Juicy Secrets Forbidden Tales of Lesbian Love

By Misty Meadow

The following day, there I was — reading my daughter’s diary again.

Oct. 9th:
Mum’s acting weird. I wonder if she’s attracted to Jaqui, like sexually? I don’t know, there’s just something about how she behaves when Jaqui and me are hanging out with her. I keep seeing Mum looking at Jacqui in a hungry way, like she wants to lay her out on the kitchen table and lick her right there! Well, if she ever tried anything like that, you better believe I’d have something to say about it! Mum’s way too old for her and besides, she’s mine.

Anyhow, that’s not the big thing I have to write about. Last night, in my bedroom, out of the blue, Jaqui suddenly said it! ‘I think I’m in love with you.’

OMG!!! I thought I was having a heart attack. She loves me! I told her that I loved her too and we fell into each other’s arms, kissing like crazy. I was so relieved to hear her say that. I guess I’d been worried all along that she might not love me, that it was just about sex, but now I’m in heaven.

After that we just kissed and kissed, nothing more, until it was time for her to go home. It was so sweet and romantic that If we’d touched each other’s pussies, it would have felt wrong.

I’m so so SO happy! I wanna shout my love for Jaqui from the rooftops, but I don’t dare just yet, not even to Mum. What if she disapproves? Mum wouldn’t mind me being gay since she is too, but I bet she’d say I was too young for me and Jaqui to have sex like we do. So, it has to stay a secret, us being in love.

I was happy for her… but at the same time, a little jealous. I wanted to be eleven years old again so I could fall in love with a darling little nymphet like Jaqui. I’d hug her and kiss her and teach her everything I knew about sex between girls — how she can make my nipples get hard and how to explore my cunt and suck on my clit and even how to tongue my cute brown rosebud. I’d teach her to fist me and use sex toys and press her cunt against mine and…  fuck me, I was getting carried away again.

I stripped naked and masturbated, spread out in front of the mirror. This time I did it with my vibrator, teasing my clit with it, then thrusting it deep inside me, fucking myself.

Once again, I imagined that the girls were watching me — only this time, I found myself begging them to join me. I cried, “Fuck me! Fuck me, Jaqui!” as I watched the toy disappear inside me. “Play with my tits, Kitty, squeeze them, suck on my nipples. Bite them! Go on, make them hurt!” Behind the mirror, my imaginary audience cheered me on until I had an explosive orgasm.

Were my fantasies getting out of hand? Gay women like me masturbate all the time, but did they often get off to visions of eleven year old girls? I doubted it. Reading Kitty’s diary had opened some kind of floodgate,  and my inner paedophile had come gushing out. I was seeing my daughter ripen into womanhood, and more than anything I wanted to participate, to share in the delight she must’ve felt as she discovered the thrill of being sexually aroused — and even better, arousing a lover. But I could only be a secret voyeur, standing on the sidelines, watching.

*****

That Saturday, I took Kitty and Jaqui on the tube to the West End to do some shopping. We spent hours in the lingerie departments of Selfridges and Marks & Spencers, looking for sexy underthings for Kitty.

I noticed Jaqui holding a pair of gauze-thin panties, and found myself imagining how delicious she’d look in them. “Pick out something for yourself,” I told her. “I’ll pay for it.”

“I don’t know,” she said, frowning. “I mean, I’d love to, but my mum wouldn’t ever let me have anything like this.”

I gave her arm a squeeze. “You can keep it at our house… that way, your mum won’t even know about. Then you’ll have it to wear whenever you come over!”

Her eyes lit up like stars. “Oh, thank you, thank you. You’re the best!” And she threw her arms around me, right then and there. I hugged her back, trying not to let my arousal show. She felt so wonderful in my arms!

After making our purchases, we walked down Oxford Street looking at the boutiques. We bought some more sexy stuff, stopped to get pizza, then caught the tube home.

Later we were in Kitty’s bedroom, trying on our new things. We had a small heap of knickers in different styles and colours, a teddy, and some training bras for the girls. Kitty was standing in front of the mirror in just a pair of white stockings with a suspender belt, and two tiny triangles of a see-through bra that revealed her nipples.

“Cool!” Jaqui murmured, checking my daughter out. She was totally naked and pawing through the pile of knickers, looking for something to put on. She finally chose a pair of utterly sheer pale blue, full cut panties that would’ve been all but invisible if it weren’t for the tiny white butterflies that patterned them. She stepped into them, then posed for us. The filmy knickers left her cunt perfectly visible. She seemed to glow as Kitty and I feasted our eyes on her, knowing full well how drop-dead sexy she was.

Kitty turned to me. “C’mon, Mum — try your stuff on now!”

I’d bought myself a pair of white nylon tap pants and matching camisole. Taking a deep breath, I undressed as the girls watched, feeling thrilled to be the centre of attention. Then, naked as the day I was born, I held the tap pants up and inspected them. They had lace round the legs.

I was about to step into them, but then thought better of it. I laid the pants back on the bed, picked up the camisole and put it on. You see, I wanted to delay putting the knickers on for as long as possible so I could enjoy having my cunt on display for the girls.

“Here, let me help you, Mum,” Kitty demanded, holding the tap pants for me to step into. I did just that, then tugged them up and turned to study myself in the mirror. Had to admit it — I looked pretty fucking sexy.

“Awesome!” Jaqui cheered

“Yeah!” Kitty added, “But we can’t see your pussy, Mum.”

“Does it always have to be on show, then?”

“Yeah!” the girls chorused, both grinning.

“Mine is,” said Kitty.

“And mine,” said Jaqui. “So we gotta see yours, too!”

“In that case,” I said, looking through the knicker pile to find what I wanted — something I’d sneaked into the shopping cart without the girls noticing. I pulled the tap pants off, pulled the new knickers on, then turned to face Jaqui and Kitty. They both gasped in perfect unison, and I fought back the urge to laugh.

“There’s no front to them!” Kitty cried. “Are they supposed to be like that?”

I just smiled. “They are, sweetie. These are called crotchless panties. You like?”

“Bloody hell,” Jaqui murmured. “Yeah, I like!”

“They’re perfect, Mum. How many pairs did you buy?”

“Just the one.” I spread the front of the knickers wide open, providing an excellent view of my pussy. I could feel myself getting wet.

“You need to shave,” Kitty commented.

“Get my electric razor from the bathroom,” I told her, and in a flash, she was back.

I took the knickers off and sat on the bed, my legs spread. “Go ahead, sweetie. You do it.”

Kitty looked at me in awe. “Really?”

I nodded, she grinned, then knelt between my legs and started to run the purring razor over my stubble.
“Take your time, now, and do a good job,” I said.

Jaqui looked on as Kitty shaved me bare, intrigued at this new intimacy between mother and daughter. I’d never asked Kitty to do anything like this before, but things were changing rapidly between the three of us, and I wanted to take it up a notch.

Finally my daughter sat back, opened the razor and blew it clean. “Okay, Mum — all done.”

“Do me a favor, then — run your hand over me and make sure I’m perfectly smooth.”

She did! My heart skipped a beat. My daughter had never touched me there before.

“Like a baby’s bum,” she said.

“Smooth as yours, eh?” I said.

“And mine,” said Jaqui. I put the crotchless panties back on, examined myself. Kitty was right, it did look better after I’d been shaved.

“You should have got seven pairs, Mum! One for every… ”

“Yeah, you’re right. Course, I can always buy more on the internet.”

“I’m gonna try on the rest of the stuff later,” said Kitty. “I like this outfit. It’s dead sexy.”

“Me, too,” said Jaqui. “Maybe I’ll wear these knickers to school tomorrow and give the teachers a flash.”

“Don’t push your luck,” I admonished her. “You can flash us, Jaqui, but don’t dare try it at school. If wearing sexy undies would get your mum upset, think of what she’d do if you showed them off to your teachers.”

“Yeah, guess you’re right,” Jaqui shuddered. “She’d prob’ly lock me up in my bedroom for a year.”

We went out to the back garden and hung out there in our sexy outfits, constantly stealing glances at one another. After awhile, Jaqui had to go home. As she dressed, I thought that she looked just as sexy in her ordinary white cotton knickers. They emphasised her youth. No wonder Kitty was in love with her.

*****

It was two days later. I was reading the diary again.

Oct. 12th:
Mum’s getting more weird, but it’s a really cool weird. On Saturday she took me and Jaqui shopping for sexy undies. Then when we got back home, she said we should go up to her bedroom and try on our new things. Pretty soon I was only wearing stockings and nothing else, and Jaqui had totally see through knickers. Mum couldn’t take her eyes off us! It was lots of fun, showing off our pussies to her.

I didn’t think it could get better than that, but then Mum surprised us with something I never saw before but REALLY liked. She calls them crotchless panties, which are like knickers with the front open. It sounds kind of funny, I guess, but I gotta admit that Mum looked totally sexy. We got a great look at her pussy! I asked her if I could have a pair, and told me she’s gonna buy more on the internet (in a smaller size for me).

Then we went out into the backyard garden and hung out in our undies. We have a high enough fence that we don’t have to worry about anyone seeing us, so we can go naked there if we want.

Anyway, all afternoon while we were in the garden, Mum keep looking at us! She was wearing sun glasses, so I bet she thought we didn’t know, but we did. It made me feel like being naughty, so I just sat there with my legs spread wide open, letting Mum look. I told Jaqui about it when Mum went inside for a minute, so then she started sitting that way too. We didn’t do it like we were showing our pussies off, we made it look accidental.

I don’t know why, but I find that Mum looking at our pussies is kinda exciting. Yeah, she’s my mum, but I don’t care. No other mums would let us behave like this. I don’t know what happened to make her so much fun all of a sudden, but I love it!

I suppose it wasn’t much of a surprise that my daughter had a bit of an exhibitionist streak, at least when it came to showing her pussy to other females. I’d been like that for ages, often going without knickers while in a skirt so I could give women and even young girls a glimpse of my cunt. I’d even picked up a few lovers that way.

It thrilled the stuffing out of me that Kitty used the word “exciting,” to describe how she felt about me staring at her exposed pussy. She was growing up fast, ripening into one stunner of a woman. I’d miss her childish innocence, but I liked this new bold side of her. I’d seen my daughter in the nude many times since she was born — but when she intentionally put her cunt on display for my benefit, that was something quite different.

It seemed almost as if Kitty was extending me an invitation of sorts, and that had me feeling aroused — and frightened. Oh, Jaqui was turning me on too, but these lewd thoughts of mine were straying more and more in the direction of my daughter. It unsettled me, but not enough to keep me from reading Kitty’s diary.

On Tuesday afternoon, Kitty came home from school on her own. It turned out that Jaqui was going to a musical in the West End with her parents, so my daughter and I had the rest of the day to ourselves.

After dinner, I put the dishes in the sink, poured myself a glass of wine and said, “Well, daughter dearest, I’m going to have myself a nice long soak in the tub.”

Kitty smiled. “Sounds lovely, Mum. Why don’t I come along and keep you company?”

I casually said, “Sure,” but inside, I was tingling with excitement as my daughter followed me upstairs to the bath. My pussy was already getting wet, and I felt ready for anything to happen between us.

As I was filling the tub, Kitty said, “Let’s do this right, Mum. You need scented bath salts — and we should have candles, too!”

“That’s sweet of you, love,” I said. “I’ve got both, there in the cabinet under the washbasin.”

Kitty got what she needed, then opened the jar of citrus-scented salts and poured a measure of them into the tub. She lit four candles, setting each one at the tap end of the tub so I wouldn’t knock them over. That accomplished, she switched off the light. “There… nice and romantic,” she murmured, in a tone that made me shiver.

I undressed while the tub continued to fill, allowing a hand to drift between my legs when I was naked. “You did a good job shaving me,” I said. “That’s your chore from now on.”

She grinned. “What about me, then? Will you shave me there when I grow hair?”

“Of course. Don’t you have any yet?” She shook her head. ”Not even a tiny trace? Show me.”

Without a word, Kitty lifted up her dress and slid her knickers down to the floor. I peered closely at her sex. It was hard to see in candlelight, so I ran my hand over her mound, my fingertips brushing her slit. “Nope. Not even a wisp. Well, it won’t be long before your breasts start to come in, but I kinda like you with a nice smooth pussy.” The tub was full, so I turned the water off, then gave my daughter a loving smile. “Tell you what… since you’re half naked anyhow, why don’t you take that dress off and have a bath with me?”

I guess Kitty liked that idea, because she was out of her clothes and standing naked next to me in about five seconds. I climbed into the bathtub, and she sat down between my legs with her back resting against my chest. We settled in with contented sighs.

“This is nice,” I said. “Mother and daughter, cuddled together with nothing to hide.”

“Yeah,” Kitty breathed. “This is the best. Thanks for inviting me in, Mum.”

I wrapped an arm around her upper chest, hugging my daughter to me. I could feel my nipples getting hard from the touch of Kitty’s back. “You know, when Jaqui’s here next, you two should take a bath together like this. It’s a lovely way to cement a friendship.”

“Really? Well, yeah, sure, if it’s really okay with you. That’s a great idea.”

We sat in silence for awhile, no sounds to be heard but our breathing and an occasional drop of water from the faucet. Then Kitty spoke up again. “Isn’t Jaqui’s the best, Mum? She’s the nicest friend I ever had. I love her lots.”

I smiled. “She is a gem of a girl, I have to agree. And so sexy. Didn’t she look amazing in those see-through knickers?”

“Not as hot as you, Mum, in those crotchless ones. Hey, um, I kinda wanted to ask… y’know, I never used to see you much without clothes on, but it seems like now I do all the time. Even more when Jaqui comes over. How come you suddenly like showing your naughty bits to us?”

“Does it bother you?”

“No, no! It’s fun. It’s sort of grown up. I mean, I wanna grow up and have tits and stuff, so I can look as sexy as you do.”

Oh my God, my daughter actually said out loud that I’m sexy! My heart was pounding, and my cunt pulsed with helpless lust. It took every ounce of self-control I possessed to keep me from grinding myself off against Kitty’s ass, which rested snugly between my thighs.

I put my other arm round my daughter and gave her a warm hug, casually allowing my hands to drift down to her chest. I was lightly resting the tips of my fingers on her nipples. Was I wrong, or were they responding to my touch?

“You’re a lot sexier than you think right now,” I told her. “Don’t you ever look in the mirror when you’re naked and admire yourself? I did at your age. I still do. In fact, sometimes while I’m looking, I touch myself — you know what I mean.”

Kitty was silent for a second or so. “You do… ?”

“Oh, don’t act so surprised, everyone does it. You don’t have to tell me, but if you do it in bed at night, that’s marvelous. There’s nothing wrong or bad about masturbating. It’s perfectly healthy, even if you do it a lot. In fact,” and my lips brushed her ear as I took it down to a whisper, “it’s even better when someone else does it to you.”

“Um, it does?” she said. Such innocence in her voice, as if I had no idea what she’d been up to with her little lover Jacqi.

“Oh, definitely!” At that moment I wanted, more than anything in the world, to slide my hand down between Kitty’s legs and finger her cunt, but I still couldn’t summon up the nerve to take that huge step. “I used to do that kind of thing with my school friends, back when I was your age. Y’know, if you and Jaqui ever decided to touch each other down there, you’d find it feels exquisite.”

She gave a nervous laugh. “Wow… I never knew I had such a dirty-minded mum. In a good way, I mean.”

“Oh, I think I’m like a lot of mums — just more honest, that’s all.” We fell silent again.

In truth, I was anything but honest. I was secretly reading my daughter’s diary, which was about the most dishonest thing I could imagine.

I didn’t want to push things any further with Kitty, sensing that she needed some time to digest what we’d just discussed. The water in the tub was beginning to cool anyhow, so we got out and dried off, then went our separate ways.

Me, I marched straight into my bedroom, closed the door, and masturbated myself to three orgasms.

*****

Oct 14th:
Unbelievable! Mum told me masturbates, she just came right out and told me! I mean, I knew she had to, but it was SO HOT hearing her say it! She told me I’m sexy, too. Something strange is going on here, she’s never acted like this before. It’s nice though, ‘cos she’s treating me like a grown up. She even said that she masturbated with other kids when she was young! We were in the bath with candles and stuff and she was drinking wine. Maybe that’s why she confessed about frigging herself.

She even suggested, get this, that Jaqui and I should do it to each other. She doesn’t know that not only are we touching each other’s pussies, we’re licking them too!

Those crotchless knickers that Mum ordered on the internet on Saturday arrived, just four pairs. She said two of them were for me and the others are for Jaqui. It’s so freaky, my mum buying underwear for my lover! Then she told me that I should ask Jaqui to come sleep over soon, ‘cos she wants to see her try them on. I bet Mum really just wants to look at her pussy, that’s all, but for now just she’ll have to get by with looking at mine. I’ll try my new knickers on when I get into my comfy things after dinner.

*****

Later:
Okay, I tried the knickers on. They were a perfect fit, so I wore them all evening. Mum wore a sheer baby doll nightie that was open at the front, tied at the top with a little bow that I kept pulling on to look at her tits, pretending it was a game. She didn’t wear the skimpy knickers that came with it. I think I’ll keep those for myself and surprise Jaqui. (I phoned her right after dinner, and she’s coming over tomorrow!)

When I was talking to her, Jaqui told me Mum’s the sexiest person she’s ever met, after me anyway. She said that if Mum came on to her, she’d let her do anything she wanted! I was kinda shocked and thrilled at the same time. She asked me if I’d be jealous, and I told her no, not if I was in the room and could join in. I don’t know WHERE that came from, but as soon as I said it I knew it was true.

Jaqui was even more surprised than I was. She asked me if I really meant that, if I saw her and Mum in bed, would I actually get in and join them for sex? I told her I’d do anything to make Mum happy.

I was sitting on Kitty’s bed, head spinning like a crazy merry-go-round as I drank in my daughter’s words. My God… she was willing to have sex with me!

That led to a very big question: would Kitty let me have my way with her because of a desire to “make Mum happy”… or did she genuinely want us to fuck? I couldn’t say for certain. Perhaps the answer would turn up in one of her future diary entries. I’d have to bide my time.

Continue on to Part Three