was removing her fingers from my cunt. As I watched, she slipped all three fingers into her mouth and sucked at them. I almost came again, just from seeing that.

“My turn,” I said quietly.

She shook her head emphatically. “No! I haven’t finished yet. I gotta do your back, too.”

With a mock sigh, I turned around. Placing both hands on the shower wall, I spread my legs apart as if I were about to be frisked. Oh, Officer Janelle, I’ve been a verrrry bad girl…

Janelle started at my shoulder blades, slowly working her way down. She fondled my ass for a while with her slick, soapy hands, then I felt her fingers slipping between my buttocks. I shifted my feet even further apart, opening myself up to her.

When her index finger tickled my rosebud, I gasped, which only inspired Janelle to further exploration. She began to stroke my anus, tentatively pressing a fingertip against the rubbery muscle.

“Sweetie,” I gasped, “it’s okay if you want to put a finger in there. I like that.”

By way of response, I felt her probing me with a bit more serious intent. Suddenly, my rectum was being penetrated by a nine-year-old’s finger. I pushed back against it, encouraging Janelle to go deeper.

Not only did she do just that, Janelle went one better — bringing a second finger into play. I gasped again, and when she sent a third finger wriggling into my ass, I had to stop her.

“Wait, Sweetie,” I panted, pulling away. “Let me make this easier for you.”

I got down on all fours in the shower, my ass thrust out toward Janelle, ready to take whatever my little lover could dish out. “Okay,” I said, “now go inside me again.”

This time she slid four fingers into my butthole and, with a bit of encouragement, worked up a nice rhythm as she fucked me, hard and fast. Janelle couldn’t go as deep as my latex cock, but the width of her fingers as they plunged in and out of my back door had me seeing stars. I began to moan and quiver, then cried out as yet another climax racked my body.

That was my fourth orgasm so far that day, and it was still early afternoon. Clearly, I was going for the record books.

I came back to myself slumped over, forehead resting on the shower floor, Janelle carefully extracting her fingers from my ass. I rose on shaky legs, then turned to kiss my little love. “That was beautiful, Sweetie.”

“Does it really feel that good, having fingers in your butt?” Janelle asked, a curious glint in her eyes.

I couldn’t help but smile. Seemed as if a certain nine-year-old I knew wanted to experience anal play for the first time…

“It certainly does, Sweetie,” I replied. “Want me to show you what it’s like?” A pretty smile and a vigorous nod of the head. “Okay, then. We have a few hours before we need to leave. Let me get you cleaned up, then we’ll go play in bed for awhile before our date.”

I washed the less naughty parts of Janelle’s body first — arms, legs, shoulders, back — leaving the rest for last. When I finally got to those special places, my niece was so keyed up that she was practically dancing, shifting restlessly from foot to foot. By then I’m sure Janelle suspected that I’d simply forgotten to return the favor she’d just done for me. Little did she know.

With soap-slicked hands, I began to caress Janelle’s smooth chest, allowing my fingers to lightly tease her tiny nipples, pausing to trace a circle around one. Though there was little response from the nipples themselves, Janelle was breathing rapidly, her cheeks flushed a lovely pink. Then, still stroking her chest with one hand, I let the other slowly glide down my little lover’s belly, seeking the treasure between her legs.

Finally I cupped her perfect little pussy in my hand, one finger gently manipulating her clit. She gasped, her body slumped against mine, pressing that cute butt of hers into my groin, which only sharpened my appetite for her. That fifth orgasm of the day — it was looking more and more like a very real possibility.

As I masturbated Janelle, I suddenly felt the water beginning to lose some of its warmth. My water heater could be as uncooperative as a cranky baby, and I knew we only had a couple of minutes of heat left.

“Janelle, Sweetie,” I said softly, “we’re going to run out of hot water any second. Let’s go to bed and finish making love there.”

She nodded, and I reluctantly took my hands away from her body, then switched off the faucet.

Believe me, you’ve never seen two females emerge from a shower and hit the sheets faster than we did. Drying off was more of a promise than anything else. In moments, she and I were in bed together, and I was prepared to give Janelle something that would rock her world.

We shared a few messy kisses, then I gazed deep into my lover’s eyes. “So. You want to know what it’s like to have your bottom played with, huh?”

Her cheeks flushed a bit, but Janelle was too aroused to be bashful. “Yeah!” she replied.

I patted the bed. “Get up on your hands and knees, and we’ll see what we can do about that.”

In a twinkling Janelle was on all fours, thrusting out that adorable rump and wiggling it to and fro, then peering back over her shoulder to grin at me. “Hey, Meagan?”

I was half-hypnotized by my little imp’s sinuous movements, and she knew it, too. Amazing that even after all the sex Janelle and I had enjoyed together, the sight of her nude body still left me lightheaded, my cunt throbbing.

Still, I at least managed to respond to my niece’s question. “What’s up, hon?”

Another delicious wriggle. “D’you think I have a pretty butt?”

I felt an urge to laugh, but thought better of it. There it was, that gorgeous prepubescent ass, practically taunting me, begging to be licked and kissed… and my sexy brat of a niece wanted to know if I thought it was pretty. Words fail me.

I reached out to place my right hand upon one taut globe, slowly spreading my fingers, watching her bottom clench very slightly to my touch. “Yes, Janelle,” I replied. “Your butt is lovely.” My left hand joined in, then I was cupping those firm yet wonderfully soft cheeks. “I’ve had dreams about your bottom, Sweetie. I imagine myself… doing things to it.”

“Yeah?” I can feel Janelle quiver, just a bit. She’s playing it cool, but there’s an undercurrent of excitement in her voice that gives the game away. “Like wh-what?”

I’m smiling. Got you right where I want you, little one. Your ass is mine. “Oh…” I answer casually, “sometimes, for instance, I dream of doing this…”

Prying Janelle’s buttocks apart, I take a long slobbery lick through her crack.

“Meagan!” she gasped. “Ooooohhhhhthat feels s-s-so…” Her voice trails off in a low moan, suddenly muffled as she buried her face in the pillow.

I licked up and down in the cleft between Janelle’s cheeks, bathing her tender rosebud. Then I focused on the anus itself, circling it with the tip of the tongue; then pressing against it as if I wanted to penetrate her. I once had a lover named Clarise who was into back door sex in a major way, and she taught me everything there was to know about rimming. It sure seemed to be working that old voodoo on Janelle, who was squirming in ecstasy while I feasted on her ass.

Thanks, Clarise, wherever you are, I mused as I gave Janelle’s butthole a deep tongue kiss. If we ever happen to meet again, the drinks are on me.

I was just about to slip a hand between Janelle’s thighs to tease her clit, but then I realized that she was already masturbating. A tiny mewling sound was coming from her lips; growing stronger and louder as her body began to shiver. I could read the signs: she was about to come, and it was going to be a real mind-bender.

A violent jerk shuddered through Janelle’s body and she threw her head back, a wild cry filling the bedroom as her orgasm kicked in. I just kept lapping at her butt through it all, feeling my lover’s pleasure rise, then wash away. Finally, she went limp, slumping to one side.

I gently rolled Janelle onto her back, then used a corner of the bedsheet to mop her brow. Her eyes fluttered open and she gave me a sleepy smile.

“Wow,” she sighed. “That was… pretty cool.”

“Only ‘cool’?” I mock-scowled. “What about ‘utterly fantastic, magnificent, fucking incredible’?”

“Yeah, those too.” She giggled. “I never thought about licking someone’s butthole to make ’em feel good. Seems kinda weird.”

I lay down beside Janelle, drew her into my arms, kissed her forehead. “Sometimes weird stuff is the best, though.”

“Hmmm. I s’pose.”

“Well, a woman making love to her nine-year-old niece might seem, I don’t know, a little strange to some folks.”

Janelle grinned. “That’s ’cause they don’t know how utterly sensational, fantastic and, um, fucking great it is!” We laughed, then she gave me a bashful look. “Um, Meagan…?”

“Mmm-hmm?”

“Can I lick your butt now? I want to try it.”

I pursed my lips thoughtfully. “Are you sure, Sweetie? Just because I did it to you doesn’t mean that you have to.”

She was already shaking her head. “No, no, I want to! If I’m a lesbian, then I wanna be really, really good at it. So I have’ta know all about making love, right? ‘Sides,” she adds with a smirk, “I bet it’s fun! C’mon, Meagan, let me lick your butthole, pretty please?”

Like she had to twist my arm.

“Okay, okay,” I muttered as I sat up, doing a rotten job of pretending to be grumpy.

Janelle, naturally, wasn’t fooled for an instant. “Ha! You know you want me to. Now c’mon, let me see it!”

My pulse was already starting to race as I got on hands and knees, presenting my ass to my naked nine-year-old niece so she could learn how to rim a woman. Kinky? Me? Damn straight.

I felt two small hands touch me, silkily gliding over and around my cheeks. “Your butt is so nice, Meagan,” Janelle sighed. “I love how soft an’ round it is. Makes me totally wanna kiss it.”

“Be my guest,” I whispered, growing lightheaded with excitement. I was tingling all over as I slowly lowered my head to the pillow, parting my legs even further.

Janelle’s thumbs crept into the cleft of my ass, carefully prying my buttocks open. Her warm breath caressed me as she drew closer. “Wow, your butthole is cute!” she giggled. “Guess I never really saw one before, not up close…”

Not for the first time, I congratulated myself for learning how to shave the crack of my ass baby smooth. It was a tricky feat to pull off, but usually proved to be a hit with my bedmates.

My cunt ached with need, as if I hadn’t already come just minutes ago. I was taut, fists clenched tightly, stretched like canvas on a frame as I waited for Janelle to make her move, to lick my asshole.

Instead, I felt her fingers lightly brush between my legs, her little hand moving to cup my vulva. “Oh, fuck,” my lips said without speaking the words. “Oh, fuck.”

Suddenly, catching me off guard, Janelle forced her mouth into my butt crack, giving my rosebud a heated French kiss.

“Ooooooohhh!” I cried, my head jerking up from the pillow. “Ohhhhhyyes, yes!”

Janelle needed no further encouragement, licking and kissing my anus like it was a treat she’d been saving for a special occasion, pleasuring me with the same childish excitement she always seemed to bring to our lovemaking. Right then, my crazy decision to take a nine-year-old girl as my lover seemed like the smartest move I’d ever made.

My niece’s fingers were busy while she rimmed me, gliding about and toying with the folds of my sex. She masturbated me clumsily, but it still felt amazing, especially when she made contact with my throbbing clit.

Damn, this is some seriously twisted shit, I told myself. And it’s the fucking best. If I’m dreaming again, don’t let me wake up for, oh, at least a week.

Janelle was really going to town on my ass, her tongue laving every inch of the puckered hole. Meanwhile, the heat between my legs was growing uncomfortably intense, almost painful. I needed to come, and I needed it now.

“B-baby,” I stammered desperately, lifting my head, “rub my pussy harder, t-touch my clit…”

Hesitating only momentarily in her licking, Janelle’s fingers pressed deeper into my sex, seeking the pearl in the oyster.

She found it, too. I felt the tips of her fingers surround my clit, then give it a pinch — harder than was necessary, but it set me off like a firework.

My body seized up almost convulsively, a sharp scream torn from my throat as my longed-for orgasm came crashing down. Blinding flashes of light were popping and exploding behind my eyes like old-fashioned camera bulbs, each flash a jolt of pure pleasure.

Janelle, bless her, never stopped rimming me while I jerked and bucked beneath her. I had to shove her hand away from my cunt, though, before she gave me a cardiac arrest with those fingers of hers. Her enthusiasm was lovely, but sometimes it could be too much of a good thing.

Finally I lay spent, sucking in deep lungfuls of air. I’ve gotta teach her how to be a little gentler with my clitoris, I told myself, reaching for Janelle, blindly drawing her into my arms.

“Holy smokes,” she exclaimed, nestling her body into mine. Mmmm, a perfect fit. “You came hard that time!”

“Think I blowed up,” I mumbled. “I blowed up real good.”

“That’s not right!” Janelle exclaimed. My eyes refused to open, but I smiled as I pictured the mock-stern look she was probably giving me right then. “It’s ‘blew up’, Aunt Meagan.”

“Fine, Miss Grammar Princess,” I retorted, idly mussing her hair. “Well, whatever you did, it was incredible. Sure you’ve never licked a woman’s ass before?”

She gave a snort of laughter. “Nope. I really liked it, too!”

I rolled lazily onto my back, taking a big armful of little girl with me. “Good. I’ll let you do it to me any old time. Oh, and it’s called ‘rimming’, by the way.” I pried an eye open, studying the peaceful face of Janelle, now resting on my breasts. “Tell you what, why don’t you rim Sara the next time you make love to her? Surprise her with it.”

“Cool idea!” she chirped. “Okay, now what do we do, Meagan?”

God, kids and their nonstop energy. Hard to believe I’d ever been that way myself.

“How ’bout this. Let’s do nothing for a while. In fact, why don’t we take ourselves a little nap? Get all refreshed for our date tonight.”

She made a face. “Only babies take naps in the afternoon.”

“And old ladies like me. C’mon, just snuggle with me for a while, all nice and quiet. It won’t kill you.”

“Okay, okay.” I felt her settle into me. “Meagan?”

“Hmmm?”

“I love you. Lots an’ lots.”

I trailed a hand down her silken back. “I love you too, Sweetie.”

We lay together in cozy silence, punctuated now and then by the chirping of birds. Funny thing — Janelle fell asleep before I did. Her cheek rested against my nipple as she dozed peacefully.

For a couple of minutes I basked in perfect bliss with the cares of the world miles away, cradling a beautiful nude girl to me. Then I drifted off myself.

To be continued… eventually

EDITOR’S NOTE:  It is my intention to, at some point, write a concluding chapter to this story — both to bring it to a close and to honor Muffi and her wondrous creation. However, I am currently engaged in several other writing projects (not to mention the requirements of life itself), so it will take some time to complete. Thanks in advance for your patience. And as always, my warmest regards to Muffi. – JetBoy

 

I Was the Daughter of a Porn Star, Chapter 69

  • Posted on January 18, 2017 at 3:16 pm

The Halloween Party

By Cheryl Taggert 

If you need help keeping up with the characters, you may go here.

I felt better the next day if for no other reason than I slept. What I’d overheard the night before was the first thing I thought about. Well, overheard may be inaccurate. I eavesdropped, but I’m glad I did. At least now I knew that Lisa didn’t blame me, or if she did, she certainly didn’t tell Brenda that.

Hannah had avoided me since telling me about Brenda having a girlfriend, but today she sat with me again.

“I have something to tell you,” she started, apparently not able to wait another second to give me the bad news about Brenda and Lisa breaking up over my apparent irresistible seduction of Hannah’s roommate, Brenda. You know, the seduction where you say things like ‘come here’ and ‘kiss me’ and the girl is so enthralled she forgets about her girlfriend and does everything you say and loses her own ability to control her choices. Yeah, that seduction.

I started to tell Hannah not to bother, that I already knew, but then she’d want to know how I knew, and that wasn’t something I wanted to tell her. She’d just blab it to Brenda, who would make sure Lisa found out, which would make me look like some crazy stalker. I preferred to keep that episode as private as possible. Other than my family, and really maybe only Jenna, nobody knew I was eavesdropping on them last night except for Deanna, who was the only person I didn’t live with other than Marie that I knew I could tell anything to and she’d take it to her grave.

So I pretended to be interested in the news Hannah brought.

“Brenda broke up with Lisa last night,” she said, all drama.

Huh? I almost corrected her, saying Lisa did the leaving, but I realized that this was what Brenda had said to her. Hannah was spreading a lie without even knowing it was one.

As hard as it was, I had to pretend I knew nothing, despite having been there to witness the entire breakup.

“Really?” I said, feigning interest while feeling sick to my stomach. Sick to think about Lisa and how she must be hurting today. Sick to think about Brenda and how she felt she needed to spread a lie to make herself look like the dumper instead of the dumped. Sick to think how Hannah, this usually nice person, couldn’t wait to spread the bad news. It all made me wonder about people and their motives for the things they do.

It made me think about a song I’d heard by Simon and Garfunkel once where one line went “I’d rather be a hammer than a nail.” Hannah and Brenda were like that. They were being hammers. Lisa, despite being the real hammer, was being drawn as a nail. It made me sad, which made me sick.

I sat there and listened to Hannah, or at least heard the words she said, all the while wanting to run from the room and cry. The story Hannah told made Lisa look like an idiot. After the class, I considered dropping this class to try to get away from Hannah. She was good in bed, but for me the fun ended there, and I wasn’t desperate for sex with her or anyone else enough to compromise my compass, as my mom always said.

When I was about ten, my mom told me, “No matter what, never compromise your compass.” Of course I didn’t know what she meant, so she explained it. “Your moral compass. If you do something anyway when you know that doing it is wrong, you’re compromising your moral compass. You’ll never be happy if you do that because a part of you will always feel ashamed that you are what you are because of what you did.”

A lot of people see my mom and think she’s just some bimbo who isn’t smart enough to earn her living without having sex with people, but they are wrong. They want to be the hammers, but my mom already is one and won’t be the nail for anyone. She is the wisest person I know.

So at that moment I knew that Hannah and I would still chat before the class started and maybe after it, but I would never have sex with her again. She was a good person overall, but she was also mean-spirited at times, taking delight in others’ problems because they weren’t her problems. She’s shallow.

When she finished her story that had about 10% truth and 90% lie, I said, “That seems odd to me that Brenda is the one who broke up with Lisa. After all, Brenda is the one that slept with another girl.”

I had never told Hannah that I knew of Lisa and had wanted to get to know her better. Still, I was trying to make Hannah at least question — in her mind if not openly — the veracity of Brenda’s story.

“I always find that the one who got dumped is the most likely one to start telling the world about how he or she dumped the other person,” I said. “Usually, the person who did the dumping doesn’t want to talk about it because it’s such a painful thing, even if you are the one ending the relationship. Maybe even especially when you’re the one ending it.”

Hannah leaned back and looked at me as if I’d just grown another nose. “Are you saying Brenda’s lying about this?” There wasn’t animosity in her voice, just disbelief.

“I don’t know Brenda very well, but I’m just saying what I’ve found to be true in most cases. I’ve broken up with people before, and it’s painful. It’s usually the person I broke up with who feels a need to tell the world about it, making it out that she’s strong and capable of handling her life. It’s just natural.”

“Well, you’re wrong this time. Brenda wouldn’t lie to me.”

“How long have you two known each other?” I asked.

“Since January when we first became roomies.” She said it as if it were ten years.

I almost laughed in her face. It was only September. They hadn’t even known each other for a year and she was claiming that this barely-more-than-an-acquaintance would never lie to her.

“Well, I’m not calling Brenda a liar,” (yes I am) “but I just know I’d question it if I were you.”

At that moment the professor entered the room and began class, meaning Hannah couldn’t say anything else to my comment. By the end of class, she was being nonchalant, asking me about a paper that was due and how I was doing with it. I gave her polite answers, but it was obvious we weren’t on the same wavelength anymore.

After that day, Hannah moved to another area of the room. I was thankful.

********

Several weeks went by. It was getting to be late October, and a lot of the campus fraternity and sorority houses were hosting Halloween parties. These were usually just excuses to get drunk and hook up with someone, but I found myself accepting an invitation from someone I’d gotten to know in my English class anyway. She knows that I’m a lesbian. She’s straight herself, but she said there would be single girls on the prowl for other single girls at the party.

“A lot of girls know about your film career, so you’ll have no problem hooking up,” she said.

I agreed and accepted her invitation. I thought I had gotten over my infatuation with Lisa, and I felt it was time to meet some new girls.

I dressed in a 1920’s style flapper costume my mom got from the production company’s wardrobe department and left for the sorority house, anxious to see if I could hook up with someone who was more than just attractive physically.

I was starting to realize I was beginning to search for a life partner rather than just sex. Hannah was proof of what became of looking for casual sex all the time. I was starting to want more than that.

When I arrived, the party was in full swing. There was a check-in table to make sure everyone who showed up was invited. Because it was well-known that people might be wanting to hook up with someone, we were asked as we entered, “Taken, single and uninterested, or looking to hook up?”

I said, “I’m looking to hook up.”

I was about to add that I wasn’t just interested in casual sex, but the girl said, “With a guy, a girl, both, or either?”

I was wondering why I was being asked such personal questions, when the girl at the table explained. “You see, we’re okay with whatever floats your boat here. If you’re interested in hooking up with a girl, we give you a yellow diamond to wear on your top. If you’re looking for a guy, you get a green star. Either or both, and you get to wear both of them.”

“Oh,” I said, slightly taken aback that the party was so blatantly just an orgy in disguise. It was odd for me to be the one surprised if you think about it.

I got my yellow diamond and the girl, who was wearing both, pinned it on me, her look telling me she wouldn’t mind getting together while the back of her hand made the most of the opportunity to make contact with my boob. She was pretty, but I wasn’t interested in meeting someone who was only interested in one-night stands.

I began to circulate and check out who was wearing what shape. There were plenty of girls who had at least a yellow diamond on, but most of them also had the green star.

There was a guy wearing a yellow diamond, meaning he was straight, who had put together a costume that made him look like a dildo. The other guys there were joking with him, calling him a dildo and saying things like, ‘yeah, that Jeff is such a fucking dildo.’ It was all in fun and I laughed along with everyone else, including Jeff, whose costume would have earned a ‘best costume’ award if they were giving them out.

I’d had several wine coolers, the homemade variety with white wine and 7-Up, and I was feeling pretty good, even though no girls had come on to me yet, at least none that interested me, and I hadn’t gotten all that interested in meeting any of the girls I saw there who were wearing only a yellow diamond. The ‘yellow diamond only’ girls were fairly rare because most of the females had on either both shapes or the green stars.

I was about to leave, figuring that the girls who would be interested in me were only interested in a night in bed with me and a friendly “see you around” afterwards. I was saying good-bye to the girl who had invited me. By now she was wearing just her bra and panties, with the green star pinned to her panties.

I turned to leave, and that’s when my heart stopped.

Standing across the room was Lisa, wearing the striped suit of a prisoner and a yellow star.

She was still cute.

She was still beautiful.

And she still intrigued me more than any girl I’d ever met.

All of the ‘I’m over that infatuation’ turned to dust, just as down deep I knew it would if I ever saw her again.

She was talking to a guy, even though she was clearly wearing only a yellow star. She was laughing, which I came to know later was her natural state — not the sobbing mess I’d last seen.

She turned toward the room and started to take a drink of her wine cooler.

And froze.

She saw me.

I clearly was staring at her.

And now she was staring at me, her glass still poised in mid-air, as if she were playing a childish game of statues.

We slowly moved toward each other as if we had powerful magnets in our navels that drew us together.

I couldn’t believe it. She was standing closer to me than she had ever been before. Inches away. I could have easily leaned over and kissed her, she was that close. Of course, the thought of doing that never entered my mind. Okay, I’m lying.

The first thing she said was, “I never blamed you.”

Apparently, she either figured I knew that the Brenda I had casually coaxed into bed was her girlfriend and they’d broken up over the incident, or she had been told I knew. In any case, I had no doubt regarding what she was talking about, and she was fully aware of that fact.

“I’m so sorry,” I said, tears filling my eyes, whether from sadness or the shock of seeing her there, I didn’t know. Probably both.

She reached out and took my hand. Her hand felt like the touch of heaven.

“Let’s go outside where we can talk,” she said, and I found myself being pulled along behind her. Very willingly pulled, I might add.

When we got outside, we found a tree and sat at its base, leaning against the wide trunk. We didn’t get up again for over an hour, and only then because we both had to pee.

She began the conversation we had needed to have for weeks now by repeating her first comment to me, “I never blamed you.”

“I know,” I said.

She looked at me, puzzled. “How did you know? Brenda’s spreading a lot of lies.”

“I know they’re lies,” I said, knowing I was about to confess to eavesdropping on their conversation.

“Um, how do you know that?”

I looked at her, scared of her reaction but knowing I had to tell her the truth. I was breathing fast to keep oxygen pumping to my racing heart.

“You promise not to hate me?”

She smiled. “If I were going to hate you, I’d have started about a month ago.”

I smiled back before becoming serious. “I know because I was there.”

She gave me another confused look. “What do you mean, you were there?”

I took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

“I was in the shadows across the street from your house when the two of you came back from wherever you had been.”

She looked at me more in disbelief than anything else. “You… you were there? Listening?”

“And crying, actually.”

She held her hand out toward me and curled her fingers back and forth in a “come on” gesture to indicate I needed to tell it all.

So I did. I left nothing out, including hearing her response to Brenda’s last comment as she walked away, and my sincere wish at the time that she, Lisa, would meet someone she deserved. I told her how sick I was over what happened. I let her know that I lost a lot of sleep over it.

By the time I finished telling her, she had tears in her eyes.

“Why would you care?” she asked, her voice thick with emotion. “We barely know each other.”

“I couldn’t stand it that I caused you pain, even inadvertently.” Her look changed then. It was as though I had just shown her a picture of herself I had painted that would rival the beauty of the Mona Lisa.

“It’s funny,” she said. “For the past few weeks, I’ve wanted to find you and thank you.”

It was my turn to be puzzled. “Thank me?”

“If you hadn’t had sex with her, someone else would have. You allowed me to find out I couldn’t trust her, no matter how much I loved her. You’ve enabled me to move on.”

I just stared at her, unsure what to do next. If this were a movie, I’d know my next action, my next line. It would be in the script. But life has no script. It’s a constant game of improvisation. And now I was stuck, clueless of the next move.

She settled that for me. Apparently, her improv skills were much better than mine.

She stood up. “I have to pee.”

“Oh, okay,” I said, figuring that was the end of our time together that night, or forever.

“No, silly. I want you to come with me. I’m not saying good-bye.”

Pleasantly surprised, I took her hand and she helped me up. “I may not say good-bye for a while,” she added, smiling.

Then I realized something I hadn’t before.

She had been just as attracted to me that day at registration as I was to her. And now she could grant that attraction time. Maybe months. Or years. Who knew?

All I knew was my lust for her could easily turn into love. Too easily, in fact. As we entered the bathroom together, I realized that I couldn’t imagine a moment when I would want to say good-bye.

I knew I wasn’t in love yet, but I also knew that for the first time in my adult life, I could be in love one day — with Lisa.

In the meantime, Lisa and I both were in lust like crazy.

“Do you have to pee too?” she asked as we entered the large bathroom. There were five stalls to handle the dozen or so girls who lived in the sorority house.

“Yeah,” I said and started to enter one. To my surprise, she followed me into my stall. I had a sudden flashback to Marie and me, skipping class to meet in the girls bathroom when we were in middle school. I wondered if this would lead more or less to the same thing.

I didn’t wonder long. As soon as we each had peed, wiped, and drawn our panties up, Lisa grabbed me and kissed me, her tongue searching my mouth as my tongue searched hers. It was as if our tongues were guards defending territory and were wrestling each other for dominance.

When her hand went to my breast, I figured anything was okay, and my own hand sought her boob as well, tucking the shirt up as I grabbed her tit through the material of her bra.

Soon, she was removing my clothes right there in the bathroom stall. I had no idea what she planned to do in there, but I started removing her clothes as well.

Girls would enter the bathroom, some alone but most of them with at least one other girl. They would see the clothes that were draped over the stall door and walls, some of the girls peeking below the opening at the bottom of the door. All of them giggled as they heard us in our sexual embrace, kissing, sucking tits, fingering. We even took turns sitting on the toilet while the other knelt on tissue paper we put on the floor to create some semblance of cleanliness and licked the other to orgasm. By the time Lisa brought me off with her mouth, at least a half dozen girls had gathered in there just to listen in on our lovemaking.

Having made a porn movie, I certainly wasn’t embarrassed. It wasn’t as if the party wasn’t an obvious excuse for sex. What amazed me was that Lisa didn’t seem bothered by our listening audience either. At one point she grinned at me when we heard a girl say, “Oh my God!” when she walked in and saw the clothes and heard us behind the stall door.

By the time we were coming, we didn’t care who heard. Lisa squealed as I licked her pretty pussy. (Like her, it was amazingly beautiful.) The girls outside the closed and locked stall started chanting, “Come! Come! Come!” They cheered when Lisa reached her orgasm, which was obvious from the shouts of “I’m coming!” that were emanating from inside the stall. I also knew girls were looking at my butt while I squatted in front of Lisa. I could hear comments, like, “Wow, look at that ass!” I was proud my butt was a hit.

When we were finished, I started to get my clothes to get dressed, and Lisa stopped me, indicating she was going to open the stall door and let the girls get a look at us. I smiled and nodded, and the door swung open. Two very satisfied lesbians emerged into that unlikely room to cheers and applause from a dozen or so girls, all of them obviously quite turned on from what they’d heard.

We got dressed in front of the girls, the doors to the bathroom opening a few times during that process to reveal at least a dozen guys gathered outside the girls’ bathroom, straining their necks to get a glimpse of us.

We left the party, and Lisa called her parents to let them know she was going to be staying the night with a friend. I thought of taking her home, but that would require more explaining than I was ready to do right then. After all, we would have to move my naked sister into bed with my naked twin sisters, and either my naked aunt, her naked lover, my naked mom, or her naked lover might come out to welcome me home only to find a gawking girlfriend tagging along with me, not to mention that if we were going to enjoy ourselves as we planned to do, we would have to do so in my rather crowded bedroom, and I wasn’t too sure how Lisa felt about eleven- and fifteen-year-old girls witnessing that.

Later, I discovered that would have been just fine with her, but on our first night together, there was no way I would allow that to happen.

I took her to the Beverly Hills Hilton. She was duly impressed that I could afford that, and we spent the night making love.

The next morning we had room service bring breakfast, and I didn’t take her home until noon, whereupon she invited me in to meet her parents and younger sister, Rachel, who was a junior in high school and very pretty herself.

It was obvious the parents, as well as the younger sister, knew what we’d been up to, but nobody said anything about it. I was uncomfortable, feeling they were all sizing me up, but I endured it for Lisa.

By the time I got home that afternoon and crashed in my bed to catch up on the sleep I’d missed making love to Lisa, I had begun to think I was more than infatuated with this girl.

I was in the early stages of being in love. Not adolescent love. Adult love. The ’til death do us part’ kind of love.

I just hoped she was falling in love with me, too, and that it wasn’t from being on the rebound.

Continue on to Chapter 70

 

Family Practice, Chapter 4

  • Posted on January 17, 2017 at 3:46 pm

By DirtyMindedMom

“Okay! Here we go, I guess,” my mom exclaimed, somewhat startled by my quick reaction.

The first line had been crossed. It was one thing to see each other naked, but it was another for me to be fondling my mother’s breast. And this wasn’t a clinical touch, it was explicitly sexual. I first massaged one tit, then moved to the other.

“Oh, that’s nice,” my mom sighed. “So different than the way your father touches me.”

“Mom, do you mind not talking about Dad while we’re doing this?”

“Right, sorry. My bad.” Her voice adopted a dreamy quality. “Won’t happen again.”

I squeezed and fondled her a little more, then went for a nipple. I ran my fingertip around the periphery, slowly zeroing in on the center. As I toyed with her soft nub, it stiffened and became fuller. A tingle ran down my back knowing that I was responsible for exciting her in this way. I’d made guys hard before, but for some reason there wasn’t this same sense of satisfaction. Making my mom’s nipples hard felt like a real accomplishment rather than a mechanical inevitability.

“Does that feel good?” I asked out of pure insecurity.

“It feels wonderful, Emily.”

Hearing my mom say my name while I was touching her breasts made my pussy clench with desire.

“Is it okay if I suck your nipple?” The word nipple felt clumsy as I said it, but it also gave me a thrill.

“Yes, of course,” Mom said breathily, “please do.”

I leaned over and hovered over my mother’s chest. Okay, here we go, I guess. I parted my lips and took her nipple in. My mom was holding her breath, but I swear I could hear her heart beating. I sucked. The sensation was glorious. It was so buttery soft in my mouth that I let out a moan to show how wonderful it was. I was sucking my mom’s tit. It was beyond insane, but it was really happening.

My sucking quickly morphed into suckling. I had a Freudian moment where I wondered if the warm feelings welling up inside me had anything to do with breastfeeding when I was an infant. Did those latent memories somehow make sucking my mother’s nipple that much more gratifying? I didn’t want to waste any energy analyzing it and instead tried to focus on how fucking amazing it felt. My mom encouraged me with a light touch to move to her other breast and I happily did. It turned me on to know that she was enjoying this as much, if not more, than I was.

“That feels wonderful, sweetheart,” my mom whispered and kissed the top of my head.

I didn’t want to stop, but I thought she might want a turn. After a few parting licks and kisses, I rolled off her and onto my back. I pushed my tits together in an effort to make them look bigger and more inviting. “Do you want to try?”

“Mmm, how can I say no to those lovely treats?” She brought her head down to my chest and gently kissed my nipple a few times before giving it a swipe with her tongue. Her hands came up and replaced mine. She squeezed, kneading my breasts with slow, subtle motions. “So soft.”

Her warm breath on the wet tip of my breast sent goosebumps up my arms. My mom took my nipple in her mouth, then the whole of my puffy, pink areola. She sucked and licked at the same time. I’d had a few boys mess with my boobs before, but it wasn’t nearly as erotic as this was. She shifted to my other breast and gave it the same loving treatment. I ran my fingers through her hair and shivered with anticipation. If having my tits sucked by my mom felt this good, I could only imagine what was yet to come.

“Oh my God,” I moaned, “this is the best. Are you sure you’ve never done this before?”

“Very sure,” she said softly, unwilling to take her lips completely off of my nipple as she spoke. “I would have remembered doing something as incredible as this.” She continued working my tits gently with her mouth, switching from one to the other and back again at just the right time to provide the perfect balance of stimulation to each. This was the first of many advantages I’d discover about being with someone who had an intimate familiarity with the female body.

The desire was mounting inside me. I could feel it low in my tummy. I parted my legs, hoping this would be enough of a hint. Several more blissful minutes passed as she caressed my breasts and nipples with her nimble lips and tongue.

“Mom…” I said in a hushed tone. “Do you want to touch me…” I stopped myself. I was going to say “down there,” but I realized how silly and childish that would sound. “Do you want to touch my pussy?”

“Aren’t we the impatient one?” she teased and flicked her tongue over one of my aroused nipples.

“Maybe,” I conceded, “but I think you’re just stalling.”

She chuckled at that. “You might be right. This is all as new to me as it is to you. I don’t want to mess up your first experience.”

“I wouldn’t worry about that if I were you, Mom.”

She leaned back and looked down between my legs. “It’s just that I really don’t know what I’m doing.”

“And neither do I. Isn’t the whole point of this that we figure it out together?”

“You’re right. No more stalling.” Her hand tentatively slid down from my chest to my belly. It lingered there for a few moments, maddeningly not going any lower.

“You like to touch your own pussy, don’t you, Mom?”

She smiled and nodded. “I do.”

I spread my legs wider, then took her wrist and moved her hand toward my crotch. “Maybe just try touching me the way you like to touch yourself.”

Her hand continued downward without my guidance. “Oh, my,” she gasped when her fingertips grazed my outer lips. “Oh, wow.” Her touch moved down along my slit then back up. “Oh, Emily.”

I didn’t want to laugh during such an intimate moment, but she was making it difficult.

“What is it, Mom?”

She looked up at me with an odd glimmer in her eye. “I’m touching another woman’s pussy.” She ran her fingers up and down again. “Not only that, but it’s my own daughter’s pussy. I can hardly believe this is really happening.”

“I’m glad it’s happening… and that it’s happening with me.”

“Just promise you won’t come to your senses one day down the road and hate me for this.”

“How about instead you promise to stop worrying and stick one of those fingers inside me!”

My mom’s finger moved down to my very wet opening. Her touch circled, hesitant to go further. I could feel her trembling as she was poised at the point of no return.

“It’s okay, Mom,” I whispered. “I want this. And I know you do, too. Go ahead… I want your fingers inside me.”

Her fingertip hovered at the threshold of my hole. For a few seconds I didn’t know if she was going to pull away or follow through. “I love you, Emily,” she said in a tone I’d never heard her use before, and then she inserted her finger into my cunt.

I writhed and struggled not to cry out as my mother gently penetrated me. This wasn’t a game anymore, it was real. There was a line that mothers and daughters should never cross with one another, but we had just crossed it. My mother’s finger pushed deeper inside me, deep into my cunt. I could almost feel the love and desire radiating from her. I wanted nothing more than for this to be the fulfillment of her years of unrequited desire. I hoped that my pussy was the answer to the question she’d been too afraid to ask all those years ago. There was no doubt in my mind that it was answering several questions that I had been asking myself during the past few months.

“Oh, fuck, Mom. Yes. Keep going.” These words passed my lips without my needed to think about it. I wanted this. I wanted more than this. More fingers, her whole fist, all of her inside me.

“You know what this is, don’t you?” my mom said, her voice heavy with arousal. Her finger moved inside me, exploring my inner walls, seeking the moist recesses only another woman knew existed. “This is incest.”

That word sent an electric pulse through me. I hadn’t thought of it in those terms, although I should have. Incest was a father forcing his daughter. Or a brother taking advantage of his sister. I never associated it with something consensual. But I realized it could be that, too. A sister seducing a brother. A niece welcoming an uncle. A mother fingering her willing daughter.

“If this is incest, then it’s what I want,” I said without thinking about it. “I can’t imagine anything more beautiful, Mom. Please, don’t stop.”

Her fingers continued to explore me. “This is so wrong,” she murmured as she took my nipple into her mouth once again. She sucked my breast and inserted a second finger into my pussy. “I shouldn’t be doing this with you.”

I grabbed her wrist, insuring that she couldn’t abandon me even if she wanted to.

“No one will ever know, Mom. It’s our secret.” I gripped her fingers as hard as I could with my inner muscles. “Can you feel that? I need this. I need it more than anything right now.”

“My head is spinning,” she admitted, her lips moving with feathery softness against my erect nipple. “I’ve fingered my cunt thousands of times, but it never felt like this.”

“Do you like it, Mom? Do you like fucking my pussy?”

She clamped my leg between hers, pressing her pussy against my thigh. “Yes. I do like it, Emily. I love it. I love fucking your pussy with my fingers. I want to make you come.”

Her words moved me to the verge of tears. I don’t know why. No guy ever made me feel this way. I had always liked what they were doing to me in a detached sort of way, but this was different. The two of us were connected in a way that I’d never been with anyone before. Her fingers were my fingers, and then so much more. Her body against mine was more a part of me than any other person I’d been with. I suddenly became aware of the reality that I may never be able to bond with any sexual partner the way that I was at that very moment. Instead of fear, I felt only contentment and pure serenity.

“Go ahead, Mom. Make me come. Finger my cunt and make me come.”

Her hand shifted slightly and began moving in a new way. Her middle and ring finger were inside me, her index and pinky finger extended along the creases of my outer labia. The heel of my mom’s hand pressed against my clit, which was as hard as it had ever been. She began to fuck me like that.

“Is this what you want?” she said, her voice sounding like a lecherous growl. “You want Mommy to fuck your horny little cunt?”

I wanted to forget that she was my mother, but the fact that she was only made what she was doing all the more erotic. “Yes!” I cried out. “Fuck my horny cunt, Mom! Do it!”

Her teeth bit into my nipple with just the right amount of pressure as she intensified the thrusts of her hand. I had always rejected the idea of rough sex, but the pain she inflicted caused an exquisite blossoming of sensation that infused my whole body. I released all my naïve preconceived notions about sex in that moment and gave myself over to her completely. This was a woman with enough experience to know the source of true pleasure, and she was sharing it with me… her daughter.

“There you go, honey. Don’t hold back.” She kissed my neck and throat without slowing her deft movements between my legs. “Let it come. Let Mommy make your pussy feel good.”

I realized I was making noises like I never had before. Not like I had with any boy, or even like when I was alone and had the whole house to myself. I was on a new plateau that I’d never reached before, and it was spectacular. I didn’t want to control myself. I didn’t want to hold back.

“Fuck me! Fuck me, Mom! Make me come!”

That seemed to be the trigger that finally set me off. My whole world collapsed into a finite point centered within my cunt. With a sudden burst of life and light, it expanded outward in an explosion of joy and happiness. I was objectively aware that this was an orgasm, but it was unlike anything I’d experienced up to this point in my life. All other orgasms were pathetic imitations by comparison.

“Go ahead, baby! Let it go! Let it all out!” My mom’s words only enhanced what was already a pinnacle experience in my sexual journey. There was no way I’d ever be able to express to her how much this moment meant to me. Yes, I had an orgasm, but it was so much more. More than I could even quantify for myself at that moment.

“Ooooooooh, fuuuuuuuck!” I screamed, not caring where I was or who might hear. My whole body rocked, and convulsed, and spasmed like never before. I thought I’d given myself some pretty good climaxes in the past, but my mother showed me that there was a whole new realm of pleasure that I hadn’t even come close to tapping into. And that was just with her fingers. My mind shivered at what she might accomplish with her tongue.

Time passed without me being aware of it. My mother clutched me tight, her fingers held fast in my cunt, pressed against my elusive g-spot and maintaining the perfect amount of pressure on my clit. No man, I was certain, could ever achieve such an immaculate balance between pleasure and pain. I felt a love for her welling up within me like I’d never known before. She was no longer just my mother, but also my lover.

I could have stayed like that for hours, but I sensed a subtle change intruding on our embrace.

“My, God,” my mother whispered, her throat tight. “What am I doing?” She began to withdraw her fingers, but I quickly clapped my hands over hers and held her where she was.

“Not yet, please.” I could feel the tension in her body. “That was amazing, Mom.” I snuggled against her, keeping her from pulling away. “That was better than anything I’ve ever done with anyone.”

“But… I’m your mother,” she sounded like she wanted to cry. “I shouldn’t be doing this with you. I shouldn’t be taking advantage of my own daughter.”

I kissed her shoulder, pressing her fingers tighter into me. “Yes, you’re my mother — we knew that going into this. And my guess is that’s why it was so good.” I lifted one of my hands and brushed my fingertips lightly over her nipple. “It didn’t seem to bother you at all when you were going crazy on my pussy a few minutes ago.”

“I wasn’t thinking straight.” Her fingers moved inside me, not trying to escape but simply caressing me lovingly. “I had all these fantasies that I never should have had in the first place. Then when you came home, I somehow let it take me over. But now that it’s real…”

“Now that it’s real,” I picked up where she trailed off, “it’s more wonderful than I imagined. Don’t even try to deny you didn’t absolutely love what we just did together.”

“That doesn’t make it right,” she argued, her voice becoming softer as I teased my mom’s stiffening nipple and her fingers pushed deeper into me.

“I don’t care about that, and I don’t think you really do either or you wouldn’t have started all this in the first place.” I turned and found her breast with my mouth. The sound she made sent tingles up my spine. “Let me prove it.”

My hand slid up the inside of my mother’s thigh. I felt her press her legs together as I did.

“No…” she moaned, but there was no conviction behind it.

I worked my hand up until I was touching her pussy. I could feel the heat emanating from her, and she was even wetter than I was.

She pushed against me. “Emily, please, this isn’t…” Her words failed as I slipped a finger inside her. She stopped pushing and let her legs open a little. “No…”

I’ve had the mantra of “no means no” drilled into my head since I was in middle school, but this no was unmistakably her surrendering to me and begging for more.

“Let me make you come, Mom.” I kissed and nuzzled her neck. “And then we’ll talk about what’s right, and what we really want.”

“But, I can’t… oooooh, fuck…” That came in response to my sucking her nipple harder, and pushing a second finger into her cunt. Yes, I actually had my fingers in my mother’s vagina. It was too much to process in the moment, so I just tried to focus on how incredible it was to touch a pussy that wasn’t my own. And it was, indeed, fucking incredible.

“Do you like that, Mom?” I asked in a light voice. Eyes closed, she turned her face away from me. “Feels good, doesn’t it?” My fingers worked her gently. She bit her lower lip, unwilling to answer me. “I’m going to make you come. I’m going to fuck your hot, wet pussy till you come. Is that what you want, Mom?”

Her hands gripped the bedcovers. “Yes! Please, don’t stop!” A long moan followed. “I can’t believe you’re touching me like this. I imagined it so many times, and now it’s really happening.” Her legs spread wider.

“It is happening, Mom.” We kissed, our tongues sliding sensuously against one another. “And it’s better than any of my fantasies.”

“You’re right, sweetheart.” Her inner muscles tightened, gripping my fingers hard. “I had no idea it could feel this good to do something so bad.”

“Are you going to come for me, Mom?”

“Yes…” She pushed my head down to her breasts and I once again latched on to one of her aroused nipples, sucking it as hard as I knew she wanted me to. “You’re going to be the first woman who ever made me come. My own daughter… fingering my cunt… to orgasm…”

I sucked and I fucked. My mom’s body twisted rhythmically beneath me, responding to my every move, tensing when I touched the right spot, shifting when I missed the mark. It was so easy to read her, to understand what she needed and how she needed it. There was an unspoken language between us. One that we’d unconsciously developed over two decades of our time as mother and daughter. The connection was more palpable than anything I could have with any other person. This was my mother. This was the woman who gave birth to me, who nourished me with her own body, who cried when I cried, and who only knew true happiness when I was happy. I loved her more than any one person could love another, and I understood that she felt the same in such a fundamental way that there was no need for fear, or embarrassment, or shame. We were one flesh, one mind, one soul in two bodies.

“I’m going to come,” my mother whimpered. “Oh, sweetheart, you’re going to make me come.” She gripped me tight against her nakedness. I ran my tongue over her taut nipple in quick circles the way I would want it done to me. My fingers pressed up inside her, trying to reach the place I knew would please me the most. The heel of my hand pressed against the firmness of my mom’s engorged clitoris. I struggled to stimulate all the right areas, but at the same time I understood that the simple fact that it was me doing it would be enough to bring my mother to a place she never anticipated she would go.

“Come for me, Mom.” I half begged and half assured her it was okay. “I want to make you feel good. I want to make your pussy feel so fucking good. Does it feel good, Mom?”

“Yes! Don’t stop! Please, don’t stop! It feels so good. So fucking good…”

“You like what I’m doing to your cunt right now? You like how I’m fucking you with my fingers?”

“Fuck my cunt, baby! Just like that. Fuck my cuuuuunt! Aaaaaah!”

She finally gave in. I’d had my fingers inside my own pussy a million times as I’d made myself orgasm, but this was entirely different. It wasn’t me, it was my mother. I was the one making her scream. It was her pussy I was making come. I felt the power, and satisfaction, and relief well up and spill over. I’d done what I didn’t know I could do. I gave another woman an orgasm. The greatest gift one can give.

I worked her sopping wet pussy hole until the writhing changed from wanting to overwhelmed. She grabbed my arm and I let my fingers go still inside her. She relaxed. Smiled. Then laughed. It was the most beautiful sound she could have made at that moment. A long sigh followed, her eyes remaining closed, her face glowing with a blissful light.

“I can’t remember the last time I came like that.” She drew in a deep breath. “I think maybe I’ve never come like that before.” Her eyes opened and slowly focused on me. “Kiss me,” she whispered.

I rose up and brought my lips to hers. They were warmer and softer than before. They weren’t the lips of my mother, but those of my lover. Our bodies fit together like they were always meant to be this way. Our breasts, our soft middles, our legs pressing against the other’s in immaculate harmony. I’d never known safety and love like I had in that moment. For all the reasons this was supposed to be wrong, it was the most right I’d ever felt.

“I love you, Mom.”

“And I love you. More than anything in the world…”

Continue on to Chapter 5

 

Loving Lisa, Chapter 5

  • Posted on January 16, 2017 at 3:10 pm

By JetBoy

When I peeked into the living room, Vanessa was stalking Lisa around the couch, trying to exact revenge for the bite on her bottom. “But you said I could!” she insisted.

“Changed my mi-ind…” Lisa sang.

Nessa made a feint to one side, then lunged toward the other. With a snort of mirth, Lisa easily countered my daughter’s move. She turned and wiggled her rump at Vanessa. “Can’t smack my bu-utt, can’t smack my bu-utt…” she mocked.

Vanessa turned to me, folding her arms. “Mo-om… Lisa said I could smack her butt back, but now she’s not letting me — ”

“Didn’t either! I said you could bite my butt. But you don’t get to smack me.”

“But you– ”

“Hold on, just hold on!” Mom’s Court was in session, the Honorable Roxanne Johnson presiding. Seating myself on the sofa, I looked at Vanessa. “You said it didn’t hurt.”

She frowned. “I know… but — ”

“Yeah!” Lisa leaned over the couch back by me. I sensed the warmth of her body. “If it didn’t hurt, what d’ya wanna get me back for?”

“Because… because you… bit my butt!” She huffed in indignation.

“But she said she was sorry. Didn’t you, Lisa? And did you honestly mean it?”

Lisa nodded vigorously. “Yes, yes, yes ma’am, yes! I am so, so sorry.” She stuck out her hand across the back of the couch. “For biting. Your. Butt.”

Vanessa reluctantly took Lisa’s hand. “Okay, I guess.”

“There we go.” The girls were still topless, and I could feel Lisa’s breast briefly touch my shoulder, then depart as she came back around to the front of the sofa and plopped herself down. “Now. You two want to finish playing Twister?”

“Nah,” Vanessa said, rubbing her bottom. “I’m done with that game for life! I wanna play a game where you don’t end up with tooth marks on your keister.”

Lisa nodded. “Yeah, let’s play somethin’ different. Somethin’ cool!”

“I know!” Nessa said. “Let’s play Truth or Dare!”

“Yeah!” Lisa cheered. “Good idea!”

“What, just the two of you?”

Turning to me, Vanessa seized my hand. “No, Mom — you play too!”

Truth or Dare? With two eleven-year-old objects of lust, one of them my own daughter? And I’d thought Twister was a big risk! “Ohh, no — ”

Lisa put her hands together, as if in prayer. “Oh, yes, yes, pleeeease, Mrs. Johnson? Pleeeeeease?”

“Pleeeeeease?” chimed Vanessa. “You wouldn’t play Twister with us, now you gotta play this, Mom!” Now they were both on their knees before me, like petitioners at the King’s court. I tried and failed to suppress a smile.

“But it’s not really a mom’s game, sweetheart. I mean, Truth or Dare is all about telling secrets and doing things that mothers aren’t supposed to know about, right?”

The girls pondered this, then Lisa said, “How ‘bout, just for this game, you’re not Nessa’s mom… you’re one of us instead!”

“Yeah, Mom! Then you can be our girlfriend!” Vanessa said excitedly.

“Yeah, do that!” Lisa added. “Girlfriends forever!”

Then the twin chorus began again. “Pleeeeeease?”

“Well… okay,” I muttered.

“Yaaaaay!!” Nessa and Lisa bounced up and down, then moved to join me on the couch, one topless girl on each side.

On the surface, I was trying to seem reluctant. Inside, I was anything but. Who knew where this might lead — especially since I was now their “girlfriend”?

I remembered playing Truth or Dare with girls I knew, and some of the sexy antics that our games had led to. In fact, that was how I’d experienced my first genuine kiss with a girl, a cute tenth grader named Nora Finster — and a week later, we’d gone considerably farther than that, parked near the lake in her mother’s Toyota.

I smiled at the memory, wondering whatever happened to Nora, then noticed that the girls were waiting for me to start the game. “So then, who goes first?” I said.

“You start, Mom!” Vanessa said. Lisa eagerly nodded in agreement.

Hmmm. I wasn’t ready to begin with a dare, so… “I’ll pick Truth. Vanessa?”

“Okay,” my daughter replied, a bit breathlessly. “Tell us… tell us about your first kiss!”

“Ooooohhh, good one!” enthused a grinning Lisa.

I paused, reflected. “My first kiss… hmmm, that goes back a few years… but I know when and where, and who with. I was thirteen, at my friend Jill Rogan’s party. Bobby Meeghan kissed me in the back yard.”

Lisa swayed forward and back, eyes alight with curiosity. “How? How did he kiss you?”

“It happened when we went outside to see the fireflies. In Kentucky, they’re out in force on summer nights. You remember, Nessa, when we were at Grandma’s a few years ago, and you got to see them?”

“Oh, yeah!” Vanessa said, smiling warmly at the memory. “It’s awesome — little moving lights everywhere!”

“Anyhow, Bobby and I were in sort of a boyfriend-girlfriend thing, though all we’d really done was hold hands. But that night, he led me out to the middle of the yard, and we just stood there for a minute or two, not saying anything, watching the fireflies. Then, well, Bobby just kissed me. And it was great!”

Lisa nibbled thoughtfully at her lower lip. “Did he use his tongue?”

“Lisa!” Nessa was shocked.

I raised an eyebrow, then gave Lisa a very tiny wink that Nessa didn’t see. “Yes… yes, he did.”

“Wo-o-ow…”

“Um, Mom?” my daughter began hesitantly, a mysterious hint of pink in her cheeks. “Back when you were, uh, learning to kiss, did you ever, um…”

“Hey!” Lisa interrupted. “No fair askin’ about other stuff, goofus! She did her truth, now it’s someone else’s turn.”

Nessa’s blush deepened. “Oh, yeah. Never mind.” Funny, she seemed almost relieved. I felt a twinge of curiosity… what had she wanted to know?

“Okay, Ms. Johnson… now pick one of us!“

“Uh-huh… well. then I pick… you!” I swung my finger towards Lisa. “Truth or Dare?”

“Dare!” she cried.

I had to grin at her boldness. On the other hand, I wasn’t sure what kind of dare to give her. My dirty mind immediately began to churn out ideas that would have been perfect if my daughter hadn’t been there, each wilder than the one before.

Think, Roxanne. Think.

That was when my daughter spoke up. “Can I give her a dare, Mom? I’ve got a good one!”

I looked at Lisa. “Is that okay for this round? It’s been ages since I’ve played this — I need time to think of some good dares.”

“Sure, yeah,” Lisa shrugged.

“Okay, Vanessa… she’s all yours.”

“Cool!” she squealed. My daughter was seated with her thighs spread wide apart, giving me an excellent view of her panty-clad slit. Very nice, I told myself, trying not to let my thoughts stray any further in that direction.

“So, Lisa” Nessa murmured, “You have to…” A dramatic pause. “You have to get a spanking from my mom for biting my butt!”

Lisa’s mouth dropped. So did mine, I’m sure.

I was immediately shaking my head. “No, no, Vanessa, that’s not fair…”

“But it’s a dare!”

Oddly enough, Lisa came to Vanessa’s defence, though reluctantly. “It’s true, it is a dare…”

I could not see this happening, however enjoyable. Too, too risky. “Wait a minute, Nessa — this would be a dare for me, wouldn’t it? To spank Lisa?”

“No,” Vanessa insisted. “I’m just… I’m daring her to get spanked, is all.”

“But…”

“She’s right,” Lisa said. “It’s a dare. I can’t not do it!”

“See, Mom? Even she says so.”

Oh, shit. Well, there was no graceful way out of this without playing the Uptight Mom card and spoiling the fun for everybody. It was a scenario fraught with danger… but this little party had entered the Lair of the Dare, and I had to play the game.

“Okay.” Lisa stood. “If I’m gonna do this…” She looked at Vanessa. “How do I get spanked?”

Vanessa pondered, rubbing her chin, then declared, “Lyin’ across Mom’s knees.”

“Oh, I can’t believe we’re doing this,” I said, throwing up my hands.

Lisa looked down at me, a mock-serious expression on her face. “A dare is a dare.”

“Yup. Lisa’s been bad, so she’s gotta get her butt smacked!” Vanessa giggled.

Lisa nudged her with a foot. “Farthead.”

Vanessa stuck her tongue out, then turned to me. “Ready, Mom?”

I was very confused about how I should handle this, but couldn’t deny my rising excitement. “As I’ll ever be, I suppose…”

Perverse as it was, there was something about touching Lisa’s bare bottom in front of my daughter that genuinely aroused me. Best of all, it had been Nessa’s idea in the first place! All I had to do was play it cool, keep my lust for Lisa from showing.

Lisa began to stretch out across my thighs, then paused. “Hold on,” she murmured, “I forgot something.” She quickly reached for the waistband of her panties and tugged them down to her ankles.

I was surprised, but Vanessa was flat-out stunned. “Lisa! Wh-what are you doing!?

Daintily stepping out of those pink knickers, Lisa said, “That’s how Mom always spanks me. We gotta do this the right way, or it don’t count.” Now completely naked, she laid herself down over my lap, then peered up at Nessa and I. “Okay?”

Still trying to breathe normally, I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.

“Um, okay, I guess,” Vanessa said. Staring at Lisa’s nudity, she slowly seated herself on the right arm of the sofa.

I fought to keep my hands from quivering as I drank in the sight of Lisa’s flawless bottom. And I was about to touch it while my daughter watched!

Glancing up again, Lisa asked, “Hey, how many spanks do I get?”

I hadn’t even thought about that. “Er… two? Three?”

“That’s not a spanking!” protested Vanessa. “I say she should have ten of ‘em.”

“Hey, I didn’t bite your butt ten times!” Lisa fired back.

“No, and you’re lucky, too, ’cause every bite’s worth ten spanks! Right, Mom?”

I fumbled around for a response — luckily, Lisa spoke up first. “Yeah, sure. I guess that’s fair.”

That startled me, and no mistake. Did she genuinely want to be spanked? That was when it hit me: Of course she wants to. Jesus, this is probably like some kind of kinky foreplay for her!

Lisa’s voice, muffled by a sofa cushion, broke into my reverie. “Okay, I’m ready… go ahead.”

“Yeah, Mom,” Vanessa chimed in, an odd hint of anticipation in her tone.

I took a deep, calming breath to brace myself. “Here goes, then.” I brought my hand down ever-so-lightly on her smooth bare bottom — more like a firm caress, honestly.

“Mo-om… that’s not a spank!”

Lisa lifted her head. “Yeah, you have’ta really spank me. That’s the only way I can win the dare!” As if to emphasize her point, she flexed her buttocks. I heard a little gasp of surprise from Vanessa.

“Okay, but you asked for it.” I put more into the next one, a medium-sized slap that made her cheeks jiggle just a bit.

“Yeah,” I heard Vanessa breathe to herself. I glanced up at her, but she didn’t even notice — her eyes were riveted to Lisa’s bare bottom. I felt a swift rush of warmth beneath my belly as I took a more thorough look at my daughter. Nessa’s cheeks were noticeably flushed, and this time I could clearly see that her nipples were stiff and erect.

More thrilling than that, she was actually riding the arm of the couch, subtly working her panty-covered sex against the suede upholstery. My arousal soared even higher as I watched my daughter stimulate herself to the spectacle of me spanking her best friend.

Another smack to Lisa’s butt, making her squeal. This time, she wiggled her ass a bit and flexed it again, then blurted, “You can do it harder than that!”

I’d never before been turned on by things like domination, bondage or spanking, but everything about this had my juices flowing: the thrill of having a naked young girl draped across my lap, the warmth of her, the softness of her skin — even the satisfying crack of my hand as it made contact.

This time, I let her have it. Nice and hard. SMACK!

“Owww, yeah, that’s… that’s it!” The muffled voice was strained, but eager. No doubt about it, Lisa was really into this!

I gave her three more, each about five seconds apart. She gave a long shivery moan, and it was difficult to know whether it was in agony or ecstasy. Some of each, I suspected. By then, her buttocks were turning a bright pink.

With the last blow, Lisa raised her hips up from the sofa, thighs spread apart to reveal the tiny pucker of her anus.

I heard a sharp intake of breath from my daughter at the sight. Was it my imagination, or could I feel the sofa shiver from the movements she was making against the arm?

Still, my attention was centered on Lisa. “You okay, sweetie?” I asked, my hand casually resting on her warm bottom. A hell of a lot warmer than it was five minutes ago, anyhow.

“Uh-huh…” Lisa said, sounding somewhat out of breath.

I glanced up at my daughter. “Nessa, you’re keeping count, right? How many more?” I asked.

Vanessa gaped at me for a few seconds, fighting to regain her composure. “I think… ummm, three more?”

The sight of her glassy expression shook me up in a big way. My God, is she about to come?

Somehow, I sensed that I had to feign ignorance as to what my daughter was doing. Nothing to see here, folks, Clueless Mom is on duty.

Realizing that things were getting out of hand, I took it much easier with the last three spanks. It was really more of a slap-and-hold motion, then two more, ending with a gentle squeeze. And with that, I was done. Oh, mercy, was I ever done.

I sat motionless for a few seconds, getting my bearings, unable to believe that the simple act of spanking a girl of eleven could get me so incredibly hot. It had, though. Thank goodness I put my panties back on, I told myself. Otherwise, I’d have left a wet spot on this couch the size of a dinner plate.

Putting my lust to one side, I studied Lisa’s bottom, noticing that it did seem rather red and irritated. No marks or welts, but there had to be at least some soreness.

Once more, I looked up at Vanessa, watching my daughter regain her focus. She still seemed a bit dazed — surprised, perhaps, by how close she’d come to losing control? And again, I had to pretend not to have noticed. “Nessa? Honey, can you go to my bathroom and get the lotion? It’s the blue bottle next to the sink.”

A silent nod, and she was on her way — walking somewhat unsteadily, I observed.

Once my daughter was safely out of range, I pried Lisa’s buttocks open, revealing her anal cleft. Taking a moment to admire the view, I bent down and planted a warm, wet, and extremely hot French kiss directly on her rosebud, followed by a few swipes of the tongue. Yum!

She squealed, “Oooooohhh! Oh, wow, yeah…” her bottom arching to meet my wicked mouth.

I could have happily rimmed her for a good long while, but had to sit up straight when I heard my daughter’s feet coming back down the hall. Then Vanessa was at my side, the bottle of lotion in her hand.

I was just about to take it from her when a crazy impulse struck me, one I couldn’t resist.

“Thanks, hon,” I murmured, casual as you please. “Now put some of that on Lisa’s bottom.”

“ME?! B-but I don’t — ”

Time for an appearance from Stern Mom. “Now, you put that lotion on Lisa right now, young lady. Whose idea was it for her to get spanked, hmm?”

She meekly nodded. “Um, okay.” Seating herself on the edge of the coffee table, she squirted a dollop of lotion into her hand, staring at her friend’s rosy bottom. “Geez, that’s pretty red. Does it hurt?”

“Some… no thanks to you.” Lisa gave her butt a provocative wriggle.

My daughter set the bottle down beside her, then hesitated. “Uhhh…”

“Go ahead, honey. Just… put some on her, then smooth it around. Make her feel better.”

Vanessa glanced up at me, chewing nervously at her lower lip. Taking in a deep, calming breath, she hesitantly placed her lotioned hand on Lisa’s bottom, then began to smear the creamy liquid over it.

“Mmmmm,” Lisa purred. “Wow, Nessa, that feels good!”

Vanessa’s hand grew bolder, and started moving in a circle. I felt a pang inside, longing to be soothing Lisa’s butt myself — but I had to admit that watching my daughter do it instead was extremely erotic.

Down below, I could feel the warmth of Lisa’s bare sex against my thigh. She was flexing her bottom rhythmically. “That’s great, yeah. Nice an’ cool. You can do it harder, if you want!”

My daughter began to lean into her work, firmly massaging Lisa’s buttocks with both hands.

Touching Vanessa’s shoulder, I murmured, “That’s right, honey… good job.”

I began to stroke her naked back. Nothing sexual, not exactly — the kind of casual affection that any mom might give her daughter. Only at that moment, my thoughts were far from motherly.

What would Nessa do, I wondered, if I let my hand stray around to the front of her body — fondle those lovely breasts…

It might have been some kind of hallucination, but I swore that I could detect a hint of a sweet fragrance, perfuming the air as I caressed my daughter’s back. It was the aroma of sexual excitement, the girls’ and mine, mingled with that of the papaya-scented lotion…

Nessa’s breathing had deepened, as if she too sensed the raw sexuality in the air. “Is… is that okay, Lisa?”

“Uh-huh. Keep goin’, it’s great.” Lisa, too, was breathing harder.

And as Vanessa worked the lotion into Lisa’s cheeks, she gazed up at me, a look of purest adoration on her face, and snuggled her body closer to mine. My arm twined around her waist, and I bent to kiss her temple. Her head tilted back and she looked at me again, eyes shining. Unable to help myself, I leaned in close to place a tender kiss on her bee-stung lips.

We slowly drew apart, making eye contact for the third time. It was like peering into my daughter’s soul. I saw love there, and more than love. She took a deep, shaky breath, as did I.

Hands still busy massaging her friend’s bottom, Nessa leaned in close and kissed me, her lips parting oh, so slightly. Then, her face touching mine, she whispered, “I love you, Mom.”

“I — I love you too, dear heart.” Oh, God, we were close to something, I knew not what, but I was on the verge of kissing my own daughter like a lover — and might have done, too, except…

“Hey!” Lisa had caught Vanessa’s hand between her cheeks. “Are we done here?”

Nessa’s blush was delightful. “Oh! Um, yeah, I guess.” Pulling away from me, she gave Lisa’s butt a small slap. “You want me to spank you now?”

“Well… I gotta pee.”

Vanessa recoiled in mock horror. “Ewwww! Well, go, don’t pee on me!”

Lisa leapt up from the sofa, Nessa followed suit — and they scattered to the four corners of the house, the moment gone. But not forgotten.

I sat there in a daze, my head spinning like a drunken carousel. What just happened? I asked myself.

Lisa and I had been playing a risky game of flirtation and seduction, right under my daughter’s nose. And somehow, Vanessa had become a part of it. If she hadn’t become aroused — first, by seeing Lisa spanked, then by rubbing lotion into her butt — then it was the best imitation of arousal I’d ever seen.

Is my daughter a budding lesbian? Does she have a crush on Lisa?

Then there was that…that moment that my baby girl and I had shared just moments earlier.

Could it be? Could my own daughter, my Vanessa, actually be feeling lust for…

Annoyed, I gave my head a hard shake. Enough. Stop having these thoughts about Nessa, they’re idiotic! And unhealthy.

I already had one underage lover, the last damned thing I needed was two. Especially when one of them was my own flesh and blood. I’d allowed myself to get carried away with those screwy incest fantasies, and if I didn’t shut them down, there might be another one of those moments — this time, without a Lisa around to save me from making a move on my little girl.

I rose shakily from the sofa, shaking my head to banish the cobwebs, then meandered into the kitchen, suddenly very much in the mood for a soothing glass of wine. Maybe bring the whole bottle back.

Moments later, my glass of Cabernet nicely topped up, I returned to the living room and turned on the TV. The girls could be heard romping around upstairs.

A brief search through the available movies led me to an old favorite, The Pink Panther Strikes Again. I’d missed the first fifteen minutes, but what the hell.

I relaxed and settled into the couch, making sure to leave room for Nessa and Lisa on either side in case they came back down to join me.

Continue on to Chapter 6

 

No Longer Alone

  • Posted on January 15, 2017 at 1:59 pm

Lizzie says…

I live in New Hampshire and I’m 18. I have always known that my interests are different than the norm. Starting around age 12, I found that I was into looking at younger girls, and that it excited me. I experimented whenever I could with my friends my age, and when I was 14 came out to my family as a lesbian — but did not come out about my real interests.

Obviously I never felt I could be open about my desires and have always searched for an appropriate outlet. I haven’t been truly happy in a relationship because I haven’t been able to express those desires. I’ll get a crush on the cute little girls I see, and I’ve always enjoyed watching my mom in situations when she didn’t know I was watching.

The whole thing has been so confusing and depressing for me until I found this site a few days ago. Now all I do is read the stories and cum over and over again. Finally I feel like I’m not alone anymore.

Does anyone else have similar experiences or feelings?

PS – If you’d like to talk privately with me about this, you can find my contact info on the “Staying in Touch” post. Thanks!

 

My Niece Janelle, Chapter 8

  • Posted on January 14, 2017 at 12:29 pm

By Muffi

My alarm was beeping insistently in my ear. With enormous effort, I forced my eyelids to open and peered at the clock sitting on the coffee table. Oh, God… 5:30. That would be in the AM. I groaned, and made myself sit up.

My mouth tasted as though the entire Russian army had marched through it during the night, a sure sign that I’d had too much wine. My face was throbbing, and surprisingly — at least to me — I felt a dull ache throughout my entire body. I was stiff all over, joints reluctant to obey me. I wondered vaguely if this was how Colleen was used to feeling every day when she woke up. I didn’t get it. The guy had punched me in the face, once. Why did my whole body hurt like this?

I needed a shower, and I needed caffeine — lots of it. I dragged my protesting body to the kitchen and got some coffee brewing, adding an extra couple of scoops. I wanted it strong. Then I slowly made my way up the stairs, moving as quietly as could.

In my room, I found Sara and Janelle under the covers and snoozing peacefully, their heads touching. I quietly grabbed jeans, a t-shirt and underwear, then slipped back into the hall and into the bathroom. I cautiously closed the door behind me, hoping that I wouldn’t wake Colleen. But it couldn’t wait — I had to have a hot shower.

I looked in the mirror and gasped. My face was a mess. My cheekbone was swollen to double its normal size, the skin looking tight and strained. There was a variety of different colors there, ranging from dark purple to pale yellow, along with varying shades of red and blue. I looked like I’d gone one round too many with a prize fighter and lost the bout.

Appearances can be deceiving, though. After all, he was in jail, and I wasn’t.

I turned on the shower, fiddling with the knob until it was as hot as I could stand. I stepped in, wincing as the fiery needles struck my skin. Once I’d adjusted to the temperature, I let the steaming water pour over my sore body, sighing as my muscles began to relax. I stood there for a good ten minutes, just soaking in the heat and steam. Finally, I reached for the soap and began to wash, taking extra care with my face. It still hurt like hell.

I shampooed and conditioned my hair, stood motionless beneath the water for a few minutes more, then reluctantly turned off the shower and stepped out. The steam was so thick that I almost couldn’t see the mirror, so I switched on the exhaust fan, then dried off, moisturized and, feeling nearly human again, brushed my teeth. That did the trick. Now I was ready for caffeine, and a return to the land of the living.

I dressed quickly and, still barefoot, went downstairs. I had time for a quiet cup of coffee before I needed to wake the girls for school, so I pulled out my big mug, the one with the word BITCH printed on the side in gothic lettering. I was feeling pretty bitchy this morning, too, only in a good way. I’d helped put an abusive husband and father in jail. The fact that he was also a crystal meth dealer was just icing on the cake. I’d also helped his wife to rip him off.

I grinned. Yeah, that’s right. I’m one badass bitch. Don’t you forget it, either.

I sipped my coffee slowly, gratefully. I’m seriously addicted to caffeine. It really is my one true vice. Okay, that and sex. Two vices.

I heard footsteps on the stairs, and a moment later, Colleen cautiously peeped into the kitchen. I smiled at her, and she smiled back. I was again struck by how pretty she was. The change in her within the last eight hours had been nothing short of miraculous.

“Good morning,” I said. “You’re up so early… I thought you’d sleep in.”

“I thought so, too,” she replied. “But I just snapped awake. It took me a minute to realize that I didn’t dream what happened yesterday.”

I laughed quietly. “Nope, you sure didn’t. I have the colors to prove it, too,” I added, pointing at my swollen cheek. She winced.

“There’s coffee made, if you’d like some,” I said. “Or I have tea, if you’d rather.”

“No, coffee is exactly what I need right now,” she replied with a smile.

I pointed to the cupboard. “You’ll find a mug in there,” I said. “Sugar is on the table, and there’s cream in the fridge. Help yourself to what you need.”

“Black,” she said, “is the only way to drink coffee.”

“Oh, you and I will get along just fine,” I said with a snicker.

I watched as she poured herself a mug of coffee, then sat down with me at the table. For a few moments, we sat silently, sipping coffee and listening to the birds outside in the yard.

“Meagan,” she finally began, “I can’t begin to thank you…”

I cut her off. “Rule number one in my house from now on,” I said softly, “is that no one needs to offer any more thank yous to me, or to Michelle. We did what we thought was right, and that’s it. If you want to thank us, then just get that asshole out of your lives, start over again, and make Sara and yourself happy. That’s all the gratitude we need.”

She sat quietly for a moment, then gave me a smile. “Well, then,” she said, “I’ll thank Janelle instead. If she hadn’t made friends with Sara, none of this would have happened.” She hesitated. “Can I ask you something?”

“Sure,” I replied.

“When Sara started school here, she really was kind of an outcast. I mean, I know she’s shy with people, but this time it seemed especially bad. She talked about the other kids always making fun of her, or just acting as if she wasn’t even there. She couldn’t make any friends. Then out of the blue, Janelle called, and invited Sara to her birthday party.” She fell silent.

“Go on,” I said softly, after a moment.

“Well, I guess I just wonder why she did that. I mean, Sara never mentioned Janelle, so I’m pretty sure they didn’t know each other very well when she invited her to the party. It seemed a little strange.”

“As near as I understand it,” I said, “it started one day at lunch. Janelle saw Sara sitting all by herself at a table, and decided to sit with her. She felt bad about of some of the names that the other kids were calling her.”

Colleen gave me a questioning look.

“Uhm… Well, frankly, they were calling her a little dyke. That was instigated by another girl named Sarah, only with an “H” at the end. Janelle doesn’t like that kind of thing.” I gazed steadily into Colleen’s eyes. “You see, she’s defensive about it, because of me.”

“Because of… Oh…” She hesitated, then smiled. “That would mean that Janelle doesn’t like it when people make assumptions about other people.”

“Yeah,” I said, nodding. “She’s an odd kid in some ways. A hyperactive little bundle of energy, it’s true… but she’s also the kindest, wisest little girl I’ve ever known. Basically, she’s just a damn good kid. I’m really proud of her.”

“You won’t get any argument from me,” said Colleen. “Sara has really come out of her shell in these last few days. Having a friend has meant so much to her.”

“Janelle genuinely likes Sara, too,” I said. “She kicked some of her friends to the curb because they were being mean to Sara at the party. Literally threw them out of the house.”

Colleen’s eyes went wide. “Are you serious?”

“It was pretty funny, actually. After she told them to leave, poor Sara looked like she wanted to sink into the ground. Janelle just went back to her, and within about five minutes, they’d become the best of friends.”

Colleen shook her head. “Well, I’m grateful to her. Sara’s been a different kid since she’s known Janelle.”

I laughed. “Janelle can do that to a person.” Then I glanced at the clock on the kitchen wall. “Time to wake the girls.”

“I’ll get them,” said Colleen, then hesitated. “Uhm…”

“What?”

“You said last night that I might be able to — to borrow some clothes today?”

I nodded. “Of course! Just rummage around in the closet and find something that fits. Take whatever you need. I doubt that my bras will fit you, but there’s clean panties in the top dresser drawer. I brought an outfit from your house for Sara yesterday, but I didn’t even think to grab anything for you.”

“Thanks,” she said softly. “I’ll go wake the girls, and get them ready for school.”

“Okay,” I replied. “I’ll get their breakfast ready.”

The next hour was a flurry of activity as the girls tumbled into the kitchen, inhaled breakfast, then dashed back upstairs to get dressed, returning with backpacks on their shoulders. Colleen offered to drive them to school, and I didn’t argue with her.

When she and the girls had left, I called Michelle, who told me that she would be at the police station swearing out a search warrant for the Davidson property, and that Colleen and I should meet her there, soon as we could.

Later at the station, we gave our statements separately, each of us filing a complaint against the lardass. Colleen was something of a star during this process; it’s not very often in our area that the cops have a chance to make a bust as huge as this one was going to be. Most of the drug arrests in our area consisted of teenagers getting nabbed with a little bit of pot. A meth lab was big-time crimebusting for the local constabulary.

We then had to go through the process of documenting Colleen’s injuries. Michelle took the pictures, and I stayed with Colleen the whole time. I winced as she removed her clothes. He’d been smart enough not to leave marks on her face, but her back and legs were a mass of old and new bruises, ranging from black to a dull, mottled red. Everything was photographed, and Michelle gave Colleen the name of a counsellor who works with abused women and children. I hoped that she’d make an appointment. She needed someone to help her take back her life.

Before we left, Michelle told us that because Colleen had been the one to turn the lardass in for his drug operation, the District Attorney had ordered that the house and any property other than drug money and the manufacturing equipment itself would not be seized. That was good; it meant that Colleen and Sara would still have a home. She also told us that the search was being conducted at that moment, and that the house wouldn’t be available until late that evening.

I figured the place was probably going to be a mess once the police were done combing through it, so I offered to let Colleen and Sara stay with me again that night. Colleen refused, though, saying she wanted to get her home into order, starting with clearing out everything that belonged to her husband. She did ask if Sara could spend the night, though. Of course, I agreed. I had a feeling that Janelle would just love to have Sara in bed with her again.

By then it was getting close to lunchtime, so we stopped and had sandwiches and coffee before heading back to my place. When we arrived, Colleen told me that she wanted to go to the mall and pick up a few things for herself and Sara. Before leaving, she called her boss and told him she wouldn’t be in that evening. When she explained why, he apparently decided not to give her a hard time about it. She told him she’d be in the following day.

After Colleen left to do her shopping, I flopped onto the couch and took a long, deep breath. It had been non-stop craziness since yesterday afternoon, and my face was still throbbing dully. I was just about to turn on the television for background noise to nap to when I remembered my laptop… and how I’d used its webcam to record Janelle and Sara after they’d turned in last night.

Suddenly, I didn’t feel the need for a nap any longer.

I bounded up the stairs to my room and grabbed the laptop from the dresser, flopping back on my bed with it in my hands. I powered it up, then brought up the video file from the webcam capture.

At first, there was a few moments of silence, my bed the only thing visible on the screen. Then I saw Janelle and Sara come into the room and pile into my bed, laughing and complaining about having to change rooms. I watched myself enter a few seconds later, getting a t-shirt and panties from the dresser.

“Good night, you two,” I heard myself say as I exited, followed by the girls’ sing-song chorus of “Good night!” to me.

I held my breath, staring at the screen and hoping that they had chosen to continue with the little game of mutual self-exploration they were engaged in earlier. I wasn’t disappointed.

With hushed giggles, I watched them throw off the covers, sit up and quickly strip out of their t-shirts and underpants. Good idea, I told myself… and with a moan of desire, I paused the video and quickly shed my jeans and panties, carelessly tossing them on the floor. I left the shirt on, though, just in case I heard Colleen returning sooner than expected and I needed to dress quickly.

I settled back on the bed, shoulders and head propped up on a pillow and the laptop placed next to me. With a hand already between my legs, lightly stroking myself, I started the video again.

On my computer, The two girls were now lying side by side, the soft light from the two bedside lamps illuminating their naked bodies. Janelle, still in her role as teacher, was in a pose that was almost identical to my own that first time that I’d laid beside her, watching as she pleasured herself. Her head was propped on one hand, and the other was between her legs. She had a knee raised, allowing her fingers easy access to the soft folds of her sex. I followed Janelle’s intent gaze as she stared at the beautiful little girl lying next to her.

“See how good it feels if you make little circles?” Janelle whispered.

I watched as Sara followed Janelle’s suggestion, her first two fingers sliding smoothly into the cleft formed by her labia. Her hand began to move, and she gasped in astonishment.

“See? It feels awesome, huh?” said Janelle.

Sara’s eyes slowly drifted shut as she nodded in response. As I watched, her legs parted, allowing me to see more of her pretty pink pussy. I felt a spasm of lust as I watched her hips begin to rise and fall to the rhythm of her flexing wrist.

Hungry for pleasure, I dug two fingers into my pussy. It was soaking wet.

I could see Janelle’s hand moving slowly between her own legs as she stimulated herself while watching her friend. The look on her face was at once both focused and dreamy. She obviously enjoyed playing instructor on Sara’s first voyage of sexual self-discovery.

Amazed, I watched Janelle draw her hand from between her thighs and reach out to gently brush Sara’s left nipple with her fingertips. She was imitating what I’d done with her! I groaned, firmly rubbing the heel of my hand against my clit as I probed deeper into my pussy.

Sara’s mouth fell open as she gasped at Janelle’s touch, her hips thrusting faster now. Her eyes were still closed, and it was then that I saw Janelle’s head turn until she was staring at the webcam. It was as though she was gazing right into my eyes. Stunned, I watched her smile, then wink.

She knew! The little minx knew that the camera was on! And she was making damn sure that I had plenty to see, too. My pussy fairly gushed, warm liquid oozing over my fingers. I felt another spasm, accompanied by a deep warmth spreading like wildfire through my belly.

Grinning, Janelle turned back to Sara. Her hand, still touching her friend’s breast, now trailed lazily downward until her fingers were resting atop Sara’s, helping her masturbate. She then bent down and gently kissed Sara on the mouth. There was no response for a moment, then with a happy sigh, Sara begin to shyly return Janelle’s kiss.

As I watched, Sara’s free arm curled around Janelle’s neck, their kissing growing increasingly passionate. My heart was thudding violently as I saw Sara take her hand away from her mound, giving Janelle direct access to the glistening treasure between her legs. As Janelle slid one finger through the smooth folds of flesh, Sara’s hand moved to cover hers — not helping, just resting on top of the fingers that were now manipulating her sex.

My next surprise came when I saw Janelle place the tip of her index finger at the entrance of Sara’s slit, then carefully slide it inside the little girl… and a startled Sara gave a small whimper of fear, shaking her head from side to side as she pulled away. “D-don’t,” she stammered.

Janelle gazed down at her little lover. “Shhh… I won’t go in far, I promise,” she said soothingly. “Just the end of my finger, ‘kay? It’ll feel really good, you’ll see.”

After a moment, Sara nodded, though she still seemed uneasy. Janelle leaned down again to recapture Sara’s lips with her own as she gently stroked her friend’s labia, trying her best to rekindle the mood.

And as the intensity of their kiss rose, Janelle once again slid the tip of her finger into what must have been an amazingly tight little pussy. Sara gasped once, tensing momentarily; then slowly relaxed, sighing deeply as Janelle began to move that half-inch or so of her finger back and forth, penetrating her for what surely had to be the first time.

If Janelle was acting merely on instinct, she was doing an excellent job. As she continued to work her fingertip in and out of Sara’s pussy, her thumb began to toy with the tiny, budding clitoris. Sara’s hips were beginning to thrust almost violently; the muffled, mewling sounds of her arousal clearly audible even through the deep kiss the two were still locked in.

I felt yet another surge of heat shoot through my belly as Sara froze, her tiny ass raised up from the bed. Then, with a violent shudder, she locked her arms around Janelle’s neck, whimpering her way through what appeared to be an amazing orgasm.

When Sara finally relaxed, sinking down into the bed, her face was a study in wonder and amazement. She tried several times to speak, but couldn’t seem to get any words to come out. Janelle had moved up to lie next to her, cradling the small body to her own, stroking Sara’s hair and whispering something that I couldn’t quite catch. I saw her eyes shift to the camera again, that slow, almost insolent smile spreading across her face for an instant. The little wench knew exactly what she was doing, even if I wasn’t quite sure what her game was.

“Ohmygod, Janelle,” Sara finally managed, “that was crazy!”

“I told ya it was awesome,” Janelle replied, nuzzling Sara’s forehead.

Then Sara raised her head, staring into Janelle’s eyes with what I would have to call a penetrating gaze. “Where’d you learn how ta do that?”

I felt a little stab of fear at the base of my spine. Shit, I should have seen that one coming…

“I can’t tell ya,” Janelle said. “I promised I wouldn’t tell anybody.”

“Was it somebody at school? You can trust me, Janelle. Who was it? Pleeeease?”

“Nuh-uh,” said Janelle, shaking her head. “I can’t. I promised, and I don’t break promises.”

Sara gave Janelle a mock pout, then lay back down with a sigh. Her clasped hands were resting on her chest as Janelle held her close.

“Janelle?”

“Yeah?”

“Um… are we dykes now?”

I saw Janelle shrug her shoulders. “I dunno,” she said. “Even if we are, does it matter?”

“The kids at school will think so,” Sara replied.

“Yeah, kids like Sarah and her stupid friends,” scoffed Janelle. “Who cares what they think? Besides, it’s not like we’re gonna go ta school tomorrow an’ run around tellin’ everybody.”

Sara giggled. Janelle continued to stroke her skin and hair, gently kissing her face every now and then.

“Janelle?”

“Hmmm?”

“Can we do it again?”

Janelle smiled and bent down to kiss her briefly on the mouth. “Course we can, silly. If we ask, we’ll be able ta have sleepovers almost all the time, I bet.”

“No, that’s not… Well, yeah, I’d like that too. But, I mean…” Sara hesitated for a moment. “I mean, can we do it again right now?”

Janelle grinned. “Well, yeah, if you wanna.”

Sara pushed herself up onto her elbows so that she was staring deep into Janelle’s eyes. “Yeah,” she said softly. “I really wanna do it again.”

The two girls stared at each other for a moment, then, slowly, their lips came together in a tender kiss.

Janelle’s hand slid languidly down along Sara’s flank, making the girl shiver; I was certain that if the camera had been closer, I would have seen goosebumps on her skin.

Janelle broke the kiss first, brushing Sara’s hair back with one hand. “Want me ta show you somethin’ that’s even better than what we just did?” she asked.

“Better?” said Sara, her voice incredulous. “No way. Nothin’ could be better than that was.”

“You wanna bet?” said Janelle, grinning. “Lay back, and I’ll show ya.”

Sara quickly positioned herself on her back, head and shoulders resting on the pillow. Janelle rose to her knees, flashing a quick look at the camera and raising her eyebrows for an instant. That little witch! She scooted forward so that she was kneeling between Sara’s thighs. Leaning over to place a hand on either side of her wide-eyed lover, Janelle bent down to hover above Sara, their faces about an inch apart.

“Just stay like that,” she whispered. “This is gonna be awesome.” And she claimed Sara’s mouth with hers.

As Sara’s arms snaked around Janelle’s neck, I gazed in a lust-filled agony at the sight on the screen: Sara, flat on her back and legs spread wide, the pale pink folds of her pussy exposed and waiting for Janelle’s loving attention. As for Janelle, she was on her hands and knees, thighs parted slightly so that I could see her plump labia and, just above, the tightly crinkled rosebud of her anus.

I couldn’t wait a second longer. I was nearly mad with desire, desperate for release. I hit pause, and with that image frozen on the screen, I rampaged through my first orgasm of the day, vibrating from head to foot in sweet ecstasy. I was so turned on that it happened in a matter of seconds.

When the room had stopped spinning, I took a deep breath and started the video again. The realization that Janelle had known she was being recorded gave this entire scene a whole new significance. My little lover had been performing for me. She knew that I would be watching this, and she knew what I’d be doing while I watched.

Enraptured, fingers still roaming through the dripping folds of my pussy, I drank in the sight of my niece — my lover — as she began to kiss Sara’s neck, gradually moving downwards until she was nuzzling the pale pink nipples. She might have been a little awkward at first, but she’d clearly been paying attention to what I’d done with her. Janelle took her time, pleasuring Sara with her fingers, lips, tongue… and little Sara was beginning to move to the rhythm of an ages-old dance on my bed as she responded to her partner’s caresses.

I moaned in anticipation as Janelle kissed a path down Sara’s body until she lay between her thin legs, inches from the girl’s baby-smooth vulva, moistening her lips before moving in to take that first taste of pussy. And even though Janelle’s head blocked me from getting a more explicit view of the action, Sara’s response to what could only have been a warm, wet tongue on her sensitive folds more than made up for that. The little girl’s head rolled from side to side as her panting grew increasingly heated.

I felt another climax building quickly, hot tendrils of electricity spreading through my lower belly. The slippery walls of my pussy contracted around my busy fingers, and my hips fell naturally into a rhythm that matched Sara’s on the computer screen. Together, she and I were working our way to a mutual orgasm, and I was pretty sure that mine was going to be of epic proportions.

Janelle had wrapped her arms under and around Sara’s thighs, hands resting flat on her lover’s hips. I gaped as her strawberry blonde head bobbed up and down, my imagination supplying the image of her little pink tongue lapping eagerly at Sara’s bare pussy.

Sara suddenly stuffed a knuckle into her mouth, telling me without words that Janelle had found her clitoris. And as the child’s muffled wail rose, I attacked my own clit with renewed abandon. Her body suddenly went rigid along with mine, the two of us uniting across time in a shattering orgasm, my choked cry of pleasure mingling with her disbelieving gasps of ecstasy as they crackled through the tiny speakers of the computer.

Shivering and twitching in the aftershocks of my rapture, I struggled to catch my breath as I watched Sara gradually drift back to earth. Her mouth loosened its grip on her hand, then she slowly relaxed, sinking into the bed’s comforting embrace as her chest heaved.

Janelle rested her head on Sara’s upper thigh, one hand gently stroking the glistening petals of her young lover’s pussy.

“I did it… I really did it!” an awed Janelle quietly exclaimed.

“What d’you mean?” asked Sara breathlessly.

Janelle was actually blushing. “Well… I never really did that before,” she said. “I mean, I had it done ta me, but I never actually did it ta someone else before.”

Sara was silent for a moment, then gave her friend a shy grin. “Well, it was pretty awesome anyway.”

“Really?” Janelle lifted her head to look at Sara. “Did you really like it?”

“Ohmygod, yes! That was the most awesome thing I ever felt!”

Janelle giggled. “See? I told ya it was gonna be even better.”

“Boy, it sure was,” said Sara, sighing contentedly.

Janelle squirmed her way up to the head of the bed until she was lying next to Sara. The two girls wrapped their arms around one another, kissing and nuzzling, whispered giggles issuing from the speakers. They looked so utterly adorable, yet so incredibly erotic at the same time.

Finally, they lay back, looking up at the ceiling, hands clasped together between them.

“Do I taste weird?” asked Sara, suddenly curious. “Y’know… down there?”

Janelle shook her head. “Nuh-uh. It tastes kinda nice. Strange, but in a nice way.”

I could see their eyelids beginning to grow heavy. They’d apparently worn themselves out.

“Janelle?”

“Yeah?”

“Next time,” Sara said, “would it be okay if I do it ta you?”

Janelle smiled as she turned to face Sara. “Yeah,” she whispered. “If you really want to, I’d like that.”

“I really want to,” said Sara. She paused. “Ya know what?”

“What?”

“If this makes us dykes,” Sara said, “then I don’t care. That was the coolest thing I’ve ever done!”

“Yeah, I think so too,” Janelle said, grinning.

The two settled in, pulling the covers over themselves and cuddling together. A few moments later, I could tell that they were fast asleep. Janelle was even snoring lightly. I smiled at that.

There was about fifteen minutes left of the recording, a steady view of the two girls cuddled in one another’s arms as they slept. Then I came into the room to get Colleen a pair of pajamas, pausing before I left to turn off the webcam.

I closed the viewer, powered down the laptop, and lay back on my bed, mind whirling. Janelle had been into what they were doing, that was obvious. But she’d also seemed to take a mischievous delight in letting me know she was aware that I was spying on them.

Suddenly I wondered if she’d like the idea of using the webcam to capture the two of us making love some time, so she could watch it later. Something told me that she would. Hell, I’d probably be into that myself.

Much as I hated to, I needed to get up and put some clothes on before Colleen returned. What I really wanted to do was start the video over again. I couldn’t risk that, though. After all, it wouldn’t do to have Colleen walk in on me masturbating as I watched Janelle bring her daughter to orgasm. Try explaining something like that to a parent…

Quickly dressing, I went downstairs to my office, taking the laptop with me. I quickly copied the video over to my desktop machine, then encrypted the file.

That taken care of, I went to the garage and pulled two rats from the freezer to feed Ellie and Nellie later in the evening. Maybe Sara would like to do that. I also made a mental note to stop by Janelle’s tomorrow so that we could feed her boa.

That’s when it hit me. I’d told Colleen that Sara could spend the night, but Janelle and I had to leave at about five in the morning for the trip to see her grandfather. I’d have to tell Colleen that I wouldn’t be able to take Sara after all.

I pulled a package of ground beef from the freezer for dinner. I figured that I’d make burgers tonight, since Janelle doesn’t like the onions in my meatloaf recipe. Wanting to give the kids something besides meat and bread, I decided to make potato salad as well. I’d charbroil the burgers on the grill, and we’d have ourselves a real summertime meal. Quick, easy and delicious.

I was draining the potatoes when Colleen made her triumphant return, several large bags heavier and a wide grin on her face.

“Well, hi there!” I greeted her, as she came into the kitchen. “You look pretty happy.”

“I had a blast today!” she exclaimed. “I didn’t go crazy, but I got a couple of new outfits for me and Sara. It felt so good to finally buy something decent for her to wear.”

I grinned. “Yeah, it’s amazing what a new outfit can do to lift your spirits, isn’t it?”

Colleen laughed. “Oh, Meagan, you have no idea.”

“Sara will be overjoyed, I’m sure,” I said.

Colleen took in what I was doing. “Potato salad?” she asked. I nodded. Then she spotted the rats, in their vacuum-sealed packages, lying on the counter.

“Uhm… What are those?” she asked, her eyes suddenly huge.

“That’s right,” I said, laughing as I rinsed my hands and dried them. “With all the excitement yesterday, you didn’t get to see Ellie and Nellie.” She looked at me curiously. “Come on,” I said. “Sara’s already met them, and she thinks they’re just too cool.”

I led the way into the living room and pointed out the two large glass terrariums. Colleen gasped at the sight. “That one is Ellie,” I said, pointing, “and that’s Nellie.” Colleen just stood and stared. “Uhm, you aren’t afraid of snakes, are you?”

“No, not at all,” said Colleen. “They’re just so… so big!”

“Yeah, I kind of spoil them,” I said. “They eat more than a lot of pet snakes do.”

“You said Sara has… met them?”

I nodded. “Yes, she has. She’s even held them for a little while.”

Colleen stared at me in disbelief. “You’ve got to be kidding! She wasn’t afraid?”

“She didn’t seem to be,” I replied. “Janelle was with her, so she might have been trying not to let it show that she was scared, but I don’t think so. She seemed to think that holding snakes was pretty cool, actually.”

“Well, I’m not afraid,” Colleen said, “but I’ll leave holding them to someone else.”

“Don’t worry. Most people feel that way,” I laughed.

As we walked back to the kitchen, I remembered about the trip the next day. “Colleen, I’m really sorry, but I’m not going to able to keep Sara tonight.”

I told her what was going on… how Janelle and I would be leaving early in the morning, much too early to take Sara to school. Then I added, “Of course, if you don’t mind her taking a day off from school, she could just go with us. We’ll be coming back pretty late tomorrow night, but I could always let her stay here with Janelle again.”

Colleen hesitated. “Are you sure you wouldn’t mind?” she asked. “I mean, this is really family time, isn’t it?”

“Actually, it would be a good thing if she did come,” I replied. “He’s my brother-in-law’s dad, so I’m not immediate family. I like him, and I’ll want to visit for a few minutes, but Janelle’s the one who needs to be there with her parents and grandparents. To be honest, I’d appreciate having Sara along to keep me company. We could go hang out at the mall or something.”

Colleen nodded soberly. “It would be a huge help to me, if you’re sure it’s okay. I’m not off work again until Sunday, so it would be nice if Sara has someone to be with her while I’m at the diner.”

“Okay, then, that’s settled,” I said. “I’ll tell you what. I’ll just bring her here tomorrow night, and then take her home Saturday morning, so you can spend some time with her. If you want, you can drop her off here on your way to work Saturday, and if it’s okay for her to wait up, just pick her up on your way home. After that…” I paused to think. “After that, we’ll work on finding a regular sitter for her at your house. Until then, though, we’ll wing it, and she can stay with me when you’re working.”

Colleen nodded. “Thanks, Meagan. And don’t you dare tell me not to thank you! I don’t know if I’d be able to manage all of this without your help.”

I could see the sincerity in her eyes. “You’re very welcome, Colleen,” I said. “Seriously, I like Sara. She’s fun to have around, and she helps keep Janelle out of my hair when she’s here.”

She smiled shyly at me. “I’m glad we’re becoming friends, Meagan,” she said. “It means so much to me.”

“I’m glad, too,” I replied. I meant it, too. I had really come to care about this woman.

No, not like that. I know what you’re thinking, but I was in love… and my heart’s desire was a third-grade girl who hadn’t come home from school yet.

While it was still on my mind, I excused myself to phone my sister Kate. I filled her in on everything that had happened, and told her that Sara would be coming along with myself and Janelle. She asked me if I was okay. When I told her that I wouldn’t be winning any beauty contests, she wanted to know what else was new. The bitch.

By then, it was almost time to pick the girls up from school. Once again, Colleen volunteered for taxi duty, so I told her that she could eat with us before going home to start cleaning up whatever mess the cops had left behind.

While she was gone, I finished the potato salad and made hamburger patties. I started a fresh pot of coffee, and was just about to kick back and relax when the two girls came tearing into the house, shrieking with laughter. Well, so much for relaxation, I thought, rolling my eyes.

Colleen was a few steps behind them, a grin on her face. “Watch out!” she giggled, “they’re both pretty wound up.”

Janelle went straight to the refrigerator, rummaging for a snack. She turned around with two apples, handing one to Sara before taking a huge bite out of hers. “Hi, Aunt Meagan!” she cried, around a mouthful of half-chewed apple.

I shook my head, giving her a look of grave concern. “Janelle, I don’t know how you survive the school day,” I said. “You have to go, what, three whole hours without eating? Two times a day, even — before and after lunch!”

Janelle grinned. “That’s why I eat so much when I get home,” she said.

“Sara,” Colleen said, barely able to contain her excitement, “why don’t you come with me? I have a couple of surprises for you.”

“Surprises?” Sara gasped. “What kinda surprises?”

“Oh, I did some shopping today,” Colleen replied. “Not a lot, but I got some things for you. Come on, let’s take a look.”

The two of them left the kitchen. I heard the rustle of plastic bags, and a delighted squeal from Sara. I guess she must have peeked.

I turned back to Janelle, giving her “the look.”

“All right, young lady,” I said quietly, but with an expression of mock-severity. “You have some explaining to do.”

She gave me a surprised look. “What?” she said.

“Do you have any idea what you did to me today?”

She stared at me for a moment longer. Then I saw her struggle to keep from smiling as her eyes widened innocently. “What’d I do?” she asked, with an guileless blink.

I took a step closer to her. “You know very well what you did, you sexy little witch,” I said in a stage whisper.

Her face transformed, a sly smile spreading across her features. “Did you like what you saw?” she asked, her eyes intent.

I leaned down and kissed her, giving her lips a quick swipe with my tongue. “I came twice watching you,” I breathed into her ear.

“I was wishin’ it was you I was doin’ it to,” she said softly.

“Soon, Sweetie, I promise. I can’t wait.” I nuzzled the side of her neck, then straightened. “But I’m a little hurt, too,” I said, pouting at her. “I wanted to be the first pussy you kissed.”

She gave me a rather seductive smile. “I was practicin’ for ya,” she said softly. “Now I know what I’m doin’ a lot better.”

“From the way Sara was reacting, I’d say that’s true,” I replied. She actually blushed. “Tell me… how did you know I was recording you?”

She grinned. “I didn’t, not for sure. But I ‘membered how you got that picture of Sara’s back, an’ I saw the little blue light was on, so I kinda hoped you were gonna watch us.”

I reached out and tapped the tip of Janelle’s nose with my finger. “You have an evil little mind,” I said. “I like that about you.”

A muffled shout came from upstairs. “Janelle! Come see what my Mom got for me!”

Janelle gave me a quick apple-flavored kiss and bounded from the kitchen. I watched her go, staring appreciatively at that perfect little butt until she was out of sight, then sighing deeply.

I was hopelessly, helplessly, head-over-heels in love. It was wonderful.

Sara came skipping into the kitchen a few minutes later, grinning from ear to ear. She did a rather awkward pirouette for me, showing off new blue jeans, a pretty pink sleeveless top with a scalloped neckline, and brand new sneakers.

“Look at you,” I said excitedly. “You look hot, girl!”

She blushed prettily, suddenly returning to her shy demeanor with me. Quietly, though, she said, “And there’s four more outfits, too. My Mom got ’em for me today.” She hesitated for a moment, her pretty face suddenly touched by worry. “I just hope…”

“What, Sweetheart?”

“My Dad.” She spoke in a near-whisper.

I dropped to my knees before Sara, wrapping my arms around her. Stroking the back of her head, I said quietly, right next to her ear, “Sara, you listen to me, okay, Sweetie? I mean it — listen to me. He is not going to get out of jail, not for a long, long time. And even when he does get released, you and your Mom are going to be long gone from here. He’s not going to be able to find you. You and your Mom are safe now, Baby. You’re safe, and he can’t hurt you anymore.”

Sara pulled back to search my eyes. “You promise?”

“I do,” I replied. “And I don’t break promises.”

Sara looked at me strangely for a moment, then nodded, seemingly satisfied. I released her from the hug and stood as Colleen came into view, following Janelle into the kitchen. Colleen looked at me curiously, but I gave a quick shake of my head.

Janelle wanted to know if she and Sara could watch a movie; and I agreed, watching the two of them head into the living room. When they were gone, Colleen looked at me.

“Everything okay?” she asked.

“Just a little nervousness,” I replied. “She was worried her father might get out. I promised her that was not going to happen.”

“You know,” she said with a sigh, “I’m actually beginning to believe that.”

“Honey, Michelle is going to make sure that not only will they throw the book at him, but the entire library. Trust me on that. She’s one formidable cop.”

“I can believe that,” Colleen sighed. “She looks like someone you don’t want to mess with.”

“That’s Michelle,” I laughed. “Just ask your husband.”

“I would have paid good money to see him taken down by a woman,” she said, suddenly giggling.

“I wish I could describe it for you, but I was down, too, and all I saw was stars. I heard the gun go off, though. I thought she shot him for a minute there.” Her eyes widened. “It was a warning shot. He wouldn’t listen when she told him to stop. He was going to keep coming for me. She fired in the air, and I guess that stopped him dead in his tracks.”

“Wow,” she breathed. “Now I’m even more impressed with her. She’s quite a woman.”

“Anyway,” I said, “enough about the lardass. Why don’t we skip doing dinner here, and go to McMurphy’s and have burgers for dinner, and then you can head over to your place to start getting things back in order. The girls will love going out to eat. Then we can come back here, and you can head out to your place.”

“That works for me,” Colleen replied. “Sara will love going out in her new clothes. God, five little outfits, and you’d think I was a goddess.”

“Yeah, well, she’s not used to being allowed to have nice things,” I said. “Something tells me that’s about to change, though.”

“Oh, you bet it is,” she said vehemently. “The sooner the better, too. Nice things for herself, and a nice home, too. Speaking of which, I’m going to need to pick your brain on who I can hire around here to do a few fix-up and remodeling jobs for me.”

I grinned. “I just happen to have a brother-in-law who is very good at that kind of thing. And he won’t gouge you on the price. In fact, if he knows you’re my friend, he’ll cut you a deal.”

“Excellent! We’ll talk about that later, then. Let’s round up the girls. I’m starving!”

“Me, too,” I said. “Let’s get going.”

And as Colleen and I left the house, one question preyed on my mind: Should I let the girls sleep with me tonight?

Come what may, it promised to be a very interesting evening…

Continue on to Chapter 9

 

Part Two of Well, why not?

  • Posted on January 13, 2017 at 1:33 pm

By Naughty Mommy

Sex with my sister was totally amazing. Unlike Claudia — who’d been as much a novice as I was — Brooke had years of experience in making women feel good, along with the benefit of who knows how many partners. Very many, I’m sure. In any case, she seemed to sense exactly what I needed at any given moment.

She began that night by kissing me, just kissing, for the longest time. This seemed to go on forever, and I loved every second of it. Eventually she moved to my neck, sucking and licking and kissing, then to my throat, then to my chest, opening my blouse, pushing up my bra, making love with my nipples.

Oh my god, nothing had ever felt so good. What she could do with my breasts! I swear, Brooke almost made me come just by biting and sucking on my nipples.

Soon after that, when she opened my slacks and slid a hand down inside, finding my juicy wetness, I came almost instantly.

That made her laugh. “Well, I guess you really did need it, didn’t you?”

“Yeah… I did…” I panted, trying to catch my breath.

“You can come more than once, I hope?” she asked.

“Uh-huh… yeah, but… I should do you too.”

My sister shook her head. “No, not yet. There’ll be plenty of time for that later. Right now you deserve the full treatment.”

By ‘the full treatment’, she meant oral sex, and can I say it again? Oh my god, what she could do to me! Nothing, and I mean nothing, had ever felt so good. With her lips, her tongue, and her fingers, Brooke made me come over and over again, more times than I could count.

Finally I couldn’t take any more and just had to push her away. My clit was so sensitive by then it was like I had a live wire attached to it, sparking and tingling. Any more contact would be unendurable.

While I took a break, Brooke peeled off her clothes to show me her most recent tattoos. One was right in the center of her chest, between her small breasts: a stylized pink heart, with the words, My heart belongs to her.

“Who’s ‘her’?” I asked.

Brooke grinned. “Anyone. Whoever I’m making love with.”

“Oh, okay.”

The other new tattoo was lower on her body, on the smooth mound just above her shaved pussy. It was a pair of lips, a woman’s puckered red lips, and the caption said, Kiss me.

“You want to?” Brooke said.

“What?”

“You want to kiss me here?” She rubbed her fingers over the painted lips. Brooke was completely naked now, standing beside the couch. I still wore my blouse and bra, but that was all.

She swung a leg over to kneel above me. I was lying on my back. My sister’s sex was right there, inches away. Her pussy lips were shiny and wet. I could smell her arousal, musky and tempting. She played with herself for a moment, massaging her labia, sliding her fingers inside her slit, coating them with her juices.

“Here, you wanna taste me?”

Brooke held a glistening finger in front of my mouth. I parted my lips and she slipped the finger inside. She tasted wonderful, absolutely delicious.

I sucked and licked the finger, then whispered, “I want more. I want you, Brooke. I want to eat you.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, I’m sure, very sure.”

My sister lowered her pussy to my mouth. She was so gooey, so wet, so tasty. It was like eating a yummy sweet dessert. I licked and sucked and swallowed, running my tongue and lips all around, feasting on her.

“Fuck me,” she urged. “Fuck me with your fingers.”

So I did. I slid two fingers deep inside her hot, slippery cunt, fucking her as I sucked on her clit. Within a few seconds she started to come.

* * *

After that first incredible night, I had sex with Brooke only a few more times during the couple of weeks she stayed with us. It would have been more than that, probably much more, if things had been different. I certainly wanted more, but I wasn’t willing to do it when Audrey was at home.

I hadn’t minded having my daughter know about me and Claudia. We’d made no effort to hide that from her. But it was different with Brooke, obviously. She wasn’t simply a close friend — she was my own sister. I could never let Audrey know what was going on between us.

Of course, as you might expect, Audrey was totally fascinated with Brooke, captivated by her. All those gaudy tattoos, her piercings, the wild stories she would tell about her crazy adventures traveling around the country and around the world — Audrey couldn’t get enough. For a curious 11-year-old, this was quite an education.

“I want one like that, Mom,” said Audrey one night after dinner, pointing to a colorful tattoo of a unicorn on Brooke’s left shoulder. “Just like that. It’s so pretty.”

I shook my head firmly. “No, you are not getting a tattoo. Not until you’re at least 16. We can talk about it then, maybe, but I’m not making any promises.”

“Oh, come on, Mom, just one?” Audrey pleaded. “Maybe like right down here, where no one would ever see it? Just a tiny little heart or something?”

She’d tugged her sweat pants and panties down on one side, showing the smooth bare skin next to her crotch. My daughter’s vulva was covered, but just barely. I found myself feeling strangely turned on by this, though not understanding why. Audrey was still a little girl, after all — not to mention my own child — so there was really no excuse for me to have any sexual interest in her. I couldn’t deny what I felt, though, but did my best to shake it off.

“No!” I insisted, perhaps too loudly. “I mean it, no tattoos. I’m not going to change my mind.”

Undaunted, Audrey asked, “Do you have any someplace like this, Aunt Brooke? Where no one can see ‘em?”

“Well, yeah, actually I do. But, um, some of them are kind of, you know, grown up, and your mom might not like me showing them to you.”

“You’re right, I wouldn’t. Not until you’re older, Audrey. I’m sorry, but you’re just too young for that.”

She grumbled and complained and argued, but I wouldn’t give in. Audrey would have to content herself with admiring Brooke’s body art that was not in such private places. And I would have to try to forget that I’d become aroused so inappropriately.

* * *

Far too soon, my sister moved on, traveling away somewhere else. I begged her to stay longer, but I’m sure it was awkward for Brooke, having to pretend, at my insistence, that nothing sexual had happened between us. So she said goodbye, promising to call and email, and got on a Greyhound bus.

For me, it was back once again to the porn and the vibrator. Now, however, that didn’t seem like enough, not nearly enough. I wanted to be with someone, touching them, kissing them. But I wasn’t getting any offers for dates. No men were asking me out — and no women either, for that matter — though I wasn’t making much effort at attracting people of either sex.

I was lonely and depressed. Not long after Brooke departed, Claudia announced that Spencer had been promoted to a management position at his company and was being transferred to another city — and she was going with him. There was even talk of marriage. I was happy for her, of course, and for him too, but I missed her terribly.

The months went by. Nothing but going to work in the morning, coming home at night, fixing dinner, checking Audrey’s homework, then getting into bed alone with my vibe. Blah.

* * *

“Are you okay, Mom?”

Audrey sat down beside me on the couch. It was 9:30 on a Friday night. I was watching TV, mindlessly, not really caring what was on, wearing old slippers and a tattered bathrobe.

My daughter was in her jammies, tight pink terry shorts and a big t-shirt, her usual nightwear. She patted my leg. “Anything I can do for you?”

“No, that’s okay, sweetie, I’m fine. Don’t worry about your old mom.”

“You’re not old.” Audrey put her arms around me, resting her head on my shoulder. We remained quiet a little while, and then she said, “You miss her, don’t you?”

“Who?” I asked. “You mean Claudia?”

“No. Well, her too — but I mean your sister, Aunt Brooke. I think you miss her even more.”

I nodded, “Mm, yeah, you’re right. I do miss her.”

In the year since Brooke had left, we’d heard from her fairly often. She was in Denver now, tending bar at a nightclub, and had a girlfriend of course. They were living together, sharing an apartment. That was typical for her. My sister always seemed to have a girlfriend, if not more than one, wherever she went.

I was glad for her, but also envious. Why was it so much harder for me to meet people? A man, a woman — by then I really didn’t care — just so it was someone, someone to love.

Audrey seemed to read my thoughts. “You have me. I love you.”

“I know you do, honey.” I turned and kissed her cheek.

“And Dad loves you. Even if, you know,” she added with a grin.

“I know he does, and I love him too. Even if, you know.”

We giggled together. My ex was in a committed relationship with another man, a sweet guy named Hector. It reminded me of that old standard, They’re writing songs of love, but not for me…

I sighed, switching the channel to something else I didn’t want to watch. Audrey snuggled closer. We sat together, feeling warm and comfy, letting the banal images and sounds from the TV flow over us.

Finally I turned it off. “It’s crap,” I complained. “It’s all crap.”

Audrey chuckled. She nuzzled my neck with her nose. It tickled, sending a shiver of pleasure through me. For a fleeting moment I wished that I’d put some perfume on — except what the hell was I thinking? Why would I want to smell nice? I loved my daughter very much, but not like that.

On the other hand…

I looked down at her long bare legs, curled up beside mine. Like me, Audrey was tall and slim, with dark hair and brown eyes, but with a much prettier face. She resembled Brooke more than me. Lucky for her, I thought.

At 12 years old, my daughter was beginning to acquire a womanly form, even if her chest was still mostly flat. But her legs were just so lovely, so shapely and appealing, no longer the thin stems of a little girl.

Audrey squirmed, pressing closer to me. I glanced at her face. Her eyes were shut. She was breathing softly. I wondered if she might fall asleep that way.

I allowed my gaze to take her in some more. She was attractive, there was no doubt about that. You could do worse for a lover, a lot worse. If she was someone I’d met, and if she was a little older, maybe 14 or 15 — but come on, that was ridiculous. I could never have sex with someone that age.

Closing my eyes, I laid my head back on the couch, doing my best to relax, to calm down, maybe to doze off.

But it was no use. I couldn’t help myself. The desire was just too powerful.

Slowly I raised my head again, studying her, my eyes running up and down her beautiful body. I licked my lips as I admired her form. If only she wasn’t so young, and if only she wasn’t my daughter… now stop it, I told myself. You shouldn’t even think about things like that. It’s wrong.

And yet, it was so very, very tempting. What would it be like to touch her, to slide my hand along her smooth thigh, to cup her round bottom? All right, so maybe I would never really do anything with her, not with my own child, but there was nothing wrong with engaging in a little fantasy, was there?

As I had that thought, Audrey let out a soft sigh. “I love you, Mom,” she whispered, then tenderly kissed my neck.

I suppressed a gasp. A tingle in my center made me squeeze my legs together, stimulating my clit. My nipples were hard and throbbing. My body certainly seemed to want this, even if my mind wasn’t sure.

Audrey kissed my neck a second time, her lips warm and moist. Another shiver passed through me, this one stronger than before. God, it felt so damn good when she kissed me that way.

I’d been resting my hands in my lap. Now I pressed down with the heel of my left hand, pushing my fist into my crotch, trying to rub myself inconspicuously through my robe. I placed the other hand on Audrey’s thigh, giving a gentle squeeze.

“Mmm,” she breathed, nuzzling my neck.

Slowly, I slid my hand up my daughter’s leg until I reached her tight pink shorts. When she showed no negative reaction — quite the opposite in fact, squirming and sighing, apparently in pleasure — I caressed her bottom, fondling her cheeks, stroking along her crack, and not in a motherly way at all.

Audrey moaned and kissed my neck again, her lips seeming to linger. Did I feel the touch of her tongue? I was pushing hard with my fist into my crotch now, rubbing up and down, no longer attempting to disguise my actions.

I could hardly believe what was happening, but I didn’t stop to think too much about it. I took the next step, reaching above the waistband of her shorts, then slipping my hand inside, touching my daughter’s bare butt.

She shuddered, giving a little squeal of excitement. “I love you, Mom,” she said, kissing and licking my neck.

We were on the brink, and I knew it — right on the brink of incest. There was still time at this point to call a halt. Audrey and I could get up and go to bed in our separate rooms, pretending nothing had ever happened. As the years went by, we might even forget all about it.

But that’s not what I wanted. I wanted to keep going. Should I really do that, though?

I quickly made the decision. Yes, I should.

After all, I’d had sex with another woman, Claudia, thinking at first I might not like that, and totally loved it. I’d had sex with Brooke, my own sister, and that was unbelievably great. I loved Audrey even more than I loved Brooke or Claudia, and I badly needed someone. I was craving sex, and if she wanted it too — well, why not?

First, however, I had to make sure that my daughter really did want it as much as me.

With one hand still inside her shorts, fingers caressing her bare bottom, I used the other hand to undo the sash on my robe, tugging it open. Underneath I wore nothing but a pair of panties, nothing especially sexy, just ordinary satin panties. Spreading my legs, I shoved my hand inside, rubbing myself, masturbating unashamedly.

Audrey’s eyes were open. She’d raised her head from my shoulder and was staring down between my legs.

“I have to,” I told her. “I have to come. I need it, I really do. But, I mean, you don’t have to stay. You can go to bed now if you want.”

“No, I, um…” Audrey began, in a small voice. “I’ll go to bed, Mom, if you want me to. But, I’d rather stay, if that’s all right. And maybe, like, help you if I can.”

I smiled at her, and she smiled back, love and desire in her eyes.

Removing my hand from the back of her shorts, I took her wrist and guided my daughter’s fingers to my crotch, slipping them inside my panties to join my other hand.

“You can help me,” I said. “You can help me feel very good.”

“Okay.”

“Do you want me to help you too?”

Her big brown eyes were even bigger now. “You mean…?”

“Uh-huh,” I nodded. “I want to touch you. I want to play with your pussy.”

“Oh my god, Mom, yes!”

Despite all the sexual tension I was feeling, her childish enthusiasm made me laugh out loud. “You want it that much?” I asked. “Have you been thinking about it?”

“Uh-huh,” she nodded eagerly.

“Really? For how long?”

“Um, well, since Aunt Brooke was here last year. Since then.”

“But — did you — did you know?”

“Well, yeah. I mean, I know you guys were trying to hide it and everything, but I could just tell. It was easy. And anyway, that one night when she went in your room, I could hear you.”

I’d been so careful, or so I thought, to keep Audrey from finding out what was happening between me and my sister — but evidently she’d known all along.

“You could hear us?”

“Uh-huh,” she nodded.

On the final night of Brooke’s visit, the evening before she left, she’d come to my room after we were all in bed. Her other nights she’d spent on the living room couch. But that evening she came in and slipped into bed with me, naked. I allowed her to stay, and we made love one last time. I’d tried to be quiet, though obviously hadn’t been quiet enough.

“You knew, and you didn’t mind?” I asked Audrey.

“No, um, in fact, well…”

“What, honey? Tell me.”

“Well, when I was listening to you that night, and um, and before then too, on other nights when I was just thinking about it, I, you know, I played with myself. It made me really really excited.”

“You played with yourself? While you were listening to us that night?”

“Uh-huh.”

“And did you… did you come?”

My daughter smiled. “Yeah, I did. It was nice.”

As we were having this intimate conversation, I’d slipped my hand down the front of Audrey’s shorts, inside her panties, and begun caressing her. She was rubbing my clit too.

“I’m glad you told me about that,” I said to her. “And I’m also glad that, well, that the things I did with Brooke didn’t upset you or anything.”

“No, of course not. I thought it was totally cool. It made you happy, I could see that. And then, um, after she left, I started thinking, you know, if you did that stuff with your sister, maybe you’d do it with me too.”

“Mmm, is that what you want?”

“Uh-huh,” she nodded.

“Okay, let’s do it, honey. Let’s make each other feel good.”

* * *

My daughter and I didn’t do a whole lot that evening, at least not at first. We masturbated one another, and that was amazing, incredibly hot. We each reached climax more than once. But after that I think we were both unsure what should happen next, if anything — and so we soon got up and went to bed, separately.

I lay naked in the dark, thinking about everything, worrying, concerned I might have done something very wrong, made a big mistake. I was trying hard to convince myself that perhaps it wouldn’t happen again, that this was only a one-time thing… while at the same time I was also rubbing my pussy as I recalled the wonderful feeling of my little girl’s fingers working between my legs.

I was a mess that night, an aroused, confused mess of contradictions.

Then my bedroom door slowly opened. Audrey stepped inside.

“Mom?” she whispered. “Are you awake?”

As I sat up, the sheets fell away, revealing my bare breasts in the dim light. I didn’t attempt to cover myself, but said, “Yes, I’m awake. What is it, honey? Are you okay?”

My daughter was in a pair of panties, tiny bikini panties, and a little crop top, her breast buds poking through. This was not her usual bedtime attire — but oh my god, did she look sexy!

Leaving the door open, she moved closer to the bed. “Can I talk to you for a minute?”

“Um, sure, of course you can. Do you want to… do you want to get in bed with me?”

“Okay,” she giggled, hopping in to sit beside me.

I thought for a moment about pulling up the sheets to cover my boobs, but decided not to. The truth is I was really hoping my nakedness might arouse her. So much for wishing what we’d done earlier would happen only once. Clearly, I wanted more!

We sat close together, leaning against pillows with the sheets at our waists, our arms and legs touching. Although it was mostly dark in the room, enough light filtered in from the hall that we could see each other fairly easily. I noticed that Audrey’s gaze kept returning to my erect nipples.

“So, what is it, sweetie?” I asked. “Is anything wrong? Are you, maybe, upset or something?”

She shook her head. “No, uh-uh. I just, um, I wanted tell you that I was, you know, I’m really glad you did that with me. I liked it.”

“You did?”

“Uh-huh.”

I breathed a sigh of relief. “That’s good. I did too.”

“Do you think, like, we’ll do it again?”

“Do you want to?”

“Yeah, I do. I really really do.”

Licking my lips, I said, “All right, well, I do too.”

As I spoke those words, I felt a sudden surge of excitement. My clit throbbed with arousal. Automatically I squeezed my legs together. There was no doubt — I definitely wanted this. I needed it.

“Um, if I ask you something,” Audrey began, “will you get mad?”

“Well, no, honey, I won’t get mad. You can ask me whatever you want.”

“Okay, so, I mean, um, do you mind if I, like, suck your nipples?”

I was taken aback. “Oh, uh… you really want to?”

“Yeah, I do,” I nodded. “I keep thinking about that. I always think about it when I, you know, when I play with myself in bed at night.”

“You do?”

“Uh-huh.”

My daughter’s eyes went to my breasts again, and now they stayed there. She licked her lips.

Before answering, I pushed the sheets down and opened my thighs. I placed a hand between my legs and began rubbing myself.

“All right, sweetheart,” I said, in a husky voice. “If you want to suck my nipples, you can.”

“Goodie!” Audrey giggled. This made me realize me how young she really was, in many ways still a child. But it did not make me want to stop.

With one hand still rubbing my pussy, I used the other to cup a breast and raise it for her. “Suck Mommy’s nipple, little girl.”

My daughter leaned over in front of me, licking her lips hungrily as she sighed, “Mmm…” She took the hard nipple into her mouth, sucking like a baby.

Fuck, it felt so good — in some ways even better than when Brooke had sucked my nipples that first time and nearly made me come. It was better because this was my own little girl doing it. And even though I’d had so many reservations before, thinking that maybe what we’d done was wrong, now all those doubts fled. There was nothing wrong with this, nothing at all. It was natural. We had to do it.

Audrey sucked my nipples, first one, then the other. I rubbed my clit, fucked myself with my fingers, and soon reached climax, moaning and panting.

But once was definitely not enough, not on this special night. I took my daughter’s hand in mine, guiding it to my sex. “Fuck Mommy’s pussy, baby. Fuck my cunt with your fingers and make me come.”

“Oh my god, Mom.”

Her eyes were wide. She’d removed her mouth from my breast for a moment so she could look down and watch as the two middle fingers of her hand slowly but easily slid inside me. I was extremely wet, fully lubricated.

“Oh my god,” she repeated.

Earlier that night when we’d masturbated one another, it had been almost entirely clit action. Neither of us had penetrated the other’s vagina. Now, for the first time, Audrey could really feel what it was like to fuck her mom.

“It’s so nice, so hot inside,” she marveled, “so smooth and soft, and… and everything.”

I groaned, “Yes, baby, that’s right, do it for me.”

She did. She sucked my nipples and fucked my pussy, and within maybe half a minute I was coming again.

This orgasm was much stronger. I held my daughter’s wrist, pushing her fingers up inside my cunt as far as they would go as the spasms surged through me.

“Fuck! Fuck!” I cried, my head thrown back in ecstasy, eyes squeezed tightly shut. “Goddamn fuck!!”

When at last it was over and I came back to my senses, I realized that I was squeezing Audrey’s wrist so tight it must have hurt. I let her go. Gulping air, trying to catch my breath, I raised my head and opened my eyes. They were watering. I had to blink a few times to clear my vision. What an amazing climax that had been, one of the most powerful I’d ever experienced.

“I, I’m sorry…” I panted. “I hope I didn’t… hurt you.”

“No, Mom, I’m fine. But, I mean, are you okay? You were, like, screaming and stuff.”

“I know,” I chuckled. “I couldn’t help it. That was just, awesome.”

“Good. I’m glad you liked it.”

It suddenly occurred to me that Audrey hadn’t taken her fingers out of my pussy yet. What a sight that would be for someone to see — a 12-year-old girl with her fingers pushed deep inside her mother’s vagina. So forbidden, and so hot!

As I thought about that, I decided two things: First, my daughter and I would do much more than we’d done so far. We would do everything together, and I knew we would both love it. Second, I wanted to share this with Brooke, my sister. Not just tell her about it, but bring her in, invite her to make love with both of us at once. That’s assuming Audrey wanted that, of course, and Brooke did too, but I was certain they both would.

All this flashed through my mind in a couple of seconds. Taking a deep breath, I smiled at Audrey. “I love you, honey.”

“I love you too, Mom.”

“Will you kiss me now? Kiss my mouth?”

That was another thing we hadn’t got around to doing earlier that evening. She’d kissed my neck a few times, but we hadn’t yet shared a truly sexual kiss.

Audrey grinned. “Okay.”

With her fingers still inside me, she brought her lips to mine.

We kissed. It was heavenly. And I knew right then that I’d finally found the perfect lover I’d been looking for all my life. It wasn’t a man, and it wasn’t a woman. It was a young girl, my own daughter.

Well, why not?

THE END

 

Family Practice, Chapter 3

  • Posted on January 12, 2017 at 8:37 pm

By DirtyMindedMom

The next day I was feeling more awkward than ever. My mom seemed fine, but every time I saw her I dreaded what she might say. She must have sensed I was uncomfortable because she didn’t bring up any of the stuff we’d talked about the night before.

That night, after my dad had done his duty and set it up, mom and I were decorating the Christmas tree. This was more like it — a nice wholesome evening with mom and one of my favorite holiday traditions.

“You’ve been awfully quiet today,” she said after we’d untangled three strings of lights.

I shrugged, trying to think of what to say that wouldn’t take us in a weird area again. “It’s nice to be able to turn off my brain after everything going on at school.”

“Everything going on, as in your studies? Or everything as in Kaylee’s hot ass?”

Damn, she wasn’t going to let me get off the hook that easy. “C’mon, Mom, get your mind out of the gutter for one night.” I wasn’t going to let her pull me in. I dug out the box with my favorite ornaments — a set of sparkly glass icicles. “And I never said Kaylee had a hot ass.” Double damn!

She laughed. “I just assumed you’d be attracted to someone with a body as sexy as yours.”

“Mo-om! Cut it out!”

“Oh, please.” She tossed some stray tinsel at me. “Don’t pretend like you don’t know what a beautiful figure you have.” She goosed me as I was trying to get the silver strands out of my hair.

“I do not, and even if I did we don’t need to talk about it.”

“Don’t be a Grinch. Talking is good.” She handed me some bulbs and pointed to where she wanted them hung. “Like our talk last night.”

She was like a steam locomotive stuck on one track. “Did you get candy canes?”

Mom ran to the kitchen and came back with a box of red and white striped peppermint sticks. “I was thinking about what you said,” she went on, unwilling to be distracted.

“Okay, fine,” I sighed with resignation. “About what?”

“About how you were afraid to try anything with that girl because you didn’t have any experience.”

“Yeah, that’s part of it.”

“Well…” she stalled by opening a new package of ornament hooks. “I… I had an idea.”

She was suddenly having a hard time looking at me. I’d never seen her act this uncomfortable. What was going on with her? “An idea for what?”

“You’ll probably think this is crazy, and I suppose it is, but I want you to at least think about it before you say no.” She took a deep breath, but couldn’t get what she wanted to say next out.

“Mom? What is it?”

“I was just thinking that all you need is some experience being with another woman, and that maybe, if you wanted, you could practice with… me.”

I refused to believe I had heard what I thought I had just heard. Before I could scream and run out of the room, my mother rushed ahead with her pitch.

“I know it sounds weird, but, if you think about it, it makes sense. You’d be able to figure things out with someone who loves you and who you can trust. No matter what happens I wouldn’t laugh or judge or ever tell anyone, ever. And it’s not like I know anything either, so you wouldn’t have any reason to be embarrassed for not knowing what to do, and you could take your time, and no one would ever know, and I could help you figure it all out, and—”

“Mom! Stop!” My mind was still reeling. “Take a breath.” I waited while she took my advice. “First of all, weird and crazy doesn’t even begin to describe what you’re suggesting. And also first of all, no, no way, no how. I am not doing that with you, and I can’t even believe that you’d think of something like that.”

She looked crestfallen, which I hated seeing. After a few seconds, she drew herself up and put on a brave face. “Oh, you didn’t think I was really serious, did you?” She laughed unconvincingly and gave me a playful push as she moved around to the other side of the tree. “God, what kind of mother do you think I am?”

“One that wouldn’t joke about something like having sex with her daughter.”

“Shhh!” she hushed me with a glance toward the stairs. “Your father might still be awake.” I could see her hand still shaking from the adrenaline rush of opening up to me with her improbable suggestion.

“Maybe I should go up and see if he wants to help me ‘practice’ some,” I said snidely.

My mom was quiet for a few moments while she hung my “Baby’s First Christmas” ornament.

“I’m sorry,” she said in a soft voice. “I was just trying to help…” her voice caught and she forced a smile. “…help lighten things up. You’re taking this stuff with your friends at school way too seriously. You’re young, you should be having fun, not stressing over every little thing.”

“Can we not talk about this anymore and just decorate the tree?”

“Sure. Hand me some more tinsel, and try not to get it all tangled up in your hair this time.”

We pretended like everything was normal after that, but we both knew it wasn’t. I did all I could not to think about what my mother had dropped in my lap, but every time I looked at her, that idea of hers was front and center in my mind again. How could my world have changed so much after only one semester away at college?

*****

Three days later, after my father had gone off to bed, I asked my mom if we could talk. Of course, she said yes. We sat in the living room, me on the loveseat, her on the sofa. I held a throw pillow in my lap. My Psych 101 class had taught me enough to know this meant more than it seemed. Mom was aching to talk first, but she held her tongue and let me get things started.

“I know what you said the other night wasn’t a joke,” I began without preamble.

Mom waved me off with a nervous laugh. “Oh, honey, are you still hung up on that?”

“Yes, Mom, I am. Very much so. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about what you suggested.”

“Oh, that was just the spiked eggnog talking. Let’s not worry about it.”

“I’ve been masturbating a lot over the past few days,” I told her straight out. This got her attention. “More than usual. And every time I do, it’s you I’m thinking about.”

Mom actually blushed at hearing this. “I… I didn’t mean for that to happen, honey. I’m sorry for making such a stupid joke…” She trailed off as if hoping I would interject. Which I did.

“Like I said, I know it wasn’t a joke, Mom. You meant what you said.” I looked her straight in the eye.

She wasn’t able to laugh it off any longer. “It was wrong of me to say that… to put you in that position…”

“The fucked up thing is, Mom… I’m thinking of taking you up on your offer.”

“No, sweetheart, you don’t have to…”

“Let me say what I have to say.” I put the throw pillow aside, got up and went to sit next to her on the sofa. “You missed out on your chance back in college because you were scared. I get that you don’t want me to have the same kind of regrets that you do. But you came up with a really fucked up way to help me through it.”

“I know, Emily. I never should have—”

I took her hands in mine and she held back her words.

“I understand that you came up with this idea because you thought it would help me and give you a chance to make up for the one thing you missed out on when you were my age.”

Mom was doing everything she could not to let a tear fall. “And that’s not fair of me to put that kind of burden on you.” She pulled me into a hug. “All I want is for you to be happy and to be whatever it is you want to be.”

“I know, Mom.” I had to fight the tears myself. “And that’s why I want to try it.”

She pulled away and looked at me, searching my face for clarification. “Try what?”

“Practicing with you.”

A sob caught in her throat. She pushed a stray strand of hair back behind my left ear as she processed what I’d said. “You don’t…”

“Yes, I do,” I said, cutting her off. “I realize how crazy it is, but I also see how it makes perfect sense in its own weird way. I love you, Mom, more than anyone in the world. And I do trust you, just like I know you trust me. It’s completely insane, and yet somehow the only safe way forward for me. I want to have sex with you.”

My mom blinked and tried to say something, but the words didn’t come. She squeezed my hands in hers and struggled to respond somehow.

“The truth is, Mom, I can’t stop thinking about your pussy. Ever since I got home, I’ve been picturing what you look like naked. What you look like when you’re masturbating. I keep thinking about you fucking yourself with the dildo you told me you bought, and imagining you between my legs eating my pussy.” Was I actually saying these things out loud to my own mother?

“Really?” She didn’t want to let herself believe it. “It’s been like that for me ever since that day I found your vibrator in your panty drawer. I came so hard knowing that the dildo that was inside me had also been inside you.” She wiped the wetness from her cheek. “I knew it should have felt wrong to think that way, but somehow it didn’t.”

“I know, Mom. It’s been exactly the same for me.” I brought her hands up and kissed them in a gesture of assurance. “I tried not to let you into my fantasies, but I can’t resist it for some reason. I get that it’s the last thing I should ever want, but now it’s the only thing I do want. Every time I play with myself, all I can think about is you, and your naked body, and the things we might do together. It makes me come so hard that I can’t take it anymore.”

“You have no idea what a relief it is to hear that,” she said. I could almost see the weight of the past few days being lifted off her shoulders. Her eyes looked into mine. “So, what do we do now?”

I swallowed hard knowing what I was dying to say but afraid to say it. I did anyway.

“Well, Mom, maybe we could start with you letting me lick your pussy…”

*****

I was still smiling the next morning whenever I thought about the shocked scream my mother let out when I’d told her what I wanted to do to her.

She obviously loved hearing me say it, but it’s not the kind of thing a mother is ever prepared to hear from her daughter. She was as giddy as I’d ever seen her, but she insisted that we not do anything with my dad in the house. We agreed that we’d wait until the next day when he was at work before we began “practicing.”

There was a tap at my door. “Who iiiis it?” I sang out, knowing exactly who it was.

“It’s me,” came Mom’s answer. Even through my door I could hear the nervous waver in her voice.

“Come in.” The butterflies went bananas in my stomach when my door opened and I saw my mom standing there in nothing but a towel, fresh from the shower.

She stepped into my room and closed the door behind her despite the fact that we had the house to ourselves after my dad left for work over two hours ago. It felt strange that we were doing this in the morning with broad daylight streaming through the curtains, but it was clear neither of us wanted to wait until the afternoon. Besides, I decided that everything was going to feel strange about this thing we were doing, so none of the rules of the real world applied.

“Your father can never find out about this,” she warned with a furrowed brow.

“Mom, for the millionth time, I know. What do you think I’m going to do? Make an announcement at Christmas dinner? Hey, everyone, guess what — me and mom are humping!”

“Well, if you do, don’t use the word ‘humping.'” At least she hadn’t totally lost her sense of humor. “You ready for this? Last chance for you to come to your senses before this happens for real.”

“Ready as I’ll ever be.”

She looked at me lying on my bed. I had taken my shower earlier and was now in one of my long nightshirts. No bra or panties underneath, of course. I only realized then that the big picture of Spongebob Square pants on the front of my shirt might be spoiling the mood.

My mom took a deep breath and let her towel drop.

“Holy shit, Mom!” I blurted out.

She covered her tits and crotch with her hands and looked around in a panic. “What? What is it?”

“No, it’s just your body. How do you still look that friggin’ hot at your age?”

She visibly relaxed even as the blush came to her cheeks. “Don’t scare me like that. I thought you heard your father coming home or something.” She let her hands fall to her sides with a shrug. “You know me, I’m just one of those obnoxious people with a good metabolism. All I do is go for a walk a few times a week. This is just what I look like, I guess.”

I devoured her with my eyes. It was even better than my fantasies, if that was possible. Her jet black hair hung straight over her shoulders, but thankfully wasn’t long enough to cover her breasts. Her tits were only slightly bigger than mine, and with just a bit more sag to them. For a woman her age, they looked fantastic. Her light brown areolae were slightly oval and canted at jaunty angles. The nipples sat dead center and protruded with a delicate roundness that promised delights beyond their modest appearance.

My mom’s belly was almost flat, with just enough of a swell to betray her still fertile maturity. I could see the faint lines of stretch marks hashing her lower tummy, but these only made her all the more attractive to me. Her pubic hair was trimmed into a neat triangle. I couldn’t help imagining her tending to that dark patch in private, spreading her legs, carefully maneuvering the razor around her most sensitive areas, trying to make her pussy look as attractive and as presentable as possible. Did she do it for my father, or for her own gratification? Whichever it was, I admired the effect.

Up until this moment, I had always thought of Mom’s legs as her best feature. They looked spectacular in a nice pair of sheer pantyhose, but they were also breathtaking when bare. Her slender thighs showed the contours of her taut muscles, and her calves tapered elegantly to ankles that any girl would kill for. Even without the benefit of heels, she looked like a come-fuck-me runway model.

“Damn,” I said in amazement, “I hope I look half as good as you when I’m your age.”

“Well, what do you say you get out of that silly shirt so I can see what you look like at this age?”

I loved that my mom was as eager to see me naked as I was to see her. The butterflies moved up to my chest as I pulled the shirt off over my head. I couldn’t remember the last time I was naked in front of my mom, but it must have been a bath time many, many years earlier.

Her eyes took me in. I was self-conscious and excited at the same time to show myself off to her. She slowly took me in. I had enough highlights in my brunette hair that I could be mistaken for a dirty blonde (in more ways than one). She took in my middling B-cup breasts with what appeared to be lustful admiration. She was right about me having lost a few pounds since I’d gone off to school, which I was thankful for as her gaze roamed over the smooth flesh of my slim middle. It wasn’t long before my mother’s attention focused just a little lower.

I became lightheaded at the realization that my mom was staring at my naked pussy. I didn’t have enough hair down there to require trimming, so I left it natural. It was a light brown and fairly sparse. Even so, I had shaved my lips on either side of my slit this morning in anticipation of this moment. I opened my legs and displayed my cunt to my mom. I thought I heard her breath catch in her chest as I exposed myself to her in a way I never expected I would.

“Emily,” she gasped, “you are easily the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen in my life.”

Her words were like a warm shot of brandy flowing into my belly and spreading all through me. I had never been as horny with any of the guys I had been with as I was at that moment. Spreading myself in front of my mother was as turned on as I’d ever been in my life. I know how fucked up that must sound, but it wasn’t something I wanted to think about right then.

“Come get in my bed with me,” I said, holding out my arms like I did when I was little and wanted to be picked up.

I took in every graceful movement of her supple body as she joined me on my bed. “My God,” I whispered, “how does Dad keep his hands off of you for more than two seconds?”

She laughed as she settled in close to me. “Trust me, he manages it somehow.”

She took me in her arms with a hint of awkwardness. I felt my mom’s naked skin against mine for the first time. It was glorious and frightening all at once. She was trembling as she held me. It reassured me that she was as anxious about this as I was.

“How should we start?” I asked, honestly not sure what to do next.

“I was hoping you would know,” she giggled, sounding more like a horny college girl than a mature mother with a lifetime of experience. “Maybe we can just start by touching each other?”

I didn’t need more of an invitation than that. My hand went to her nearest breast.

Continue on to Chapter 4

 

I Was the Daughter of a Porn Star, Chapter 68

  • Posted on January 10, 2017 at 2:32 pm

Lisa and Brenda, Jenna and Me

By Cheryl Taggert 

If you need help keeping up with the characters, you may go here.

I lay awake that night thinking about the mistake I had made. I had been hoping to meet Lisa again and get to know her, but now I had managed to get her girlfriend to cheat on her. There might be some girls who would hope Lisa got jealous and left her girlfriend after something like that. I am not that kind of girl. My heart ached for Lisa, whom I barely knew but would have liked to know better.

When my alarm went off — about two hours after I finally fell asleep — I went to the bathroom to pee and shower. Sitting on the toilet to think about what to do about my faux pas, I ended up getting pissed off at Brenda and Lisa, wondering why the fuck they weren’t roommates. If they had been, all this would have been easily avoided. Then I realized it was immature to blame them. While I made an honest mistake, the mistake was mine. They obviously had some reason not to be living together, and it wasn’t my place to question their motives.

I would have talked to Lisa about what I’d done, but I didn’t know where or how to find her. All I knew was that she attended UCLA, which is a HUGE campus. The place has ten libraries. Actually, there may be more. I’m aware of ten, though. That’s how big the campus is.

As I sat there thinking, long after I finished peeing, Jenna walked in.

“You gonna be long?” she asked.

“No. I’m finished. Just thinking about stuff.”

She took a longer look at me and her brow furrowed with concern. “Wow. You look like shit. Did you go out after I went to bed and get drunk or something?”

I looked at my adopted sister through bleary eyes. “Thanks for the encouragement,” I said, wiping myself and flushing.

“If I don’t tell you, who will?” she asked.

“Probably everyone I see today.”

“Wanna shower together?” she asked.

“As long as a shower is all you have in mind,” I said. “I’m too tired for anything else.”

“Who has the time?” she asked. “I gotta get ready for school myself, and you’re usually out of the shower by now. Just trying to save a little time and maybe cheer you up by washing your back.”

I thought about that. If I’d been in the mood for sex, I would have turned down her offer because I knew where washing my back would lead in that situation and she was right about not having time. But I was in no mood for sex — a rare thing but not unheard of — so I accepted her offer. My time sitting on the pity pot, literally, had taken up my shower time, and her offer was both sweet and smart.

After washing my hair and the rest of my body, I let the hot water cascade over me. Jenna soaped a washcloth and gently rubbed my back, both cleaning and relaxing me.

“So, what’s the big problem keeping you up at night?” she asked. Of course, I knew she would want to talk a little bit about whatever was bugging me, which was actually another reason I had accepted her offer to shower together.

“I fucked up,” I said and surprised myself by starting to cry.

Jenna turned me around to allow the water to rinse my back as well as to hug me. “Oh, Cheryl. What is it? Don’t cry. You’ll make me cry, and I don’t even know what’s wrong.”

Have I mentioned I love my sister? We argue sometimes, but she cares so deeply for me and my mom.

“I seduced this girl and later found out I was getting her to cheat on her girlfriend, who happens to be that girl Lisa I told you about.”

“You didn’t know they were together?” she asked.

“No. I just knew she had the same name as Lisa’s girlfriend — Brenda.”

She pushed me back and looked in my bloodshot eyes. “I’m sorry, but explain to me how this is your fault.”

“Jenna, it doesn’t matter if I meant to do it or not. If Lisa finds out, she’ll assume I did this to make her break up with Brenda, which would put me next to last on her list of people she would agree to have sex with, right above Phyllis Schlafly.”

“Oh,” Jenna said. “I get it now.” Then, “Who’s Phyllis Schlafly?”

I sighed. I love Jenna dearly, but since she’d turned thirteen if it wasn’t porn or required for school, she wouldn’t read it. “An ultra-conservative woman who was against things like the Equal Rights Amendment.” I looked at her puzzled expression and explained further. “The amendment guaranteeing women equal rights?”

“Oh,” she said. “There’s an amendment for that?”

“Not yet.”

“Well, that’s stupid.”

“Yeah. You really do have to read educational material more often,” I said. “Now, back to my problem?”

“Why not talk to Lisa about it before she has a chance to make up her mind about your motives?”

“Because I don’t know where the fuck to find her?” I said, phrasing it in a question to illustrate how silly Jenna’s question was.

Then she looked at me with this ‘how-can-you-be-so-dumb’ expression.

“Well, I don’t!” I protested.

“Do you know where Brenda lives?”

“Well, of course I do, she –” Then it hit me, explaining Jenna’s look questioning my intelligence. My sister may not be up on the political climate in America, but she was not stupid by any means when it came to dealing with a problem. I guess it came from her having to deal with her mother being held captive for seven years.

My irritation turned to delight in a breath. Smiling for the first time that morning, I hugged Jenna, the hot water of the shower running on us like warm rain. “Of course! I can wait outside Brenda’s dorm. Lisa’s bound to drop by sometime, or Brenda will go see her. All I have to do is wait for Lisa to drop by or follow Brenda if she leaves!”

Holding Jenna to me like that, I noticed how her breasts were pressing into my own, feeling her nipples touching my skin like small fingers exploring my body.

Seeing that the solution to my problem brought back my libido, I hurriedly kissed Jenna without much passion and said, “I have to go. Thank you so much for your help, little sister!”

And with that I left the shower before I made everyone late for school, including the twins who were getting out of bed as I entered the bedroom wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around my wet hair and a smile on my face.

The first thing I did was call Deanna to let her know I would probably drive myself today, explaining my plan and how I didn’t want to keep her at school late. She wanted to go with me, but I wouldn’t let her. This was not something you did with an audience.

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Dusk was coming when I saw Brenda leaving her dorm building. She was dressed nicely, so I strongly suspected she was on her way to Lisa’s. I nervously followed her at a distance, wondering if Gwen would have been proud of my stealth in shadowing my subject.

When Brenda got to her destination, I realized why they didn’t live together. It was a modest little house about a half mile from campus. At first I thought Brenda had not been going to see Lisa after all when an older man I recognized as one of the associate professors at UCLA answered the door. Maybe she was there to meet one of her professors about a class, but then I saw Lisa behind the man, and I noticed the resemblance. Lisa lived at home with her professor father, and probably her mother as well. She lived at home, as I did, more likely to save some money rather than by choice. Associate professors did not rake in the big bucks, after all, just as most teachers don’t. They probably couldn’t afford both tuition and housing for Lisa since only full professors got any big breaks on the costs of their children attending the university.

As I recalled my anger that Lisa and Brenda didn’t room together, I was reminded not to judge people too harshly when I didn’t have all the details.

I didn’t want to barge in while Brenda was there, of course, so I waited until she left, but when she did, Lisa was with her. Apparently, they were going out somewhere close-by together, walking along and holding hands. I wondered if Lisa’s parents knew the extent of their relationship or if Lisa was in the closet. I reminded myself to make sure Lisa came outside to talk to her when she returned and Brenda left. I wouldn’t want to add outing her to her family to my list of transgressions that could ruin her life.

I decided not to follow them, choosing to remain in the shadows across from Lisa’s house until they returned and Brenda left.

When they did come back, which was sooner than I expected, they were in the middle of an argument. I could hear them from half a block away, though I couldn’t make out what they were saying until they got a bit closer. Lisa was obviously upset, and Brenda was trying to calm her.

I didn’t have to wonder what they were arguing about. I had to hand it to Brenda, though. She was an honest person, even if it risked her relationship with Lisa. I knew it was always better to confront the person you hurt before he or she could hear the bad news from someone else. After all, that’s what I had come to do myself. I listened to them arguing as they walked along. Well, Brenda walked. Lisa seemed to storm up the sidewalk. She was crying, and my heart broke for her.

“How could you?!” Lisa was saying. “I had the chance to fuck them both! They both wanted me, Brenda! Especially Cheryl. But I said no. I was faithful to you, even if my pussy was soaking wet just thinking about it!”

“I’m sorry!” Brenda pleaded, near tears herself. “How many times do I have to say I’m sorry?!”

“Ten million won’t be enough! I love you. I’m faithful to you. And you…you–” She paused to catch her breath or gather her thoughts, I’m not sure which. “You jump into bed with her the first chance you get!”

“She was so, I don’t know, sexy and urging me to join in. She’s quite the seductress!”

Me? Seductress? I think all I did was crook my finger at her and ask her to join in and have fun. I was seeing myself as others saw me, and I wasn’t sure I liked it. Or maybe Brenda was just grasping at straws to get Lisa to forgive her. Either way, what she was saying pissed me off, but I remained in the shadows, unwilling to make my presence known, probably not even after they finished talking and Lisa went inside.

“Shit, Brenda! She got herself off in a filled auditorium with me watching! I still didn’t ‘join in.’ You were just an opportunity. She was pursuing me like gangbusters! It did my ego a lot of good… until you destroyed it by telling me a quickie with her is more important than I am!”

“It wasn’t!”

“Then why didn’t you follow our rules?! You could have masturbated watching them to your heart’s content. You know what we said! What we promised! Then the first chance you get you break the promise!”

“It wasn’t like that!”

“Well, tell it to the judge!”

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?”

“I don’t know! Shit! Brenda, you hurt me, okay? You broke my heart!”

Lisa broke down, sobbing into her hands. I could feel my own tears running down my cheeks as I wept silently for this sweet girl who did nothing to deserve this. She was still the cutest, most beautiful girl I’d ever seen, and I’d had a hand in hurting her deeply. I was ashamed of myself. I hadn’t meant for this to happen. Hadn’t even known Brenda was dating anyone. But I was still ashamed because I had hurt someone who had done nothing to earn the pain I had caused.

Brenda tried to console Lisa, touching her shoulder in an attempt to get her to look at her, maybe even hug her. Lisa wasn’t having it, though. She jerked her shoulder away from the touch as if Brenda’s hand were a spider.

“Leave me alone!” she sobbed. “Just leave me the fuck alone!”

“But Lisa. She was so seductive!”

“Stop blaming her!” Lisa said, venom filling every word. “It wasn’t her fault! You said before she had no idea you dated me! She was just… I don’t know… doing what comes naturally! But you betrayed me! You betrayed my trust! She was in it for a good time! You could have had a good time, but you wanted a better one! So get away from me! I fucking hate you!”

Anger had now become the dominant emotion. She was more than hurt, she was pissed off.

Still, I felt like a heel rejoicing that she had said it wasn’t my fault. After all, Lisa wasn’t the only one hurt here. Brenda was, too, though I could see Lisa’s point. Brenda had been completely aware of the entire situation. She knew she wasn’t supposed to accept my offer, an offer given in ignorance of all the facts. I suddenly realized that Brenda deserved what was happening right now. I hadn’t seduced her so much as invited her to join in and have fun. All she had to do was tell me what Lisa had told Deanna, that she was in a committed relationship. I would have backed off immediately.

Of course I would have been disappointed, but I would have accepted that she was not wanting to hurt her girlfriend. Hell, it could have been a boyfriend. I still would have understood.

“So that’s it?” Brenda asked. “You’re never going to forgive me?”

“How can I?” Lisa asked. “I could never trust you again. I can’t live that way.”

“And you don’t love me anymore? Just like that?” Brenda asked, snapping her fingers.

Lisa looked at her with determination and sadness coming off her in waves. “Of course, I still love you. But I’ll get over it.”

Without a sound, Brenda turned and started toward her dorm. “Fine!” she said when she was about thirty feet away. “You just lost the best girl you’ll ever know.”

“I hope that’s not true,” Lisa said to herself, not loud enough for Brenda to hear. I heard it, though, and my heart ached. It didn’t matter who this lovely girl fell in love with, as long as it was someone who cherished her as much as she deserved to be cherished.

Turning, Lisa started across the street to her house. Her mother met her at the door, and I could hear her say something about hearing them over the TV. Lisa burst into tears all over again and hugged her mother. The door closed, sealing the ugliness of life out.

I had watched her go, wanting to say something but knowing I shouldn’t. At least now I knew where to find her if I ever did want to talk to her.

As it turned out, she found me without really trying.

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At home my family didn’t ask me about my night. I remained silent, picking at my salmon with dill sauce, asparagus, and rice, which was one of my favorite dishes. I thanked Cindy for fixing it. Apparently, word had spread through the family that I was having a problem related to a girl at school, and Cindy had chosen to make a dinner I usually loved. Tonight was different, however. Nothing would have tasted good to me.

After I went to bed, an hour earlier than usual, Jenna came in.

“Wanna talk?”

“Not really,” I said.

“Mind if I lie down?”

“Suit yourself,” I said, knowing she was just giving me a chance to talk if I wanted to. She knew me well, of course. I ended up spilling my guts about what I’d heard while standing on a shadowed street, weeping quietly while witnessing the death of a relationship I had a hand in killing.

“I hurt her,” I said. “I know I didn’t hurt her on purpose, but I hurt her nonetheless,” I said, crying softly.

“Yeah, but both of you will get over it.”

That reminded me of Lisa’s words to Brenda, which I had not shared with Jenna, and I started sobbing.

Jenna held me, stroking my back and telling me how much she loved me.

Have I mentioned how much I love my sister?

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