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The Halloween Party, Part 2

  • Posted on November 28, 2018 at 2:28 pm

by Ebo

Rachel moved closer, kissed her deeply, then put her lips to Megan’s ear to whisper, “Tonight is your chance. All of those things you have been thinking about doing to a girl… Do them to me.”

Her heart racing, Megan thought about the videos she had seen. When she had finally admitted to herself that she was a lesbian, she had turned to the internet to see just what that meant. She had found a blog about how to please a woman. The publisher had been very thorough in her articles, including some very graphic how-to videos.

She had lain awake that night, wondering if she could do those things to another woman or to let another person do them to her. She had fallen asleep still thinking about it and had had the most vivid, erotic dream of her life. The details of the dream had faded as she came awake but she remembered feminine curves and frantic passion. The crotch of the thin panties she had worn to bed had been wet from her excitement.

It hadn’t taken long for her to start fantasizing about doing those things she had seen in the videos. Especially at night, right before bed, when she’d slip her hand into her panties and close her eyes. Thinking about pleasing another girl or woman with her hands and mouth would bring her to intense orgasms, leaving her a trembling mess of happy nerve endings.

She had already fulfilled one of those little fantasies tonight, had kissed a girl for the first time. Now, with her hand on Rachel’s breast, she was so nervous because she sensed it was going to be a night of many firsts.

Rachel must have felt Megan tense up at her words, because it sounded like she was smiling as she whispered, “Ah. So there is something.”

Swallowing hard, Megan asked, “How did you know I’ve been thinking about… things?”

“I was about your age when I started thinking about them,” Rachel said, smiling at Megan, “I was lucky enough to have a close friend who let me try those things with her.”

“Try them?” Megan parroted, her heart racing.

“She was my first,” Rachel said, a touch of wistfulness in her voice.

“Oh,” Megan said.

“She was a little older than me,” Rachel said, meeting Megan’s eyes, “taught me many things.”

Rachel’s is a little older than me, Megan thought, not missing the look in the girl’s eyes, and I’m sure she could teach me many things.

“Like what?” Megan found herself asking.

Rachel gave her a weighing look, then asked, “Do you really want to know?”

Megan started to answer, then realized there was more to the question. Rachel wasn’t asking if Megan wanted to know what her friend had taught her, but if Megan wanted to learn them herself. Megan had to admit the offer was intriguing. Rachel had already taught her a few things tonight and she didn’t see the harm in learning a little more.

Her voice was a little shaky as she said, “I think so.”

“You think so?” Rachel said, amused.

“Yeah?” Megan said.

“Was that a question?” Rachel teased.

“Yes,” Megan said, laughing, “teach me.”

“Well, if you insist,” Rachel said, moving closer. She put her arms around Megan’s neck and kissed her deeply.

Megan’s toes curled and she didn’t want the kiss to end. She melted against Rachel, her arms going around the girl. It was all instinct, since she had no idea what she was doing. Still, it felt right. With a mind of their own, Megan’s hand explored Rachel’s back, then lower to test the firmness of her buttocks. She could barely believe her own boldness.

“Why don’t you lie down?” Rachel said, easing back from the kiss.

Megan looked down at the leaf covered, muddy ground, then said, “Really?”

Smiling, Rachel kissed her, said, “Use my dress.”

“It’s going to get muddy,” Megan said.

“That’s what a washing machine is for,” Rachel said, letting go of Megan. She went to her knees, stretched her dress out on the ground. Taking her hand, Rachel urged Megan to join her. Her heart beating a mile a minute, Megan sat on the dress. With a playful smile, Rachel put her hand on Megan’s shoulder and gently pushed her down. From her hands and knees, Rachel leaned in and kissed her

Megan’s breath caught in her throat when Rachel pressed her lips to the curve of her neck, then the slope of one of her breasts. She shivered as Rachel ran her tongue around her areola. Rachel trapped her nipple between her lips. Not ready for the intensity of the lovely sensation, Megan moaned in surprise. Rachel rolled her eyes up at Megan, a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth as she continued to tease the pink nub of Megan’s nipple. Just when Megan didn’t think she could take much more, Rachel moved to her other breast.

Rachel’s lips pressed against the hollow of her rib cage, then lower on her stomach. Megan gasped as she realized what was happening. Her eyes wide, she watched as Rachel kissed her stomach, just above her belly button. Rachel hooked her fingers in the garter belt, pulling it down long enough to place another kiss where it had been. Letting the garter belt return to its place, Rachel put her hands on the insides of Megan’s thighs and gently spread them wide.

Feeling painfully revealed, Megan wanted to clamp her thighs closed, but Rachel’s hands were still on her legs, holding them open. She gasped as Rachel leaned in and pressed her lips to the crotch of her panties. She didn’t know why she was surprised; she had known where this was heading when Rachel urged her to her back on the ground. Still, knowing where it was going and having it suddenly get there were two different things, apparently. Feeling Rachel’s lips on her very intimate place was both exciting and frightening.

Oh my God, what have I gotten myself into, Megan thought, chewing on her lip as Rachel placed another kiss on her girlhood.

Rachel’s fingers hooked in one of leg holes of her panties, pulling it aside. Megan shivered as the cold air found her sensitive skin, then shivered again as Rachel’s hot tongue found her bud. The sudden rush of pleasure startled a nervous laugh from Megan and she put her hand over her mouth. Her laughter turned into a moan as the flick of Rachel’s tongue awoke her nerve endings.

“Do you like this?” Rachel asked.

“Yeah,” Megan said, chewing on her lip.

“If you do it lightly,” Rachel said, lightly caressing Megan’s bud with her tongue, “it tickles.”

“Yeah,” Megan said, squirming.

“A little more pressure,” Rachel said, once again showing Megan what she meant. The lovely pressure of her tongue made Megan’s moan thickly. Rachel kept it up a lot longer than it took to make her point, had Megan’s body going crazy under her attention.

Megan was a little frustrated when Rachel suddenly stopped. She met the girl’s eyes in the dark, saw her smiling playfully. Frustrated or not, that smile got her heart racing. She shivered as Rachel kissed the inside of her thigh, ran her tongue over the soft folds of her labia. It didn’t feel as good as what Rachel had just been doing to her but Megan thought Rachel was teaching her another lesson. By the time Rachel’s tongue found her bud again, she wanted it so much more.

A little tease to build the anticipation, Megan thought. As her hips began to move with a mind of their own, pushing her girlhood eagerly against Rachel’s mouth, she decided it was a good lesson to learn.

“Do you like this?” Rachel asked, her smile saying she already knew the answer to her question, “What I’m doing?”

“Yeah,” Megan said, a little embarrassed.

“So I shouldn’t stop?” Rachel teased.

“No,” Megan laughed.

“You know, if I keep doing this,” Rachel said, using her fingers to massage Megan’s bud, “it’ll be your turn next.”

“Um, I know,” Megan said.

“Should I stop?” Rachel asked, again.

Taking a deep breath, Megan said, “No.”

Rachel moved up to give Megan a breath-stealing kiss, then smiled and said, “I guess I better teach you everything I know, then.”

Laughing, Megan said, “I guess so.”

Rachel hooked her thumbs in Megan’s panties, removing them. She lowered her mouth back to Megan’s girlhood. The hot, wet caress of her tongue set Megan’s nerve endings to crying out for more and the roll of her hips pushed her pussy against Rachel’s mouth eagerly. Megan tried to pay attention to what Rachel was doing to her so she’d know what to do when it was her turn, but the pleasure washing through her young body made it hard to focus.

As another moan slipped from her slack mouth, Megan rolled her eyes in the direction of the party. She and Rachel had walked just past the reach of the fire’s light and the music was still blaring, but she really didn’t know how much privacy they had. Chewing on her lip, she tried to stifle her little noises of enjoyment, failing miserably. Rachel was making it impossible to keep quiet.

Megan hadn’t been sure that she was ready for this, for having sex with a high school girl, but she couldn’t deny her body’s response to the lovely things Rachel was doing to her. The heat of her excitement melted away her doubts, her nervousness. Any questions she had about her sexuality had been put to rest. This is what she wanted. More than that, she wanted Rachel.

She stopped worrying about the party, surrendering herself to the pleasure washing through her. She had no experience to use as a reference, but she thought Rachel was skilled with her mouth. The teenager was having no difficulty driving Megan’s young body crazy.

Megan’s eyes widened as she realized she was going to come. She had discovered the joys of masturbating a couple of years ago, recognized the build-up of tension in her body in anticipation of that explosion of pleasure. In the moonlight, Megan met Rachel’s eyes, saw the girl knew what she was doing to Megan, knew what was about to happen.

Even though she knew it was coming, her orgasm still startled a gasp from her. As intense a climax as she has ever had, it shook her to pieces and left her a trembling mess. It had never been like this before, never so good. Rachel kept the lovely sensations rolling through her with a lazy caress of her tongue, let her drift down slowly from her orgasm.

“Oh my God,” Megan managed to say, still trying to catch her breath.

Laughing, Rachel crawled up to kiss her, a deep lingering one that made Megan’s toes curl all over, again. Megan kissed the girl back eagerly, a little surprised by how quickly she was taking to it. She had just received her first kiss minutes ago, but already the hesitation was gone. She just felt comfortable kissing Rachel, even though they had just met. There seemed to be a connection between them.

Or maybe I’m just drunk and horny, Megan thought.

Rachel pulled back from the kiss, said, “Trade spots with me.”

Her heart started beating faster as Megan moved so Rachel could stretch out on her back. Looking down at the lovely high school girl, Megan wondered what it was going to be like doing those things Rachel had done to her to the girl in return. Again, she thought about those instructional videos she had seen and how she had wondered if she could ever do those things to another person. She knew the answer to that question now. With a deep breath to bolster her courage, Megan moved between Rachel’s legs.

The author of the blog had talked about foreplay, about letting her touch and her kisses turn her partner on before they moved onto the more naughty fun. Megan thought about how excited Rachel had made her before moving lower and she thought the author was probably right.

On her hands and knees, she leaned in to kiss Rachel’s neck, her collarbone. She heard Rachel sigh and it emboldened her. Megan got a thrill up her spine as she placed her lips on the slope of one of Rachel’s breasts. It was the same tingle of excitement she always got when she was doing something she wasn’t allowed to do. She definitely shouldn’t be doing this.

Trapping the nub of Rachel’s nipple with her lips, Megan teased it until Rachel’s back arched off the ground. The moans that dripped from Rachel’s slack mouth encouraged her. She ran her tongue around the pebbled areola, making Rachel shiver with excitement. Rachel’s hand slipped onto the back of Megan’s head, holding her there. Getting the message, Megan didn’t let up until the girl had had enough. Only then did she move lower.

Megan’s breathing had quickened and her pulse had raced as Rachel had kissed her way down her stomach and Megan had to smile when she heard Rachel’s breathing change. Megan had succeeded in turning the girl on, the butterfly kisses she was leaving on Rachel’s stomach exciting her.

Rachel lifted her backside off the ground and Megan hooked her fingers in the panties she wore. Her hands were shaking some as she removed the underwear, running it down Rachel’s long legs and off. Setting them aside, she looked at the girl. There was just enough light from the moon above to reveal the soft folds of her labia, the hood of her clitoris just peeking through. She took a deep breath and ran her hands up Rachel’s thighs. She had to bite back a nervous giggle as she moved her hand onto Rachel’s pussy.

God, she’s wet, Megan thought, her fingers teasing a moan from Rachel. The girl’s body moved against her hand eagerly, encouragingly. Before she could chicken out, Megan placed a kiss on the girl’s bud. That first brush of her lips in a very intimate place was the worst of it and she realized it wasn’t much different than the rest of Rachel she had kissed tonight. It was taboo and exciting but not unpleasant.

Relaxing, she ran her tongue across Rachel’s bud, tasting the salt on her skin. She heard Rachel moan and Megan had to hold in another nervous giggle. That moan was because of her, because of what she was doing to Rachel. She was going down on another girl, something she had only fantasized about doing at night when she was pleasuring herself. One thing she hadn’t expected about this experience was the way Rachel’s moans and sighs of enjoyment made her feel. Her little fantasies hadn’t accounted for how sexy it was to make another girl feel this good.

She might be as turned on as Rachel was. Rachel’s back suddenly arched and her fingers dug into the earth as Megan gently sucked on her hood. Smiling, Megan thought, Well, maybe not quite as turned on as Rachel.

Rachel’s hand returned to the back of Megan’s head and it made Megan smile. She must be doing something right because Rachel didn’t want her to stop. The hand on her head wasn’t necessary; Megan didn’t want to stop until she had returned the favor from her orgasm earlier. It had been a night of many firsts and she wanted to add making Rachel come to that list.

Her cheeks were wet and her jaw was beginning to hurt but Megan heard something new enter Rachel’s little cries of enjoyment. She looked up and saw the look in Rachel’s eyes. Her heart beating faster, Megan thought the girl was close. Rachel’s eyes held hers, and she couldn’t look away as the girl started to lose control. In that shared intimacy, she saw Rachel’s climax in her eyes even before she felt the girl’s body go crazy against her mouth.

Wiping her mouth with the back of her hand, she moved up Rachel’s supine body to give her a kiss. She giggled as the girl pulled her down atop of her, wrapping her arms and legs around her. When Megan pulled back from the kiss, Rachel was smiling at her.

“I must be an amazing teacher,” Rachel said, sighing happily.

Grinning, Megan said, “I take it I did okay.”

“More than okay,” Rachel said, kissing her. In a move that startled a giggle from Megan, Rachel rolled them over.

On her back in the leaves and mud, Megan looked up at the girl expectantly. Rachel gave her one more lingering kiss before getting to her knees. Megan propped up on her elbows, curious what the girl was up to. Nudging her legs open, Rachel moved between them and straddled one of Megan’s hips. With her hand on Megan’s knee, Rachel lifted her stocking clad leg up until it rested on her shoulder. Megan frowned, wondering what Rachel intended.

It wasn’t until Rachel lowered her body weight onto Megan and their bodies molded together that it sank in. Her eyes wide, Megan looked at the very intimate joining of their bodies. Megan met Rachel’s eyes and the girl just smiled and rolled her hips back and forth. Megan gasped at the lovely pressure and friction on her bud as their bodies ground together.

Laughing at Megan’s reaction, Rachel leaned in and kissed her, said, “You didn’t know about this, then?”

“No,” Megan sighed.

“Ah, then you are in for a treat,” Rachel said, then laughed, “Um, no Halloween pun intended.”

“Are we… doing it?” Megan asked.

“It’s called tribbing,” Rachel said, nodding, “but yeah.”

“Tribbing,” Megan said, remembering seeing a video with that name on the blog she had found. She hadn’t clicked on the link. Now, she really didn’t know what to expect.

The feel of Rachel’s body rubbing against hers was lovely, each meeting of their pussies sending a ripple of pleasure through her young body. The roll of Rachel’s hips started out slow, but her pace increased with her excitement. The teenager hugged Megan’s leg close, used it as leverage to really grind against Megan. Those ripples of pleasure came faster and faster, each one more intense than the one before it.

Rachel put her arm around Megan’s neck and rolled them, so Megan was on top. They were getting further and further away from their clothes, something Megan was vaguely aware of as Rachel helped her into position. She felt Rachel’s labia mash against hers as their bodies molded together again. Rachel had her hand Megan’s buttock, urging her to push her hips back and forth. With a little practice, Megan found a rhythm that had both of them moaning.

The night air was still chilly but she didn’t notice anymore. The world receded until it was just the two of them in their throes of passion. Megan lost herself in her own pleasure and that of Rachel. She kept her hips moving, pushing them both closer and closer to the edge of bliss. Rachel met her with every thrust of her hips, their bodies moving with harmonious grace.

Megan found that place, a sort of plateau where her body couldn’t go any further, and she was ready to come. In the dark, she met Rachel’s eyes, and the girl nodded. It was the look in Rachel’s eyes that finally pushed her all the way into ecstasy and she cried out as she climaxed. Her cry wasn’t the only one to break the stillness of the night, Rachel coming only a heartbeat behind her. Even through the cloud of pleasure in her brain and body, Megan felt Rachel shaking beneath her.

Out of breath and trembling all over, Megan flopped on her side next Rachel. She smiled when Rachel pulled her close. Putting her head on Rachel’s breast, she listened to the girl’s heartbeat as it began to slow back to normal. She snuggled tighter against the girl as the cold night air, temporarily forgotten, made its presence known, again.

“Holy shit, Harley,” Rachel said, laughing.

Megan frowned at the name ‘Harley’ then remembered it was what she had told Rachel her name was. Blushing, she regretted not telling Rachel her real name. It would have been nice to hear Rachel say ‘Megan’ in that sexy tone like she had said ‘Harley’.

Should I tell her my real name? Megan wondered, chewing on her lip, I’m sure she’ll understand why I didn’t before.

Megan started to, then changed her mind. She reminded herself why she had worn the mask in the first place, which was to hide her true identity. Thinking about the mask, she wondered what Rachel would think of her without it. Would she be upset she had been tricked into sleeping with a thirteen-year-old girl? Would she still think Megan was beautiful if she could see her face?

Her insecurities reared their ugly head and she was glad Rachel didn’t know her name or what she looked like. Tomorrow, she’d fade back into mediocrity and Rachel would never know it was her if they passed each other on the street. That thought made her both sad and relieved.

Easing out of Rachel’s arms, she said, “Maybe we should go back.”

Rachel looked at her a long moment, then asked, “You aren’t having regrets about what we did, are you?”

“No,” Megan said, smiling at her. It was the truth. This wasn’t how she imagined her first time would be, but it was still pretty amazing. More than that, Rachel had been amazing- a patient teacher and a capable lover who had shown Megan the joys of being with another girl.

“Good,” Rachel said, kissing her, “let’s go back, then. I’m freezing.”

As she got dressed, she kept looking at Rachel. There was enough moonlight that she could make out the girl’s lovely body. Part of her wished they weren’t getting dressed. Rachel must have felt her eyes on her, because she looked up and smiled at Megan. Coming closer, she wrapped her arms around Megan’s neck and kissed her deeply.

“You better stop that,” Megan husked, trying to catch her breath, “I… We need to get back.”

Pouting, Rachel said, “You’re no fun.”

“Rachel, I… thank you,” Megan said, shyly.

“For what?” Rachel asked.

“I guess for being patient with me,” Megan said, shyly.

“I’m the one who should be thanking you,” Rachel said, kissing her again. “You were amazing.”

“Yeah?” Megan asked. Meeting the girl’s eyes, Megan thought she meant it. She was surprised how much the girl’s approval meant to her.

With a sexy smile, Rachel said, “I’m still waiting for my toes to uncurl.”

Pleased, Megan kissed her.

“We better get back. Your friend has probably noticed you’re missing,” Rachel said, slipping out of Megan’s arms.

They finished getting dressed, then started walking back toward the party. Rachel caught Megan’s arm just outside the fire’s reach. Raising her eyebrows, Megan gave the girl a curious look.

“Um… I liked being with you,” Rachel said, rubbing the back of her neck.

“I liked it, too,” Megan said, truthfully.

“I have to admit, I’m curious about the girl behind the mask,” Rachel said, digging in her purse.

“Curious?” Megan asked.

There was suddenly light, Rachel producing a small flashlight from her purse. Pointing it at the ground, Rachel said, “Do you think… I could see you without your mask?”

Her heart racing, Megan said, “I’m not sure that would be a good idea.”

“I know you’re too young to be at this party,” Rachel said, smiling at her.

“You do?” Megan said, surprised.

“Can I see if you are as beautiful as I think?” Rachel asked.

“Um, I…” Megan said, hesitating. She knew it was a bad idea, but the way Rachel said she was beautiful made her want to take the mask off. She wanted to be beautiful to the girl. Just how much surprised her.

“Please?” Rachel asked.

With a nervous laugh, Megan nodded. Biting her lip, she pulled the mask up, waited to see if she met Rachel’s expectations. As the flashlight slowly turned up and the light fell on her bare face, Megan really hoped the girl liked her.

Rachel gasped, “What the fuck — Megan?!

It was Megan’s turn to gasp as she recognized that tone of voice. Only, she shouldn’t be hearing it now. Her heart sank as she asked, “What are you doing here?”

“What am I doing here? What are you doing here? I thought I said you couldn’t go to this party,” her stepmother said. The southern accent was gone, now, and Megan recognized her voice.

Megan looked closer, and she could see her stepmother’s face under the face paint. Now that she could see it, she didn’t know how she could have missed it before.

Her face grew hot as the reality of what she just did sank in. She’d had sex with her stepmother. Megan watched as the woman put a hand to her mouth as the same realization dawned on her, too.

“Well, this is awkward,” Megan said.

A startled laugh escaped her stepmother, and she said, “That’s one word for it.”

Remembering the party, Megan pushed the light away from her face and lowered her mask back into place. Looking at her stepmother through the eye holes, she said, “Um, what now?”

“Now…” her stepmother said, then sighed, “I — I guess we have a lot to talk about.”

“Yeah,” Megan said, laughing, “Am I grounded?”

“Oh, yeah. Sneaking out to parties, sleeping with older women,” Nicole said.

“In my defense, I thought you were just an older girl, not a woman,” Megan said, then squirmed when Nicole gave her a look, “I’m just putting that out there.”

“Duly noted,” Nicole said.

“Speaking of which,” Megan said, frowning, “what are you doing here? This is a party for high school kids.”

Megan couldn’t tell through the makeup, but she thought her stepmother was blushing. Looking away in embarrassment, Nicole said, “I… well… that’s complicated.”

Her eyes widening, Megan said, “Oh my God!”

Rubbing the back of her neck, Nicole said, “Fine. I’m attracted to… younger girls. I came to the party hoping to get lucky.”

Her own cheeks red, Megan thought, And I guess she did… with me.

Still frowning, Megan asked, “But, how did you know about the party in the first place? The seniors keep its location pretty hush-hush.”

“Um, I was invited,” Nicole said, then laughed when Megan gave her a look, “I was.”

“Who invited you?” Megan asked.

“Her name is Susan,” Nicole said, with a nervous laugh, “she’s a junior.”

“Are you… I mean… well, you know what I mean?” Megan asked, seeing her stepmother squirm, “wow! Really?”

Sighing, Nicole said, “Your father has been in prison for three years now, and he’s not getting out anytime soon. I — I have needs, like everyone else.”

“Oh,” Megan said, never really thinking about her stepmother’s sex life. Or lack of one, in this case. Her father being in prison was hard on everyone, she guessed.

A little sheepishly, her stepmother said, “I think Susan and I are over, though. She stood me up tonight.”

Grinning, Megan asked, “Is that why you picked me up?”

The woman rubbed the back of her neck and laughed, “Um, yeah… well, that and you looked really hot in your costume… This is my costume, isn’t it?”

Megan cringed, said, “Yeah.”

“Thought so,” Nicole said.

Something her stepmother said sank in and Megan asked, “You thought I looked hot in this costume?”

“Before I knew it was you,” Nicole said, then shook her head and laughed, “what a messed up night, right?”

Megan looked at her stepmother a long moment, decided neither one of them was freaked out enough about what had happened. She didn’t know how Nicole felt, but Megan realized she wasn’t all that upset about it.

Her beating a little faster, Megan said, “I don’t know… I’ve had worse.”

“Yeah?” Nicole asked, meeting Megan’s eyes. Seeing Megan meant it, the woman relaxed some.

“I thought you were hot in your costume before I knew it was you, too,” Megan said, then summoning her courage, “Still think you’re kind of hot.”

“I — well,” her stepmother said, flustered. Laughing, she met Megan’s eyes. She just looked at her stepdaughter for a second, then favored her with a sheepish smile. “If we are being completely honest, I’ve always thought you were beautiful.”

“Oh,” Megan said, caught off guard.

“Too much honesty?” Her stepmother asked.

“Just a lot to process,” Megan said, her heart a little goofy in her breast, “I think you are beautiful, too.”

“Oh, God,” Nicole said, taking a deep breath. Letting it out in a sigh, she said, “Um, I’m going to go home. I think I’ve had enough excitement for one night. You can stay, if you want.”

“Really?” Megan said, glancing at the party, “You are letting me stay?”

Laughing, Nicole said, “Might as well have some fun before you get grounded.”

“I… tThanks, I think,” Megan said, surprised.

“Just do me a favor,” Nicole said, meeting Megan’s eyes, “don’t get into too much trouble.”

“I’ll try,” Megan said, playfully.

“Don’t make me regret letting you stay,” Nicole said, putting her hand on Megan’s arm, “be safe.”

“I will,” Megan said, smiling warmly at the woman.

She hadn’t wanted to like Nicole when her father started dating her, had set out to dislike any woman after he left her mother. Nicole hadn’t seemed to mind Megan’s icy demeanor, didn’t try too hard to win her over. The woman made it clear early on that she wasn’t trying to be Megan’s mom. She was happy just to be Nicole’s friend.

Surprisingly, Megan found herself loving the woman almost as much as her father did. She wasn’t exactly sure when she first started having genuine affection for the Nicole; she just sort of realized she loved the woman one day. The first time she called Nicole ‘Mom’, the woman cried and hugged her tightly. It was then that Megan realized the woman loved her, too.

Their stepmother-daughter relationship became more formal when Megan’s father was indicted on two counts of vehicular manslaughter and sentenced to ten years in prison. With Megan’s father in prison, Nicole has had to step into the role of Megan’s guardian. Nicole has never complained, but Megan figured it had to be a bummer getting stuck with a step-kid while your new husband was away in prison. Megan tried to give the woman as little grief as possible and tried to help out around the house as much as she could.

Nicole looked like she wanted to say something else, then changed her mind. Turning to walk away, she said, “I’ll see you when you get home.”

“Okay,” Megan said, then added, “I love you.”

Turning back, Nicole said, “I love you too, sweetie. Have fun.”

Then her stepmother was gone, and Megan was left to wonder what would happen when she got home. She had just slept with her stepmother and the fact that she wasn’t all that freaked out about it worried her. She could still feel the woman’s body moving against her own, could smell Nicole’s perfume on her skin. Even after Megan’s mask was pulled back and her identity revealed, there had still been a glimmer of desire in her stepmother’s eyes. Megan hadn’t been lying when she admitted she thought Nicole was beautiful. She’d always thought so, and after what happened tonight…

“Shit,” Megan said, rubbing the back of her neck.

Walking back to the party, she wondered if Nicole was having thoughts like the ones going in her mind. Like maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad thing if there was a repeat of what happened tonight. Megan’s cheeks were flushed as she thought about sleeping with Nicole again. She’d be lying if she said the idea didn’t appeal to her, at least a little bit.

“Shit,” Megan said, again. She made a beeline for the drink table, suddenly needing something for her nerves.

“There you are,” Casey said, coming up beside her.

“Hey,” Megan said, smiling at her friend.

“Blake was looking for you,” Casey said, a mischievous grin on her face, “I told him you found another dance partner.”

“I — What do you mean?” Megan said, sounding guilty as hell to her own ears.

Must have sounded guilty to Casey’s ears, too because her smile widened. Her eyes were shining as she moved closer, said in just loud enough so no one but Megan could hear her, “Oh my God. I was right! So who is she?”

“No, I…” Megan said, then realized her friend wasn’t buying it. More than that, she didn’t seem all that surprised. Sighing, Megan said, “She’s… her name is Rachel.”

She didn’t want to explain to Casey how she ended up sleeping with her stepmother, so she just told the girl the fake name Nicole had given her.

“Did you two make out?” Casey asked, then started laughing when Megan blushed, “You did!”

“Shh,” Megan said, looking around.

“Sorry,” Casey said, moving closer, “so what are we talking here? First base? Second?”

Megan looked at the girl for a long moment, then said, “You don’t seem… I don’t know… surprised, I guess.”

“That you’re into girls?” Casey asked, then shrugged, “I’ve been getting the feeling lately, then I saw you and Rachel sneak off and I knew.”

“Huh,” Megan said, her stomach sinking.

“Relax,” Casey said, putting her arm around Megan’s shoulder, “You are my best friend. That’s how I noticed. I doubt anyone else has figured it out, yet.”

With a sigh of relief, Megan said, “Good. I — I don’t think I’m ready to tell anyone. To be honest, I’m a little freaked out, you know.”

Laughing, Casey said, “You should have thought about that before sneaking off to make out with some high school girl.”

“I didn’t think you would notice,” Megan said, smiling at the girl, “you seemed distracted by that boy you were dancing with.”

“I did notice, though,” Casey said, then gave her a look, “you dodged my question earlier. How far did you go?”

Megan looked away, her face on fire. When she glanced back, she saw Casey’s eyes get wide and her face got even hotter.

“Seriously?” Casey asked, laughing.

Shrugging, Megan said, “It just sort of… happened.”

“You slut,” Casey said, playfully.

“Hey,” Megan said, giving the girl a dirty look.

“Told you you were going to get some attention in that costume,” Casey said, winking at Megan, “danced with the captain of the football team, slept with a high school girl… Not too shabby for your first party.”

Not too shabby, indeed, Megan thought, then with an inward groan, too bad Nicole is going to ground me forever and this is the only party I’ll ever get to go to.

*****

Coming up the sidewalk to her house, Megan saw lights on in the living room. She glanced at the tree in the yard, weighing the option of just climbing in her window. She had ignored her own advice, had drunk four of the red cups full of punch, so climbing anything but the steps didn’t seem safe. Sighing, she headed up the walkway.

On the front porch, she hesitated. After the crazy events of the night, she really didn’t know what to expect when she walked through the door. It could run the gambit from an angry tirade about sneaking out to another bout of lovemaking.

She took a deep breath and opened the door. Her stepmother was sitting on the couch, looked up when Megan stepped inside. She had a glass of wine in her hand and a bottle on the table in front of her. Fresh from a shower, she had her robe on and her legs tucked up under her. Her hair was up in a ponytail and her face scrubbed of paint. Forgoing her contacts, Nicole wore her glasses.

God, she looks good like that, Megan thought, forcing her eyes away.

“Have a seat,” Nicole said.

Megan closed the door and walked over to the armchair adjacent to where Nicole sat. Sitting down, she crossed her legs and looked at the woman expectantly. Her heart was racing as she tried to figure out what came next.

“Did you have fun?” Nicole asked, sipping her wine.

“Yeah,” Megan said, her heart beating a little faster.

“Good,” Nicole said, then sighed, “I’m pretty sure I’m required to ground you now.”

Laughing, Megan said, “Probably.”

“Let’s do… a week, then,” Nicole said.

“A week?” Megan parroted, surprised.

“Not enough?” Nicole asked, a hint of a smile tugging at her lips.

“No, no. A week is plenty,” Megan said, in a hurry.

“Good,” Nicole said, laughing.

Megan looked at her stepmother for a long moment, thought even dressed down like this the woman looked incredibly sexy. Her face hot, Megan looked away before Nicole could notice. When she glanced back, she saw the woman playing with the collar of her robe nervously, which only made Megan’s heart beat faster.

“Um, about what happened…” Nicole said, her voice a little shaky, “when we… are you okay with what we did?”

Laughing, Megan said, “I don’t know… I was fine with it right up until I realized it was you.”

“Gee, thanks,” Nicole said.

“I didn’t mean it like that,” Megan said, blushing, “I don’t even regret it happened… I — I just don’t know what happens now.”

“Yeah, now…” her stepmother said, laughing, “That’s the big question, isn’t it?”

“I mean, do we just laugh it off,” Megan said, meeting her stepmother’s eyes, “chalk it up as a comic misadventure?”

“It does have a certain twisted humor about it,” Nicole said, laughing and shaking her head. Sobering up some, she said, “Do you think that’s all it should be? Just a story to remember and laugh about?”

“No,” Megan said, blushing. Looking down at her hands, she said, “It was my first time.”

“I know, sweetie,” Nicole said.

“I think it was a pretty cool first time,” Megan said, glancing at Nicole shyly.

Smiling warmly at her, Nicole said, “I’m glad you think so. I thought it was pretty amazing, too.”

Nodding, Megan got to her feet, the alcohol and the heels making her a little unsteady on her feet. Her stepmother laughed, gave her a knowing look. Megan shrugged and gave her a sheepish smile, said, “I’m going to grab a shower, then go to bed.”

“Sounds like a good idea,” Nicole said, smiling at her.

Megan headed for the stairs, paused at the bottom to ask, “Do you want to join me?”

Her stepmother inhaled sharply, her eyes widening. A slow smile spread on her face as she asked, “Just like that, huh?”

Laughing, Megan asked, “Too forward?”

The End

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Ripples, Chapter 4

  • Posted on November 26, 2018 at 2:18 pm

by Sapphmore and JetBoy

Note: This chapter is longer than most, as the action takes place in a single scene, and we couldn’t bring ourselves to split it into two parts. Please try to make it to the end before you pause to, er, “think about what you just read.”

*****

Jessica had just settled on the bed and opened her book to where she’d left off — then there was a quiet knock on her door. “Come in,” she said.

The door opened and Alice popped her head round. “Can I talk to you about something, Mum?”

Jess nodded. “Of course, darling. Come in and close the door.”

Alice slipped into the room and climbed onto the bed, sitting cross-legged, facing her mother. She was wearing one of her father’s old dress shirts with most of the top buttons undone, allowing Jessica an occasional glimpse of her budding breasts whenever she moved. Glancing down, she was surprised to see that her daughter had gone without panties, offering a tantalising view of her lightly downed pubis.

Is she doing that on purpose? Jessica wondered. Her head swam, her heart throbbed as she struggled not to stare at Alice’s sex. Then she decided not to comment on it — for the moment, at least.

Instead, she gave the girl a shaky smile, trying to seem composed. “What is it, love? Do you want to continue what we were talking about earlier?”

Alice hesitantly nodded. “Well, sort of.”

Jessica gave her a questioning look. “Sort of…?”

“It’s just that, when Azumi told me and Olivia about her mum being a lesbian, I sort of, um, started to look at other mothers, and teachers — even my friends, to see if… if I could tell if they might be gay.”

“So, then… could you?”

Alice shrugged. “Not really. I mean, I saw two ladies hug and kiss each other, but not the same way I saw you kissing Sally or Auntie Rachel.” Jessica felt her face grow hot, but kept quiet.

“Then I saw some girls at school holding hands — but I do that with my friends, too. So I wondered: how would I know if I was a lesbian?”

“Well, I’m not really qualified to answer that,” Jessica responded. “Just because I had one kiss with Rachel and another with Sally, I’m not sure if that makes me gay or not. The truth is, this is all new to me too… so believe me, I’m just as confused about it as you are. Probably more.”

“The thing is, Mum… I’ve been, um, looking at other girls when we’re in the showers after gym class. Some of them are really pretty with all their clothes off, and — and it gives me a funny feeling, like butterflies in my tummy.”

Jessica was riveted by Alice’s words, while her eyes were drawn to the gap in her daughter’s shirt. She saw the beginnings of the girl’s adolescent breasts, as well as a rosy nipple. She noticed, with a sudden flash of excitement, that the tiny bud seemed more prominent as Alice spoke. Then, unable to help herself, Jess glanced down to study her child’s virginal mound, which now appeared to be almost opening like a flower, the petals glistening with morning dew. The sight had her almost dizzy.

I’ve got to be imagining this, Jessica told herself. My little girl and I are having a serious discussion about her feelings — and mine. She can’t be getting sexually aroused by this… can she?

“And then,” Alice continued, “last night, after I saw you, uh, watching that lesbian movie… when I went back to bed, I — I started thinking about, um… doing stuff like that, with girls I know.” She opened her mouth to speak again, then fell silent.

Jess nervously moistened her lips. “Did you… did you do anything about those thoughts you were having?” It felt downright perverse for her to ask, but she had to know.

Alice slowly nodded, her cheeks now flushed a bright pink. “Um, yeah. I touched myself. Down there.” She paused, then added. “Just like you did.”

“Yes, I did,” Jessica said. “Now you know that there’s nothing wrong with masturbating, right? Remember how we talked about this before…” Her voice trailed off as the full significance of the girl’s words struck her. “Wait, wait — how did you know that? I mean, that I was masturbating last night?”

Alice’s eyes filled with horror as she realized what she’d just said. “Um…”

Jess stared at the dismayed girl. “Alice, tell the truth, now… were you spying on me?”

“I’m so sorry, Mum!” Alice cried, clearly upset. “I didn’t mean to spy, it’s just… I could hear that you were watching that movie again, and I really, really wanted to see more of it. I wasn’t looking at you, I promise! It was too dark for me to even see you! But you were making these sounds, so, um, I kinda knew anyhow–”

“It’s okay, sweetheart,” Jess cut in. “I suppose I ought to be upset with you for violating my privacy… but on the other hand, you can’t be blamed for being curious, especially when it comes to sex.” She gazed sternly at her daughter. “I’ll let it slide this time, but I’d better not catch you playing Peeping Tom outside my door ever again, okay?”

“Yes, Mum. I won’t do it again, I promise.” Alice gave her mother a sheepish smile, then glanced down at her mother’s bare legs, lingering on them. Jessica suddenly remembered that she, too, had chosen to go without panties under her nightwear.

“Mum? Can I ask something? It’s about… well, when I was standing at your door, and you were, um, masturbating?”

“Yes, you can, love.” Jess patted the empty pillows beside her. “Come sit next to me.”

Alice was on all fours, that old shirt hanging down to expose her chest as she crawled over to sit next to her mum, both with their legs stretched out in front, so Jess could no longer see the enticing treasure between her daughter’s thighs. Just as well, she told herself.

But when she put an arm round Alice, Jessica quickly realised that she could see right down the front of her daughter’s shirt. There was a light sheen of perspiration on the girl’s growing breasts, and Jessica began to feel hot herself, the warmth mostly centered beneath her belly.

She’s your daughter. She’s only twelve. She’s your daughter, damn it. “What was it you wanted to ask me, sweetheart?”

After a moment’s silence, Alice spoke. “When you were touching yourself, I… I heard you say my name. First I thought maybe you saw me, but you didn’t know I was there.” She was staring down at her knees. “Why, Mum?”

Oh. My. GOD. She heard! My daughter heard me call out for her while I fingered my cunt. Even worse, she heard me say it precisely one second before I came like a fucking wildcat. Now what?

Panicked thoughts raced through Jessica’s head as she struggled to come up with an explanation, one that didn’t make her sound like a sex offender.

“Mum?” Her daughter was waiting for an answer.

I can’t lie to her about this. I’ve been telling Alice over and over that she’s growing up fast… well, maybe it’s time I treated her like an adult, tell the truth, and pray to God that she doesn’t hate me for it.

Jess took a deep, steadying breath. “Here’s what happened, sweetheart. I was watching the DVD and… and I was masturbating, just like you said. Well, I started thinking about different women while I watched. There was Rachel, Charlotte Coleman, Gemma from the corner store, Caterina, even some of the girls in the shop. Then your face popped into my mind, and it took me completely by surprise. I guess I must’ve called your name without thinking.”

“Were you thinking of me in that way, you know, like the women in the movie?”

“No!” Jessica answered quickly, turning to look at Alice. “I don’t really know where it came from, seeing you in my head like that. I mean… it’s not like I’m thinking about the two of us having sex.” She sighed, shook her head. “This… attraction to women that I have, it’s so new to me and happening so fast. I’m still not sure what to do with these feelings.” Especially how I feel when I see you naked.

To that end, Jessica couldn’t keep herself from stealing another glance down her daughter’s top while Alice sat quietly, lips pursed, lost in thought.

Out of the blue, the girl finally spoke. “Mum?”

“Hmmm?”

“If you did want to, y’know, do sex stuff with me? I wouldn’t mind.”

Jess gaped at her daughter. “Alice! Where on earth did you get such an idea?” she demanded, the words coming out in a harsher tone than she intended.

The girl seemed to wilt under her mother’s gaze. “Sorry, Mum,” she mumbled, looking away. “That was a stupid thing to say… I didn’t mean it.” Her lower lip was quivering. She pulled away from Jessica, getting on her feet. “I should go to bed.”

Shocked by her daughter’s words — but even more by her distress — Jessica raised a hand. “Wait!” Once again, she patted the spot on the bed beside her. “Please come back, sweetheart. I’m sorry — I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that.”

Alice glumly studied her mother. “No, it’s my fault. I was being dumb.”

Jess folded her arms. “Alice Matthews,” she said, a firm edge in her tone, “I won’t allow anyone to call my daughter ‘dumb,’ even my daughter. Now you come sit right here–” she patted the bed once more –”and let’s talk about this. That’s what grownups do.”

“Okay.” The girl’s expression was still sorrowful, but she did rejoin her mother, seating herself by Jessica’s side. “I didn’t really mean what I said about sex stuff, though. I was only kidding.”

“Shhhhh…” Jessica enfolded Alice in a warm embrace, cradling the girl’s head to her chest. “Listen to me, dearest. I would never be angry with you, or even think less of you, because of your feelings. Not if they’re feelings of love. Or desire — that’s a kind of love, too. Understand?”

“I… I think so,” Alice said, snuggling into her mother.

“Okay. Let’s talk some more about that. You told me how you like to look at other girls in the gym shower, and that the sight of them naked… well, let’s just say that it gets you excited, in a sexual way. Right?”

“Kind of, yeah.”

“Maybe you’ve been looking at some of your friends in a different way, thinking about what it would be like to kiss them… maybe even touch them, yes?”

“Uh, well, sometimes.”

“Good,” Jess said, patting her daughter’s back. “And when you saw parts of that DVD that I was watching last night, the one with the lesbians making love… that turned you on, didn’t it?”

“Uh-huh.” Alice’s head was resting on Jessica’s right breast, with only the fine silk of the nightgown she wore between the girl’s cheek and her bare skin.

“Now, how did it make you feel when you saw me kissing Sally this afternoon? Did that excite you?”

“Um, yeah… it did.”

“All right. Now I have one last question, sweetheart, and I hope you’ll trust me enough to answer it honestly. These sexual thoughts you’ve been experiencing… have you had them for me, too?”

There was a long silence… finally, Alice whispered, “Yes.” Lifting her head, she looked helplessly at her mother. “That’s bad, huh?”

Though her pulse was racing, Jess carefully measured her words before she spoke. “No, dearest. I know that these feelings are part of the love you feel for me… how could I think that it’s wrong for you to feel love?” She took the girl’s hand, gave it a squeeze. “Since you’ve trusted me with your secret, I’m going to share one of mine.” She paused, trying to summon up every ounce of courage she had. “Alice, when I saw you asleep this morning, completely naked… it aroused me. In a sexual way.”

The twelve-year-old gaped at her mother. “You… it did?”

“Uh-huh,” Jessica said. “And then, just a little while ago, I noticed that you aren’t wearing anything under that old shirt of your father’s. The way you were sitting, right after you came in? I could see your… well, I could see your pussy. That got me excited.”

“Wow,” said a dazed Alice — almost too quietly to be heard.

“So don’t think of yourself as bad. Not unless you think I am, too. Okay?”

“Um… okay.” Furrowing her brow, the girl said nothing for a brief moment, then, “Mum?”

“Yes, my love.”

“If I asked you to do something for me… could you maybe think about it first, don’t just say ‘no’ right away? Please?”

What’s this? Jessica wondered. “I promise, sweetheart.”

“Would you…” Alice faltered at first, then said, “Would you kiss me, Mum? The same way you did Aunt Rachel?”

The crazed thudding of her heartbeat pounded in Jessica’s ears as she absorbed the girl’s words. Now what? How do I get myself out of this? I don’t want to hurt her feelings, but how can I kiss my own daughter like she was my lover?

A sudden warmth flickered through her as another question made itself known: Do I want to kiss her that way?

She pictured it, trying to imagine what it would be like. I’m sure it would feel nice — taking her in my arms, kissing that pretty mouth. Oh my God, you did NOT just think that.

Frowning, fighting to clear her head, she said, “Alice…”

“Mu-um! You said you’d think about it first! You promised!” The girl cried, glaring at her mother.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, you’re right, I did,” Jess hastened to say. “Fair enough. I will think about it. Okay? Now, you really ought to get back to bed.”

Alice shook her head. “Think about it now, Mum. I’m not even a little bit tired!” She smiled. “Tell you what — turn around, and I’ll rub your shoulders while you think. You always love it when I do that.”

Not knowing what else to do, Jessica meekly did as her daughter asked and presented her back to the girl, who slipped both hands inside the silken nightie that Jess wore and began to knead her mother’s shoulders.

Alice sometimes gave back or shoulder rubs to her mother if she seemed especially tired after a day at the shop — or to her younger sisters, if they asked nicely. Jess had been somewhat tense of late, perhaps because of this ongoing struggle with her own sexuality… and at that moment, the touch of her daughter’s hands felt positively divine.

All the while, she grappled with Alice’s heartfelt request.

I shouldn’t do it, that much I know. Especially considering that the very sight of Alice in that sloppy old shirt gets me aroused. At least I can finally admit that to myself.

Then again, it would make her happy — isn’t it worth breaking the rules for that?

And who made up these “rules,” anyway? Why shouldn’t I kiss my daughter that way if she really wants it — or if we both do? She’s questioning her sexuality… well, so am I. Perhaps it’ll help us both understand what we want.

Jessica’s heart skipped a beat as Alice slowly drew the top of her nightie open, exposing more of her bare skin — then she moaned as the girl’s soft lips brushed her neck.

It fanned the hidden spark of her desire, whipped it into an open flame. Jess reached up to grasp her daughter’s hand, then turned to face the girl. With her free arm, she encircled Alice’s waist, drawing her near as if they were about to attempt a slow dance.

Alice was staring at her mother in complete awe — and Jess could feel herself falling into those lovely eyes, losing herself, her soul. I can’t even think of saying no.

“I love you, baby girl,” Jessica whispered. “Oh my God, I love you.” And she kissed her daughter.

It began with a gentle peck, then several more on Alice’s mouth and around it, lingering a bit longer with each one — finally pausing to trace her daughter’s lower lip with a flick of the tongue.

Jessica’s intention was to kiss her daughter with a steadily rising passion, showing her how real lovers did it. Instead, Alice surprised her by making a move first, the girl’s tongue darting into her mother’s mouth.

Even a few moments earlier, such unexpected boldness from her twelve-year-old would have caused Jess to quickly break away, shocked by her daughter’s behavior. But now her lust was running rampant, the flame fanned into a raging fire. She met and matched the girl’s fervor, meeting Alice’s tongue with hers.

The front of Jessica’s nightie had come open — catching the attention of Alice, who hesitantly reached out to cup her mother’s bare breast. Jess moaned into Alice’s mouth when the girl’s soft palm brushed a nipple, quickly causing it to stiffen.

It’s happening so fast, Jess thought. I really ought to put a stop to this, or at least discuss it with Alice first, before we take things too far. Except… she doesn’t want to stop. And damn it, neither do I.

Whatever shyness Alice had felt about touching her mother was now gone. The girl had both hands inside Jessica’s silk nightgown, fondling her breasts, teasing the nipples with curious fingertips. Jess loved it, loved it. Her daughter’s caresses were clumsy, but each one was a thing of perfect beauty. A poem, one told with hands, not words.

As Alice’s confidence grew, Jess herself became bolder. Placing a hand on her daughter’s shoulder, she began to explore the girl through her shirt, very slowly moving down her chest, gently pressing against the worn fabric until she felt a hard nipple. Alice trembled, whispering, “Oh, Mom…”

The shirt that Alice wore was open down to the fourth button. Jessica found that button and carefully unfastened it — then the next, then another, until they were all undone. She slipped a hand inside, caressing the young girl’s neck and shoulder. Finally, taking hold of the frayed collar, Jess pushed the shirt off and let it fall away from Alice’s upper half, leaving the twelve-year-old nude before her mother.

Suddenly bashful, Alice folded both arms across herself. “I — I’m too skinny,” she protested.

Before her daughter had finished speaking the words, Jessica was already shaking her head. “Don’t say that, sweetheart. Here — let me see you.” She gently drew Alice’s arms away from her body, then studied the girl’s nakedness. “Oh, my sweet child,” she whispered, “your body is… it’s exquisite.”

She reached out to touch Alice’s lips, then slowly trailed the tips of her fingers downward, over the chin and neck, then to her chest. Am I really doing this? she wondered. Yes, yes I am, and I don’t care who says it’s wrong. We both want this — and for right now, that’s good enough.

Jess covered her daughter’s breast with her hand, the fingers spreading out like an opening fan, then moved her palm over the small mound in small circles before taking a nipple between two fingers and giving it a playful tweak.

At this, Alice shivered, a tiny whimper escaping her lips, and placed a hand on her mother’s bare thigh. Jess leaned in to give the preteen a kiss, their tongues briefly sparring before she broke away, nuzzling a path down her daughter’s soft neck. Alice’s head lolled back, opening herself up to the woman’s exploring mouth.

Jessica kissed down further, until she was able to take her daughter’s nipple between her lips, flicking the tip of her tongue over the tender bud.

“Ohmigod, Mom!” Alice cried, arching her back. Jerking her hand away from Jessica’s leg, the girl thrust it between her own thighs, clumsily groping her sex.

Jessica’s desire surged even higher at the realisation that her daughter was masturbating. Unable to resist, she copied Alice, moving a hand down to her own dripping cunt — sliding one, then two fingers easily into the hot tunnel, fucking herself fast and hard.

Alice moaned — but in frustration, not rapture. Clutching Jessica’s arm with her free hand, she breathlessly said, “Can you please help me, Mum? I c-can’t get the good feeling.”

Raising her head from Alice’s chest, Jessica saw the helpless need in her daughter’s eyes. She knew this was a huge step to take, touching the vagina of her twelve-year-old girl — but that imploring look rendered Jess unable to refuse. She needs my help. I can’t deny her that.

Withdrawing her fingers from her own syrupy cunt, Jess quickly shed her nightie — now, mother and daughter were both nude. Propping herself against the pillows that cushioned the headboard, she gestured Alice to her. “Sit back against me, sweetheart.”

The girl obliged, settling back against her mother’s bare body.

Jessica reached out to cup Alice’s vulva, amazed by its softness. There was a mere sprinkling of pubic down; otherwise, her daughter’s sex might have passed for that of a child. For some reason, that thought aroused Jess even more.

She used a finger to part the girl’s labia, running it up and down the slit to open her up, seeking out the clitoris with her thumb. Jess gently penetrated Alice with the tip of one finger, moving cautiously, not wanting to do her an injury. She probed into the vagina, gradually going deeper — then lightly brushed her daughter’s clitoris, alternating between the two.

As Jess quickened her pace, Alice began to squirm about, her voice growing steadily louder as she gasped and moaned, lost in a rising ecstasy. Worried that the sound might wake her younger daughters, Jessica turned the girl’s face toward hers and muffled her cries with a kiss.

Suddenly Alice went stiff — then three huge tremors shook her body, and a lungful of held breath escaped her lips in a sigh before she went limp in her mother’s arms. She was breathing heavily, her skin glazed with sweat, mouth hanging slack.

Jess realised that her daughter had just enjoyed her first real orgasm at the hands of another, but she had yet to achieve her own release. Before she could see to that, though, the reality of what she’d just done kicked in. Now she was having second thoughts.

“Alice… are you okay? Um, maybe I shouldn’t have done that.” Silence. “I’m sorry, sweetheart, that I… if I went too far with you just then.”

Still nestled between Jessica’s thighs, Alice struggled to sit up, then turned to face her mother, shaking her head. “No, Mum, it’s okay, it was great! I wanted you to do it, honest.”

She glanced down at her mum’s pussy — the dark pink flesh still glistening with wetness — then back up at Jess. “Can I make you feel good now?”

Despite the dazed shock she felt at her actions, Jessica still ached to reach the pinnacle of her own orgasm… but despite that fierce need, she didn’t feel quite ready to be pleasured by her twelve-year-old daughter. I’d probably have to teach her how, she thought, and that just seems weird. Christ, I already feel enough like a bloody pervert. Still, I don’t want to hurt Alice’s feelings…

Reaching for her nightie, Jess held it to her chest, concealing her nudity as best she could. “I’m not sure that’s a good idea, sweetie. Maybe we should call it a night.”

But now there was a determined set to Alice’s jaw that Jessica knew all too well. Her daughter was usually a well-behaved girl, but could be amazingly stubborn when she chose. “No,” she said, not even raising her voice. “I don’t want to.”

With that, she took hold of her mother’s silken gown, pulling it away to bare the woman’s breasts, then quickly bent to take the tip of one between her lips.

“Alice!” Jess gasped as the girl felt for her other breast, clumsily fondling the soft globe as she began to suck her mum’s swollen nipple.

Too startled to speak, Jessica instinctively placed a hand over her sex, as if for protection. Make her stop, push her away! her conscience insisted.

Somehow, though, she couldn’t bring herself to spurn her daughter, to reject the girl’s affection. It seemed downright cruel. What if she cried?

You shouldn’t let her make love to you! that small voice insisted.

The warmth of Alice’s mouth, the caress of her tongue as it bathed Jessica’s nipple, the palm of the girl’s hand gliding over her breast, the knowledge that it was her own little girl giving her such lovely feelings — these things and more had the older woman dizzy with pleasure, desperate for release.

Jessica’s instincts pleaded with her to submit, to let Alice have what she wanted — I want it too, she had to admit — but those remaining stirrings of guilt nagged at her to stop this, send her daughter off to bed before it was too late.

Then, just as Jess placed a hand on Alice’s arm, on the verge of saying, Sweetie, maybe we should stop, the twelve-year-old made her next move. Reaching between Jessica’s thighs, she firmly grasped the woman’s hand, moving it out of the way, then replaced it with her own, tentatively exploring her mum’s sex.

That internal fire blazed anew, quickly mounting into a roaring inferno. Overwhelmed, driven beyond rational thought, Jess fell back into the pillows, legs parting as she surrendered to her daughter’s touch.

I’m only human, damn it. Need this so badly, I can’t say no!

Alice’s fingers were unsure at first — but she paid close attention to how her mother responded, and soon they were sheathed in the woman’s vagina, probing her creamy tunnel. The girl was working from an awkward position, though, so she moved further down the bed, crouching over Jessica’s thighs, concentrated on plumbing the depths of her mother’s cunt.

This improved access allowed Alice to penetrate her mother for real, thrusting in and out of Jessica’s pussy with a hard, steady rhythm. The air was thickening with the scent of womanly passion, making the girl’s head swim when she breathed it in.

As she savored the intoxicating aroma, Alice spied her mother’s clitoris, now engorged and erect. Without breaking the rhythm of her pumping arm, she used the thumb on her other hand to tease the pink pearl.

Jessica’s body stiffened. “Ah! Oh yes, m-my sweet little girl, that feels so, s-so gooood… Ooooohh!”

Never in her life had Alice known a greater thrill. The heat, the slippery wetness, the rich perfume of Mum’s pussy — the twelve-year-old’s fantasies hadn’t even come close to capturing what she felt now. I’m fucking my own mum, she kept thinking. I’m fucking Mummy.

It was an incredible experience, but there was something else that Alice wanted to try — something that had seemed ridiculous, the first time one of her schoolmates had mentioned it. But since then, she’d read about girls doing it to each other in the naughty stories she sought out on the internet… and just last night, Alice had seen it happening for real, on Aunt Rachel’s lesbian DVD.

Drawing closer to Mum’s womanly center, Alice nervously moistened her lips. The earthy smell was stronger here, and the warmth of Jessica’s pussy was so intense that the girl could feel it on her face.

Don’t be a scaredy-cat, she told herself. You can do this!

Taking a deep breath, Alice quickly withdrew both hands from between her mother’s legs, then buried her mouth in the woman’s dark brown bush. Jess groaned in protest — a groan that rose to a sharp squeal when her daughter made oral contact, the girl’s lips pressing a kiss into the moist folds of her vagina.

Sampling the flavor, Alice decided that she liked it — tart and strong, a bit salty. Her tongue emerged to lick, trailing up and down the juicy cleft.

Jess stared up at the ceiling, her heart pounding in a crazy mixture of excitement, arousal and shock, all heightened by the warm, wet tongue of her twelve-year-old.

It’s like the wildest dream I’ve ever had, she thought, only it’s not a dream. My own daughter is going down on me. How can this be real?

The girl was clearly a novice at cunnilingus, but made up for it with her enthusiasm for the task. Those long, luscious licks were anything but hesitant.

Alice’s mood was positively euphoric. She loved her mother, loved feasting on her pussy. It was like eating a piece of some rich, exotic fruit that tasted better and better with every nibble. Her nose and mouth were pressed against the humid slit, her tongue delving inside, the thick, warm nectar oozing down her throat as she drank from her mother.

“Oh, sweetheart… I — I love you, love you s-so much, you’re making Mummy feel wonderful, ohhhhh, yes….” Jessica was groping her breasts, scissoring the nipples between trembling fingers.

The girl wanted to make her mum come really hard, and she knew that the best feelings came when you played with that little bump near the top of your pussy. Mum’s is bigger than mine, too, she thought. Bet that means that she’ll come even more!

Nuzzling her way upward, Alice found the fiery pink nubbin, took it between her lips and instinctively began to suck it like a nipple, occasionally teasing the tip with her tongue. It wasn’t as yummy as licking Mum’s hole, but the taste was still there.

It was too much for Jessica. She gave a choked gasp as her body jerked hard, an orgasm mauling her like a wild animal. Clapping a hand to her mouth, she fought to stifle her voice, all the while longing to scream out loud in purest ecstasy.

Her rapture rose to an unimaginable peak, then began to slowly wane — but not knowing when to stop, Alice continued to nurse from her mother’s clit. Oh God, no more — my heart will give out! Jess reached out blindly, gave the girl’s shoulder a squeeze.

“Th-that’s enough, love,” she stammered, then moaned when Alice said goodbye to her pussy with one last playful lick. Dazed as she was, Jessica couldn’t help but laugh at that.

She studied the smiling twelve-year-old, whose lips and chin were now coated with her fluids… a sight that had Jessica’s lust purring all over again. Crooking a finger, she beckoned Alice to her. “Come here, my love…” she said between deep breaths, “Mummy wants a kiss.”

With a happy sigh, the girl crawled into her mother’s arms. Their mouths met, tongues mingled. Jess hummed contentedly as she tasted herself in their kiss, cradling her daughter close.

After awhile, they slowly drifted apart. Her eyes fluttering open, Jessica gazed at Alice, who was lying on top of her mother, lazily stroking the woman’s breasts. “Oh, sweetie, that was — it was wonderful. Um, you don’t… feel bad about what we just did, do you?”

Alice shook her head. “No, Mum — it was the best. Thank you for, for all of it!”

Jessica lightly caressed her daughter’s bare back. “Let me ask you something, Alice.”

“Uh, okay.”

“When we were talking earlier, you made it sound like, well, you’d never even kissed another girl…”

“I haven’t, Mum. Not like we just did, anyhow!”

“Okay, but here’s what I’m wondering: you seem to have a fairly good idea of how women have sex with other women. Like someone showed you how.”

Alice made a face. “Actually, I kinda… read about it.”

Read about it?” echoed Jessica, arching an eyebrow. “And where, pray tell, did you do this reading?”

The girl was visibly embarrassed. “Umm… this website I found. See, I wanted to know more about lesbians, so I looked ‘round the internet for, uh, stuff about that. This one site had a whole bunch of stories. I read all about ladies having sex, and I got some good ideas that way.” She paused. “Was that wrong for me to do?”

“Well, no,” Jess said. “I’ve never really had any rules about what you girls can look up on the computer, so technically, you’re in the clear.” She gave a shaky laugh. “Funny, I never even thought about it. God knows why… at your age, I’d look at anything I could find that was to do with sex.” She looked back at her daughter. “What website is this?”

“I’ll show it to you,” said Alice. “Oh… and, um, there’s something else about that site, I guess I should say. They have a lot of stories that are…” She hesitated, her cheeks now a brighter pink.

Jessica’s curiosity was aroused. “What?”

“They’re about… girls, doing stuff with their mums…”

Like we just did. The sentence completed itself in Jessica’s head, accompanied by the beating of her pulse.

Alice continued, her blush deepening. “That’s, um, kinda where I got the idea about us, Mum. Those were the stories I liked the best… and when I read ‘em, it made me want to… do things with you.” She gazed pensively at her mother. “We’re not s’posed to, though — are we?”

Jess sighed heavily. “No, we’re not, love. Definitely not. But… we did. There’s an old saying that goes, ‘You can’t unring a bell,’ and I’d say it applies here. Of course, we could try to forget it happened, don’t even talk about it, not ever. Is that what you want?”

“No!” Alice declared. “I don’t care if other people tell us it’s wrong. I loved it! Can we, um, have sex again some time? Pretty please?”

Jessica’s head swam. My God, she wants more of this! Then again, don’t I want more of it, too? Admit it, the notion is a tempting one…

“I don’t know, sweetheart,” she said. “That’s something we have to do some serious thinking about, both of us… and it’s awfully late. Let’s sleep on this, okay? I’m not telling you no — not yet, anyhow.”

“Okay,” Alice said. “Mum? Are we both lesbians now, do you think?”

“Well… I might be becoming one, but I think you’re a little young to make that decision just yet. You could be dating boys before very long. Only stick to kissing with them for the time being, not the other stuff. I’m nowhere close to wanting grandchildren.”

“I don’t know,” Alice said with a shrug. “I like a couple of boys, but not that way. Right now, I only want to kiss girls, so maybe I am gay.”

“Could be, sweetie. Now off to bed with you. We’ve both got to get up early tomorrow.”

“Can I sleep with you tonight?” Alice asked.

“Um, sure — but no more fooling around, all right? Not until we’ve discussed this.”

“Okay.”

They settled down beneath the covers, then Jess switched off the bedside lamp. Within seconds, Alice was dozing peacefully. As for Jessica, she expected to remain awake for a good long while — brooding about what she and her daughter had done, what the consequences might be, and how to deal with Alice’s insistence that they make love again. But she surprised herself by drifting off a few minutes later.

*****

Jessica woke with a start at the sound of a voice calling, “Mummy?”

She opened her eyes to daylight — and nine-year-old Katie standing at the foot of the bed.

Startled, Jess snatched at her alarm clock, sighing with relief to see that she hadn’t overslept. It was nearly time to get up, though.

Katie wore a curious frown. “Mummy, how come Alice is in bed with you?”

With a sudden rush of realisation, the events of last night flashed in Jessica’s mind. Feeling panicked, she glanced sideways at her eldest daughter, lying next to her, stark naked beneath the sheets. Fumbling for some, any excuse, she said, “Um, Alice had a bad dream, sweetie. She still felt a little frightened, so I told her she could sleep with me.”

Alice scowled a bit — clearly, she wasn’t pleased with her little sister thinking that she’d been scared, and then had to come sleep in Mommy’s bed like a baby. Still, that was their story, and now she was stuck with it.

Katie did seem to be on the verge of mocking Alice, but something else distracted her. “Mommy, you don’t have your nightdress on!”

Damn it. “Uh, it was hot, so I took it off,” she quickly responded, pulling the blanket up to cover herself.

Now Katie was peering at her big sister, noticing that her shoulders were bare. “You too, huh? I dunno… I didn’t feel hot.”

“I might’ve had too many covers on the bed,” Jessica said, but Katie was focused on Alice.

“You had a scary dream? What about?” she queried.

“I don’t remember.” Alice answered.

The younger girl nodded. “It must’ve been pretty bad. I think I maybe heard you making noise last night.”

Jessica quickly interjected, “Come on, girls, time to get ready for school,” eager to change the subject.

Alice slipped from beneath the covers, hastily wriggling into her old nightshirt to conceal her nudity. Jess couldn’t help but notice that Katie was watching her big sister dress. Hmmm… interesting, she thought, as Alice hastened from the room, her cheeks flushed a lively pink.

Curious to see how her nine-year-old would respond, Jessica got out of bed, but took her time covering her own nakedness — pretending not to know where her silk nightie was at first, then languidly picking it up from the floor, slipping into it and fastening the tie around her waist.

Glancing over at Katie, she felt her heart skip a beat. The child was staring at her, mouth slightly open. Jess had never been especially casual about her own nudity, so this must have been the first time in years that she had seen her mummy in the altogether. Still, should she be that interested in the view?

“Katie?” Jessica said.

Her daughter started. “Huh?”

“Can you wake Poppy for me, sweetie? Then go take your shower.”

“Oh, um — sure, Mummy.” The flustered girl padded out of the room.

Jessica watched Katie go, her brow furrowed in thought. Finally, with a shake of the head, she made her way down to the kitchen to start breakfast.

On to Chapter Five!

 

Tears of the Sun, Chapter 1

  • Posted on November 24, 2018 at 2:44 pm

by Purple Les

I’d like to deeply thank JetBoy — not only for being my editor, but for his contributions to the story as well.

*****

With her big bay horse at full gallop, The Tequila Kid glanced behind her. The two clouds of dust following her were catching up quickly. The Kid stretched forward till her face was near her horse’s ear.

“Git up, Buttercup!” she said in her sweetest, most urgent voice — and the horse fairly flew. Buttercup would run forever for The Kid. The Tequila Kid looked back again and could see she was outpacing the two riders behind her, but barely.

Now if they could make it to the rocks ahead she’d have water and cover. Easy to pick the two riders off. They may even just turn back, once they see the fix they’ll be in.

Then Buttercup’s front leg fell into a prairie dog hole. The Kid went flying forward into the dust and sand. Coughing, she struggled to her feet. No bones broken, thank goodness. Then she saw the look of agony on the horse’s face.

The Kid wore two Colt .45 peacemakers. The one on her left hip was empty. The gun on her right had only one bullet remaining. She’d used up most of her ammunition back where she’d had the shootout with five men. Two were dead, two had followed her, and the last man had disappeared. That one concerned her the most — would he be returning, with reinforcements?

It felt like cutting off her own hand, but The Kid did what she had to. She drew the gun and, with her last bullet, put Buttercup out of her suffering almost before the horse knew what had happened.

The Kid pulled her Winchester from its holster and dug herself down behind the dead horse. She had twelve shots in the rifle. The two riders came fast now, both of them firing their six-shooters.

The Tequila Kid held her fire. Bullets tore into the flesh of her dead horse and kicked up sand, dust and gore all around her. She squeezed a shot off now at the rider on her left. He flew off his horse backwards. His horse ran by The Kid and kept going at a full gallop. The rider lay dead, his leg twisted at an odd angle.

The other rider had jumped off his horse and lay flat behind a small sand dune before calling out. “Hey, Kid! It’s me, Thad Baxter. I don’t hold no hard feelings from that dust-up we had in Laredo.”

The Kid had beat him in a fistfight there in a nine-minute donnybrook in the street that had every saloon in town emptied out. The crowd was shouting and cheering, laying bets right and left. The Kid at 5′ 9″ and one hundred and forty pounds had knocked out Baxter, though he was 6’3″ and weighed two hundred and ten.

“Listen, Kid.” Baxter went on, “It don’t have to be this way. How ‘bout this — I’ll split the gold with you, fifty-fifty. Throw out your guns, now, and let’s parley.”

“Why are you wastin’ time out here, Thad?” The Tequila Kid called back. “Funny as you are, you oughta be in burlesque. Here’s another funny one. Throw out your gun, and I’ll take you back to Adobe for a fair trial.”

She heard Baxter snort with laughter. “Well now. That is a rib tickler, Kid. I reckon hangin’ around with them Texas Rangers has done robbed you of what little sense you ever had.”

The Kid shook her head. A waste of time, but she would do this by the book. “Thad Baxter, I place you under arrest in the name of the law. I’ll see you face trial for murder and robbery.”

“Haw haw. You’re the comedian, Kid. Throw out the gold to me and I’ll let you walk away.”

The Tequila Kid reached down in the saddle bag. The blow flies had already appeared from nowhere and were crawling on the dead horse. She threw a bag of gold toward Thad Baxter. It landed halfway between them.

“Them bags is heavy, Baxter. I reckon you’ll have to come out and get it.”

“Damn it, Kid. I ain’t foolin’ around here.”

“Well, I’m right comfortable where I am, Thad. Either pick it up and go, or give yourself up.”

“Kid, you’re gettin’ me riled up. Now come on out with your hands held high, or I’ll kill you dead.”

“Come on and try it. Come on, Baxter. You child-raping, old woman-killing piece of lizard dung.” The Kid cocked her rifle and put it to her shoulder.

“Aw, Kid. You gonna hurt my feelin’s, callin’ me all them mean names.”

The Kid sighed. This was going nowhere. “Baxter, if you got any grit you’ll throw me some bullets for my .45 and we’ll have us a fair showdown. I reckon you ain’t man enough, though.”

Thad laughed, low and dirty. “Stand up, Kid, and I’ll give you all the bullets you need.”

The sun beat down mercilessly, the air hotter than the breath of hell. The only sound was the flies’ buzzing.

The Tequila Kid took her hat off, draped it over the barrel of her Colt and slowly raised her arm until it was in the gunman’s view. As soon as the bullet from Baxter’s gun had torn through it the Kid leapt to her feet and fired. The bullet from her rifle tore through Baxter’s shoulder and the gun went flying out of his hand.

The Kid cocked the rifle again and moved toward the now kneeling outlaw. He made a grab for his gun and aimed it, but The Kid put another bullet in him before he could fire.

Baxter fell to the ground, but managed to get one last shot off, this one into his horse. “If I ain’t gettin’ out of here, Kid, then neither are you,” he growled, his face now pale as chalk. Gasping out his last breath, the outlaw lay motionless in the dirt.

“Shit,” The Kid muttered when she saw that the bullet Baxter had put in his horse hadn’t done the job all the way. A shot rang out from The Kid’s Winchester, and another horse lay dead, out of its misery.

The Kid went through pockets and saddlebags of the dead men, trying to find evidence to link them to the murders back in the town of Adobe Wells. She paused, recalling how it had begun for her.

*****

She’d heard an agonized scream while passing by a house. The Kid had raced inside, nearly stumbling over the naked corpse of an old woman. A young boy lay nearby, also nude, screaming in fear and pain.

The Kid picked the boy up and carried him out of the house. Passersby stared at the odd sight as she raced through the streets, but she just kept running until the child was laid out on a cot in Doc Bagby’s office. It was too late by then, though — the boy was dead.

The doctor stroked his beard as he stared at the boy, eyes wide in disbelief. “Jesus H. Christ. Is this the way you found young Dan? Naked and bleeding out his anus like that?”

“Yep.” The Kid grimly replied. “There’s an old woman there who’s dead, too. Also naked. Maybe you could come look at her and see how she was killed?”

The doctor took two big swallows out of his hip flask. “Let’s go.” he said. The doctor pulled the sheet up over the boy’s head. “The woman must be his grandma. Good woman. Damn shame.” Shouldering into his coat, he picked up his black bag.

As they walked to the woman’s house, The Kid asked Doc Bagby, “What was it killed the boy?”

“Pure shock, I think,” the doctor replied. “I swear, his heart just seemed to plumb give out. Whatever it was happened to poor Dan, it shook him up. More’n he could take.” He spat to one side in disgust.

Soon they were in the house, where the doctor knelt to examine the old woman’s body. The Kid looked around the room while Bagby did his work.

A moment later, she heard him grunt. “Shit. She was butt raped too.” He rolled the body back over, studied it briefly. “Killed by a big man,” he added.

Curious, The Kid turned to look. “How you figger that, Doc?”

“Her ribs have been broken from the weight of the body on her. See the bruise on her neck here? Big hand crushed her windpipe and snapped her neck. Not till after she’d suffered his rape, though.” The doctor took a long pull from his flask and said, “God rest her soul.” Glancing at the corpse again, his eyes widened, “Wait just a minute…” He bent to examine the dead woman’s groin area, then exclaimed, “Here now! She was raped both ways.” Bagby slowly rose to his feet, shaking his head.

The Tequila Kid saw some tracing paper on the table. Taking a sheet and a pencil, she placed it on the dead woman’s neck and traced the outline of the hand on to the paper.

Doc Bagby watched her work. “You figger to catch the killer with that?”

“Maybe,” The Kid said with a shrug. “Not many men with hands that big.”

“I reckon not. I sure hope you get ‘im, Kid.”

She had the doctor sign and date the paper, then carefully folded it and put it in her vest pocket.

Just then there was a flurry of gunshots in the street. The Kid ran out without a word, already unholstering her six-shooter.

As The Tequila Kid hit the street, her suspicions were confirmed — the shots were coming from inside the bank. Flattening herself against a nearby building, she fired three shots, enough to keep the five masked men who were exiting the bank from getting to their horses. She ducked behind a doorway as a hail of bullets came in reply.

There was a moment of silence, then the men made for their horses again. The Tequila Kid cut two of them down first. She ran to her horse Buttercup, leapt into the saddle and rode off after the remaining three.

As she gave chase, one of the bandits held back behind cover and took a shot at The Kid, close enough to whine past her ear. She jumped off her horse before he could get off another, and ducked behind a boulder, sneaking around the side to the rear of her would-be ambusher.

Caught by surprise, the masked man dropped his gun. Covering him closely, The Kid checked his saddle bag and found four sacks of gold — small ones, but still worth a pretty penny. She whistled for her horse Buttercup, who immediately came to her.

She kept her gun on the man while she put the gold in her saddle bags. “You’re under arrest, mister. I’ll get you and this gold back to town, then I’ll track down your friends.”

As the last word left The Kid’s lips, someone shot her hat off. She turned and fired, but the other two had doubled back and were on either side of her.

The man she had stopped mounted and rode off, yelling behind him, “She’s got the gold! Kill her!”

The Kid got off enough shots to keep the men off her while she jumped on Buttercup and sped off. They followed in hot pursuit, and there was another shoot-out among some boulders. The Kid got a jump on them on the trail after that one. They followed after, riding hard.

That’s how she’d ended up in the badlands, being chased by outlaws. They’d been dealt with, but now The Kid was in a pretty pickle — a long way from civilization, with some serious weight to carry and no horse.

Now she was going through the pockets of the two dead men. She pocketed anything that she thought might serve as evidence. She also took Baxter’s tobacco pouch — her own supply was running low, and Thad sure wouldn’t be rolling his own anytime soon.

The last thing she did was pull down the pants of both men, grimacing all the while. It had to be done, though. She was looking for a dick with blood or shit on it, but neither of them showed a trace. They were innocent of the rapes, at least. Somehow, she was certain that the murders and the bank robbery were connected.

The Kid took what was of use to her. Her own saddlebag and bedroll. To that she added some coffee, rifle bullets, flour, three cans of beans, a can of cling peaches, and a pound of bacon, all from Baxter’s saddle bag.

As she took one last look at her horse she turned and headed toward the rocks. Tears ran down her cheeks, leaving a dirty trail down her face as she mourned Buttercup.

*****

The Kid made the rocks about twilight. There was a spring there, as she was certain there would be. The Kid knew this territory well. She filled the two canteens she had, washed her face, hands and neck, then sat back, took off her boots and put on a pair of moccasins. She rested a spell, ate some jerky and drank as much water from the spring as she could hold.

The Tequila Kid began walking then, trying to puzzle out what was going on. Five men. Four of them dead. A murdered woman and boy, both raped. Four bags of gold taken from the bank, now in her saddle bag. As she walked through the cool star-filled night, she tried to connect it all, but ended up with more questions than answers.

Having lived with the Mojave tribe into young adulthood, The Kid was used to marathon walks and runs. As dawn came, she planned to walk till mid-morning, then rest in some shade.

By about 10 AM, The Kid found a tall cactus, where she fixed her bed roll on its spines to provide a decent amount of shade. She had a drink of water, then rested till late afternoon, when she started walking again.

From a distance, The Kid saw some buzzards massing, and hoped she hadn’t walked in a circle. As she got farther along, she saw a body lying in the sand. The Kid walked toward it.

As The Kid got closer, she still couldn’t tell if it was a corpse or not. It just lay there motionless as the buzzards moved in.

Drawing nearer, The Kid realized that the body was that of a girl, a young one. Got to be dead, she told herself. Be damned if I’ll let them buzzards have her for lunch, though. She cocked her rifle and took aim.

*****

The little girl had no idea how long she’d been out there. Her lips were dried together and she couldn’t open her mouth. Each time her eyes fluttered open, she saw a large vulture getting closer and closer.

Now the buzzard was almost in her face. The red bald head and hooked orange beak seemed gigantic to the girl. Then all of a sudden she heard a loud bang, and the buzzard vanished in a blizzard of feathers.

The little girl opened her eyes again and saw a face looking down at her. At first she thought it was an Indian. That can’t be right, though. She had bright blue eyes, and long rust-colored hair done up in braids. She dressed like a man, but there was no mistaking that this was a woman. The face had strange marks on the chin below the mouth. This odd-looking woman also wore a hat full of bullet holes. The little girl’s eyes closed, and she wondered if this was some kind of dream.

But when the little girl opened her eyes again a moment later, the face was still there. The strange woman said, “Well now, Button, good to see you’re still with us. Don’t you worry none. I’ll get you out of here with me.”

The woman took out a bandana from her pocket and soaked it with water, then lightly pressed it to the young girl’s mouth. “Push your tongue against your lips. We got to get them open.”

Once she was able to open her mouth, the woman said, “Hold this swallow of water in your mouth long as you can, then swallow it — also as slow as you can.”

The girl did her best, but ended up coughing the water up. At last, however, she was able to take a few swallows.

Closing her eyes, the girl felt herself being lifted into the air. That was the last thing she remembered.

*****

The Tequila Kid was carrying the small girl over her shoulders like you would a lamb. They wouldn’t be able to travel very far — along with the girl, The Kid carried about a hundred pounds of gear. Luckily, The Kid knew of a water hole nearby. Once there, she could tend to the little girl and figure out what to do next.

It was dusk now as they made the small cluster of raised rocks and the spring, where a small pool of clear, cool water emptied into a lazy creek. The Kid put the girl down gently as she could, then unloaded her gear.

The Kid stretched out her bedroll by the water, placed the little girl on it, then removed the child’s tattered clothes. Once the girl was naked, the Kid figured she was maybe nine years old or so. She was small boned and had a fair complexion — not someone used to spending much time in the sun.

Fetching some water from the creek, The Kid tenderly washed the girl clean, then took some herbs from her saddle bag that she ground into a poultice and carefully applied to the child’s blisters, burns, and cuts. Finally, the Kid took a clean shirt from her saddle bag and dressed the sleeping girl in it. It hung like a dress on the small child, and The Kid had to roll the sleeves up so the girl would have her hands free.

Her work done, The Kid studied the girl, wondering how she’d ended up in the desert on her own, then shrugged. Reckon she’ll tell me soon enough… if she’s able to, anyhow.

The Kid did a quick patrol around their campsite, then lay down in the bed roll with the child and fell asleep.

At dawn, The Kid awoke. Rising and stretching, she stripped her clothes off and bathed in the small waterhole. It was about eight feet across, maybe twelve feet deep. The water was cold, but bracing, and it felt mighty good to scrub off the dust and grit of the badlands.

The little girl awoke to the sound of splashing water. Opening her eyes, she saw a beautiful naked woman come out of the water and stare at her.

The woman drew closer. “Well howdy there, Button. How bout some water?”

The woman helped the child sit up a little and gave her all the water she could drink from the canteen. “Feel any better?” she asked.

“You got no clothes on!” The girl exclaimed. Then, feeling foolish, she added, “Um, I feel awful.” Then her eyes widened. “You saved me! Oh, thank you, thank you. I don’t…” Then she blacked out, her body going limp.

The Kid laid the girl back down. “You rest now, Button,” she whispered.

Feeling strangely restless, The Kid busied herself by washing all her clothes, then laid them to dry on the rocks. She cleaned her guns, the Colts and the Winchester, then loaded the rifle, muttering curses because she had no bullets left for her six-shooters. The little girl dozed on in the heat of the day.

Later, The Kid came across a rattlesnake, about twenty feet away from the bedroll. Whipping the Bowie knife from her belt, she cocked her arm and threw it, spearing the snake’s head. She skinned the four-foot long rattler, then roasted the meat over a small fire, seasoning it as it cooked. Once it was done, she speared a chunk on her knife and devoured it, then continued to eat until she was full.

She cleaned the grease from her face in the spring, then filled her coffee pot with water and, with herbs and dried beans from her saddle bag, made soup with the rest of the snake meat.

The Kid dressed in dry clothes and packed the rest of her duds in her saddle bag, then sat down, patiently waiting for the girl to awaken. The child’s eyes fluttered open around dusk, and The Kid knelt beside her, propping her up. “Here, Button. Drink some of this.”

“What is it?” the little girl asked, staring at the golden liquid in the cup.

“Chicken soup.” The Tequila Kid answered, deciding that it was best to lie to the child about the ingredients.

The girl drank a little. “It’s the best thing I ever tasted,” she said.

“Drink all you can, Button. You need to build your strength back up.”

Puzzled, the child gazed up at The Kid. “How come you call me that?”

“Cause you’re as cute as a button… and cause I don’t know your name. Me, I’m the Tequila Kid. My friends just call me Kid.”

The little girl held her hand out and said, “I’m Arabella Elizabeth Hodgekiss. Pleased to make your acquaintance.”

“Howdy.” The Kid took the child’s small hand in hers for a moment, then let it go, wondering what such a well-mannered little girl had been doing in the desert alone. The remains of the clothes she’d taken off the child before showed that she was well dressed, if not expensively so, and the softness of her hands made it clear that she’d never had to work for a living. Where’s her family got to? The Kid wondered.

She said, “Mind if I just call you Button for now? That name of yours is quite a mouthful for me.”

Arabella picked a chunk of meat from the mug and chewed it thoughtfully. “No, I don’t mind if you call me that, Kid.” She glanced down at the shirt that covered her. “What is this I’m wearing?”

“It’s one of my shirts. There weren’t enough of your clothes left to cover you proper. First I washed you up, though, and took care of your cuts and scrapes. You feel any better?”

“My head hurts some.” She paused, then added, “I saw you naked.”

The Kid grinned. “Well, that don’t bother me none. Hope it didn’t bother you.”

“No, it didn’t. I…” Some color came rushing to the girl’s fair young face. “I used to see my big sister naked. You’re even more pretty than she was.” Tears welled up in Arabella’s light brown eyes.

“Was?” the Kid asked gently. “Look here, Button — can you tell me how you ended up in the desert all by yourself?”

But Arabella began to cry and shiver. The Kid took the mug from her, quickly rinsed it in the creek and filled it with water, than went to her saddle bag and added some herbs to it from her medicinal pouch. The Kid got the girl to drink some of the mixture. Her sobbing stopped, then she fell into a deep, restful sleep.

Better get some shut-eye myself, The Kid decided, and lay next to the girl, soon dozing off.

*****

The Kid woke at daybreak. She bathed, dressed and made a small fire. Arabella awoke and looked around, confused at first. Then she saw The Tequila Kid, and smiled. “Good morning!”

“Hey, Button. Here, got somethin’ for you.” The Kid had heated the leftover soup in the coffee pot. Now she offered it to the girl for breakfast.

“Thanks, Kid. Sure smells good!” The child quickly gulped it all down.

The Kid washed the pot out and made coffee. After it brewed, she offered the girl a cup. “Do you have any sugar?” Arabella asked.

“Sorry, Button, I don’t.”

“That’s okay. I’ll still have some.”

The kid filled their cups, and they sipped their coffee in silence. “How’s your head this morning?” The Kid asked.

“Oh, I feel much better. Kinda weak, though.”

“It’ll take a spell to put you right. We’ll rest up here a few days, till you’re fit to travel.”

“Are you an Indian?”

The Kid considered the question. Arabella quickly added, “I don’t mean to be rude. I just… those marks on your chin.”

Pouring herself another cup of coffee, The Kid began to speak. “Well, here’s how that happened. I was maybe seven or so. My family was travelin’ west. A group of Yavapai braves came on us and wanted food. My Pa didn’t give ‘em any and told ‘em to git. Well, them Indians didn’t take too kindly to that. They killed my Pa, Ma, and brother, then they took me and my big sister as slaves.

“They was a mean tribe. The women and kids hit us and spit on us. They worked us hard and fed us scraps of food. We learned their language and got treated just a little better than the dogs. But not much. My sister would make me sing hymns with her while we worked, and that held some with ‘em, as they took it for strong medicine. Sometimes they’d even ask us to sing.

“We was there about a year when a woman from the Mojave tribe came to the camp. I don’t know why, but she took a shine to me and my sister, so she bought us from the Yavapai. Paid a lot, too. Three blankets, a horse, and beads. Me and my sister, we didn’t expect things to be any different. Thought we’d just be slaves for another tribe.

“Well, the Mojave took us in. Made us family to them. We learned their talk easy, as it weren’t much different than the Yavapai. They was a lot different than the Yavapai, though. Real good looking Indians. The men was all tall and well built. The women were the ones in charge of everything, and spoke their minds to the men.

“These marks on my chin are tattoos. All the Mojave women have ‘em. I felt like I was Mojave by then, since my whole family was gone ‘cept my big sister. I have tattoos on my upper arms too.”

There was a long silence, then Arabella said, “Thank you for telling me that, Kid.” She yawned. “Oh, me. I’m feelin’ sleepy again. I’m sorry I can’t stay awake more…”

“That’s okay, Button,” The Kid said. “Rest is what you need more than anything right now. You go to sleep.”

The Kid cleaned up the camp while Arabella dozed. Feeling hot and grimy, she decided to bathe once more. Stripping down, she stepped into the cool water.

When she emerged from the creek and saw that the girl was still asleep, she decided to take care of an itch she had. An itch that had to be rubbed a certain way. Ever since she’d found the young girl, the Kid had been feeling that itch.

She knelt on the ground, mostly facing away from Button. The Kid put her fingers between her legs and looked for what she called the little boy in the canoe. Once she found it, she began to pleasure herself.

*****

Moments earlier, Arabella woke up and saw the Kid swimming in the small waterhole. She pretended to be asleep, but kept her eyes on the Kid, hoping to see her naked again.

She got her wish. Her heart raced as the woman emerged, water dripping from her bare body.

Then something happened that thrilled the girl even more. The Kid got down on her knees, slipping a hand between her legs. Soon she was breathing hard, occasionally sighing with pleasure.

Arabella couldn’t believe what she was seeing. Not only was the Kid naked, she was doing what her big sister had showed her how to do. She’s diddling herself! the girl thought, her heart racing.

That was what her sister had called it, diddling. It was fun, just about the most fun a girl could have. Arabella’s sister had proved that to her, many times over. Arabella couldn’t see all of it, but she knew that was what The Kid was up to.

*****

The Kid worked herself up into a nice orgasm, quickly washed her groin and hands in the spring water, then put her clothes on. Soon after she was fully dressed, Arabella sat up and yawned.

“Well, now. Did you have a good nap, Button? How bout some lunch? I got a can of beans we can split.”

“That sounds good, Kid. Thank you.”

They ate the beans in silence. After that, Arabella slept some more. It was late afternoon when she awoke. She took a drink of water, then began to tell her story to The Kid.

Saddle up! And head on over to Chapter Two!

 

The Temptation of Tanya, Chapter 1

  • Posted on November 22, 2018 at 2:35 pm

by StarSapphire

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in April 2005 }

I only spied Tanya briefly as she entered the condo opposite mine shortly after she moved in. But in that brief moment, she turned and flashed me a brilliant smile — and I was instantly smitten.

Tanya had lustrous dark hair that fell in a gentle wave to her shoulders, big blue eyes, bee stung lips and a pert little elfin nose. She was about 5 foot 1, but had a truly graceful figure for one so short. Her breasts were only gently suggested mounds, but her bottom had a round, squeezable look that set my heart racing. She was exactly my type. That she was only 11 years old shocked me to the core.

I had been spending my days in a depressing routine of work, television, reading and in general, staying out of touch with the human race as much as I could. I had recently left a gay relationship of five years and felt sad and betrayed. My lover Julia had left me for someone else, someone all of 18 years old. Having just turned 35, I felt the pain much more intensely, and longed to be reaffirmed as an attractive, sexy, worthwhile woman. That my reaffirmation would end up coming instead from a lively, self-assured young girl just reaching adolescence still astonishes me.

If anyone were to `rescue’ me, I had actually pinned my hopes on Tanya’s mother, whom I had seen more often. Leanne Grainger was 35 with honey blonde hair and a wonderful figure, standing much taller than her daughter. I’d known of her for years as a local TV reporter and part-time anchor, though I’d never actually met her before.

Leanne seemed as genuinely warm and self-assured in person as she did on air, and my heart did flip-flops whenever I bumped into her. In my present emotional state I didn’t fully trust my gaydar, but I thought I caught that `look’ from her and I quietly pinned up my hopes.

Tanya must have taken on her father’s characteristics except for her face, which was a smaller, more delicate version of her mother’s. In personality she seemed precocious and lively, a little more energetic than her mom, but with all her warmth.

Leanne and I struck up a friendship at the residents’ meeting in our building that took place a couple of weeks after she’d moved in. Being new, the only person she had even a nodding acquaintance with was me, and she invited me to her place for coffee afterwards, I was a bit excited to be spending time with such an attractive woman, even though I didn’t expect anything to happen, really… but if I was excited then, that was nothing compared to how I felt when she introduced me to her daughter Tanya.

“This is Carla, honey. Carla, this is my daughter Tanya.”

As Leanne spoke the words, Tanya popped up from the couch and came over to shake hands. I was a little startled at her eager response, but I gladly took her proffered hand in mine and felt its delicate texture. As I looked into her baby blues a little tremor ran through me… a tremor I immediately knew for what it was: sexual attraction.

I was stunned, unable to speak. What in God’s name was happening to me? I’m lusting after my neighbor’s child!

“T-Tanya, that’s a pretty name,” was all I could blurt out.

“Thank you. It’s my grandma’s name. And you’re pretty too!” Tanya giggled, covering her mouth and looking at me with her laughing eyes.

My knees felt weak. I did take some pride in my features and tried to dress the part. I am all lipstick lesbian, slim, trim and feminine with 36C breasts and the same ass I had in high school, but somehow Tanya’s compliment had touched me deeply.

When I got home later I cried for the first time since Julia had left. Then I felt so overwhelmed by my desire for little Tanya that I masturbated, getting off at least three times to images of her babyish body spread out before me naked… or her head buried between my legs, a fantasy that brought on a wave of shame when it was over.

I spent the next few weeks utterly amazed at having fallen in love so quickly with someone so impossible for me to possess… and swore a solemn oath to myself that I would never attempt to consummate my feelings. I would love Tanya safely from afar. And I did amazingly well.

Leanne worked often odd hours and asked me to mind Tanya for her until something more permanent could be arranged. I was only too happy to oblige, already having no life and now being given the chance to spend several hours a day alone in the company of this little moppet that I desired so much. But I promised myself to be good — and I was. The trouble, as it turned out, came from Tanya.

“Do you have a boyfriend?” she asked me out of the blue one evening.

“Well, uh, no,” I hesitated. “I just left a relationship a couple of months ago, but that was with another woman.” I glanced at her, trying to read her reaction, but she just stared at me as if I’d mentioned it was warm and sunny outside. “We were lovers,” I added, expecting her to be shocked, I suppose. She wasn’t.

“So… you broke up. Was it hard for you?”

“It was, yeah,” I sighed, “but I’m learning to cope… and I’m enjoying being free.” God, I’m a terrible liar.

“Did you love her?”

“Yes, very much. Why are you asking me about this, sweetheart?”

“Well it’s just that, uh, I have feelings for someone that I think is really special too… and I don’t really know what to do. I mean, I’m only 11 and … and it’s a woman. Like your friend.” Tanya was blushing furiously, toying with her fingers. “My mom said she thought you liked girls, and when you said about your lover that, um, she was a girl, I wanted to talk to you about the way I feel. Um, is that okay?”

“Oh honey, of course it is!” I exclaimed. “So… how did your mom know that I liked girls?” This was intriguing.

“I don’t know. She didn’t tell me that, and she wasn’t sure about it anyhow.” Tanya looked up at me, then grinned. “But I’m sure glad she got it right, because I need to talk to someone about how I feel. I really don’t know what to do. About the girl I like, I mean.”

“Are you good friends with her?” I asked.

“Oh, yes. I see her all the time… and she is so beautiful that sometimes I can’t stop looking at her. I want to kiss her. Like, you know, a real kiss.”

“That sounds serious. You’re a very pretty girl yourself, you know. Do you catch her looking at you now and then? That’s usually a good sign.”

“Yeah, I think so. She seems to like my boobs, like I have any!” she laughed. “I’ve even caught her looking down my shirt!”

I, of course, had been doing the same thing to her, and definitely shared her erstwhile lover’s infatuation the view down her top. Has she caught me looking too? I wondered.

“Your boobs are going to be fine, girl. My God, you’re only eleven!” I laughed. “But hey, wear some tops that make it easy for her to look. You might as well dazzle her, honey. If she’s interested, it’ll get her crazy hot… and if she’s not, well there’s no harm done.”

Tanya seemed to contemplate that advice for a moment… then gave me a sly little look. “Cool idea!” she declared, and we both dissolved into giggles.

The next evening Tanya came over and settled into the far end of my black leather couch. She looked ravishing in a pair of navy blue tight slacks and a loose cotton top. She grinned at me and lowered her knees.

“This is what I wore today,” she giggled, pulling at her loose top. “When I bend over like this, you can see right down it to my boobs.” And she did just that, giving me a tantalizingly brief glimpse of her pert young nipples, and a wicked look when she caught me staring. I blushed a deep red.

“Tanya, you are so naughty! So… did you impress her?”

“I think so,” Tanya said with a cute smile. “I’m just all confused right now about her. I mean I want to be with her and kiss her and cuddle her with all our clothes off, but I don’t know what to do after that, really.” She seemed so forlorn all of a sudden. Then she looked up. “Can you help me?”

“Tanya honey, I don’t know,” I replied, my heart going out to her as my own forbidden need to kiss and cuddle her mounted. “What do you think I can do?” I said, placing a hand on her shoulder as she sat next to me.

“Well,” she said hesitantly, “could you… could you teach me how to kiss? I’ve never kissed anyone before. I mean, it wouldn’t count, you know? Just to s-show me how.” A very pleading look was in her eye.

I was taken aback, to say the least. Kiss her? Of course I would, but how could I make it “not count”?

“I — I guess so, Tanya. Here, sit back and close your eyes,” I instructed. I nervously leaned in and brushed my trembling lips against hers. The touch was magic and a shocking current of lust shot through me, right down to my aching pussy. I lingered for a second and fell the full rich texture of her lower lip against mine as I ever so slightly parted my lips, but only enough for a quick taste with my tongue. I pulled back slowly. “There, how was that?”

“Oooh, I loved it… do it again, okay? Only longer this time!”

Tanya moved her face eagerly into mine and our lips met in a much deeper kiss. But I kept my lips closed, not trusting myself to go further with this experiment. My heart pounded like a jackhammer, and I heard Tanya moan gently as we continued. I decided to break it off.

“Doesn’t seem like there’s too much I have to teach you about kissing, you little minx.” I whispered with a grin. I was red and flustered while Tanya looked up at me, all dreamy eyed and out of focus.

“I like kissing you,” is all she said. Then she laid her head against my shoulder and wrapped her delicate pale her arms around me. I gently stroked her lustrous dark hair, my tummy tying up in anxious knots.

“This girl you like is very lucky, little one,” I told her as I gently kissed the top of her head. “I hope you’ll both be very happy together.” Tanya breathed a deep sigh against me and hugged me tighter.

“Me too, ” she murmured into my blouse. “I don’t know how I can just tell her how I feel, though,” she sighed, “It’s… kinda weird.” Then she quickly looked up at me again. “Let’s kiss some more!” she implored. “It’s okay — it doesn’t count, remember?”

“What do you mean ‘doesn’t count’?” I wanted to know.

“I mean it’s just practice, you know? It – it doesn’t mean anything, so we can do whatever we want, see?”

“Not really, but okay. And Tanya, you can’t tell your mom I was teaching you how to kiss. She’d freak out!” I laughed, but meant it all the same.

“Of course not, silly! Besides I don’t think Mom would want to know that I’ve got a crush on another girl, do you?”

“Probably not. But you’ll probably have to tell her eventually that you are… that you like girls, honey,” I cautioned her, recalling with a shudder my own dreadful experiences with coming out. I felt certain that Leanne would be far more understanding than my mother had been.

“I will, but right now I want to practice kissing with you.” Without wasting any time, Tanya leaned across me, wrapped her arms around my shoulders and planted her lush full lips square against mine, this time moving them around a little then parting them slightly.

All sorts of crazy feelings were rushing through me at this point. I so wanted to just open my mouth and kiss this young creature like a lover, but I knew there might be no turning back if I did. I was dizzy with excitement and my throat was achingly dry. A deep wet throbbing began in my loins and spread up through my breasts to stiffen my sensitive nipples. I moaned as I felt her hot wet tongue start to push against my closed lips.

“Wait, Tanya!” I cried, pulling back from our kiss. “This is getting too intense.”

“I know! That was so cool, Carla! You’re a great kisser!”

“Honey, we shouldn’t let this go any further. I’m 35 years old, sweetheart, and you’re only 11. Maybe w-we ought not to do this anymore,” I stammered.

In that moment Tanya looked shattered. Despite all her grown up precocity, she was still just a young girl. I thought she might cry.

“Besides,” I said, “What about your friend?” I asked, trying to revive her spirits. “She’s the one you want to be kissing and, um, making it count, right? I’m just your baby sitter. I bet she’s much better looking than me… and now you can teach her how to kiss.”

“I don’t have to teach her,” Tanya said sullenly.

“You don’t?” I asked, puzzled.

“No, she already knows how to kiss.”

“How do you know that?”

“Because… she’s kissed before.” Tanya stared down into her lap. “She’s… older than me, she isn’t a girl.”

“Who is she, Tanya?”

“I –- I can’t tell you yet. But I will. Is that okay?”

“Sure it is, honey.”

“Besides, I don’t care if you’re 35,” Tanya looked up at me seriously. “I’m the one who gets to decide if you’re too old anyway, not you!”

Yeah, but then I get to decide if you’re too young, ” I countered with a poke in her chest.

“But we’re just practicing… so it’s okay, right?”

“Oh, Tanya…” I drew her into my arms, and we kissed.

We were locked in a light embrace for several minutes then, the heat obviously rising between us as our mouths moved softly against each other. This time we pulled away slowly and smiled.

“That was nice,” I whispered to her.

“Mmmm, it sure was,” Tanya replied, squeezing me tightly. We sat cuddled together for the next hour or so, behaving ourselves, watching TV, then snacking until Leanne came by to pick her up.

“Was she any trouble?” Leanne asked me at the door.

“Of course not. She’s a real sweetheart. She can come back anytime.”

I felt so guilty that I couldn’t look her in the eye as Tanya walked past me and into the hall.

“See ya tomorrow!” Tanya called out as she entered her doorway.

I slowly closed my door then leaned my shoulders against it. What on earth am I going to do!? I thought frantically, then shrugged and headed for the shower.

Starting the shower, I took a long look at my naked body in the mirror. My breasts were still firm and full and my skin still nicely toned. I decided to trim my dark brown pubes, then, for a brief moment, contemplated shaving it off completely. How absolutely depraved, I thought with a wry smile.

Getting under the hot water brought back all the steamy emotions I’d been sharing on the couch with Tanya, and it wasn’t long before I had two fingers deep inside my pussy, working myself into a frenzied climax. A slower, deeper orgasm followed in bed after I’d dried myself off and hopped under the covers naked. Finally, I drifted off to sleep.

Carry on to Chapter Two!

 

The Joy of Girls, Chapter 1

  • Posted on November 18, 2018 at 3:22 pm

 

Author Unknown

 

Twelve-year-old Kori was in a state of confusion as she sat at the breakfast table before school. Her mind wandered back to the previous night. She remembered stripping down to her pink cotton panties, pausing to admire her newly developing breasts in the mirror, then putting on an oversize t-shirt just before crawling into bed. This was her nightly routine after brushing her teeth and washing her face; nothing unusual there.

She’d read a few chapters of a juvenile romance novel, then turned out the light and waited to fall asleep. She remembered an unusual tingling sensation in a place she hadn’t tingled before. She recalled how, without a second thought, she’d reacted by dropping a hand beneath the covers and pressing two fingers into the crotch of her panties. The dampness and warmth she found there astonished the girl.

Kori played the scene over and over in her mind, reliving the minutes she spent rubbing the front of her panties, the good feelings steadily getting better — until she suddenly felt guilty and stopped, forcing herself to close her eyes and try to sleep.

What would Mom and Dad think if they knew what I just did? she asked herself. Kori’s parents were devoutly religious. And even though such things had never been verbally forbidden, Kori knew that they would not approve of their daughter touching herself in that way.

The girl struggled with the night’s events until it was time to leave for school. Thanking her lucky stars it was Friday, at least, Kori grabbed her jacket, checked her long, dark hair in the mirror and headed for her sister’s car. At least I have the whole weekend to make some kind of sense out of this.

In the car, Kori unwillingly continued her inner battle until she was brought back to the here and now by her sixteen-year-old sister, Suzy.

“You’re awful quiet this morning,” said the cute older girl, without much concern in her voice.

“Yeah, guess I’m just tired,” muttered Kori.

That was the end of the conversation in the car; Kori tried to prepare her mind for school, and Suzy told herself over and over how embarrassing it was to have to drop off her seventh-grade sister at the junior high school; after all, she was now in the 11th grade.

Suzy stopped the car at the door and said shortly, “Well, see ya later.” Kori stepped out and trudged inside, not even bothering to thank her big sister for the ride.

She was a little early for school, so she searched out her two best friends. Becka and Jenna were both eighth-graders. Jenna was known among her friends as a quiet, innocent type; she’d only recently experienced her first kiss. Becka was totally different; earlier in the year, she had dated a high school freshman, and it was said that she was no longer a virgin, a rumor she would neither confirm nor deny. Becka’s the one I need to talk to, she assured herself.

She had the opportunity when Jenna excused herself to the restroom. Grabbing Becka’s arm, Kori led her to a nearby stairwell, where she said, “I need to talk to you.”

Trying to keep herself from crying, Kori spilled the whole story about what had happened on the previous night.

Becka only said, “You mean, you’ve never touched yourself before?”

When Kori shook her head, the older girl chuckled and tried to explain to her that it was okay. With only a few minutes to spare, Becka tried to explain the concept of masturbation to her fascinated friend — but before she could make any real headway, it was time for class.

“We’ll talk after school,” Becka called over her shoulder as she disappeared into a classroom.

Kori had trouble concentrating during her first three classes. She thought about what Becka had told her: that masturbating was kind of like having sex with yourself, it wasn’t a sin, and almost everybody did it. It was just enough information to leave Kori brimming over with curiosity, dying to know more.

At lunch, she made a beeline for the table where she always ate with her friends, only to be informed by Jenna that Becka had gone home sick. Kori fumed about it, though there wasn’t anything she could do but wait. Needless to say, the prospect of a whole weekend of unanswered questions had the girl bristling with frustration.

After struggling through the rest of the day, Kori made her way home from school. She had to walk, because big sister Suzy had cheerleader practice that day — but it wasn’t very far anyhow, and Kori appreciated the chance to be on her own with her thoughts for awhile.

Once home, Kori’s mother Sandra called out, “Hey, hon — Jenna just called, she wants you to phone her back.”

Racing up to her room, Kori chucked her backpack into a corner, kicked off her shoes, then flopped down on the bed before picking up her phone to dial up Jenna.

“Hey, you. Wanna sleep over tonight?” Jenna inquired after she answered. Kori checked with her mother, got her permission and told her friend that she would love to. She quickly packed an overnight bag  — shorts, clean undies, t-shirt, toothbrush and a few PlayStation games — took her bike out of the garage and quickly pedaled her way to Jenna’s house.

The evening did help take Kori’s mind off her problem. She and her friend played games, ate pizza and watched movies; typical sleepover stuff. They slept until nearly noon, when Jenna’s mother woke Kori up. She informed the girl that her parents had gone out to dinner in a nearby town and that Suzy was gone to the mall with some friends. Jenna’s mother was getting ready to leave for the store, so Kori dressed, said a quick goodbye to Jenna and caught a ride home.

When they pulled into the driveway, Kori was puzzled to see Suzy’s car there. Her sister usually drove when she went anywhere with friends, because she had the nicest car. Shrugging it off, the girl unlocked the front door and carried her bag into her house.

She was met with a strange sound; she couldn’t put her finger on what it might be, but quickly realized that it was coming from the other end of the house, where hers and Suzy’s bedrooms were.

Tiptoeing down the hall, Kori saw a faint light coming from her sister’s room on the left. Peeping inside, the girl noticed that the curtains were closed tightly, making the TV the only light in the room. She then noticed the image on the television, and was shocked to see a man and woman having very energetic sex.

Kori’s only sexual know-how had come from sixth grade sex education, but she knew right away what the two lovers were doing. The man’s erect penis was sliding in and out of the woman’s vagina, and both were panting hard as they coupled.

Finally, Kori noticed a figure, stretched out on the bed. It was Suzy; she was lying naked on her belly at the foot of the bed — luckily facing away, so she couldn’t see Kori in the doorway. All of her clothes were on the floor, and her long blond hair was pulled back in a ponytail. Suzy had her knees tucked underneath, causing her bottom to stick out as if she was presenting it to a partner. Kori could see her sister’s hand working away between her legs; every so often, Suzy would switch hands and suck the fingers that had just been touching her pussy.

After only a few seconds of watching this, the younger girl felt the same tingling between her legs that had taunted her earlier in the week. Common sense prevailed, however, and she determined that this would be her means of learning how to masturbate.

Before long, however, her watch-and-learn mentality gave way to an unbearable desire try it out, right then and there. She silently slipped a hand into the waist of her jeans and found her young slit, surprised at how wet it was. Kori gently toyed with her pussy as her sexy older sister fucked herself to the movie on the television.

Soon, Suzy began to moan. The moans grew louder and louder until they became a long scream. Finally, the older girl relaxed and licked her hand clean one last time before reaching for the remote control that lay beside her.

Sizing up the situation, Kori reluctantly withdrew her hand from her jeans, tiptoed back down the hallway and quietly slipped out of the house. Locking the door behind her, she rang the doorbell.

After a few moments, Suzy appeared at the door. “Where’s your key?” she demanded.

“I think I left it in my room,” answered the younger girl. “Hey, I thought you were going to the mall.”

Suzy struggled to think of a cover story. “Uh, I am. I just got up and I was getting ready to go take a shower.”

“Okay, then.” Kori walked past her sister, smiling as she retreated to her room.

Soon, Suzy left. Kori waited a few minutes to make sure she wasn’t coming back for anything, then she headed for Suzy’s room, hoping against hope that the movie was still there. After a little searching, she found it, behind some books on her sister’s bookshelf. Quickly removing all her clothes, Kori popped the video cassette in and settled down on Suzy’s bed.

As the first scene began, a woman was dancing in front two men, occasionally lifting her skirt to reveal her naked pussy to them. Kori spread her legs and examined her own womanhood. She knew that dark hair was beginning to grow there, just like the woman in the movie.

When the two men started fucking the woman, Kori positioned herself on the bed just as she had seen her sister do. This, however, was uncomfortable for her, so she turned around and lay on her back with her legs wide open. She began to mimic her sister’s hand movements, until that scene ended and a new one began.

This one featured two women masturbating while a third woman sucked a guy’s dick. Kori began to do exactly what the two women did, and before long she had a nice rhythm going as she caressed her throbbing clit. After a few moments, her hand began to move faster and faster until she felt an incredible new feeling welling up inside her body.

Suddenly a rush of pleasure overwhelmed her, and Kori heard a cry come from her mouth that was very similar to the sound her sister had made earlier. The feeling seemed to go on forever, but finally she came back down to the ground, dazed, sweaty and very satisfied.

*****

At the breakfast table on Monday morning, young Kori could hardly believe how much had changed since this same time the previous Friday. After feeling so certain that her weekend would be ruined by her struggle with the desire to touch herself, everything was suddenly and unexpectedly different.

First, her friend Becka, a year and a half (and one grade) older, had briefly explained masturbation to the curious seventh-grader. Then she had received the best education imaginable, by coming home and spying on her sixteen-year-old sister Suzy and she masturbated to a porn flick. After learning all she could from her older sister, Kori seized the opportunity to watch the movie after Suzy left, and fingered herself to a lovely orgasm, her very first.

All weekend long, over and over, Kori explored this new pleasure — in her bedroom, in the bathtub. She even got bold on Sunday morning while her parents were at church and fingered herself to a satisfying orgasm in their room!

I got off at least seven times this weekend, the young girl thought. All traces of her previous inhibitions about masturbation were long gone, and Kori had only one goal for school that day: to tell Becka that she had finally done it, taught herself how to come.

As Kori made her way to her locker that morning, she realized she wasn’t going to have to search her friend out to share the news; Becka was already looking for her. When their eyes met, Becka ran over to her. “Oh, Kori, I’m so sorry. I hate that I left you hanging like that,” she said apologetically.

Kori smiled and said, “It’s okay; I figured it out myself!”

Becka’s eyes lit up and her mouth displayed a wide smile as she said, “Really? Oh, wow! That’s great!”

“What’s great?” interrupted their other friend Jenna, who had just found the girls.

“Uh… nothing, really,” said Becka. “Kori was just telling me about something that happened on TV this weekend.”

Jenna looked confused for a moment before saying, “Oh,” and excusing herself for class. Kori thought seriously about telling Becka the rest of the story, about her big sister Suzy and the porn movie, but decided against it.

School was a breeze that day. When the bell rung, Kori grabbed her backpack, said a quick goodbye to her friends and disappeared out the door. Sure enough, Suzy was waiting for her — impatiently, as always.

When they arrived at the house, Kori said, “Y’know, I kinda feel like taking a bath.”

Suzy gave her younger sister a funny look. “In the afternoon? Whatever.” With that, she went into her bedroom.

Kori grabbed some clean clothes before heading off to the bath. There, with the door locked, she undressed as she turned the faucet of the tub on. Once it was full, the girl eased into the steamy water and settled back, letting her thoughts wander. She made it a point to wash her hair and body before she got carried away. After those chores were done, it was time to relax.

Kori sat back and began to caress her budding breasts. She imagined herself masturbating in other, riskier places. She thought of touching herself in the bathroom at school, and in the garage. She pictured herself, jeans and panties around her ankles, sitting on the steps and bringing herself to an orgasm in the basement. As her arousal grew, Kori began to focus her attention on her pussy. Spreading the labia, she found her clit, which was already throbbing with excitement. The girl began to tease the tiny organ.

Before she could get too far, Kori was interrupted by a pounding on the bathroom door. “It’s Becka on the phone,” said her sister. “You wanna come out and take it?”

“Can you bring me the cordless?” asked Kori.

Moments later, an annoyed Suzy opened the bathroom door, the phone in her hand. “Here, your Majesty.”

As she walked toward the bathtub, Kori desperately hoped it wasn’t obvious what she had been doing, but her red face and stiff nipples were a definite giveaway. Suzy didn’t seem so irritated now, and she was definitely checking out her younger sister’s nudity as she handed Kori the phone. Then the older girl slowly left the bathroom, turning to take one last look before closing the door behind her.

What’s she so interested in? Kori wondered, feeling somewhat embarrassed at Suzy’s perusal. Bet she knows what I was up to, damn it.

She brought the phone to her ear. “Hello?”

“Hey, it’s me,” came the voice on the other end.

“Sorry. I was just taking a bath,” said Kori.

Becka giggled and said, “Yeah, I’ll bet you were just taking a bath.”

“Stop that!” Kori said, trying to sound angry. Both girls broke into giggles and then silence.

“I just can’t believe that you never did it before,” said the older friend. “I started when I was eleven.”

Kori thought for a second before responding, “Yeah, but you don’t have the same kind of parents I do. They’re way more uptight.”

Becka admitted this was true. They engaged in idle chat for the next few minutes. Then, with Kori in the middle of a story about school, Becka accidentally yelped.

“What was that? Are you okay?” inquired the concerned younger girl.

“Uh, yeah, I’m fine,” stammered Becka. Kori pressed her friend to tell her what was wrong, until the older girl finally gave in and said, “Okay, I was playing with myself. Are you happy now?”

Kori didn’t know what to say. She certainly hadn’t expected that, although she had been doing the same thing the entire time they had been talking. Almost without thinking, she replied, “Me too.”

“Well, don’t let me stop you,” said Becka, and the phone fell silent again, as both girls concentrated on their pussies.

Breaking the silence, Kori innocently inquired, “Where are you?”

Becka answered, “No one’s here, so I’m in the living room on the love seat. All I’ve got on is a t-shirt, and that’s pushed all the way up to my neck.” She laughed. “Good think no one is around… you can see everything I’ve got!”

Becka’s mind conjured an image of her friend loving herself in the bath, an image that sent a thrill through her. This was very unusual; she’d never thought about another girl in that way before, but the feeling it gave her was too good to pass up. She let the image run free in her mind as her hand picked up the pace.

Meanwhile, Kori was facing the same issue in her bathtub. She imagined Becka, the way the girl had just described herself, and the mental picture brought a whole new level of desire to the eager young teen. She, too, began to finger herself faster as she pictured her friend doing likewise in her living room. She’d never seen Becka naked before, so she was forced to conjure up an image of how her friend might look without her clothes.

Kori tried to picture Becka’s soaking pussy, imagining a tuft of dark blonde hair. Each girl imagined what the other was doing, and pretty soon, there were stifled moans on both ends of the phone.

As silence fell again, Becka thought she would break the ice this time. “Wow, I never did anything like that before,” she said, kicking herself for saying something so lame.

Kori was still coming down from her climax; finally she gathered herself and said, “Me neither.”

Becka brought up something about school, thinking that her friend may be a bit uncomfortable by this point. The two talked for a few minutes, then Becka said, “Hey, you wanna come over and watch TV tonight?”

Kori replied, “Sure! But I don’t think Mom and Dad will let me stay.”

“That’s okay,” said Becka. The girls set a time and said goodbye.

When her parents returned, Kori convinced her mom to let her go over to Becka’s, promising to be home by 10 PM.

When she reached her friend’s house, Kori raced to the front door and rang the bell.

Becka met her at the door. Both girls had dressed modestly, still a little self-conscious about the afternoon’s phone conversation. Kori had worn jeans and an old sweater, while Becka wore a sweatsuit.

“My folks are upstairs already,” Becka said. “Dad’s doing some work, and I think Mom’s taking a bath, then she’ll probably go to bed.”

The girls turned their attention to the TV for a minute before Becka asked, “Are you uncomfortable about… you know? What we did on the phone?”

Kori shyly nodded before asking, “Does that make us lesbians?”

Becka laughed before replying, “No. Lots of girls actually watch each other do that, and it doesn’t make them gay.” Kori was satisfied by this answer; at least it put her guilt to rest.

Kori thought and thought and finally chose to tell her friend the truth. “Becka, I want to know something. If I learned how to touch myself by watching somebody, would that be bad?”

“I don’t see why,” Becka assured her friend, curious to know more.

“Well, I did learn by watching somebody,” said Kori.

Becka had figured this from the question. “Who?”

Kori paused for a moment and replied, “My big sister Suzy.”

Becka’s eyes widened with surprise. She wanted to know all about it. Kori spilled the whole story — she told Becka about the movie and what her sister had done while she watched it, and about how she later watched it herself and mimicked Suzy’s actions.

Becka was both shocked and intrigued. She could feel her pussy growing very wet underneath her sweat pants. She tried to keep it to herself, promising herself that she would use that image in her bedroom later.

Kori was very bubbly all of a sudden; when she first came in, she seemed incredibly uncomfortable, but now she was talking incessantly. Then, out of the blue, she asked Becka, “Do you think Jenna does it too?”

Becka was fairly certain that she did; one time she had spent the night with Jenna, and the girl had disappeared into the bathroom for about half an hour after she thought Becka was asleep. Instead, she answered, “Maybe. I know how we could find out.”

“How?” Kori asked, a little suspicious.

“Let’s have a sleepover here Friday night — we’ll invite Jenna and we’ll ask her.”

Kori felt a little pessimistic. “We’ll just ask her?” she said with a frown. “You think she’ll tell the truth?”

Becka smiled at her friend. “If we do, I bet she will.”

Onward to Chapter Two!

 

The Halloween Party, Part One

  • Posted on November 16, 2018 at 3:29 pm

 

by Ebo

The October air was crisp and chilly as Megan opened her bedroom window. The costume she wore left a lot of skin bare, and she shivered as the night air found it. Looking down at the slutty French maid costume, Megan suddenly wished there was more to it. Well, not suddenly- she had always wished there was more to it. A longer skirt and sleeves would be nice since the temperature had fallen into the fifties with nightfall.

Still looking down at her costume, Megan had to shake her head. She was pretty sure the designers of this outfit hadn’t intended for a girl her age to wear it. It was too short and too tight to make an appropriate costume for a middle schooler. In fact, she was pretty sure it wasn’t meant to be worn anywhere but the bedroom.

She shivered, again, but not because of the cold. It was a naughty thrill that worked up her spine at the thought of going out like this. She wasn’t allowed out of the house in anything remotely this revealing. Her stepmother would have a stroke if she saw how much skin she was showing.

What she doesn’t know can’t get me grounded for life, Megan thought, with a mischievous grin.

Frowning, Megan thought about her stepmother sitting her down earlier, forbidding her to go the party she was preparing to sneak out to attend. Megan had thought she had been found out, that her stepmother knew about Megan being invited to the party somehow. There something about the way her stepmother phrased her statements… It was like she didn’t know Megan was invited and was just not letting her go on principle.

How did she even know about it? Megan wondered, as she stepped through the open window and onto the roof. As she turned and eased the window shut, she thought, This party was hush-hush, a secret. No parents are supposed to know about it. I’m not even supposed to know about it. High school kids only.

Her friend Casey was a freshman and had violated the unspoken rule of being in high school — the one about not talking to middle schoolers about high school stuff. Casey then did the unthinkable — she invited Megan to the party. Megan couldn’t believe it, thought Casey was just teasing her at first. It had taken some doing on Casey’s part, but she finally convinced Megan she was serious.

Stunned, Megan had agreed to go to the party. It wasn’t until later that what she had agreed to really sank in. She was going to a party thrown by high school juniors and seniors. If half the rumors that circulated about the annual Halloween party were true, there would be drinking and drugs and a whole lot of sex. She’d be in so far over her head, she wouldn’t be able to see the light above her. She had picked up her phone a half dozen times that night, wanting to chicken out so bad.

The only thing that kept her from calling Casey was the expected boost in her social standing at school if she went to this party. If she could prove she was at the Halloween party, her popularity would reach heights she had heretofore never imagined. She’d be an instant cool kid.

Sighing, she wished she didn’t care about such things, but any thirteen-year-old girl who said she wasn’t at least a little concerned with how her classmates perceived her was probably lying to look cool.

With the pair of high heels she had borrowed — without permission — from her stepmother in one hand and her purse over her shoulder, she walked carefully down the slanted roof. Tossing the shoes first, she lowered herself over the edge, hanging by the gutters. It was only a four-foot drop to the ground and she landed gracefully. She grimaced as the dew on the grass instantly soaked through the nylons she wore. Already cold, she started shivering.

The moon was mostly full and it was a cloudless night. She was able to find the shoes on the grass with relative ease by its silver light. Looking around, she thought it was bright enough that she could navigate the town without pulling her phone out of her purse to use as a flashlight.

As she stepped into the heels, she rubbed her arms and looked back up at her window. Sighing, she said, “I should have brought a coat.”

The shoes were a bit of a challenge for her. The tallest heel she had on a shoe was an inch and these were five. She borrowed them earlier in the week and had been practicing walking in them. She probably wouldn’t be mistaken for a supermodel working the catwalk in them, but she shouldn’t break her neck tonight.

My stepmom might break my neck if she sees me in them, Megan said, glancing at the dark house.

Her stepmother had turned in an hour ago and Megan had waited impatiently for sixty minutes before getting dressed in her costume and sneaking out. No lights had come on, so Megan was hoping she had made it out undetected.

She glanced at the large oak tree growing next to the house, and her shoulders fell. It was her way back into the house. It was a short climb, but one she was dreading. When she was seven, she had fallen out of the tree and broke her arm. She hasn’t been in it since.

“It’ll be okay,” Megan told herself, turning away from the tree. She’d deal with getting back into the house when she returned from the party.

Megan crossed her yard and turned left onto Mahogany Street. As she walked, she glanced down at herself, and her cheeks were hot. Because of her stepmother’s strict standards on how a young lady should dress, she has never been out in public wearing so little. The dress part of the costume was really short, even on her. It didn’t fall anywhere near her knees. It was worn off the shoulder and dipped low in the front. She was showing all the cleavage she could muster. She couldn’t even wear a bra with the costume.

The costume had come with a pair of matching stockings held up by a garter belt, a ruffled white petty coat, a headpiece, and a ribbon choker necklace. In for a penny in for a pound, she was wearing it all. She had added a half mask with cat ears to hide her identity. There might be a couple of kids at the party that knew she shouldn’t be there.

Looking in the mirror earlier, she had been surprised by how well everything fit her, that she didn’t look as ridiculous as she had expected. The costume was form fitting in all the right places and she thought she looked kind of hot. Probably hotter than a thirteen-year-old girl was supposed to look.

Not ridiculous, but probably nowhere near as good as my stepmother would have looked in this, Megan thought, then shook her head. Her cheeks were flushed as she got a mental image of the woman in this outfit.

Oh God, Megan thought, realizing she was fantasizing about her stepmother. A little sheepishly, she thought, Again, you mean.

She pushed that thought out of her mind, not ready to deal with it just yet.

Not for the first time, she wondered what the woman had been doing with this costume in her closet. It wasn’t the only one, either. Megan had had… options to chose from for her costume.

Shaking her head, again, Megan looked down at herself and thought about how she had ended up wearing such a revealing outfit.

At thirteen, she was too old to trick or treat and too young to get invited to some of the older kids’ parties. She was stuck in the middle of the road. She had just planned to stay home and watch scary movies with her stepmother and pass out candy to the neighborhood kids. She hadn’t bothered with a costume this year. Which was why when Casey sprang the party on her, she wasn’t prepared.

Without something to wear tonight, she had gone snooping in her stepmother’s closet. She really didn’t know what she was looking for, just hoping for inspiration. What she had found had made her laugh and re-think her opinion of her stepmother as a straight-laced, boring type.

She had searched the entire room, then turned over her own room in search of something to wear to the party. Finding nothing, she reconsidered the naughty costumes she had found in her stepmother’s closet. Without a lot of options, she had gone back to her stepmother’s room one more time. Looking at the skimpy outfits, her heart had been racing at the thought of wearing one of them to the party. She had picked the French maid costume because it was the least revealing of the bunch. She had told herself she was borrowing it ‘just in case’ she couldn’t find anything else. She had gone back the next day to borrow some shoes for the same reason. Just in case.

Looking down at herself, she said, “Just in case… Right.”

As she walked, she pulled her phone out of her purse, called Casey. The phone rang and rang, then went to voice mail. Megan hung up without leaving a message. She was about to call back when someone grabbed her from behind and said, “Boo.”

Megan jumped and spun around, saw Casey grinning at her. Giving her friend a dirty look, she said, “Not cool.”

Casey looked Megan up and down and started laughing, said, “I know you told me what you were wearing, but… Wow!”

Laughing, Megan said, “I said it was my stepmother’s slutty French maid costume.”

“It’s definitely slutty,” Casey said, grinning, “you’ll get some attention in that getup.”

“I’m trying to blend in, not ‘get attention’,” Megan reminded her.

“Good luck with that,” Casey laughed.

Groaning, Megan knew the girl was right. She was showing too much leg and too much boob to go unnoticed.

“Relax, Meg,” Casey said, putting her arm around Megan’s shoulders, “pull this off, you’ll be the coolest kid in school.”

Megan smiled at her, put her arm around the girl’s waist. This close to the girl, Megan could smell her perfume, and it made her a little dizzy. Not that the perfume was particularly strong. It was just a hint of vanilla, almost completely lost on the breeze. Still, it made Megan want to bury her face in the girl’s neck and breath her in. It was her desire that made her light-headed.

She didn’t do it, though. She was too scared to.

They had been friends since they were five and seven, having been lumped together after their mothers became friends. They had grown up together, were as close as friends could be, in spite of their age difference. Everything was peachy until Casey hit puberty and started to fill out some. Megan found herself having some confusing thoughts about her best friend. About girls, in general.

The girls in her school were talking about boys more and more and Megan didn’t have anything to add to the conversation. She didn’t share her classmates’ fascination with the latest boy band or some hunky movie star. She knew she was different from them and it wasn’t until she found her father’s old issues of Playboy that she figured out what it was. Those gushy feelings the girls talked about when they saw some cute boy, she suddenly understood them.

She had been hiding her feelings about the fairer sex from Casey and her other friends. She was still trying to figure them out herself, wasn’t ready to tell anyone. The one thing she had figured out for sure is that she was attracted to other girls.

Casey included, which was putting some strain on their relationship. Well, not so much for Casey, because she didn’t know. It was Megan who felt uncomfortable around the girl, felt like she had the word lesbian written on her forehead. She kept expecting to give herself away, somehow.

Like now, with her arm around the girl… She couldn’t tell if she was still hugging Casey like she used to. Having a secret was making her paranoid, but she couldn’t help thinking the girl could tell something was different about her embrace.

Megan knew she was a horrible liar and it felt like she had to lie all the time, now. She’d think repetition would make it easier to deceive, but she was just as bad a liar now as when she started to realize she was a lesbian.

She slipped out of Casey’s arm before she could give herself away.

They made their way through the sleeping town. Looking around, Megan thought it managed to look both peaceful and creepy at this time of night. She didn’t think there was anything overt about her town. She figured most towns would be creepy at night, the storefronts and houses cloaked in darkness and the only light provided by street lamps spaced too far apart. The fact that it was Halloween and many of the yards were decorated to celebrate this old pagan holiday only made it creepier. Megan wanted to walk faster, but she kept pace with Casey. She was glad the older girl was here.

As they walked, Megan wondered if her stepmother would check in on her tonight. She had stuffed some old pillows under her covers before leaving the house. It was an old trick, probably wouldn’t fool anyone during even a moderately close inspection — say, from an open bedroom door. Luckily, her stepmother wore contacts and took them out at night. The woman could see well enough to navigate the house without them, but maybe not well enough to distinguish between a sleeping girl shape and a bunch of pillows. She hoped so, anyway.

Thinking about her stepmother made her frown. She really wanted to know how the woman had known about the party. The conversation had been odd enough that it stuck in Megan’s head and she couldn’t quite put her finger on why.

As they turned off the road and into the woods, Megan shrugged it off. It didn’t matter how the woman had found out; Megan had sneaked out anyway. She was on her way to a party thrown by a bunch of high school kids. She had bigger things to worry about then her stepmother’s sleuthing abilities. Namely, not making a complete ass of herself in front of the older kids.

There was enough moonlight that they could navigate the loosely packed trees with relative ease. As they made their way deeper into the woods, Megan started to see the glow of a couple of fires burning and hear music blaring. The closer they got to the party, the faster Megan’s heart beat. She wasn’t completely sure she was ready for this, but it was about to happen anyway.

She took a deep breath as they passed through the outer fringe of the party, looking around. She saw kids drinking out of red plastic cups, smoking cigarettes and something she was pretty sure wasn’t cigarettes. Her eyes widened when she saw boys and girls making out, kissing and pawing at each other.

No wonder my stepmother didn’t want me here, Megan thought, a little shell-shocked.

They walked by a table laden with the same red cups she had seen the other kids drinking out of. Casey snagged two as they passed, giving one of them to Megan. Sipping hers, Megan was surprised to taste fruit juice. It wasn’t until she swallowed and it burned all the way down that she realized it had been spiked pretty heavily.

She must have made a face because Casey laughed at her, said, “Drink it slow.”

“Right,” Megan said, fully intending to nurse this one cup all night. Climbing the tree would be hard enough in the dark, but if she was falling-down drunk…

Casey led her through the throng of people, introducing her to friends. Megan knew Casey was popular, but she was still surprised how many of the older kids not only knew her but acknowledged her as a friend. Only a freshman, but apparently accepted by the juniors and seniors at the party.

Megan had really wanted to just blend in, but her costume got her a lot of attention. She was glad it was night, so the boys and girls who asked her about it couldn’t see her blush. Quite a few boys seemed interested in her and, even though she wasn’t interested back, she couldn’t help but pull her shoulders back and push her chest out. Attention was attention, even if they weren’t exactly the sort she wanted to notice her. She couldn’t stop smiling.

The half mask she wore did its job and no one seemed to notice she was much too young to be at this party. She thought her costume helped, too. What thirteen-year-old girl wore a costume like this? A little sheepishly, she thought, This girl, that’s who.

Casey put her arm around Megan, leaned in and said above the music, “You’ve got the boys tripping over themselves to talk to you in that costume.”

“I noticed,” Megan said, blushing.

“I’m a little jealous,” Casey said, grinning at her.

“Come on,” Megan said, giving her a get real look, “you could smile at any guy here, and he’d follow you around like a puppy.”

“So could you,” Megan said.

“I don’t know about that,” Megan said, embarrassed.

Casey was beautiful and popular and Megan… Well, she figured she was cute, could probably rate pretty on a good day. She knew she couldn’t hold a candle to Casey, figured the only reason the boys were sniffing around her tonight was because her boobs and ass were hanging out. Casey could be wearing a potato sack, and they’d still be drooling on themselves.

“You always sell yourself short,” Casey said, meeting Megan’s eyes, “one of these days you are going to realize how pretty you are.”

“How much have you had to drink?” Megan asked, self-consciously.

“Your lack of confidence is making me sad,” Casey said, taking Megan’s hand. “Dance with me.”

Megan let her friend lead her closer to the fire, where a group of kids was dancing. Careful not to spill her drink, Megan danced with her friend. She felt eyes on her and spotted a group of boys watching them and talking excitedly amongst themselves. One of them smiled at her when he caught her looking and she looked away in a hurry. Her cheeks were hot and she made sure not to make eye contact, again.

“Can I cut in?” Someone asked. Megan glanced to her left, saw one of the boys from the group smiling at them.

“Um, sure,” Megan said, stepping back so he could dance with Casey. She blinked in surprise when he moved in front of her, instead of her friend. She glanced at Casey, raised her eyebrows. Laughing, Casey waved her on. A little embarrassed, Megan started dancing with him. Eye to eye, she realized he was cute. Like boy-band cute.

She noticed a couple of girls watching them dance, saw jealousy in their eyes. Blinking in surprise, she realized she was dancing with someone significant. Someone worth inciting envy in onlookers. Her heart racing, Megan wondered just who had asked her to dance.

“Can I ask you something?” He asked.

Her heart racing, she thought he was going to ask who she was. She scrambled to think up a cover story. She still didn’t have anything, but she couldn’t stall any longer, so she said, “Um, okay.”

“Why the mask?” He asked, smiling at her, “how does it fit with the rest of your costume?”

“Um,” Casey said, surprised by the question. She couldn’t tell him the truth, that she wore it only to hide how young she was. She almost panicked, when something Casey always said came to her. She shrugged, said, “It’s an anime thing.”

Casey liked to say that when she did something that didn’t completely make sense. With all the girl’s quirky habits, she said it a lot.

“Ah,” he said, his smile widening, “are you an anime fan?”

Her cheeks hot, she said, “Not really.”

“Okay,” he said, laughing, “well, I like your costume, anime or not.”

“Um, thanks,” she said, offering him a shy smile.

The song came to an end and Megan stepped back. Her dance partner glanced at his friends, saw them waving him over. He turned back to Megan, offered her a smile, then said, “Um, do you think I can have another dance later?”

“Another dance?” Megan parroted, surprised. Tucking a loose lock of hair behind her ear, she said, “Um… sure.”

“Good,” he said, then inclined his head at his friends, “I need to see what those goofballs want. I’ll find you later for that dance.”

“Okay,” Megan said, watching him walk away. He had an athletic build, walked with confidence. Megan tried to find something about him that drew her eye, but she felt nothing for him.

“Oh my God,” Casey said, hugging her from behind. She sounded excited as she said, “Do you know who that was?”

“No,” Megan said, laughing, “but judging by your excitement and the stink eye I was getting from a couple of girls, I’d say… A football player?”

“Not just any football player,” Casey said, making one of those noises the girls in Megan’s class always made when they talked about a cute boy, “that’s Blake, captain and quarterback of our Fighting Mallards.”

Laughing, Megan said, “Every time I hear that name, I have to laugh. What a horrible name. A mallard is a duck, for God sake.”

“Focus, Megan,” Casey said, grabbing Megan by her shoulders, “you just danced with the most popular boy in school.”

“Oh,” Megan said, then laughed, “I’m horrible at blending in.”

“Yeah, you are,” Casey said, grinning.

“He wants another dance later,” Megan said.

Casey punched her in the shoulder, said, “Oh my God!”

Laughing, Megan said, “Ow. What the hell?”

“Sorry, I got a little excited,” Casey said. She held up her cup, said, “To dancing with high school seniors.”

“High school seniors,” Megan said, clinking her cup to her friends. She took too large of a drink and it burned all the way down.

*****

Sitting next to the fire, Megan watched Casey dancing with some boy. Without thinking about it, she took a drink. She was surprised to find her cup empty. It had still been half full when she sat down.

“So much for nursing this one,” Megan said, tossing her cup in the fire. Judging by how much the fruit punch had burned going down, there had been quite a bit of alcohol in it. The fact that she was feeling a little fuzzy around the edge already seemed to support that theory.

“Need another one?” someone asked.

Looking up, Megan saw a girl holding out a cup to her. Megan started to say no when she noticed the girl’s smile. There was a playful uptick of the corners of her mouth that made Megan’s heart beat a little faster.

The girl’s costume was inspired by the Mexican holiday, Dia de Los Muertos, her face painted with a skull design. It was elaborate and beautiful in its intricacy. Her costume was completed with a short, tight goth-inspired dress, black knee-high boots, and fishnet gloves.

“Um, yeah. Thanks,” Megan said, smiling as she took the cup. As the girl sat down next to her, Megan caught a hint of vanilla and her heart started beating even faster.

“Why are you sitting here all alone?” The girl asked, leaning closer.

“What do you mean?” Megan asked, raising her voice over the music.

“You didn’t wear this costume to sit by yourself, did you?” The girl asked, turning that playful smile of hers on Megan.

The girl had an odd accent, southern maybe. Megan wondered if she was a southern belle under the makeup. It was hard to tell, but Megan thought she’d be pretty without it.

“I… Well…” Megan said, then shrugged. She took a sip of her drink to hide her embarrassment.

“You are a beautiful girl. You should be out there dancing with the boys,” the girl said.

Megan glanced at Casey, thinking if there was anyone she wanted to dance with, it was her. The girl must have followed Megan’s eyes because her smile turned up even more. Megan caught the smile out of the corner of her eye and looked away from Casey in a hurry.

“Now it makes more sense,” the girl said, making Megan look at her, “still, I have to ask — why are you sitting here alone? A beautiful girl like you should be over there dancing with some girl.”

“I-I don’t know what you mean,” Megan stammered.

The girl gave her a look, then said, “Don’t you?”

“No,” Megan said, too quickly.

“It’s too bad you aren’t into that sort of thing,” the girl said, flashing her eyes at Megan, “I really do think you are beautiful.”

“I — um, are you… into that sort of thing?” Megan asked, her heart racing. She found herself holding her breath as she waited for the girl to answer.

“Ah, maybe interested, after all,” the girl said, playfully.

Megan looked at her for a long moment, then laughed and rubbed the back of her neck, asked, “Am I that obvious?”

“To someone who knows the signs,” she said, then offered her hand, “I’m Rachel, by the way.”

Taking the hand, Megan started to tell the girl her real name, then thought better of it. Instead, she smiled and said, “Harley.”

“As in Davidson?” Rachel asked, raising her eyebrows.

“Um, yeah. Same first name, but no relation,” Megan said, amused. She hadn’t been thinking about motorcycles when she picked the name, but a character on a TV show she watched.

“Well, Harley not Davidson, it’s nice to meet you,” Rachel said.

“You, too,” Megan said.

“Do you want to dance?” Rachel asked, inclining her head toward the crowd.

“Um, I don’t know…” Megan said, looking at the people dancing. The song on the radio was a slow one and everyone was dancing close, making lazy circles.

“Afraid everyone will know your secret?” Rachel asked.

“Pretty much,” Megan said, embarrassed.

Nodding, Rachel asked, “Would any of these people know you without your mask on?”

“A couple of them, maybe,” she said.

“How about with it on?” Rachel asked.

“My friend,” Megan said, looking at Casey dancing really close to the boy she had snared with her beautiful eyes.

“I take it she doesn’t know,” Rachel said.

It wasn’t a question, but Megan confirmed it, anyway, “No, she doesn’t know. No one knows… well, except you.”

“Well, if you won’t dance with me,” Rachel said, a playful smile tugging at the corners of her mouth, “want to go somewhere and make out instead?”

Snorting in surprise, Megan laughed and asked, “Just like that, huh?”

“Too forward?” Rachel asked, amused.

“A little bit,” Megan said, rubbing the back of her neck nervously.

“I noticed you didn’t say no,” Rachel said, her eyes flashing at Megan.

“I guess I didn’t,” Megan said, her heart racing. She realized she was flirting. More than that, she was attracted to the girl, and the idea of kissing Rachel appealed to her. She thought if Rachel kept pressing, she might just give in.

“We could find a spot just past the reach of the fire’s light,” Rachel said, leaning closer, “somewhere your friend couldn’t see if I kissed you.”

Megan’s breath caught in her throat and she had to swallow hard to say, “I don’t think that would be a good idea.”

“It doesn’t sound like you really think that,” Rachel said, her smile making it hard for Megan to catch her breath, again.

Meeting the girl’s eyes, Megan saw a desire in them, a desire for her. No one had ever looked at her like that. It made her feel all sorts of ways she wasn’t used to. The only thing she knew for sure, she liked the way Rachel was looking at her, didn’t want the girl to stop.

She found herself saying, “I — I don’t know.”

“Come with me,” Rachel said, standing up, “one kiss. If you don’t like it, we’ll come back. No hard feelings.”

“One kiss?” Megan asked, realizing her resistance was crumbling.

“Or two… Three. Depends on how the first one goes,” Rachel said.

Chewing on her lip, Megan considered it. She had been fantasizing about kissing a girl a lot lately, and here was one who wanted to kiss her back. The darkness would offer her anonymity where she could experience her little fantasy of kissing a girl. What would be the harm?

With an inward shake of her head, she thought, I was in trouble the moment she smiled at me.

Getting to her feet, Megan wondered if it was the alcohol or the excitement coursing through her that her legs a little unsteady. Rachel took it as an excuse to put an arm around Megan’s waist. Pulled close to the girl, Megan caught another hint of vanilla perfume, subtle but intoxicating. She didn’t pull away from the girl’s embrace, let Rachel lead her away from the fire and into the darkness. They walked a little ways into the woods until they left the party behind.

Alone, Megan found herself spun into Rachel’s arms, their bodies pressed together. Her heart was racing, and she was a little jittery with excitement and nervousness. Even in the dark, she could feel Rachel smiling at her, which made a pleasant warmth blossom between her thighs.

“Have you ever kissed a girl?” Rachel asked.

“No,” Megan admitted.

“I’ll show you how,” Rachel said, gently pressing her lips to Megan’s. It was just a brush of her lips, but it set Megan’s whole body to tingling.

“I’m going to open my mouth — just a little,” Rachel said, her voice low and seductive, “when I do, just lightly touch my tongue with yours.”

Megan’s knees were a little weak as Rachel pressed her lips to Megan’s, again. When Rachel’s lips parted, Megan slipped her tongue into the girl’s mouth. More experienced, Rachel drew Megan into the kiss deeper than she was ready for. Even when she regained some of her senses and realized one kiss had become three and they weren’t stopping, she didn’t want to. The caress of Rachel’s tongue against her own, the taste of fruit punch on her breath… Megan found her kiss to be more intoxicating than the alcohol in her cup.

“Do you want to go back to the fire?” Rachel asked, her playful tone saying she knew Megan didn’t want to.

“No,” Megan husked, her voice thick with excitement. She finished her cup in a gulp, gasping as it burned all the way down. She tossed her cup aside.

“You’re a nice kisser,” Rachel said, finishing her own drink.

“Really?” Megan asked.

“Better than a lot of girls I’ve kissed,” Rachel said, kissing Megan gently on the lips.

“Have you kissed a lot of girls, then?” Megan asked.

Laughing, Rachel said, “A few.”

Megan took a deep breath, then kissed Rachel. Like before, she felt herself drawn in deep, only this time Rachel didn’t pull back. Her nervousness melted away under the heat of her desire and she felt herself responding to the closeness of their bodies, to the caress of Rachel’s tongue. She moaned as Rachel’s hand came up to cup one of her breasts. It took her a couple of heartbeats for her realize what the girl was doing to her. Breaking the kiss, she looked down at the hand on her breasts.

“Is this okay?” Rachel asked, her eyes meeting Megan’s in the moonlight, “I’m not moving too fast, am I?”

With a nervous laugh, Megan said, “I — I just wasn’t expecting it.”

“I’m sorry,” Rachel said, removing her hand, “I thought… I guess I was getting ahead of myself.”

“It’s okay,” Megan said, smiling at her, “I guess I should have known you had more in mind than just kissing when you brought me out here.”

Laughing, Rachel said, “It’s okay if you don’t want to.”

Megan took a deep breath, said, “Just take it slow, okay?”

Favoring Megan with a sexy smile, Rachel said, “I can do slow.”

Oh God, Megan thought, her heart racing, what am I doing? Am I really going to do this?

The girl’s body was pressed against hers and Rachel’s perfume was making her dizzy with desire. She knew what the girl wanted and Megan was starting to want it, too. Her body did, anyway. Megan felt herself getting turned on.

Rachel kissed her while she was still trying to sort out her thoughts. The girl was indeed taking it slow, but Megan sensed she was holding back. There was a barely restrained eagerness behind her kiss, a passion the teenager was struggling to hold in check. Megan’s heart was thumping in her breast as she realized just how much Rachel wanted her. It was a new experience, being desired like that, and she found it both thrilling and frightening.

She really hadn’t expected to be in this situation tonight, or anytime soon. Megan wasn’t sure she was ready for any of this, but she really didn’t want to stop, either. She liked the way Rachel was kissing her and liked the feel of the girl’s body molded against hers. She even liked the feel of Rachel’s hand on her breast, the pleasure it awoke inside of her.

Maybe we don’t have to stop just yet, Megan thought as a moan escaped her.

Pulling back, Rachel smiled at Megan, said, “Let me know if I should stop.”

“Okay,” Megan said, her voice a little thick with excitement.

The corners of Rachel’s mouth turned up even more as she ran her hands up Megan’s arms to the sleeves of the maid costume. Megan met the girl’s eyes and saw what she intended to do. Part of her knew she should probably tell her to stop. Things had probably already gone as far as they should, maybe too far. Still holding Rachel’s gaze, she bit her lip and nodded, which was the exact opposite of what she should have done.

Rachel’s fingers hooked into the arms of the dress and she pulled down. Megan shivered as the cold air found her bare breasts. Pulling her arms out of the dress, she helped Rachel work it off her hips. Gravity finished what the girl started, the costume pooling around her ankles.

With the girl’s eyes hot on her nearly naked body, Megan had second thoughts. She fidgeted under the girl’s attention, had to fight the urge to cover her nudity with her arms. Her face hot, she wondered what she had been thinking.

“Stockings and a garter belt?” Rachel asked, her eyes shining with amusement and more than a little excitement.

Her cheeks even hotter, Megan stammered, “They c-came with the costume.”

“Mm… it’s an incredibly sexy costume,” Rachel said, hooking her fingers in the garters, “but these… these I love. There’s nothing sexier than a pair of long legs in stockings.”

Megan swallowed a couple of times, tried to work up enough saliva to say something. She managed to say, “Oh.”

Using the garters, Rachel pulled her close to kiss her deeply. Megan was a little disappointed when Rachel let go of the garters, stepped back. Her breath caught in her throat when she saw the girl run a zipper down on the side of her dress. She couldn’t look away as Rachel shimmied out of her dress. The darkness was far from perfect, ruined by the almost full moon. There was enough light for Megan to make out Rachel’s lovely body. She was long in the leg and narrow in the waist, flat in the belly and full in the breast. She was perfect.

Rachel was looking at her, a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. She said, “You can touch me, if you want.”

Megan thought Rachel looked very touchable standing there in the moonlight. She did want to run her hands over the girl’s soft skin, see if she felt as amazing as she looked. When she hesitated, Rachel moved closer, took Megan’s hand and put it on her hip. Megan looked down at her hand as Rachel moved it higher. The girl was as soft and warm as she looked, her skin like silk under her fingertips. A nervous little laugh escaped her as Rachel moved her hand onto her breast.

“If I move my hand, do you promise not to move yours?” Rachel asked, playfully.

Her voice a little shaky with adrenaline, Megan said, “Okay.”

Rachel moved closer, kissed her deeply, then put her lips to Megan’s ear to whisper, “Tonight is your chance. All of those things you have been thinking about doing to a girl… do them to me.”

Off to Part Two!

 

Pages from a Diary, Chapter 9

  • Posted on November 14, 2018 at 2:20 pm

by Rachael Yukey

I woke up to sun streaming through the living room windows. I had shifted during the night so that I was sprawled across Julie with my head on her chest. Both of her arms were wrapped around me. I squinted at first in the bright light, but then my eyes cleared and fixed on Helen, who was sitting across the room in an easy chair, reading a paperback. My head jerked up in surprise. Helen caught the motion, lowered her book, and smiled at me.

“Good morning, sleepyhead,” she said. “You two look cozy.”

I don’t know if it was my moving around or Helen’s voice, but Julie started to stir. I turned my head towards her, and she was blinking. Her eyes opened all the way, and I watched as they took in me almost on top of her and her grandmother in the chair. She unwrapped her arms from around me and pushed on my shoulders.

“Oof, Mal…” she said with a grunt. “You’re squishing me, you lumpus!”

We both giggled a little, and I rolled onto my back. It was warm in the room, and I pushed the covers off. I realized my nightgown had pulled up past my waist while I was sleeping, and I quickly pushed it down over my underwear. I knew I was blushing a little.

“It’s okay,” said Helen. “No one but us girls in here, you know.”

“Willie might come in the living room,” I reasoned.

“No, he won’t. He’s having coffee with my dad… Julie’s great grandpa. We usually go over there together Saturday mornings, but I stuck around today since you girls are here.” She got up, and came over alongside the bed. She breathed in deeply through her nose.

“Maybe you girls had better take a shower before you get dressed for the day,” she advised. Julie and I looked at each other guiltily.

“It sure can get sweaty under the covers!” said Julie, a little too quickly.

Helen smiled a sweet smile.

“Sure,” she said, “and sometimes girls at sleepovers have secret, special fun together after bedtime. I was a girl once, and had some very… um… special sleepovers with my friends, too. So! Why don’t you two go hop in the shower, and I’ll get these sheets thrown into the washing machine. Deal?”

We got ourselves out of bed, grabbed our overnight bags, and retreated into the bathroom. Once we were together under the hot spray, Julie leaned close and spoke in a low voice.

“I cannot believe that just happened!”

“Me, either,” I said. “Your grandma is the coolest ever though. Mine would have locked me up and thrown away the key if she’d noticed something like that. My mom too.”

“Do you really think she could smell it

“We both got pretty wet, and we didn’t wash up after, you know.”

“Yeah…”

We helped each other wash our hair and backs. It was a little arousing, but I pushed those feelings aside. Even without that, it felt good to touch her and care for her, and to be touched and cared for. We got out, toweled, and got into our clothes. When we left the bathroom we could smell bacon frying. Helen made us heaping plates of eggs, bacon, and hash browns. I ate every bite… I was starving.

After breakfast we got our coats and boots on, and hiked up across the field. Dry soybean stubble crunched under our feet. The fields on their farm are very hilly, and even I can tell that it’s not very good soil. Instead of a rich, dark black, it’s golden and sandy. But it doesn’t matter these days, I guess. My dad likes to say that the soil is just there to hold the plants up, and the fertilizer is what makes it grow.

We crested a largish hill with a long slope, and then I could see the woods they’d been talking about. Downhill a little ways, and we were in them. It dropped off pretty sharply once you got in there; a really steep downhill slope. I wasn’t really surprised. About the only place you see woods in farm country is places where it’s too hilly or too wet to drive tractors. This was too hilly and too wet; at the bottom of the hill was a lake.

It was pretty brambly and full of prickly pear, so we picked our way along some deer trails. There’s a lot of deer sign out there; the hunting must be pretty good. The deer trails were wide and easy to follow. The whole way Helen chattered cheerfully, pointing out wild plants that are edible or can be used for medicine. Most of what she was pointing to had dried up for the year, but she still knew what it was. It’s funny; most of the people that grew up on farms don’t know this stuff anymore, but Helen mostly lived in cities, until they retired, and she can tell you what almost everything out there is. I wonder where she learned it.

About two thirds of the way down the hill we found the tree that grew the mushrooms. There were seven of them growing in a stack on the trunk. The biggest was maybe ten inches across, and the smallest probably half that. The top one was already starting to separate from the tree on it’s own.

Helen knelt down and gently pried on it, with her fingers very close to the trunk of the tree. It broke off cleanly, and she handed it to me. It was still a little squishy, but I could tell it was already mostly dry. I put it into a bag we’d brought along for them.

“The ones below are bigger,” she told me. “It’ll be easier to pull them off without breaking them if I have help.”

I handed the bag to Julie, and knelt down alongside Helen. Using all four of our hands we were able to work the mushroom back and forth without flexing it too much, and it came off of the tree in one piece. I handed it to Julie.

We worked our way down to the bottom, which was the biggest, and managed to break them all off without damaging any of them. I took the bag back from Julie and slung it over my shoulder. Then Julie and Helen took me on a tour around the outside edge of the farm. The Hansons own 200 acres, which isn’t much these days. Their land is on both sides of the highway. A lot of it is swampy and hilly.

Willie was home by the time we got back, but he was in his office. Except that he doesn’t like people calling it an office! I guess it’s a “man cave”. He usually sits in there with the door open. It’s a small room full of workbenches and tools. But mostly when I walked past there, he was playing games on his computer. They looked like kind of bloody ones.

Lisa and Jason showed up just before lunch. We ate grilled ham and cheese sandwiches, and then went out to harvest the squash. The vegetable garden is high up on the hill towards the highway, right up by Jason’s sister Theresa’s house. Theresa came out to help us pick the squash. She works nights at a hospital about thirty miles away, which is why I hadn’t met her yet. She’s married, but her husband is in the Navy and nobody sees him much. She’s about twenty years old, and so far is the only person I’ve seen in Julie’s family who’s a little chubby. She has a round face with big dimples, and the same dark brown hair and eyes as Jason. When we rolled up to the garden with me and Julie riding in the bed of Jason’s pickup she stepped out of her house, walked across her lawn to the garden area, and was standing behind the truck as Julie and I hopped down off the tailgate. She swept Julie into a quick hug, then turned to me with a bright smile.

“You must be Mallory!” she said. “Julie has told me so much about you. Can I hug you?”

I was immediately taken with her. I opened my arms and stepped into her embrace. She’s short enough that my face pressed up against her sizable boobs, and it made me tingle a little.

Being a farm girl you’d think I’d have done this a thousand times, but nope. My mom hasn’t grown a vegetable garden since I was little. I wasn’t even sure I knew what winter squashes taste like; Mom doesn’t buy them at the store. There sure are a lot of different kinds! The Hansons grow a lot of squash, and in all different shapes and sizes. There were little cute stripey ones the size of a big man’s fist, and huge gray or green ones that Jason said would weigh in at thirty or forty pounds.

It was actually pretty fun. It was kind of like a treasure hunt! When the leaves and vines dried down it covered up a lot of the squash, and we’d just pull on the vines and dig under leaves until we found them. Some of the vines stretched over twenty feet! We’d find a squash, cut the stem off the vine with a little set of shears, and put it in one of the pickups. We had both Jason’s pickup and Willie’s and filled up both of them. Willie was there, but mostly sat in his truck. His knees hurt too much for him to do work that takes a lot of walking. Everyone hung close together and we all laughed and chatted. Theresa turned out to be one of the most cheerful and bubbly people I’ve ever met and was super-fun to be around.

After the pickups were loaded we drove back down the hill, with Julie and I on top of the squash in the back of Jason’s truck. Regular princesses of the squash truck, we were. We unloaded the squash from Willie’s truck into the basement, and then we all just sat in the living room and hung out. The adults drank coffee, and Julie and I had sodas. My parents don’t let me drink pop hardly ever, and Julie doesn’t get to very much either. When my family gets together the kids are either expected to disappear somewhere or sit super-quiet and not make a sound; here Julie and I were allowed to be a part of the conversation. Neither of us really talked all that much, but it was fun and made me feel really grown up.

We got packed up to leave around four. Jason and Lisa had left dinner in the crockpot, and wanted to get the truckload of squash into the house before we ate. Before we took off Helen, Julie and I went upstairs. Helen had found a cardboard box and we put all of the tree mushrooms into it, including the ones we’d picked that morning. I was going to leave those, but Helen insisted. Then Helen showed us the sewing she had done the night before while we were watching a movie by giving us each a Barbie doll! They were dressed in clothes made from the patterns Julie and I had picked out.

“Helen, you shouldn’t…” I started to say.

“Hush,” she told me. “This is what I do. I pick up used Barbies at farm auctions or at junk shops. Sometimes I get whole boxes of them for almost nothing. Then I make clothes for them and give them to girls. So please, take it. I want you to.”

“Thank you Helen,” I said, and hugged her. She hugged me back.

“One other thing,” she said. “Obviously you two are big enough that the living room isn’t the best place for… um… sleepover activities.”

I blushed, and Julie suddenly got very interested in her feet.

“Willie and I are in the middle of sealing and fixing up the basement,” she went on. “I’m thinking a foldout couch down there would be a good idea. Then next time you two come here overnight, you’ll have a little more privacy. Sound good?”

We both mumbled agreement, trying not to look at her. She seemed amused.

Downstairs we said our goodbyes and gave hugs, and then Julie and I piled into the backseat of Jason’s club cab Ford. We were disappointed that we couldn’t ride home in the back with the squash and Jason pointed out that when he was a kid that’s what would have happened, but it’s been illegal to ride in the bed of a pickup on the highway for a long time now. Maybe that’s best.

When we pulled up to Julie’s house, Jason backed the pickup into the garage. He almost never puts the vehicles in there, but the inside garage door is really close to the basement stairway.

Loading the squash into the basement didn’t take long. It’s the first time I’ve been down there. There’s two parts. The original part of the house has an old, crumbly looking poured concrete basement. There’s no basement under the west addition where the kitchen is, but the newest part of the house on the east side has a more modern looking concrete block basement. None of it is finished. Jason told me there were bedrooms in the newer part when they moved in, but everything was water damaged so he ripped it all out. He says sealing and finishing the basement is at the bottom of his list of things to do. There’s a root cellar in the older half of the basement, and it was already full of potatoes, carrots, and garlic. We added the squash to that.

Dinner was a roast in the crockpot with potatoes and carrots, and after we finished eating Jason said he needed to run down to the basement for a few minutes. Once he’d disappeared down the basement stairs, Lisa beckoned us to follow her into the living room. We sat on the couch together and she spoke in a low voice.

“Julie told me you two are going to visit with Megan Frost tomorrow, and what it’s really all about,” she said to me.

“I’m not even sure what it’s really all about,” I admitted.

“It doesn’t matter,” she replied. “I think it’s great that you girls have found someone close to your own age to talk with about this stuff! So have fun, and keep an open mind about new experiences. Okay?”

We both murmured agreement.

Jason and Julie drove me home. It’s the first time they’ve been to our farm, and I had to tell him where to go.

They helped me carry my stuff into the house, and Dad met us in the entryway. He and Jason shook hands, Jason asked him a question about the corn harvest, and while they talked farm stuff, Julie and I carried my stuff up to my room. I had the box of mushrooms, and Julie got my backpack and overnight bag. We dropped everything onto my bed, and then Julie gathered me into a hug. I put my arms around her and laid my head against her chest. She lowered her head and buried her face in my hair. Hugging is the wrong word for what we were doing; we were holding each other and it was the best feeling in the whole wide world.

“I wish you could stay with me tonight,” she whispered into my hair.

“I wish we were always together,” I said.

We parted, even though we didn’t want to. We went back downstairs and said our goodbyes. I almost told Julie I would see her tomorrow, but then remembered my dad standing right behind me. I stood on the porch and waved as Jason’s pickup rolled away, and they waved back.

As I entered the house I realized I hadn’t seen mom. I asked my dad if she was at the church, and he looked away.

“Your grandma is under the weather again,” he said, never once looking towards me. “Your mother is spending the night there to take care of her.”

Baloney, I thought. Grandma is the healthiest person I know. There must have been another blowout while I was gone.

Dad disappeared into his office. I wandered over to the piano. I kind of got lost in it, and kept playing until I heard the office door open. I realized with a start that it was after nine. I turned my head to look at my dad, and he looked funny. His cheeks were a little red, and he was kind of unsteady on his feet.

“Daddy?” I said, a little alarmed. I haven’t called him daddy in forever. “Are you all right?”

“Sure, fine.” he said. His words sounded blurry. As he walked past the piano I caught a whiff of something… something familiar. It took me a minute to place it. Dad looked and smelled like Uncle Louie did when he brought a bottle of whiskey to Grandpa’s funeral visitation! I hadn’t understood what was happening, except that everyone was really mad at Uncle Louie and my aunt Tammy had stuffed him into her car and gotten him out of there in a hurry. Later that evening my father had explained to me about drunkenness and told me it was a sin and I should really just avoid drinking alcohol entirely. But here he was, drunk. I was sure of it!

“Night, Mallory,” he said in that same blurry voice, and kind of stumbled off towards his bedroom. I closed the lid on the piano and got myself out of there.

By the time I took a shower and brushed my teeth it was late and I was super-tired, but so much had happened that I wanted to get it down in my diary. Now it’s almost midnight, but it’s okay because I don’t really need to start getting ready for church till 8:30 or so tomorrow morning. I’m also feeling kind of worked up thinking about going to Megan’s house tomorrow, so I guess I have one more thing to do before I sleep…

Onward to Chapter 10!

 

Ripples, Chapter 3

  • Posted on November 12, 2018 at 1:57 pm

by Sapphmore and JetBoy

Jessica was awakened by her radio alarm clock, which blared out a few notes of “The Lady in Red,” before she silenced it with a violent smack. Sitting up, she squinted against the light streaming through the blinds. She felt clammy and tired and a little confused — then she recalled the events of the previous night.

Jess glanced round the room, not quite certain what she was looking for until her gaze settled on the white vibrator, lying on her bedside cabinet. I really should invest in a better sex toy, she told herself. Like the one those two women were using on Rachel’s DVD. She opened the nightstand drawer and dropped it in, just in case one of her daughters came in. I’d have a hell of a time explaining what that gets used for, she thought.

She flopped back down into her pillow, wondering how she was going to look Rachel in the eye the next time they met. Then Jess remembered the feelings she’d experienced, feelings she’d not had for what seemed like ages. Her body responded to the memory, and she began to trail a hand slowly down her chest and tummy, dreamily recalling her friend’s kiss, then the way Rachel had helped her masturbate.

Jessica was about to touch her already moistening slit when she heard her daughters moving about, so she threw the duvet back and swung her long legs out of bed. Slipping on a robe, she padded into her bathroom and bent over the sink — turning on the tap, then splashing her face with ice cold water. It was unpleasant, but braced her nicely.

Glancing out into the hallway, Jess saw a still-drowsy Katie and Poppy, both shambling into their bathroom. She couldn’t help but smile. “Morning, kittens… better get a move on.”

“Morning, Mum,” they both mumbled.

Jessica frowned as she looked down toward Alice’s room. Hmmm, that’s strange… she’s always the first one out of bed. Could she be feeling sick?

Making her way down the corridor, she knocked lightly on Alice’s door, then slowly opened it to find her eldest daughter still in bed under the covers. She moved to open the curtains, filling the room with daylight, then turned to the dozing girl.

“Hey, sleepyhead, time to get up and get ready for school,” she said. No response, so Jess moved over to the bed and pulled the blanket down, uncovering her daughter.

She gasped when she saw that, beneath the covers, Alice was completely nude. It had been over a year since Jess had seen her daughter in the altogether, and the girl’s beauty dazzled her.

Her frame was slender and lithe; a body built for motion, with gazelle-like legs and slight but flawless breasts, capped with pert nipples. Alice had just begun to grow pubes, even though all she had thus far was a dusting of golden down, not nearly enough to conceal the rosy cleft of her vagina.

Jessica was fascinated. In spite of herself, this view of her eldest child’s nakedness brought back images of the previous night.

Her gaze lingered on the girl’s body, then she looked up — and into Alice’s open eyes. She was startled to realise that her daughter was now awake, and wearing a puzzled expression.

Probably wondering why I’m staring at her, Jess scolded herself. Shit, shit, shit… I cannot believe that my own daughter just caught me checking her out!

Not knowing how else to respond, she simply said, “Where’s your nightdress, love?”

“Ummm… I was too hot,” Alice said, nervously pulling the covers back up to conceal her bare body.

Jessica slowly shook her head, still awed by what she’d just seen. “Goodness me… I can’t believe how fast you’re growing up, sweetheart.”

“Mum!” Alice said, a little embarrassed. She’d slept restlessly, tossing and turning, thinking of what she’d seen last night.

“Well, you are growing — and beautifully, too. Anyway, it’s time for school.”

“Okay, Mum. I’ll be up in a minute.”

“No going back to sleep, okay?” Jessica said over her shoulder as she left Alice’s room.

Her heart was pounding out a crazy rhythm as she walked briskly down the hallway to her toilet. Once inside, Jess leaned against the door, fighting to calm herself.

Why in God’s name is this happening? she demanded, her brow furrowed in frustration. Okay, you can deal with being attracted to women. You can even admit to yourself that you might be a lesbian. But you can NOT get turned on by the sight of your naked twelve-year-old, damn it!

With a heavy sigh, she turned on the shower, then shed her robe and stepped inside. The urge was strong to give in to her arousal and masturbate, but she resisted the urge, quickly washing herself.

After the morning’s various rituals, Jessica dropped her daughters off at school, then drove the short distance to town.

In the shop, she was surrounded by women and girls of all ages, as usual — but her newly realised interest in females was making it hard to concentrate. At one point, the shop manager Caterina was bending over in front of her, digging through a carton of fabric swatches, and Jess found herself hypnotised by the woman’s shapely arse, wondering how it would feel to fondle it. Finally, she went upstairs to her office.

Later that morning, her youngest employee Sally knocked on the open door, then peered inside. Sally was sixteen and still at school, so she only worked part-time.

“Hi, Ms Matthews. Um… can I speak to you about something, please?”

Looking up from her work, Jess smiled, gesturing the girl inside. “Of course, Sally… and remember, you only have to call me ‘Ms Matthews’ when customers are around, okay? Otherwise, it’s just Jessica.”

“Sorry, Ms — oops! Sorry, Jessica.” The girl entered, timidly drawing close to the desk. “I’d like to ask you about what sort of courses I should take if I wanted a career in fashion.”

Jess nodded, “Happy to help. Here, have a seat.”

As Sally took the chair opposite, Jessica appraised the teen. She considered the girl to be one of her best recent hires, a very cute blonde with a bubbly personality who could always be counted on to work hard.

Sally sat rather demurely for a teenager, with her knees together, but the short skirt she wore showed off her lovely tanned legs to impressive effect, and her body-hugging top did nothing to disguise her full breasts, nicely sized for one so young.

Jessica forced herself to look up at Sally’s face, then felt her face grow slightly hot as she saw Sally looking back at her. Shit. Caught peeking again. “So… what would you like to know, then?”

Sally was nervously toying with her fingers. “Well, um, I really want to get on in the fashion world, but don’t know where to start.”

“First you need to decide what you want to be; designer, photographer, stylist, coordinator…?”

“Oh, a designer. I’m studying art at school. The teacher thinks I’m good, says I should take it further.”

“You’ll need to go to college — or even university, if you want.” Jess paused, studying the girl. “Hmmm… how about this? I have some books on design at home, and leaflets for the college here in town, so you could study and continue working here.” She smiled. “I’d hate to lose you from the staff, Sally. This way, I don’t have to.”

The girl’s face was radiant with excitement. “Oh, wow… that would be fantastic!”

Jess glanced at her wristwatch. “Tell you what, I’m going home at lunchtime… and I think you finish at one o’clock today, don’t you?”

Sally nodded. “Yeah, I’ve got homework.”

“Come home with me. We can carry on chatting about this there, and I can loan you some of those books.”

“Wow, thanks, Jessica, that sounds great! Um… guess I’ll see you in a couple of hours, then.” With that, she left the office with a big smile.

At just after 1 PM, Jessica closed up her office and went back downstairs to see if Sally was ready. While saying goodbye to everyone, she glanced out of the front window of the shop at the tea rooms across the road. Her thoughts turned briefly to Rachel as she ushered Sally out the back door and to her car.

Jessica was thankful that it was such a brief drive home, as she found it hard to not steal glances at Sally’s bare legs when her short skirt rode up. As she changed gears, her hand was agonisingly close to a smooth young thigh, and Jess felt a powerful impulse to allow the back of her hand to brush it by “accidentally” missing the gear stick. Somehow, she managed to restrain herself.

Upon their arrival, Jess invited Sally inside, poured them both cold drinks — What I really need is a cold shower, she chided herself — then rummaged about on her shelves and in a cabinet for the literature she’d promised Sally. Passing several leaflets across the coffee table to her young employee, Jessica seated herself opposite the girl, then took a sip of her tonic water.

Sally had her feet together, but opened her legs slightly to allow the unfolded brochure to rest on her skirt.

Jessica relaxed back into the sofa, gazing across the table at a sight that did nothing to dampen her rising ardour. Sally’s parted thighs revealed a pair of skimpy lace panties under her skirt that were virtually transparent. Jess quickly discovered that she could make out the outline of the teenager’s vagina beneath her tightly stretched knickers. She couldn’t tell if Sally had pubes or not, but was fairly certain that the girl was a natural blonde.

Jess suddenly realised that Sally had asked her a question — and jerked her head up to look her in the face. Her heart raced as she said, “I’m sorry — what was that, Sally? I was, er, thinking about something else.” Oh, VERY smooth, she thought. Damn it, Jess, you’re behaving like a teenage boy!

Luckily, Sally didn’t seem to have noticed, asking about one of the illustrations in the book. Jessica got up and moved round to sit next to her. As they sat side by side on the sofa, she took time to take the young girl through her options as a college student, pointing out which courses were best and would suit her as a starter, while still enabling her to work part-time. Jess even suggested that she would sponsor her to gain some experience in a design studio, using her various contacts.

Sally was overjoyed, a huge smile on her pretty face. “This is amazing, I don’t know how I can thank you for all this!” she said, almost beside herself with excitement. She suddenly turned to Jessica and threw both arms around her, hugging the older woman like a long-lost friend.

Jessica responded by putting an arm round Sally’s shoulders, nearly overwhelmed by the girl’s enthusiasm.

Suddenly, Sally kissed her on the cheek. She leaned in to kiss her again when Jessica turned her head, and their lips touched. Sally stared into the older woman’s eyes and, throwing caution to the wind, leaned in to kiss Jessica once more — this time, on the mouth.

A surprised Jessica found herself responding, first with her lips closed, then she extended the tip of her tongue to touch Sally’s, the girl opening her mouth to mirror Jessica’s actions. With one arm still around Sally’s shoulder, her other hand moved to rest on the teenager’s knee, then began to slowly slide up that creamy thigh that had mesmerised her in the car.

In response, Sally opened her legs slightly, leaning into their kiss — but the urgency of her motion caught Jess off balance. She fell back into the sofa, with Sally looming over her.

Jessica’s hands were at her sides, supporting herself on the cushions. By then, she was having second thoughts about what they were doing. She reached up to put her hands on Sally’s shoulders in a hesitant attempt to stop her, but now Sally was cupping her face in both hands, kissing Jess with a hunger that stole the woman’s breath away.

The intensity of the young girl’s passion seemed to flow into Jessica like fiery liquor. It was too powerful to resist — the guilt she felt for taking advantage of a girl young enough to be her daughter, and an employee to boot, was rapidly evaporating. No longer able to tell herself no, Jess slid her palms down the front of the tight top that encased Sally’s mouth-watering breasts and started to knead and caress them, feeling for the taut nipples through the material of the girl’s top.

Suddenly breaking away, Sally sat up, a horrified expression on her face. “I’m — oh, my God, Ms Matthews, I’m so sorry! I don’t know why I did that. I was just so happy and you’re so b-beautiful, and — and I like you so much! Please, please don’t sack me.”

“Sally. Sally!” Jessica quickly responded, trying to calm the girl before she became hysterical. “It’s okay, honestly. No need to apologise. I love being kissed… especially by a girl as pretty as you.”

Sally just stared at her like a rabbit caught in a headlight, clearly unsure what to do next. “D-do you really think I’m pretty?” she whispered.

A jumble of thoughts raced through Jessica’s mind, but the one that finally stood out was that she needed to reassure the girl, make her feel desirable. Reaching out for Sally’s hand, she pressed it to her chest. “I do,” Jess said, drawing her young friend close — and then they were kissing again.

This time Sally brought her tongue into play first, thrusting it between Jessica’s parted lips, but Jess quickly matched the teen’s ardor. Their bodies pressed together as the kiss deepened, and Jessica let herself slump down into the sofa, pulling Sally on top of her — then they heard a voice in the hallway.

“Mum? I’m ho-ome. Are you here?” It was Alice!

Jessica had completely forgotten what her daughter had told her last night — that she would be let out of school an hour early that day, and would be catching a ride home from the mother of her good friend Azumi.

Sally quickly jumped to her feet, then began to gather up the books and leaflets Jessica had loaned her. The girl’s cheeks were flushed a deep pink. Jess somehow managed to sit up and compose herself seconds before Alice glanced into the room. “Hi, Mum,” was all she said.

“Hi, sweetheart. Sally’s here. I was just giving her some information about college classes.”

“Hi, Sally. Can’t stay, gotta run — I need the loo!” Alice said, then rushed upstairs.

Jess turned to Sally, who was reaching for her bag. “Sorry about that,” she murmured.

“Um, it’s okay,” the girl replied. She was blushing furiously, unable to meet Jessica’s gaze. “Anyhow, I should go… I’ve still got m-my homework to do.”

“All right, then,” Jessica said, walking Sally to the door.

“Oh, and thanks for the help — and for letting me borrow your books!” said Sally, suddenly remembering why she’d come by in the first place. She gave Jess a quick glance and a fleeting smile, though the girl was still clearly embarrassed.

As Sally grasped the doorknob, Jess placed a hand on her shoulder. “Listen,” she said. “I hope you’ll come to visit again someday.”

Sally gazed at the older woman, her eyes filled with mixed awe and hope. “Can I?”

Jess laughed. “Of course you can. I’m sure you’ll have lots more questions about your studies, after all. Besides,” she added, reaching out to touch the girl’s hand, “I’d like the chance to get to know you better. Much better.” Leaning forward, she briefly kissed Sally’s mouth.

“Oh, m-my goodness,” Sally stammered, touching her lips. Suddenly she threw her arms around Jessica’s waist, seizing the woman in a tight hug. “Thank you, thank you, Jessica. You’re the best boss ever!”

Caught by surprise, Jess patted the teen’s back a few times, then Sally broke away, reaching once more for the doorknob and opening the door. “Bye,” she said, then turned to make her way down the path that led to the street.

Closing the door, Jessica turned and leaned back against it, her heart racing. What the fuck am I doing? she asked herself. Why am I playing these… seduction games with a sixteen-year-old?

The question answered itself almost immediately. Because it’s thrilling. Let’s face it, I haven’t felt so excited, so sexy, so alive in years. Even when Mark was still around, he never made my heart race like this!

Drifting back into the living room, Jessica picked up the half-empty glasses and took them to the kitchen, all the while lost in thought. The events of the last couple of days had her believing she was bisexual… now, Jess was coming to suspect that she might be a lesbian.

Getting involved with a man seems so… pointless right now, she realised. Beyond pointless. Meanwhile, I’m having sexual thoughts about one female after the next. Rachel. Caterina. Sally. My own twelve-year-old daughter, for Christ’s sake!

The thought of Alice had Jessica’s brow furrowed in concern. She glanced up the staircase, her mind racing. Did she see me kissing Sally? It isn’t at all like her to go racing upstairs with barely a hello, then not even come back to chat. So… did she see us? How can I even explain something like that?

She decided to go upstairs and make conversation with Alice, hoping to get some idea of her daughter’s state of mind.

She drifted down the hall to Alice’s door, gave a brief knock and peeked into the girl’s room. Alice was unpacking her satchel, putting schoolbooks on the desk.

Taking a deep breath, Jessica entered. “Hi, honey, how was school?” There were clothes strewn about, so she absently began to pick them up.

Alice glanced up at her mother, the girl’s expression perfectly neutral, then continued to empty her bag. “Oh, fine. We started rehearsals for the end of term concert.”

Jessica seated herself on Alice’s bed. “That’s good.” For some reason, she couldn’t think of anything else to say.

Their eyes met again, then Alice took her completely by surprise by blurting out, “Mum, are you a lesbian?”

Jessica stared at her daughter, mouth wide open, struggling to think of some kind, any kind of response. Finally, she managed to get out, “What? No! Um, I mean… why would you ask me that, sweetheart?”

Alice stood before her mother, arms folded. “I saw you kissing Sally.”

Shit. “Oh, my goodness. Look, that — it just sort of happened. Sally kissed me because I was helping her with… you see, I loaned her some books. It was Sally’s way of, um, thanking me.”

But Alice was shaking her head. “You guys weren’t kissing like that, Mum. You were snogging.” Letting that sink, in, she added, “I also saw you kissing Auntie Rachel last night, and watching a lesbian sex movie with her.”

Jessica bowed her head, covering her burning face with both hands. “I d-don’t know what’s going on with me,” she mumbled into her fingers, fighting a sudden urge to cry. “Rachel brought that movie over — I didn’t even know what it was! Then we were watching it, and — somehow we, we just started to kiss. I’m not even sure how it started. Maybe because I’ve been feeling so lonely these days, I don’t know…” She trailed off, then timidly looked up at her daughter.

Seating herself next to Jessica, Alice took her mother’s hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. “Don’t be upset, Mum. It’s okay if you’re a lesbian… I mean, there’s nothing wrong with it.”

Jessica stared at Alice. “I’m not — at least, I’m not certain that I am. And what exactly do you know about lesbians, young lady?”

“Mum! I’m not a little kid, y’know,” Alice replied, scowling. “I know about how some women are gay.”

“Sorry, love,” Jess said, patting the girl’s knee. “You’re right, of course. Sometimes I forget just how quickly you’re growing up. So… do you know any lesbians, then?”

“Sure,” said Alice. “My friend Azumi… her mum has a girlfriend.”

“Really? I didn’t know that. Have you met her?”

“Yeah. A couple of times when Azumi’s mum brought us home, her girlfriend was doing the driving. She’s really pretty. Anyhow, me and Olivia were talking to Azumi a few weeks ago, and she told us both all about her.”

“My goodness… I had no idea.” Jessica knew Alice’s friends well. Azumi Shimizu was a lovely Japanese girl, while Olivia Ruddick was a coffee-hued beauty from Jamaica. She often chatted to their respective mothers: Reiko, an artist, and Clara, a solicitor.

“Azumi told us how her mum was a lesbian, and her girlfriend lives with them. Her name is Nadya. She’s twenty-one, so she’s a lot younger than Ms. Shimizu, and she’s from Poland. Azumi has seen them undressed and kissing and other stuff in their room and even in bed together. Her mum explained all about what being gay with another woman is like. You know, how they do it and all.”

Jessica just stared at her daughter, unsure what to say.

“Do you miss Dad?” Alice asked her mum, once more catching her by surprise.

Jessica thought for a moment, then said, “Not really. But I miss having someone to share my bed with. It gets lonely sometimes,” she added, surprised at how open she was being.

“It’s okay if you want to date girls, Mum. If it makes you happy, you totally should.”

“I’m not sure if I do. I mean, I just had a kiss, that’s all.”

Alice broke into a grin. “Yeah, but with two different women, and in just a couple of days. That’s gotta mean something, y’know?”

Gazing affectionately at her daughter, Jessica reached out to stroke her face. “I meant what I said just now about you growing up. I’m starting to think you’re already smarter than your old mum.” She drew the girl in for a hug. “God, I don’t know how I’d cope without you and the girls. Talking of which, they’ll be home soon. I’d better start dinner. Let’s talk more later.”

She gently kissed Alice on the top of her head, then got up to leave, glancing back at her daughter. “Thanks, love.”

Alice wore a thoughtful smile. “For what, Mum?”

“Just… for being you, sweetheart. My wonderful, brilliant oldest child.” On that parting note, Jess turned and made her way into the kitchen.

Later that evening, as the girls were doing their homework and she was clearing up the dishes, Jessica began to daydream, staring out the window and into the large garden. Various impressions raced through her mind about these strange, yet somehow familiar feelings she was having.

She recalled the kiss with Sally, the touch of her hand on the teen’s smooth thigh, the thought of what lay between those thighs, those lovely young breasts. She wondered how far she would have allowed herself to go with the girl, remembering the antics of the lesbian lovers on Rachel’s DVD. That got her thinking about Rachel — masturbating with her, the hot French kiss they’d shared, the possibility of more.

She thought of her younger sister, Laura. She was thirty-five and a journalist. Jessica knew she’d had sexual relationships with women in the past, but wasn’t sure if she was with anyone now, as she’d not mentioned anyone the last time they met up. Laura was away working on a story, so they’d only been speaking on the phone for the last few weeks.

Jess decided to talk to Laura about these new feelings of hers when she returned. Bet she’ll be surprised, she thought.

She finished cleaning up, then went to see if her daughters needed help with their homework. Later they all watched TV for a while before she ushered Katie and Poppy up to bed at 9 PM.

After tucking them in, she lounged on the sofa for awhile with Alice, watching some wildlife programme. Neither tried to restart their earlier talk and in truth, Jessica couldn’t think of a way to initiate the conversation.

Finally, Alice stood, stretched and said, “Okay, that’s enough for me. I’m going to bed.” She kissed her mother on the cheek, said, “Night, Mum,” and went upstairs. Jess continued scrolling through the channels for a few restless minutes before deciding she ought to turn in too.

Carry on to Chapter Four!

 

Merging, Chapter 7

  • Posted on November 10, 2018 at 4:15 pm

by J. R. Hartley

“I have a confession to make,” said Leia as she sat at Claire’s kitchen table.   It was late in the evening and the girls were already asleep upstairs.   They’d both just about drained their glasses of wine when it came up.

“Okay,” replied Claire, warily.

“You know I told you that I’ve had a back problem for a while, and it can get quite painful when it flares up, yeah?  Well, I found that having a massage every few months helped with the pain.”

“Sure, okay.”

“I tried a few places in town and they were okay, I guess — but I never really found a masseuse that I liked until I went to Stacey’s on the High Street.   There was a girl there called Sera, and she was amazing.  Anyway, she had a falling out with the owner and set up her own mobile business.”

“A mobile masseuse?”

“Yeah, well, she does beauty and hair treatments – all sorts.  She’s even got a mobile spray tan booth if that’s what you want, but her main thing is massage.  She can do them all;  deep tissue, sports, hot stone, Thai, everything.”

“Right,” said Claire, not really understanding where the confession was in all of this, but the green-eyed jealousy monster had definitely made an appearance in her head in anticipation.

Leia paused for a moment, then said,“Okay, here goes.   In the past, she’s seen me during the day while Molly is at school and things have been…. somewhat heated between us.  Most times we would start with the massage and then end up in bed together.  This was all before I got to know you, obviously.”

“Oh, okay,” said Claire.  As Leia continued, Claire realised that her jealousy had mostly eased with the admission that this was all in the past, but there was still something playing at the corners of her mind.

“It’s just that it’s been a little longer than I’d normally leave it, and I can feel my back tightening up a bit, so I was thinking about giving her a call — but I wanted to see how you felt about it.”

Claire felt a little bit of reluctance initially, but tried to be rational. She might feel envious of this Sera woman, but she couldn’t feel mad at Leia for relationships she’d had before they’d been together. It was an entirely reasonable request, and it would make Leia feel better, so it would be being of her to refuse it.

Having considered all this in a couple of seconds, she sighed and smiled sweetly at Leia.  “Of course, darling – that’s absolutely fine.  Maybe we can have a beauty session together some time as well?”

“Really? Oh wow, yes, that’d be great being pampered with you. Ah, honey, thank you.”

Leia leaned over to hug Claire and then asked if she wanted another drink.  After returning from the kitchen with a couple of glasses of wine, they started talking about their plans for the next few days, the meals they would eat and how they’d arrange to take the girls swimming and to their horse riding classes this week.

They finished off some other little jobs, just tidying the house before settling down to watch television for a little while.   Claire had found a movie online of a crackling fireplace and, using her phone, she cast it on to the big screen TV.  Both women just sat in silence, sipping a good wine and watching the flames ebb and flow as the logs gradually burnt down.

Leia found it quite meditative and she was in her happy place, but Claire’s mind was elsewhere.   Her interest had been piqued by Leia’s earlier confession.   The thought had danced around her head ever since, but she quickly realised it wasn’t really jealousy that was tugging at her.   She trusted Leia, and couldn’t blame her for enjoying herself in the past. Still, the thought continued to nag at her.

In fact, Claire realised that the idea was quite a turn on.  She took a sip.

“So tell me about her,” said Claire in a way which wasn’t exactly innocent.  She was pouting ever so slightly and Leia picked up on her love’s meaning even if it took a moment to realise who she was referring to.

Leia had realised before confessing that it might be a quite difficult conversation to hold, and had considered the different ways it could go. In the end, she’d decided to try making light of the whole topic by joking that she had been Leia’s “bea-ooty” call.

Sera was a little younger than them both at twenty-five years old, and a little curvier too, with large breasts for her frame.  She had ashen-coloured hair with a couple of stand-out bright blue streaks running through it, as if the big boobs and pretty smile didn’t draw enough attention. She always wore smoky gothic eye make-up, which Leia secretly loved on other girls — but she’d never mentioned that to Claire.  Although Leia could pull off the look herself, it never really suited Claire’s complexion.

After a little more prompting, the description turned to some of their previous encounters and Leia had to admit they were very enjoyable if a little…vanilla. The kinkiest thing she’d ever heard from Sera was that her sister had once bought her some fluffy handcuffs to wear in bed, but she hadn’t even tried them yet.

The sex, though, was really good — and Leia admitted that the girl knew how to go down.

Claire asked if she had any pictures of Sera. Leia flipped through her old galleries and found a couple of shots — Claire had to admit that, yes, she was really pretty.  Over the years, Sera’s hair had been a veritable rainbow of different colours in the photos, but always with the strong eye make-up.

There was another moment of quiet with just the crackling of the fire on the TV as the soundtrack.

“So tell me something,” she asked Leia.

“Sure.”

“If I say I didn’t mind, would you fuck her again?”

Leia was a little surprised by the question and quickly answered “no.” Claire was quietly reassured a little and smiled at the speed and firmness in which it was delivered.  That wasn’t quite what she meant though.

She took a deep breath. “What if I said I actually wanted you to?”

“What?”

“If I wanted you to fuck her, would you?” asked Claire. “I mean, I’m sitting here thinking about me being at work and doing my thing, trying to concentrate and all the while I know that you’re here getting eaten out by another woman.   I know you’re doing it, you know that I know and I’m very okay with it.  Weirdly, it’s like we’d be sharing that intimate moment even though I wouldn’t be there.  I’m thinking that’s damned hot.  I might even have to go to the bathroom and masturbate at the same time.”

A lop-sided smile.   Leia dipped her head so that her hair fell down slightly in front of her eyes and she was looking up through the lashes on her top eyelids at Claire.   “You naughty girl,” said Leia in a low voice.

“I’d like that….” said Claire, taking another sip.   “Will you set it up?”

*****

The next day, Leia had called up to arrange something and found she’d recently had a cancellation so the appointment was made for a couple of days ahead.  Leia felt a little embarrassed about having the massage at Claire’s so it was set to be at her old house in between the removals boxes.

The day came and after texting Claire all morning, there was a knock at the door.  Leia opened it with wet hair having just showered.

They talked for a while as Leia brewed them both a cup of tea and Sera set up her station.  The main item was a foldable table about 6 feet long with an imitation leather cover over a thick padded base, ideal for wiping up spilt massage oil.    As Leia fetched some towels from a cupboard, Sera took out various small bottles from her bag, offering a selection of oils.   She walked to the kitchen and having used it during previous visits said “Alexa, connect to Sera’s Phone”.

As the device attached to her phone she turned to Leia and asked “What do you fancy today then honey?   Whale music?  Jungle rain?  The beach?”

“I’m in the mood for the beach today I think,” replied Leia as she shucked off her dressing down leaving herself entirely naked. 

“I love it when you do that,” Sera said softly but with a big smile.

“I know,” replied Leia with a big grin as she climbed up on to the table and laid face down.

After they chose the mixture of oils together, Sera made up the concoction and poured a little into her hands to warm it up.   She touched Leia’s shoulders first and very gently started to move the oil around over her friend’s body until she was glistening.  

The soundtrack started off very quiet with a few small wave crashes against the shore but gradually they got louder and settled into a patter.   It was a very rhythmic, consistent sound and it was a favourite of most of Sera’s clients – she put it down to being similar to the sounds heard in the womb with the pulsing of blood around the body; people recognised and were attracted to it without understanding why.

She pressed and pushed on Leia’s skin, stretching here and there to work the muscles properly.   The main focus was the sore back but after a while her hands would stray further away, kneading her thighs and calves before heading back up to her neck and shoulder.

Like pretty much everyone, Leia’s own soundtrack was one of held breaths followed by long sighs as another knot was teased out of her muscles.  Sera’s hands travelled in small circles on her friend’s skin, gradually working down Leia’s sides and gently rubbing over her side-boob before continuing down past her hips and to the back of her knees again.

Leia’s mind turned to Claire and what she’d said a few days ago.  She smiled at the thought and while she knew that it would have been fine, Leia simply wasn’t feeling it.  The soreness in her back had vanished and she was basking in the absence of nagging pain for the first time in a week.

Sera was – as usual during these encounters – very horny.   She’d been touching this beautiful woman intimately and making her moan in pleasure…and occasionally pain too.   Over time they had wordlessly developed a system where Leia spreading her legs slightly would mean she wanted to have sex but that hadn’t happened today despite her best efforts.   Sera felt a little disappointed not to be taken upstairs by the stunning brunette but she consoled herself with the fleeting touch of side-boob. 

She left Leia on the bed for a few moments and re-capped her oils before starting to pack them away in her roll-case.   She wiped her hands on one of the towels, turned off the music on her phone and then came back to Leia again.   “I’ll leave you to come round for a few minutes hun, okay?   I’ll just nip to the loo – you know how the sound of water makes me need to pee”.

Leia laughed into the table as Sera went upstairs.

A minute later, Leia pushed herself off the table and reached over to put on her dressing down for modesty’s sake.   She felt glorious – so amazingly relaxed – and remembered she should be drinking lots of water which always helped her feel much better after a massage.  She’d read it might have been something to do with flushing out toxins or something.

She made her way to the kitchen and pulled one of the few unpacked glasses then filled it with cold water when suddenly she heard a very quiet sigh.

At first she couldn’t be sure if she was imagining it, or perhaps it was Sera upstairs.  Was she playing with herself?   No, there it was again, it was in this room.

*****

A few minutes later, Sera had indeed been playing with herself and she had brought herself to a quick orgasm while holding on to the side of the bathroom sink.  After composing herself, she flushed the toilet then started to wash her hands.

She made her way back downstairs and found Leia in the kitchen.  “So, would you like to make another appointment?” 

Leia grinned at her.   “You nasty slut.”

“Pardon me?”

“You’ve been wanking in that bathroom haven’t you?”

Sera flushed and smiled sheepishly.  Busted.   “I may have done.”

“You were quick though – you must have been really turned on,” said Leia.

“Well, you know what you do to me,” she said, flattering her hostess.

“Don’t fib.  I know full well it wasn’t me.   Or all me, at least.”

“What do you mean?” asked Sera.

In response, Leia took a step to the left, revealing a little more of the kitchen worktop behind her.  “What?” said Sera.  “What am I looking at?   Utensils hanging.  Coffee machine…. Oh shit,” she said as an ice-cold fear hit her.   “Alexa.”

“Alexa,” said Leia, still smiling wickedly.

“I… I…”  she was speechless.

“I heard the video you were playing on your phone.   You forgot to disconnect it.”

“Fuck!” said Sera

“I’ll say,” replied Sera.  “Eat your mum’s pussy, Bella.  Make her cum, Bella. Cum for your little girl, Ali.”

Sera said nothing, still in shock.

“…and if I’m not mistaken,” she continued, “your sister’s name is Alison and she has a daughter called Bella.   And that sounded a lot like you telling them what to do.”

“Oh fuck,” said Sera in her very quietest voice.

Leia’s reluctance to have sex had vanished.  “I think you should be getting on your knees right about now.  Come here,” said Leia as she took hold of the bottom corners of her gown and spread them, exposing her pussy fully.

Sera was still in shock but did exactly as she was asked and immediately started licking Leia.

“You watched a mother and her daughter have sex did you?” ask Leia, teasing her now.    Sera nodded.

“You filmed a little girl eating her mother’s cunt?” You’re a dirty family, you know that?  Dirty girls. Filthy fucking girls all of you.”

Like Claire, Sera really enjoyed how Leia’s nasty talk could turn her on but she was still in a state of shock.   She’s just been found out, this most terrible secret she couldn’t deny…but…. but the person who knew now seemed turned on by it.

“I thought you were a real vanilla girl who didn’t even want to try using handcuffs and there you are watching your sister fucking your niece.   You filthy fucking slut!” said Leia as she grabbed fistfuls of Sera’s hair to direct her tongue exactly where she wanted it.  “Let’s get your sexy little arse upstairs.”

They made their way to Leia’s bedroom and by the time they reached the bed, Sera had complied with Leia’s instruction.  She was naked and struggling slightly to hold all of her clothes in her arms.

She put the pile down on the dressing table chair and she turned to face Leia who launched immediately into a passionate kiss.   Both were already massively horny.   Sera knew the feeling of doing something taboo.   She knew the thrill of doing something she shouldn’t, of being thought of as nasty by someone else.   She also knew that she fancied the pants off this sexy brunette and having her hear this depraved video made her both embarrassed and excited in equal measure.

“…and there’s me thinking you were quite vanilla,” said Leia as they parted lips, “when all along you’re a big old nasty slut”.

Sera flashed the first fraction of a smile but was eager to know what came next.

“You’re a bad girl, are you?” said Leia.

Sera paused.  She looked at her client and nodded slightly.

“Let’s see how bad you are then,” said Leia.   She walked away behind Sera.  Hers was quite a tall bed anyway but it wasn’t quite hip height.   Still facing the bed she started to spread her legs as if doing the splits, then leaned forward so that her torso was on it.  The wide-spread legs mean she was on display like some kind of wild animal and it made her feel hot.

Sera came behind her and knelt down, awaiting the next instruction.

“You want to be a dirty bitch do you?  Well eat my fucking shithole you nasty little slut.”

Sera had previously been out with a guy who liked to be rimmed so she was quite happy tongue-fucking an arsehole, especially for this beautiful woman.  Without any hesitation she placed both hands on Leia’s arse cheeks and spread them wider so she could get her face in there.    With long, wet licks she slathered her saliva over her arsehole.

Leia was in a mini-heaven.   Since the very first time they’d slept together, she had realised just how long Sera’s tongue was.  She’d also immediately wondered how far inside her arsehole she could reach and now she was finding out.   Sera stiffened her tongue and then pushed deep into her, curling her tongue up as she did so.

“Mmmm, I can feel you inside me, you filthy bitch Sera.”

“Mmmmfuck, I love it when you call my name,” she replied, muffled by Leia’s arse.  As she continued to lick, one hand found its way to her own pussy while the other managed to play with Leia’s, causing the older woman to moan.

Orgasm after orgasm flowed between the two women and eventually they were nearly exhausted after their longest ever bout of love-making.  They hadn’t mentioned Ali and Bella since.

“Oh, I nearly forgot!” said Leia, jumping off the bed and going to a cupboard.  She slid open a draw and within it, pulled up the lid of a large box inside.   She rooted around for a moment or two then pulled out a pair of fluffy hand-cuffs with a similar pink fur effect to Sera’s own.  “That’s them!” Sera said, giggling.  

Leia rolled her eyes.  “These are joke cuffs, babe,” started Leia, pulling out two much more robust looking pairs.  “Do you want to try these?”

Sera’s eyes widened.   “Sure,” she replied, sounding anything but.

Leia pulled out a long piece of thin white rope which looked like a cut off piece of climbing rope. 

“The bed is too big to attach you in more than one corner so I’ll do your left hand <cli-cli-cli-cli-cli-click> to the bedframe here <cli-cli-cli-cli-cli-cli-click>,” as the handcuffs locked into place around her wrist, “then I’ll tie this arm to the other bedpost with the rope”.

After a few minutes the rope was in place and she was at Leia’s mercy.

“Now then Sera,” said Leia as she started to run her hands over her large breasts, “let’s hear more about your sister and her daughter.”

Sera was immediately quiet.

“So, how old is little Bella now?”

“She’s 15.”

“…and when was the video taken?”

“Last year” replied Sera, blushing with embarrassment.

“Interesting,” said Leia, pinching her nipples gently so it was much more pleasure than pain.   “…and how long had Bella been playing with you both?”

“I can’t remember,” said Sera quietly.

“Yes you can,” said Leia, twisting a nipple roughly and causing a yelp of pain.

“12!  She was 12 okay? Gaaaaahhhhhh” she sighed as the nipple was released which actually felt worse than the initial pinch.

“Ahh thank you darling” said Leia with a wicked smile.   “And how long has her mother been fucking her little girl?”

Sera took a moment to breath then remembered the pain on her nipples before quickly deciding to tell the truth.

“I honestly don’t know – it wasn’t long before I got involved.  She may have been 11 but I think probably 12.”

“I see,” said Leia, going back to long, languid strokes again on Sera’s gorgeous curves.  She thought for a moment while her fingers reached down to encircle her clit, then decided to toss the girl a bone: “That’s really fucking hot.”

“You think so?” said Sera, turned on but still very cautious.

“I know so.   So how did you feel having a 12 year old fucking you?  I bet that was amazing, huh?”

The combination Leia’s words, her fingers on her clitoris and her body being tied up like this meant she was very happy to he’d pretty much confess everything.

“It really was.   It was so hot seeing her like that.   My sister was watching on the bed right next to me and she held both of our hands while I laid down between her skinny little legs and licked her pussy.  It was …the most…..just…..”

“I can imagine,” said Leia, smiling gently.   “Thank you for telling me that.  I really liked that Sera – hearing about you with a little girl like that.”

“So did I!” she replied, giggling slightly.

“I think you deserve a treat as your final cum, don’t you?”

“Well, that’d be rather lovely,” Sera replied.

Leia left the bed for a moment and wondered over to the pile of clothes on the chair, picking up Sera’s knickers.   She took them back and stuffed them gently into Sera’s mouth then kissed her.   Leia scooted down the bed and concentrated on her pussy again.

She teased Sera with her tongue and mouth – sucking, licking and biting gently and it wasn’t long before an orgasm had been coaxed almost to the surface.   Leia stopped before sending Sera over the top though and started talking to her again.

“You licked that Bella’s pussy, did you?”

“Mmmhmmm”

“And did she lick yours as well?”

“Mmmhmmm” replied Sera after a little pause.

“Did you like having your niece eat your wet cunt?”

“mmmmmmmmfmmmmmmmm” said Sera, moaning deeply through her own knickers as she pictured it again.

Leia moved around the bed.   She re-arranged the pillows so that Sera had something to hold her head up but so that she could kneel almost above her.  Sera looked straight up and could see Leia’s tight little pussy and then past that, up to that beautiful smile looking down at her.

Sera started to move her jaw, indicating that she desperately wanted to spit out the knickers and fasten her mouth to Leia’s pussy but she was told to wait.  Leia reached down and gave Sera a close-up view of two fingers slowly caressing the clit mere inches from Sera’s face.

“Molly?” called Leia.   “Can you come here please honey?”

A look of horror crossed Sera’s face.  After initially trying to free her hands, she quickly realised that was useless so instead she tried to curl herself up into a ball to minimise her embarrassment and exposure to Leia’s daughter.

As the young girl entered the room, she smiled.   She’d been listening from outside the door for a few minutes, having gotten home from school.   “Hello Mummy.  Hi Sera.”

“Oh my God!  Oh my God!” said Sera in her muffled voice, her eyes shut tight with a feeling of dread.

“Sera, you filthy little slut.   Watch.”                                                                                                          

The younger woman lifted her eyes but kept her body tightly curled up.   She then looked down at Molly who was still in her school uniform.   A little red jumper with the school logo on it, a black skirt and black tights for warmth.  Molly climbed up on the bed and suddenly Sera felt the little girl’s body pressing down on top of hers with her right breast being grabbed by Molly’s small hand.

She looked down in total shock as this pretty young girl grasped her breast.   

“Nuh-uh,” said Molly, gently touching Sera’s chin and guiding her head backwards again so she could see straight up.   “Watch.” said Molly.

Sera felt the little girl inch forward and her eyes opened wide as Molly reached out her tongue and lapped at her own mother’s clit.

“Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” groaned Sera as this glorious sight unfolded right in front of her face.   This incredible, sexy, gorgeous woman having her own young daughter licking her like this.  After another 20 or 30 seconds, Leia instructed Molly to lick Sera now and she was only too happy to oblige.   The young girl scooted down the bed and gently re-arranged the tied up woman so her knees were spread and up in the air.

Sera looked down as Leia leaned forward, reaching down and spreading her friend’s pussy lips.  Molly took advantage and her little tongue snaked all over Sera’s soaked pussy as Leia moved down to lie next to Sera.   She even helped stuff another pillow underneath her head so Sera could properly watch.

“This is an afternoon of firsts, isn’t it” said Leia, giggling.    “First time for bondage, first time you’ve confessed to someone about fucking your underage niece, first time you’ve had your sexy cunt eaten by a 9 year old.   You’re quite the little whore aren’t you Sera.”

“Look at her pretty little face, Sera,” Leia continued as her daughter licked.   “That little girl tongue munching on your cunt like that.”

Sera looked down again and saw the little girl’s face between her thighs.  She felt that incredibly talented, well-trained tongue while her mother whispered in her ear.   It couldn’t last long and Sera came hard, jerking her pussy off the bed as her whole body spasmed in pleasure.

 

A Sex Offender, My Daughter and Me

  • Posted on November 8, 2018 at 1:14 pm

by Tony Williams

{ This story was originally posted at Lesbian Lolita in February 2014 }

At last, I’ve found a potential tenant.

I live in one half of a duplex and rent out the other half. It just covers the mortgage nicely. She contacted me on Craig’s List and she’s on her way over. Via email she told me she’s twenty three, single and slightly desperate.

When the doorbell rings, I open it to see a petite, elfin like girl with short blond hair and vivid blue eyes. She introduces herself as Leslie.

“I’m Toni,” I say, shaking her hand. Her grip is firm, a good sign. I hate wet-fish handshakes.

I show her the apartment, just one bedroom, living room, kitchen and bath. “We share the deck,” I tell her as she looks over the edge to where the ground drops sharply down to the wooded canyon below. San Diego is full of green canyons, most with walking trails.

Back in my own apartment, we sit at my kitchen table and I tell her how much the rent is.

“Not a problem. I’m getting a fat alimony check from my ex on the first of each month.”

“I’ll need references.”

“That might be difficult.” Uh, oh, I think, here we go, another deadbeat. She takes a breath. “I might as well tell you because you’re gonna find out anyway. I just got out of prison.”

There’s always something. “How long were you in for?”

“Two years. There’s worse. I’m on a sexual offenders list.” My eyebrows go up. What kind of sexual offense could a twenty-three year old girl be convicted of? “That’s why I’m so desperate. No one wants to rent to me.”

I pause. I need to know more, just to protect myself. “What were you in for?”

She takes a breath. “Lewd and lascivious conduct with a minor.”

I laugh. “For a minute there, I thought it might be something serious.” She gives me a weak smile. “Boy or girl?” I ask.

“Girl.”

“Underage, huh? How much underage?”

“Seven years.”

“You mean she was seven years old?”

“No. Eighteen minus seven is eleven. She was eleven.”

The same age as my little girl, I think to myself. The age I was when I had my first sexual encounter with an older woman.

“One last question. Was the ‘conduct’ consensual?”

“Consensual?” she laughs. “She couldn’t get enough of me. She was head over heels in love.” Most people would conclude that her claim was merely justification for illegal conduct, but knowing my own history, I was inclined to believe her. “I loved her too. She was devastated when they arrested me.”

“Okay. Here’s what’s gonna happen. Before I agree to take you on as a tenant, you’re gonna have to tell me everything that occurred between you and… what was her name?”

“Abbie.”

” …Abbie. I want to know how you met her, what attracted you to her, and vice versa, who seduced who and all the naughty things you got up to.” I sit back and wait. This is going to be fun.

*****

Let me digress for a moment. I’m a single mom, divorced with a daughter, Becky. She and I are very close, more like sisters than mom and daughter. As far as I know, we have no secrets from each other. She’s fully aware that my interest in men evaporated when my short marriage turned bad and that now I’m totally gay. When my girlfriends stay over, she keeps out of the way, letting me get on with business and doesn’t poke her nose into my intimate affairs.

Her sex education, derived from several excellent books from the library, augmented by personal stories from me, is complete. She knows all there is to know about every aspect of human sexuality, lacking only the hands-on experience. I don’t think that’ll be long in coming.

Of course, I’d never do anything inappropriate to my little girl. The incest taboo is too strong. If I were to touch her in a sexual way, she might freak out. It would ruin our relationship and could inflict psychological damage. But in those deeply private moments in bed, late at night, when I touch myself, mental pictures of Becky sprawled out naked with her legs spread, or dressed in nothing more than her sexy little white cotton schoolgirl panties, my wet pussy becomes even wetter and before I can wrench my thoughts away, an orgasm has swept over me, leaving me ashamed and guilty.

I’m not about to tell my daughter, “Oh, by the way, last night I was masturbating to a vision of you getting undressed and I came like a wildcat.” So now that I think about it, I suppose I do actually have a secret from Becky. I could never let my child know that her naughty little performances do affect me, but I’ll never criticize her for showing off her panties. It would be the pot calling the kettle black. You wanna look up my skirt? Be my guest.

*****

“I was a teacher at an elementary school,” says Leslie, “the perfect job, you might think, for a woman who is sexually attracted to little girls. I coached the swim team and yes, I did enjoy the sight of all those darling little preteens running around in their swimsuits, and they were mostly young enough not to be self-conscious about being seen when they were changing in or out of their swim suits. Abbie was incredibly sexy, with her slender figure and eyes you could drown in. She knew that I was paying special attention to her and one afternoon, when most of the kids had left the pool, I was in my cubicle in the changing room.

“I’d left the door open, as usual. If the girls want to see me changing, so much the better. I’d taken off my swimsuit and was toweling off when I saw Abbie standing in the passageway between the cubicles. She was staring at my naked body. I smiled and slowly pulled my panties on, then my tank top and finally my mini-skirt. She stepped into the opposite cubicle, leaving her door open, and peeled off her swim suit. We looked at each other as she dried herself, and some sort of spark passed between us.

“Naked, she was utterly adorable, her skin perfect, her chest flat, her hips narrow like a little boy. She radiated innocence, with an undercurrent of sexuality like…”

“I know what you mean,” I interrupt.

Her eyebrows go up. “You do? Anyway, I just stood there, unable to tear my eyes away. There was no one else in the changing room. She smiled at me as she pulled her white cotton panties on. It was like a strip-tease in reverse. She pulled on her dress, then sat on the little bench with her legs up to put her socks on, giving me …”

“…an upskirt?” I chuckle. “I can’t resist an upskirt.”

“Yeah. Anyway, long story short, I gave her a lift home. She invited me in, saying her Mom wouldn’t be home for a couple of hours. We kissed. We hugged. We went into her bedroom and lay on her bed in each other’s arms. She told me she was head over heels in love with me. I told her how adorable she was, that we were going to spend a lot of time together and she must never tell anyone about it. Just before I left, I lifted her dress and planted a kiss on the front of her panties, just to let her know what was in store for her.

“Over the next few weeks, our behavior became more and more intimate. In fact, we were lovers, and explored pretty much every kind of lesbian sex there is. She worshiped my body, just as much as I did hers.” She paused, sighed. “Then it all blew up.”

“What happened?”

“Her mom came home unexpectedly and caught us naked on her bed, our faces buried between each other’s legs. That evening I was arrested. The cops interrogated Abbie, and promised her that nothing would happen to me if she told them everything. Of course she fell for their bullshit and spilled the beans. I had no choice but to cop a plea to avoid a long sentence. They wouldn’t let her contact me but she did manage to sneak a phone call to tell me that she was heartbroken and wanted to kill herself. Her family moved to the East coast and I have no way to contact her.”

“Cops!” I snap. “Not content with ruining your life, they have to ruin hers. That poor kid, it’s tragic.”

“So here I am, a convicted sex offender.”

“An unemployed sex offender.”

She pulls out a sheaf of papers. “These are my recent bank statements.” I look at her balance. I wish I had that much money. “Two years of alimony without me spending anything doesn’t hurt,” she says.

“Write me a check for the first month and a deposit, Leslie.” A big grin breaks out on her face as I stand and move around the table. I hold out my arms and she falls into them, her face buried in my neck.

“Thank you so much. You’re the first person to be nice to me in months.”

“I don’t think you’re a bad person. Law enforcement is the bad guy in this story. Welcome to my home. Where’s your stuff?”

“In storage. I’ll have to rent a truck.”

“We’ll use mine. Let’s go.”

*****

By mid-afternoon, she’s all moved in. She didn’t have much stuff. The apartment is furnished so it was just a matter of hauling a few boxes and garbage bags full of clothes. We go out on to the deck and sit looking at the view, each with a can of beer.

“The neighbors are all too far away for anyone to see us,” I tell her, “so sometimes I’m out here getting an all-over tan.” She smiles at me. “Even if they could see,” I continue, “I wouldn’t care.”

“You have a nice figure,” she says. “You work out?”

“Now and again. You’re not in bad shape yourself.” She wearing what might have been the same outfit that she’d worn at the swimming pool, a white men’s singlet and a delightfully short denim skirt. Her legs are long and slender, but rather pale. Some California sunshine will improve her.

Now that I have a chance to take a real hard look at Leslie, I can see how a young girl could fall for her. I could easily fall myself. She has that gamine, “street urchin” look, like a tomboy, but still effeminate. I like my partners to be feminine, no butch dykes for me, thank you. But I don’t want to get carried away by her. It wouldn’t be easy to accept rent from someone I’m fucking. For the moment, I’d better keep her at arm’s length.

“I have a surprise for you,” I announce. Her eyebrows go up. “I have a daughter. Her name is Becky and she’ll be home from school in a few minutes. She’s eleven.”

Her eyes go big. “Are you sure I’m the right tenant for you, given my record?”

“You have a record of loving a young girl and being loved in return. If what you told me is true and you haven’t left anything out, then Becky and I have nothing to fear. You didn’t do anything to hurt Abbie. It was the police who did the real damage.”

She lets out a sigh. “You know, you’re the first person to tell me that. Even my lawyer disapproved of me. Thank you, Toni, and let me assure you that I’d never, never do anything that would cause Becky the slightest hurt. You can put your mind at rest.”

“I believe you,” I say, leaning into her and giving her a hug. The chances of her embarrassing my little girl are pretty remote, given how precocious my daughter is. In fact, she enjoys the attention, just as I did at that age. She knows how to say no.

I don’t know why so many parents freak out when their kids receive a friendly pat on the butt or a loving hug from an adult. It happened to me all the time and I loved the attention. I even had a few incidents where men pulled out their hard cocks and asked me to touch them, but in each case I gracefully declined and went on my way, flattered but not otherwise interested, and certainly not freaked out by it. A cock is just a cock.

On the other hand, when I developed a crush on the woman who ran a local flower shop, her caresses and touches were eagerly received and reciprocated. If she hadn’t risked kissing me that first day, and fondling me intimately, I would’ve missed out on a truly enriching experience, one of the great loves of my life. She taught me the joys of gay sex, how exciting it was to be intimately touched and how much more exciting it was to arouse her. One might argue that she turned me gay, but that’s bullshit. I was more than ready for her, young as I was. The only person who actually perverted me was my husband, who enticed me into being straight for a few years, long enough for me to produce Becky, but as soon as I was free of him, I bounced back into my lesbian lifestyle. I love being gay, and I hope my daughter turns out the same.

I hear Becky come in. “We’re out here, honey,” I call. She steps through the sliding glass door on to the deck.

“Oh, hello,” she says, surprised that I’m not alone.

“This is our new tenant. Leslie, meet the love of my life, my Becky.”

Leslie’s eyes light up as they shake hands. “Oh, you’re adorable,” she breathes, and if I’m not mistaken, I detect a slight blush on Becky’s cheeks. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen that! Leslie runs her gaze up and down my girl who’s wearing her school summer uniform, a somewhat short, pale blue gingham dress that buttons all the way down the front, the last one carelessly left undone.

It’s immediately obvious to me that Leslie’s stunned by the vision standing in front of her. I’m not surprised, given her story. I decide to give her a treat.

“Come and sit on my knee, sweetheart,” I say. A reasonable enough suggestion as there are only two chairs on the deck, both occupied. She sits on my lap with her back to me, and leans against my chest, her calves dangling either side of my thighs. I put my arm round her waist, “inadvertently” rucking her dress up, exposing her upper thighs. Then I spread my own legs which causes Becky’s thighs to widen almost as far as they can go.

I see Leslie’s face flush as she is offered a magnificent view of not only Becky’s white cotton panties, but my own, too. None of my girlfriends have been treated to such a sight. One day I’m going to repeat this performance in front of a mirror to see what it really looks like, but Leslie is clearly excited by it. My own pulse begins to quicken with the excitement of showing my panties, and the even more thrilling idea of deliberately displaying my daughter.

There follows a conversation about school and stuff which I won’t bore you with, but it enables Leslie to pour on the charm and flatter my daughter outrageously. Pretty soon they’re laughing and joking like a couple of old friends. Leslie knows exactly what an eleven year old girl wants to hear and lays it on thick.

“What kind of music do you like?” my daughter asks.

“I haven’t heard much music lately. I’ve been away.”

“Where?”

Leslie hesitates. “You don’t have to tell her,” I interject.

“Better that she hears it from me than someone else. I’ve been in prison.”

“What for?”

“I was a teacher, and I was with one of my students in her house when her mom came home unexpectedly and caught us.”

“Caught you? Doing what …?” She lets out a little giggle. “Oh, I know, you were having sex?” Even though Becky has her back to me, I can tell from her voice that she’s grinning. “That’s so cool! If they put you in jail, though, she musta been underage.”

“She was,” says Leslie.

“How old?” Becky asks, her head tilted in curiosity.

Leslie looks at me as if to ask, Should I tell her?

“She was your age, darling,” I say. “They were in love with each other, so there’s nothing wrong with that, but I guess the girl’s mom didn’t see it that way.”

“What happened to the girl?” asks Becky.

“It broke her heart,” says Leslie. “They moved away and I couldn’t contact her.” She sighed heavily. “It broke my heart too.”

“Oh, the poor girl,” says Becky. “It must have been terrible.”

“Have you ever been in love, Becky?” asks Leslie.

My daughter looks at me. “You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to,” I reassure her.

Becky turns back to Leslie. “It’s okay, I can tell you. I had a huge crush on one of our neighbors last year. I was head over heels with her. I never said anything, though.”

“You should have,” says Leslie. “She might have loved you back.”

“She wasn’t gay,” I say. “Pity, ‘cos if she had been, I’d have made a pass at her myself. She was pretty hot stuff.”

“Mom!” says Becky, disapprovingly.

“You’re getting heavy, Princess,” I say. “Do you want to change out of your school uniform?”

She swings one leg across and stands, smoothing her dress down. “I guess.”

“I like your uniform,” says Leslie.

“Only because you can look up it,” replies Becky, smiling.

“Don’t you ever look up skirts?”

Becky giggles. “Course I do, don’t I, Mom?”

“Every chance you get, but not as often as you flash your panties. Let’s face it, you and me both, we’re a pair of exhibitionists.”

My daughter starts to unbutton her dress, from the bottom up, slowly, one button at a time, then spreads the front wide open for Leslie to look at her, then turns, letting it slide from her shoulders.

For a few seconds, Becky stands there, wearing nothing more than her panties, white ankle socks and sandals as we drink in the heavenly vision. Then, looking back at us, she leaves the room, hips swaying invitingly, the dress trailing behind her.

“Oh, my God!” breathes Leslie. “I think I’m falling in love.”

“She sure knows how to get a woman excited,” I say, my voice gentle. “If she weren’t my own daughter, my panties would be wet.”

“If you knew what I’m thinking, you’d send me back to jail.”

“No, I wouldn’t. Not unless you do something she isn’t ready for. She knows how to keep a secret and you have nothing to fear from her, or me. Just remember that “no” means “no”, and try not to break her heart.”

“Thank you for being so understanding, Toni.”

“I want you to feel welcome, part of the family, as it were. Go unpack your stuff, then come over for dinner, about six, okay?”

We stand and hug briefly. I’d love to kiss her and caress her beautiful breasts, but I have other things on my mind.

*****

The doorbell rings. It’s the UPS guy, with a package for Becky. I sign for it and close the door and she comes out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped round her naked body.

“This is for you,” I say, handing her the package. “What on earth is it?”

“Oh, cool. It’s some underwear I ordered on the internet.”

“Using my credit card, I imagine.”

“Yes, but you’re gonna think it’s worth it.” She walks into the bedroom saying over her shoulder, “Don’t come in. I wanna surprise you.”

Like the other half of the duplex, this is a one bedroom apartment. Becky has always had the option of sleeping on the living room couch, but she nearly always opts to sleep in the big bed with me. Each night I lie there, dying to touch her but afraid to, and when the heat becomes too strong and I have to masturbate, I have to be very quiet and careful. On a few occasions she might have been awake and guessed what I was doing, but she’s never said anything. Mostly I take care of myself during the day when she’s in school.

I’m sitting on the couch when she comes out. My jaw drops. What would you get if you crossed an angel with a slut? Becky’s wearing a tiny see-through bra, just a couple of triangles of wispy material and some thin straps. Below, there’s a lacy white garter belt which holds up her white stockings. They have lace round the tops.

But best of all are the panties, again just a couple of triangles of sheer white see-through nylon. The front panel is split from top to bottom, held closed by a little ribbon tied in a bow. I can just see her little girl’s slit like a vertical smile, partially concealed. She stands in front of me, her arms wide open, her hips swaying from side to side to some imagined music.

“Fuck me, Becky! You look so sexy! I could just eat you.”

“Do you like the panties? Can you see my muffin?”

“I love them! Step closer.” I pull the panties slightly to one side so that her vagina is visible through the wispy nylon. I run my hands up the outside of her thighs, over her hips and her ribs, my thumbs rubbing her nipples. Then I put my arms round her and pull her close to me, so that she’s standing between my thighs. I put my cheek against her stomach and squeeze her tight. Then I let her go and put the tips of my fingers between her legs and slide them up over her vulva, back down and up again once more. I resist the urge to tug on the bow.

This is more than just an accidental touch — it’s a deliberate sexual caress. I half expect her to pull away from me, but she doesn’t. I look up at her. “Leslie’s gonna love these.”

“Do you think she likes me?” she asks, hope sounding strong in her voice.

“Oh, yes, she likes you just fine. She likes you a lot. I could see it in her eyes. You’re gonna be able to twist her round your little finger.” She smiles. “She’s coming over at six to eat. Let’s make it an underwear party.”

“Perfect! She wears white panties like mine. I could see them when we were out on the deck.” I can see the excitement on her face. My little girl seems to be having another crush. “What are you gonna wear, Mom?”

“The white tap pants with the matching camisole.” These are panties that look like jogging shorts, with loose, lace trimmed legs, and are almost as see-through as Becky’s new panties. If I sit carelessly, you can see my pussy up the leg. The top will show off my nipples perfectly.

I go into the bathroom, strip off and shower. As I’m toweling off, Becky comes in, pulls those almost non-existent panties down, sits on the toilet and pees. I like looking at her when she pees, running all sorts of water sport scenarios through my head, imagining that she’s peeing on my face, or me on hers.

I run my hand over my mound, feeling the beginning of stubble. “I need to shave,” I say and gather up the necessary equipment. I sit on the edge of the tub, my legs splayed and spray shaving foam all over my pussy.

Becky pulls her panties up and says,”Let me do it.”

I’m astonished and delighted. She’s never tried anything like this before.

She drops to her knees between my thighs and picks up the razor. I lean back and she carefully shaves me, protecting my lips and my clit with the fingers of her other hand. Then she takes my towel and wipes the last traces of foam off. Then she runs her palm over my mound, checking for smoothness, her fingers lingering on my pussy lips.

“Perfect,” she says, smiling up at me. “Like a baby’s bottom.”

Sleeping in the same bed as my daughter is going to become more of a battle against temptation from now on. There’s a line that’s been crossed. I should feel guilty — but then again, maybe not. Nothing has really happened, just a couple of intimate caresses between mother and daughter.

*****

Just before six, Leslie comes in from the deck, dressed as before. Becky is in the bedroom. Leslie looks at me and her eyes go bright. “Nice undies,” she says. “You look hot!”

“We’re having an underwear party. You’re gonna have to take that skirt off.”

“No problem,” she says, eagerly. It drops to the floor to reveal a pair of men’s white briefs.

“Leave the singlet on,” I say. “It makes you look like a teenage boy.”

“That’s the image I was trying for. Where’s Becky?”

Just at that moment, she comes out of the bedroom. Leslie lets out a gasp. “Oh, my God! You look gorgeous!”

“Am I sexy?” asks Becky. It’s a rhetorical question.

“Sexy? Sexy doesn’t even begin to describe you. You could drive a girl crazy.”

Becky glances downwards at herself. “Can you see my muffin?”

“Not quite. The bow’s hiding it.”

Becky smiles. “Why are you wearing men’s underpants?”

“To attract little girls. To sweep them off their feet and make them fall in love with me,” Leslie coos. Becky laughs.

“And big girls, too,” I say. Leslie’s almost flat chest and her short spiky hair suggests a certain boyishness without detracting from her essential femininity. It’s a delicate balance, nicely done.

*****

We’ve almost finished eating, a spicy chicken curry with rice, when Leslie manages to drop a forkful on to her briefs.

“Shit!” she says, “that’s gonna stain.”

“Give them to me,” I say, rising to my feet. “I’ll put them in to soak.” Leslie stands and pulls the briefs off and hand them to me. Her tank top doesn’t quite come down far enough and we can see her pussy, shaved like my own. Becky stares at her. I go into the kitchen and put the briefs in a bowl of cold water. Then I collect the dishes as the girls settle down on the couch, Leslie sitting at one end and Becky lying along its length, her head in Leslie’s lap. I take the dishes into the kitchen and as I put them in the sink, I hear Becky saying something about having shaved my pussy earlier in the evening.

I hurry back to the living room in time to hear Leslie say, “Next time I shave mine, you can help me if you like.” I lift Becky’s legs so I can sit down, and lower them across my thighs. Here we are, two horny lesbians at either end with a preteen angel between them. I start to stroke Becky’s legs, all the way up to the tops of her thighs, my fingers touching the edge of her panties. Leslie caresses my daughter’s chest, gently pinching her nipples and stroking her stomach, right down to the top of her panties. Becky sighs, contentedly.

“It’s time to open the present,” I say.

“What present?” asks Leslie.

“The one lying between us. Who gets to untie the bow?” Becky giggles. Leslie and I both eye each other. I know each of us desperately wants to be the one.

“You can see my muffin any time you want, Mom,” says Becky. “I think Leslie should open the present.”

“I agree. She’s our guest, after all. Go ahead, Leslie. Untie the bow.”

She gently tugs on it, very slowly pulling the ribbon open, then with her fingertips, parts the two sides of the front panel, exposing my little girl’s vagina. Becky parts her thighs slightly, as if to signal an invitation. Although her cunt is perfectly familiar to me, the fact that she’s allowed Leslie to expose it sends a quick thrill running through me. We both stare at the treasure in front of our eyes. Becky has a huge smile on her face. The aroma of sex fills the room.

“You can touch it if you like,” she murmurs, though to whom is not clear. I look at Leslie and nod my head. Becky draws in a sharp breath as gentle fingers touch her pussy lips, moving slowly up and down. She lifts one knee and lets it fall sideways, leaving her thighs wide apart, then she rolls her head sideways so that her nose is against Leslie’s stomach, and inhales deeply. “You smell just like my Mom when she plays with herself in bed.”

“I hoped you hadn’t noticed,” I said.

“You guys sleep in the same bed?” asks Leslie, incredulously.

“Sure,” says Becky. “Haven’t you ever noticed me, Mom, playing with my muffin at night?”

“Now we don’t have to pretend,” I say. “We can do it together if you like.”

“Okay,” says Becky, as though it were no big deal. Leslie looks at me as though I’ve just announced that I’d won the lottery. Becky inhales again. “I love this smell,” she says.

Leslie pulls out the lower edge of her singlet and stretches it over Becky’s head. “Enjoy it, then,” she says and we smile at each other.

My heart is pounding as Leslie’s fingers continue to do their magic on my daughter. I have the exquisite pleasure of seeing my little girl being aroused without the guilt that an act of incest would engender. I pull one leg of my tap pants aside and put the fingers of one hand on my pussy. I’m soaking wet.

“Your mom is playing with herself,” whispers Leslie, lifting the singlet and Becky lifts her head and looks at me, smiling.

It’s all too much for me, seeing my darling’s cunt being lovingly touched, the heady perfume of sex, the talk of masturbation. I hear myself groan and my hips lift against the pressure of my fingers on my clit and I feel my orgasm build and then break over me like a wave. For several long seconds, I’m frozen there, then slowly the thrill subsides and I collapse back on the couch, letting out a huge sigh.

“Did you come?” asks Leslie.

“I did.”

“Cool!” says Becky.

“I’m close to coming myself,” says Leslie.

“You’re not even touching yourself,” says Becky, puzzled.

“I don’t have to touch myself to come. All I have to do is think about a little girl like you, dressed in sexy undies, letting herself be touched and it’s enough to do the trick. I think I’m falling in love with you, Becky.” I imagine that my daughter is blushing, but as her face and upper chest are already flushed, I can’t tell.

This is my daughter’s moment. There’s no going back now. She’s about to be seduced by an older woman. Or is it the other way round? Either way, it’s going to happen and I don’t want to be in the way. As I picture what I hope will happen in the next few hours, my heart races with excitement and although I long with all my heart to be present to watch my little girl lose her innocence, I have to steel myself and walk away and leave them to it. I lift Becky’s legs, swing them on to the floor and stand up.

“Leslie, why don’t you show Becky to your apartment? It’s not school day tomorrow so you can sleep in.”

Before I can change my mind, I stand and go into the kitchen, rinse out Leslie’s briefs and pop them in the dryer. Then I go into the bedroom, shutting the door firmly behind me.

*****

I don’t get much sleep. All night long I’m thinking about what must be happening to my daughter on the other side of the wall. With my fingers thrust deep inside my pussy, a host of different scenarios run through my mind and with each new one I come. I lose count of how many orgasms I achieve. Finally, at about 4 AM I drift off, exhausted.

I’m awakened by the sound of the front door closing. Daylight is streaming in through the window. During the night, the top sheet was pushed off and I’d removed my tap pants so I’m lying there in just the flimsy cami, bunched up under my tits. Becky comes into the bedroom, dressed in the white stockings and Leslie’s cotton singlet, nothing else. It’s way too big for her.

“Oh, Mom, I’m in love!” she cries, throwing herself on to the bed beside me. I put my arms round her. “And she loves me, too. I’m so happy.”

“Tell me what happened,” I say, my heart beginning to race.

“It smells like pussy in here.”

“That’s because I’ve been thinking about you all night, about what you and Leslie must have been doing.”

“Were you masturbating, Mom?”

“Yes. Most of the night.”

She smiles and looks away and says, as if to herself, “My mom masturbating over me. How cool is that?”

“Tell me. I can’t wait to hear what you guys did.”

“As soon as we got in the apartment she took me in her arms and kissed me, a real french kiss, with her tongue deep in my mouth until I felt dizzy. Then she undressed me, taking my panties off first, then the bra, then the garter belt, but she asked me to leave the stockings on. She ran her hands all over my body.”

“Did she finger your muffin?” I’m picturing it in my mind and my own pussy is getting wet again.

“Fingers, tongue, her vibrator, she couldn’t get enough of me. She even licked my butthole. She was driving me crazy. But the best thing was when she let me nibble on her tits and lick her pussy. I just wanted to crawl inside her and curl up and spend the rest of my life there. I made her come, Mom, over and over again. It was fabulous. Now I’m a lesbian, just like you.”

“I’m so happy for you, my darling.”

“And then, when we woke up, we did it all over again and you’ll never guess what.” She’s gabbling with excitement, the words tumbling out. “I had three fingers inside her and she told me to put in a fourth, and then my thumb and she let me push my whole hand inside her, right inside, up to my wrist. She said it didn’t hurt. Afterwards, we were in the shower together and she was on her knees, with her face between my legs and she asked me to pee on her. Isn’t that funny? She seemed to like it. She even said that my pee tasted like champagne.”

“Lots of girls like to be peed on. I like it myself. It’s so intimate.”

“And we soaped each other all over and then I asked her if I could lick her butthole. It was fun, but pussies are better. I’m getting excited just from remembering it.”

I put my hand down between her legs and slide the tip of a finger into her vagina. She’s wet, not as wet as I am, but clearly excited. She doesn’t pull back. I kiss her gently on the mouth and feel her lips part. I gently probe with my tongue and her arms tighten around me. After a few seconds, I pull away and look into her eyes.

“I’m so happy for you, my darling. I have to confess that for a long time I’ve wanted to do all those things that Leslie and you did together, but I always thought that you’d reject me, or that if you didn’t, I would feel so guilty afterwards. Moms are not supposed to do intimate things with their daughters.” I push my finger deeper into her and she lets out a sigh.

“You wouldn’t have to feel guilty, Mom. I wouldn’t ever tell anyone. It would just be your way of letting me know that you love me. You do still love me, don’t you?”

“More than ever, my sweet angel.”

I feel her hand go down between my own legs and I part my thighs to let her know how welcome she is. Her fingers play with my lips and my clit and I’m so wet I can feel my juice running down my thigh. Her face is flushed, her eyes bright.

“You’re so wet!” she breathes. “Can I lick you? I wanna see if you taste as nice as Leslie.” She swings her body round and straddles my face, and as she lowers herself to my waiting mouth, I feel her lips on my cunt and her tongue on my clit. I’m adrift in a sea of happiness. I put my arms round her waist and pull her down on to me, furiously tonguing her. I want to make her come, but then my own orgasm explodes again and I lift her slightly so I can breathe. Then her body shudders and she collapses on me, gasping for breath.

“You made me come, Mom,” she whispers.

“I came too, my darling.”

Soon we were in the shower, hugging, kissing, soaping each other’s bodies, giggling like a couple of little girls. Then she dropped to her knees, and looks up at me.

“Pee on me, Mom. I wanna see what it’s like.” She closes her eyes.

I part my pussy lips with my fingers and let go. At first, I aim at her body, splashing her undeveloped tits, then lean back so it hits her smiling face. She puts her hands on my butt and pulls me close, then her mouth clamps on my pussy and my pee is going right in.

When I’m empty, she leans back, looking up at me and swallows. “Mmmm,” she says, “not quite 7-Up, but not bad. You wanna drink mine?”

*****

After breakfast, Becky finds a clean pair of her regular white panties, and I retrieve Leslie’s briefs from the drier and put them on. We look at ourselves in the mirror, our arms around each other’s shoulders. “You look sexy, Mom.”

“And you look adorable, as always. Let’s go see Leslie.”

As we step from the deck into her apartment, she comes out of the bedroom, totally naked. The sight of her lovely boyish body sets my pulse racing. She smiles at us. “I see you’re wearing my briefs. You look good in them.”

“If you want them back, you’re gonna have to come and take them off me.” She steps up to me and pushes me so that fall back on to the couch.

“Stand behind her, Becky and hold her arms.”

I lie there, restrained by my own daughter as Leslie kneels between my legs and slowly tugs the briefs off.

“Yes, yes,” breathes Becky as my pussy comes into view. “Yes, yes. Do it, Leslie. Do it to her, like I did it to you. Put your hand inside her! Oh, my God! Yes, yes! Push it in, yeah, all the way. Fuck her with your fist! Oh, this is so fuckin’ cool!” I look up at my little girl and the excitement on her face makes a wave of excitement run through my whole body and I’m right on the edge of yet another orgasm.

Becky releases my wrists and comes round to the front of the couch. “Let me do it. Please Leslie, let me do it.”

“Go for it, lover,” says Leslie, withdrawing her hand from my cunt with a slurping sound.

Moments later, I am riding my preteen daughter’s fist as she pumps me to a howling orgasm.

The End